The Marriage In Lost Memories

Fifteen

So who am I???

I saw my reflection in the toilet mirror.

Dave said I used to be a little tomboyish! Judging from his story that night.

I married Devan 2 years ago. All I know is I got married for business. Papa's company is troubled and threatened with bankruptcy and the fate of employees all depends on my choice! Even my stepmother who usually doesn't think I'm on her knees to save the family!

Then I got married.

2 Years I was married was never really a wife! Devan almost never wants to see me! He is busy with his work in Singapore! Until J appears as OB. And Devan also emerged as the owner of the company I worked for.

My closeness with J caused an emotional connection between the two of us until J finally told me he lost his memory due to an accident 3 years ago. He came there because he wanted to know someone that only Devan knew.

And now I know he came because of me!

And me? I completely forgot about all that especially the heart that I received this belongs to my best friend who used to be Devan's fiance! 1 Devan's conclusion is good with me because I have the heart of his lover!

There are still many things I want to find. I wash my face repeatedly my head really feels tangled now.

I'm picking Papa's number. I want to know her explanation about the strange amnesia that happened to me.

The phone was connected at the first ring.

I rarely even talk to Papa. I hated her a little because she also strongly urged me to marry Devan.

" lena.. How are you doing? Ask Papa across there. I don't know why I miss this voice. It's true I hate him but still I can't forever hate Papa.

" Good pa. Papa how?healthy?"

Papa ngiyakan even though his voice sounded a bit hoarse.

" lt.. I remember!" a little... " I said to make Papa hold his breath.

" Are you really okay?" Ask her again.

" No! I'm confused pa! Why can I forget! What exactly is going on?" I almost asked crying. There was a tightness in my heart that I wanted to scream at.

" You chose him, son! You choose to forget them all. All who have ever been in your life! The pain you feel makes it hard for your brain to accept reality! So the doctor said it was a rare occurrence! And this happened to you! 1 Year of therapy and you forget the name of your friend! Only a few later you remember the rest you completely erased them in your memory. Sorry Papa ignored you all along. Papa doesn't even know what happened to you. Who hurt you"

Papa sobbed "Papa hopes that with Devan taking you away from Jakarta you can live a new life again. Without remembering them"

" Is Devan nice to you??

I can't tell you how Devan treated me here. You can say good or not! He just lets me live as I please. Is it because he wants to give me a new life!!

" lena..

Call Papa to tell me to stop crying.

" Are you happy, son?"

" Yes pa. Alena's fine here. Alena's happy" I just answered to make Papa not worry.

And now my brain is back one! There is new information from Papa although it has not been revealed what happened. I walked like a dazed person thinking of a puzzle that became even more messy.

My phone rings. There's a J's name in there.

I hid it back in my pocket! Papa and Devan said I chose to forget them! There's something that keeps my brain from accepting them in my memory! Does that mean Evil??

My steps stopped when I saw Devan walking with Rudy up ahead! Our eyes found! But I turned my face away! That man is more evil asking me to fumble my own problems! I quickly headed for my cubicle. Drown my head there.

**

" What's going on?

Dave in front of me was joking there.

He just arrived at the cafe where I wanted to meet him.

" Message first" I said, giving her the menu.

Dave ordered food. He looked back at me while frowning.

" Davy? Right we used to be friends?" I asked him to find the truth in his eyes.

Dave raised his eyebrows" Yeah sure! "

" Have you ever done anything wrong to me Dave?" I asked again ignoring her face that was willing to laugh continuously.

Dave seemed to be misbehaving. He's setting his sitting position right now. And the order has also come. I waited for her to sip the coffee.

" Ever! " Answer him.

" What is that?"

Dave scratched his bend a few times.

" Why are you talking about it?" Ask her back.

" Just answer Dave! " I looked at him sharply. I don't like to be asked questions.

" I lied to Devan at the time! I said we were dating! And you hate it just as much as I do! Because I'm Devan engaged to Devi! "

" Why did I mean I was ever close to Devan?" Ask me more confused.

Dave nodded! " Yes, you're going to be Devan's fake girlfriend! Loe forgot Len?

My head really wants to explode right now. Fake girlfriend! Especially this!

" Dave's.. I don't understand.. Can you help me??" I said shiver. I even held my sister-in-law's hand.

Whether this is wrong or true I told you all. All of this without anyone left behind. I need someone who can hack me to suckle this puzzle.

" Seriously Devan treats you like this Alena??" The fawning after I told you!

Dave's finger knocked unscathed. He breathed many times, "What a pity! I thought you guys were living happily ever after! Turns out his brain still needs to be embezzled"

" What can you do for Dave? You must know Devi and Jordan, right???

Dave raised his eyebrows next door, I don't know what this guy's thinking. He just looks riled up.

" So Jordan has woken him up? Why didn't he just die! "

I looked at Dave confusedly with Devan.

" Is he Dave's bad guy??"

" Not Len either! So gini Len.. Jordan Loe and Devi are one school! I'm your classmate Loe! Nah.. All I know was that my brother was in the same jodihin papi friend's son. He's Devi! I still don't know why Devan is elo. Not Devi! I didn't know that Elo came as Devi. So that's Devan think elo Devi. You guys are dating him elo Devi! Nah.. I am the brother of Ama Devan. At that time, I loved Elo! Because in ridicule he mulu because of singles. I finally admitted that I have a boyfriend and a picture of us both I saw to Devan. From there elo caught cheating him !

I swear at that time I did not know at all how to go with Devan as Devi! Devan's a robot, he's not talking about you.

Tau tau Devan asks for his engagement to Devi in a hurry!

At that time I was just as loe never spoke again. All I hear is that you have a new boyfriend! That basketball boy! Jordan! Though before his story to me that Devi has a heavy crush on Jordan!

Because you hate me and don't want to talk anymore. I never knew why you were dating Jordan!

And last I heard that Devi was in an accident with Jordan! That's all I can say to you, Loe Len!

Dave finished his drink, he seemed tired of telling stories.

But I can be sure Dave is speaking the truth.

So Devan and I used to be close..

I also erased her from my brain because I hated her for being engaged to Devi? I know Devan now with a new character.

Is it after they get engaged that Devan really loves Devi?

What happened to me and Jordan? Was I really dating Jordan at the time? Why did I remove it from my memory?

" lena.. Is there a memory coming up?" Ask Dave. I'm shaking. No glint has appeared so bad that I hate them!!

**

" Y Bro... " Well, Dave after we both entered the house.

There's Devan with Mami in the living room.

" Why just got home?" Ask Mami who she is!

" Yes mi.. Alena took him to the coolest coffee place in Batam" replied Dave.  I just nodded then excuse me from there. My mood is still chaotic. I'm still like a zombie who knows the way but is confused about what to do.

I took a shower and changed new clothes. I'm so tired of being so tired.. I want to sleep.

Sayup sayup sound of feet. I closed my eyes pura sleeping.

Then I felt my legs being dipped in the hands of someone I saw was Devan. He thinks I'm sleeping on the couch again.

He lifted me up slowly. I even felt his breath feel close. I also felt like he was looking at me there until my body changed places.

Was it true we were ever near Dev? My question made her surprised amazing. He immediately pulled his hand that was still resting behind my back.

This man is really shocked! Until his breath goes up and down.

I'll sit there right away. I dare to see her. Now I can be braver because of Dave's earlier statement.

" Dave said that?" Ask her back.

I nodded so he could not dodge. An annoyed face there.

" We were dating?" Ask me again.

" No! " We were once close because you thought you were Devi!

" Keep! After you know! Are we still close?" Ask me no more.

Devan looked at me.

" No! "

I was waiting for a follow-up, but nothing. He was so stingy about sharing information!

" Did I ever say I like you?"

" Why are you asking that?" Ask back. So continues.

" Just answer! There must be a reason why I forgot about you! You've hurt me! I may have said I liked it before! You refused me heartache! And erased you in my brain!"

Devan walked to the little fridge there. He took a cold drink and drank it, I need to know this puzzle, no matter this guy nags because I talk so much!

I got out of bed too. Pull his hand.

He looked deeper than those eyes. My soul seemed to be trying to collect pieces of the puzzle pieces that were torn apart.

I managed to get back in time.

Now that I was inside the room, a beautiful looking room there was a curtain dancing in the wind that entered the window.

There was something out there, a woman laughing.

I immediately searched for the origin of the sound in front of there was a small swimming pool. It's like his inn on a tour. From the touch of the room like the aura of Bali.

Balinese..

I saw in the pool that I was sitting on the edge of the pool with my feet in the pool. My ears have yellow frangipani flowers and I wear a swimsuit but on my waist there is a man. Also soaking hugged my waist there her face turned towards me. Kamk chatted very closely even while laughing.

I walked around wondering who this man was.

There was a big smile and laughter coming out of his mouth. From the guy there he's in front of me right now. Devan!

This is impossible... Me and Devan...?

I noticed again well it's true me! I may still be very young! My face flushed with a happy hue there and Devan.. I can see her smiling. Her smile is beautiful.

And now I'm getting sucked back into the present.

Spontaneously I took off my hand.

So was it true that he and I were in a relationship? Are those memories of me claiming to be Devi?

But why is this the sick part of whether Devi's heart hurts because I remember it or my heart hurts because of those memories.

Then I got sucked back into a different part. It's more unclear.

I'm the one who's seeing something up there. There were silhouettes of men and women making out, they were like black shadows dancing behind a curtain.

Obviously this shadow is two human beings who combine love.

I saw on the floor clothes strewn about. Red shirts and shorts hots pant. There's a bra there too. Then the typical jeans men.

Whom.. Who they are..

Slowly I stepped closer to the white curtain that danced that nari.

There were only two bodies attached and the sound of sighs that made me curious was also scared. I turned to the side hoping to see this part of the memories. Where my chest feels throbbing.

I saw the man's embrace was intensely peppering this woman . Exploring every inch of her neck, the wriggling beneath her touched the man's hair with a sigh. I pushed the curtain down slowly. They move with a regular rhythm there is a cloth wrapped in the middle of his second. I stepped back around who they were. It's whose memory..

The curtain cloth that danced there made me have trouble seeing. Several times I turned the room into a place now where in front of me was He, Devan traced me with his gaze that I could not understand

The look was different from the one I remember no warmth at all.