The Marriage In Lost Memories

Fifty

Smile like this now.

Your smile is like the dawn that gives light to this earth and only to me.

Look at me, with your beautiful eyes that are as still as the morning dew, this gaze of yours has never made my hormones calm, you are so tempting you are beauty and poison in the same. I want to immediately absorb the poison to make my body soul really burn and will continue to make you the source of my happiness.

I've always been fascinated by this pair of brown eyes, with thick, black eyelashes. The hue of her cheeks flushed red as she looked embarrassed, I rubbed the dress she was wearing quietly. This thin dress slightly gave her a hidden skin color.

He was so tempting I felt like I wanted to spend the first night with him right now. Spilling all this long long wait with love, gives her a deep sense of love that she has never found in anyone else. And make her believe I'm the source of her happiness.

" Hmmm" The corner of my lady's lips is attracted to shame. Her fingers line my chest making a sensation that I find very difficult to resist. When I gripped his hips firmly he grimaced and flicked his lips by making fun of me.

" Is this possible for a future husband and wife to be happy tomorrow?" His words sounded like a spoiled chant from his hidden self. Even I felt how his soul that was a few years ago vanished as if it was coming back to life. I'm glad she's back like the woman I should have loved with a blushing face and loved me the only one.

It moves from my lap making me riled up. But Alena pushed my chest that was trying to hold her there.

" It's not good to look at Papa. I'm so embarrassed" she said and came down from my lap with a pink hue on her face. His eyes wandered around like he was judging what he was doing himself.

Alena has a wild soul that always gives uniqueness to her absurd nature. Sometimes he acts like an adult, sometimes like a teenager who forgets his age. But I nudged a part of this woman. Ten years is not a short time just love 1 person.

Though he begged me here but he himself was flooded with his shame on his face.

Did he miss me so much that he urged me to see him.

I'm certainly very happy to find his wild soul spoiled like this. I can't wait to see him hanging around every day in my eyes.

Alena turned around and re-arched her opiate-filled smile at me. He boldly draped his hand back on my neck. She stuck her flat stomach to my stomach. My height is only 10 cm, my height

" Jordan.. It feels incredible.. I will be your wife and will accompany my sleep. I'm not lonely anymore I'm really this is like a dream" He closed his beautiful eyes, slightly raised his chin. Like he was enjoying life, his sharp nose squeaked with spoiled.  " It's like a dream" she complained again and rubbed my face with her smooth skin. These beautiful eyes opened looking at my eyes in silence, she re-arching her smile" I love you so much.. Very J... Tell me something what's wrong with you until I'm crazy about it! It even feels like your eyeballs are like these jambrut I want to kiss. You know I really like your blue eyes. Like the ocean that always makes me drag to continue to love you again and again, you are like an endless deep ocean for me to dive into"

What an absurd phrase that makes me happy. Is this the expression of his heart. My lost Alena is back. Loving me is as deep as his current views are. This is how we should be. Together without anything else trying to separate us.

I hold his neck. This woman closed her eyes like she was absorbing the warmth of my tubes. He made me have to hold back my crazy hormones again. The corner of his lips rose to the top giving such a beautiful picture as he was above our love match later. I can't wait to wait for it.

"Your dreams will soon come true, dear. We're destined to be together and it's fate that I love you more than myself I'll give you, I'll be your love's opium"

He opened his eyes and published his mischievous smile. " I'm looking forward to her dear Jord.. I really want to make you my only one" he said softly. Makes this feeling overflow hearing it. It's a strange word from her tiny lips but it makes me feel loved so much. I would be more merciful if you said love and gave your full love to me Alena.. If only you had given me what you said right now I wouldn't have done you any harm. It's just that it should be like this. There's no other part of you that I have to accept. I just love you all my soul. The ocean is as deep and beautiful as the blue sky. I just want you to continue our feelings of love only for our children later.

" I want to kiss you. But I'm ashamed of jo"

It makes me more anxious.  Funny mimic looks pranking me. Alena sometimes has a sense of humor that makes me never get tired of talking to her.

" Kiss me. On here. These eyes are yours. And here. This lip is yours too..." I grabbed her finger and pressed it against my eyes as well as my lips.

This pair of brown eyes moved like rolling bliar balls.  There was a clutch as her finger pierced into my lips. A slight change in emotions I saw but his eyes flashed again with a sense of shade.

" Can we hold him back I really want our first night Jo"

Hearing him I felt increasingly challenged, did Alena deliberately tease me. He looks different today. More ugly and naughty of course his speech is very tainted but I like it. Even I can repay him without worrying that he will get angry.

" Don't tease me, baby! I'm having a hard time resisting my desire to unite mine with yours"

He also looked flushed and turned away. I think he'll cry right now. Saying the word Vulgar is certainly very foreign to me for her but anyway tomorrow that vulgarity will continue I say every night and every moment when I want to give her a great sense of love through our unification.

" You're naughty" he said again and gripped his nails on my shoulder. It's not the pain but the burning from the inside that's trying to get out.

I put my hand on his hip. He nodded and looked at me wryly.

" You look so sexy like this Jo ...

His words again continued to shower me with hot seductive sludge.

Plaque..

I hit his ass slowly. He screamed and grimaced.

" Mmm it looks like you will give your wildness later. 

I'm jerking! This is my wild side of Alena who has a seductive side of Naughty. But her face was so red.

She became very beautiful and extraordinary.

His hands rubbed my chest against my red skin. I felt pained as my finger rubbed my chest. It's crazy I can really attack him right now. If only this wasn't her house I'd decide our first night of the day.

" Don't tease me, baby! I have a terrible passion if you tease him continuously" You sizzled my voice over.

Mmm really.. I did tease you baby seeing your body stiffen like this it felt like a fire was burning on you. Your face is so handsome I'm sure tomorrow many thousands of women will cry this handsome man will be mine.

I opened my eyes as the sentence penetrated my impression.

I hold this woman in my arms. It felt so beautiful to feel the bitter passion he created.  Alena curled up until her rancid lips approached very close. The scent of his body fused with the desire gathered within here. Then his lips touched my lips but he came back to pranking me. I don't know why he's so good at making me hot cold like this.

" Tell me what happens if I'm going to go" his whisper with his finger traced this rough jaw. Giving a tingling feeling is also a burning passion that explodes.

I gripped her rough hips I hate her saying this sentence. " I'll hunt you down"

" Really.." He smiled and then kissed me briefly when I wanted to pulverize him.

" I'm not going to go Jo. You are the perfect creation of God in my life. Accept me and my baby for what it is. I will not waste this gift of God. You are my greatest love. There is no love I give this big.. I want to be with you forever.. Until the end of my life "

I smile despite the words that make me unworthy of his love but I can cover it up at any time. He and I were meant to be together.

and to stop these lips chanting the words of love that intoxicate my lips**** with deep and pour out my longing on his rancid lips. Alena's hand infiltrated my chest. I don't know what happened to her this afternoon but I love her naughty side.

I pulled her next thigh to hug my waist. Alena has a knack of burning my patience she moves badly there. Until my hands traced her very smooth back. The turmoil that came crisscrossing the tubes gave a deep despair. I was really drunk with this woman's love.

Tok tok tok tok

the sound of knocking on her bedroom door made us decompose like new in the water flush. Nervousness enveloped.

It seems like there are a lot of distractions in this house. Her speech with lips somewhat swollen. Our hot kiss result. His eyes were trembling with desire held there.

" Go home, man. I'm looking forward to the surprise at our wedding..." Said again. Then round my sideburns with her nails.

" Of course, honey. Tomorrow is the most beautiful time you can't forget in your entire life"

Alena smiled widely and re-sucked my cheeks short.

" Sure.. I'm really looking forward to it" The whisper again makes me want to pepper it once again. But the knock on the door again seemed to make us have to open it immediately.

Alena then moved away from my distance. His eyes are still staring at me full of desire. I felt the pinnacle of my happiness just from the look in his eyes.

" ye. Sorry are! Did I bother you" That's Susan's voice coming up. He's holding a box of parts from tomorrow's show.

" Hmm not at all Sus..

Then the two women got into a conversation about tomorrow's wedding. I only listen occasionally. Looks like I have to look at the event tomorrow again if all of it will be really ready tomorrow, I don't want any little jal missed.

All the business I've left with my people. A great event that I will only remember once in a lifetime.

I'll give you an impression that people will never forget as a witness to the beautiful love of me and Alena...

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Today the end has arrived. I cleaned my face with water. Even I can't sleep well waiting for today.

The first event is this marriage is the most important after saying Ijab kabul then she will be my wife.

I immediately cleaned myself up and it felt like this apartment was not only I was nervous myself there was also Mommy who was suddenly busy instead of overcast. Of course we just made up but I'm lucky to have Papi who really understands Mommy's nature. And Mommy should also be grateful to be able to get a man as great as Papi.

Papi always told me that Mommy would agree and that he had everything ready for her today.

Mommy was flabbergasted to see me finish on the chest in a male partner outfit that would strip her of her single status to become a happy man today.

I wore an ivory white Bekap that was heavily embroidered.

Mommy's eyes got foggy when they grabbed my shoulder. " Jo.. You're this mature" Getir's stuck. I'm sure if Mommy doesn't wear makeup she'll cry, her defenses will collapse in a minute.

" Well Mom won't think I'm gonna give you dozens of my prints with Alena in a minute. I want them to make a fuss in our palace later Mom...

Mommy was tickled and laughed briefly. Maybe Mommy imagines many children who will make a boisterous family of our little family who only be a member of 3 people. And of course I can't wait for that time. I'll make my own army of course just from my blood and Alena's.

" Mommy's consciousness should have come a long time ago Jo. Mommy will help you prepare everything. Even you prepare it very hasty kyak gini many series of customs that are missed. No application sessions, baths and more. Just a wedding and a reception. It's sang-a

" Honey I can't wait any longer Mom" My sela. It's not because of what so many events have always thwarted my plans and I can't wait anymore.

Mommy smiled back. " Well, your prince is very impatient to marry Alena. Mommy wants to say more...

I'm hugging Mommy warm. Fortunately, he no longer said anything that was contrary to my wishes.

" We've been past 5 minutes. Are you guys still long?" Papi appeared at the door making my interaction with Mommy come to a halt.

We laughed briefly then similarly stepped up. Bahman Diego also wears traditional Javanese clothing, his bule face looks calm with

The wedding was held at the Hotel Building where the reception was held tomorrow. Last night I checked myself all the konseo is ready and of course spectacular. I don't want to give Alena half the show. She is the only woman who will vault someday so all her must look luxurious.

The street jams here make me even more impatient and nervous. I'm sure Alena's nervous waiting for me. It flashed her nervous face it felt like I was smiling thinly imagining she was nervous with a very pretty face wearing a kebaya, the last I saw her wearing a kebaya at high school graduation, she said, and it was like the incarnation of the palace princess who was stray, graceful face but her behavior was very wild like not wearing a skirt.

But her beautiful face completely turned the face of anyone who saw her.

I want to call her right away and say I'll be there soon. It doesn't feel like it makes her anxious. But I pare to make this anxiety one later.

At last. The car is approaching the hotel area. It was a sweet smile for Alena when I finished my marriage. I really want to see her soon.

We entered the parking area. Inside the parking lot there are many officers in army uniforms. Whether it's a coincidence or what. Maybe they're doing a show in another ballroom in this hotel, I don't really take care of it.

Diego helps Mom to open the car door in the back.

I myself immediately restyled the makeup artist to see which part of the clothes looked detached or loosened.

My entourage is not so much only 7-8 people who herd. They're all my people. Maybe if Mom comes early there will be many families from your side who will lead.

With a big smile that continued to decorate I walked hand in hand with the group to the hotel lobby.

We immediately headed to the floor of the room where the event was held.

I really feel very nervous. Even this hand is cold. Sometimes I chalk out Alena's full name and sacred sentences that I will say later.

Ting

Elevator door opens. My feet stepped out.

Last night there was a fresh flower in front of here. Along the hallway that has been decorated with Alena's favorite flowers. I wanted to create a beautiful hallway with lots of flowers and photos of our memories from school .

But this looks empty. There was a strange music that sounded. It is not Javanese folk music or specific to a shahdu marriage.

Did I have the wrong floor?

The same thing also made Mom and Papi look at me with questioning gazes as we exited the elevator.

What we found was not the preparation for the wedding of someone as grand and lavish as the King. But in front of this ballroom there are some people with women's clothes but his looks are strange. Similar to ladyboy or her rant Bencong.

They wore dress dresses wrapped her body hard and stiff by force let alone her makeup there is a thick there what she is.

" Jo.. Pa we got the wrong floor?" Whisper Mom pulled at my arm. His face looked worried.

I'm not sure myself because it was clear this elevator was carrying to the appropriate floor.

" Diego...

Call me right away Diego's figure shows up.

" Try you to find out. We got the wrong floor or something wrong..."

Well-rounded

Diego replied sharply, then immediately turned around.

There seems to be a bad feeling. My chest feels like a strange thing. Hopefully this is just a hunch. Moreover, seeing these half-women staring at me like their fine meal ready to eat.

Diego appeared and whispered to me.

" I'm sorry, Sir. It's all true just.....

It was as if a huge boulder had hit this face upon hearing Diego's words that instantly burned my face. My head suddenly wanted to explode.

" Take both my parents in the car" I said with my jaws hardened. My hands are clenching strong.

Diego nodded. I immediately stepped forward with big and impatient steps.

No matter how adoring the look of the ladyboy there is that I feel so amused.

I pushed the Ballroom door there strong.

Music disco stomps directly attack this hearing. I entered the step and the place last night I have made sure complete with a touch of traditional Javanese style mixed European accent should be seen here. There are many floral decorations along the corner, sky sky and beautiful lights. The atmosphere is sacred but still calm anyone who will enter. But now...

There's a big chance of not accepting it, though, anger and also the thing that shook in me received a place that witnessed my new life began to be filled even with ladyboy-ladyboy various forms with sexy dress dress.

They all saw me coming there and being subjected to gazes that again wanted to make me nauseous. Some even stick out their tongues like they are flirting.

What the ****!!

In front of there should be a stage when Alena's father and I shook hands for kabul ijab. But why do these ladyboys behave like they are demonstrating fashion alone.

This chest feels hot. Even those who were staring at you immediately turned their eyes away. Look at them with fear and alertness.

" WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS"

Someone whispered to me. And say that today there is a fashion show from among this.

I pulled my own man and took a hard blow.

Screeching screams from among this by screaming screams of excitement as well as when he was thrown. For a moment the situation there immediately stopped.

This guy's face is instantly bruised. And blood came out from the corner of his lips.

" This should be my wedding. Why even this sissy sissy" I cried so wrathfully. They even threw out a look of dislike but I don't care. This hand is eager to destroy something.

Then arrived from behind appeared a sturdy man, large and of course wearing a military uniform. As I saw in the parking lot. Making the half-sex creatures there scream again this time is very horrendous to damage hearing.

I stared at this army with a burning fire. Is this some kind of joke?

They were lined up on the side of the door with a watchful highlight.

Was my show made fashion show for these ladyboys? Then this army? What does all this mean.

Until someone came in and out of the door there which of course has been in the morning of these army men.

I saw a woman in a black dress walking sharply, her black hair in a simple bun I certainly knew her. She was supposed to wear a beautiful white kebaya with very amulet and who would legitimately be my wife. But this... Why did he even wear black clothes, as if symbolizing death.

The red lipsticky lips curled her smile with the corner of her eyes like a sharp bow. There was a look of hatred there not a look of adoration and desire like last night that he gave me.

I think my chest was hit hard. What does Alena mean and all this ridiculous show..