The Marriage In Lost Memories

Thirty Two

I sat by the windy window of the room. Even the wind didn't make me pull away from there.

This boy's picture is still in my grasp. Of course, the person who sent this photo has a certain purpose. With the Anniversary text there.

Is that my son?

His face was very similar to Devan's. I can recognize it directly from those eyes. One of Devan's identical traits.

I also forgot I gave birth.

I shake strongly. I don't think I ever gave birth. If there is a child from the rape. There's no way Devan is covering it up with our already good relationship.

All sorts of speculations popped up in my head.

Don't it don't be her son with another woman.

I once thought there was no way a man could live without a woman outside

he spent 2 years in Singapore. What possible... There's...

My heart is anxious, scared and angry.

Did he cheat me again...

Uggghh this hair until I uyel uyel because dizzy thinking of her.

I saw under his car from the entrance gate into the backyard.

I have to how.

Honestly, right now I'm so full of anger I won't accept if he cheats me again

Slowly, the door to the room is open. There's a crackling of his steps in. And the clattering of the clock was removed, as well as a light sound like he was taking off his tie, and a suit until I felt his presence in the back. His hands crept in between my waist as usual. Gave her warmth but the second before her I felt ngeh with her.

" Rather than the wind shower mending we shower the same" Temptation then grabbed me again.

I smiled wryly, though,

" Dev..

"Hm...

" Have you received a divorce warrant? On my behalf?

Devan's hands are loosening

"...."

I hesitated to continue my sentence.

" Is there something you're hiding from me again???"

I looked at Devan intensely. Even brushed off his hands that were still on my waist.

He did not answer directly. Just the corner of her lips was pulled short.

" Quick too, Jordan acted..

" Jordan?

Devan rested his hands on the balcony guardrail. His eyes were straight ahead staring but not filled.

" What are you giving him? The photo??

I was surprised to hear Devan's guess.

Dim filled our silence.

" He's my son..

Like lightning in a hole I hear it.

Something is cracked

Ill

But it's not bleeding.

Devan looks calm there. But from the side of his eyebrows are interlocked.

" I know sooner or later you'll find out! It's my fault... Not honest!!

My eyes warmed up, and the water just spilled. How could he say there was a child. And this is her son. Child with whom?

My soul is trying to be strong.

" My son with Jessy!

I think my legs turned into Jelly. I fell over Devan but I quickly pushed him. My eyes were watering with a hateful look at this man. So he lied to me. She said Jessy was just a partner then how could there be children among them.

" It happened because of a deal when he and his family gave Devi's heart to save you!!!

The wedding was under the hand for 3 months. Now we have nothing to do with it. Only child!!!

My eyes widened in disbelief with his explanation.

He said it was because to save me??

She's married to Jessy and there's a child?

He thinks I'm stupid!!!

If it was just a heartless deal, she wouldn't be fucking Jessy!

F*ck!!!

It's all bullshit.

I was deeply shaken by my conflicting explanations and thoughts. And the shadow as he was shocked to see Jessy in the apartment at that time seemed to justify my prejudice. It's not the first time he's been there I'm sure.

" Don't touch me Dev..."

Ask me when her finger will grab me.

Proudly I went inside.

I took my travel bag and filled some clothes, make up, and items that I considered necessary.

" Where are you going..

He chased me with a heavy voice

"..."

I didn't answer him even though I didn't want to see his face.

My hand was held up while closing the zipper of the bag.

" lena.. Don't do this! It all just happened. I don't love Jessy. He gave me the medicine and it was the first and last time we did it. I swear!! Jessy was always blackmailing me on behalf of the child and you!! Really ak-

Plaques

Plaques

I slapped him 2 times hard.

The same reason and it sounds stale.

My trust was lost on him.

She grimaced with her two hardened jaws, I could see her face darkening with anger.

I stared at him with an unstoppable disgust. How many times I have been hurt.

But not for now. His words are just trash and trash must be thrown away.

" lena..

My hands are back in check. This time he held her down firmly. I can feel his aura changing from before.

" You can't go where.. Don't go" Shouted her tight until these ears were grunting.

I pulled my hand but only the pain I felt.

" Detach.. I don't want to be here anymore.." My screams revolted.

Devan's still holding his check.

I was dragged and thrown into bed.

His dark face pointed at me full of anger.

" Hide there... Don't go where"

My breath goes up and down blindly. My eyes followed her steps towards the door to lock her up.

I can't be trapped here anymore. With a human like him.

I took my phone. Pressing Susan's number was unfinished the phone floated and was thrown until it broke into pieces.

" Yaaakk.. You're crazy, "I screamed on the black.

" Don't fight me, don't argue.. And don't go where..." Threaten her back to drag her forcibly into bed.

He took off his belt. My eyes widened in shock. And wrapped it around my legs, but he was in trouble because of my rebellious assailant.

" DAVE... DAVEEEEE TOLOOONG I DAVEEEE" Shouted me hysterically.

My one chance is Dave. He still lives here, I hope this solid wall does not diminish my howling.

I managed to kick that belt and get down from there again.

Take anything for me to solve. Her expensive parfume, my make up tool that's out of glass all of her I broke. Until the floor was full of colorful bells

I mean, how Dave hears these shards.

" lena.. Stop it" Shouted Devan following me. I ran the other way pushing the dresser chair. Taken the figura that contained our photo last week.

Her face was tense as the photo I managed to grab from the wall.

" Don't do that.. Ja-

PRAAAANG....

The photo I threw hard on the floor until the glass broke.

His shattering voice echoed throughout the entire corner.

Not only that. That's like my feelings for him being short and broken can't be put together.

Devan looked at the frame with a wounded look. Her jakun up and down pumping air forces in her brain.

" Why are you doing this LENAAAA"

We were silent in the same spotlight as the anger.

" lena...

Dave's voice was outside.

I jumped at the door. It doesn't even matter if there's broken glass slicing my leg.

" Dave get me out of here. Helpme.. " My yell tried to pull the door pull while kicking the door leaf.

I saw Devan there just watching me shut up. But his eyes are still turning sharp.

I felt the door sway, Dave slamming his huge body into the door.

Devan walked quickly to the bed and I could even see the red footprints following him, maybe he hurt his shard first.

He flipped the mattress over there and my eyes were round looking at the firearm in his hand.

" Hear Alena! This is the last warning! If you dare to come out here, I can hurt anyone. No exception Dave.."Threatening her pull the trigger made me scared to death.

The door's been knocked down, Dave.

Anxious face was seen there. His eyes widened to see the terrible condition of the room and his brother who was holding a gun.

" Wooaaaah Bro.. Relaxed.. Relax don't darken the eyes... Okay.."

" Go! Don't interfere with Dave" Devan's sweat pointed the gun at Dave.

Dave looked at me worriedly. I signal him to leave. I don't want anyone to get hurt because of me.

" Dev.. I know you now have a lot of company problems you give tap-

" Go!" Shouted Devan loudly. He even fired 1 bullet upwards.

Very loud gunshots and ear-splitting.

I pushed Dave hard.

" Go Dave, I'm fine..." My word guarantees my word.

" okay! I'm right near here. Len.. You slap it!!" Dave said it seemed emotional. On seeing his brother with a savage.

" Look loe lukain Lena" Threatened her then back up from there.

My breath was a little relieved to see Dave out of there.

I saw Devan put the gun down, too. Her eyes fell to the floor with her back leaning on the chair.

Slender. Only the sound of breathing is heard.

" I want to be Dev... It's free that you're holding me here!! " My words are lower.

" a! Don't go"

I keep stepping. Towards my bag.

" I told you not to go Alena..." His screams again returned wrath. This time he pointed the gun at me, his eyes misty of anger that peaked.

I didn't budge I believed that he wouldn't dare shoot me.

" Just shoot.. I'm dead, it's over.." I said provoke him.

Devan's jaw hardened, even his lips shriveled, he pulled back his trigger. The gun's eyes go down.

" I'm gonna shoot you in the leg Alena! You will never escape from me...

" Yes shoot sa-shoot

Dooorrr

The bullet went back down. I screamed in surprise by bending my breath... There was smoke around my feet.

did I get shot..

I feel like my legs can still move.

And the hole is clearly on the tip of my toe. Maybe another 1cm of hot lead really hurt my leg.

I was shocked to see it.

He really did it.

He's

I saw Dave reappear.

In the collapsed doorway.

He cursed violently watching me stoop in fear.

And Devan looks out of ammunition.

" Fuck loe Dev.. I told you not to hurt Alena.. Loe's..

Dave's face darkened with a hardened jaw.

Bugh.

Dave immediately attacked Devan and beat him with a tube.

Seeing that I had the chance, I got up. I saw Devan not resist Dave's attack he just shouted don't go back and forth regardless of his body attacked by his own brother.

Bugh...

Once again I saw how Dave punched Devan in the face and Devan just blocked Dave's hand he was trying to chase after me but Dave held him down firmly.

I was in the doorway, my breath up and down. Staring at her with great hatred, erased the tears that were inappropriate for her.

Her red face was interlocked with veins shouting My name out loud.

" We're done Dev.." I said from my eyes and I stepped up from there and ran as fast as I could.

All that was heard was the sound of Devan screaming inside there and goods falling.

My legs feel lethargic there is no power to step, my heart really crumpled to accept all of it.

I'm still a soul to part with Devan.

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Susan's beautiful voice was singing in front of her.

I saw her in front of an audience at a cafe.

I saw Susan's pretty smile as the cafe goers gave her a round of applause.

The corners of my lips are hard to smile. I could only look at it from the side of the window until I saw a man go up to the small stage. I know him. He's the young doctor. Eric! It is clear that the two love each other.

The two of them sang together while smiling happily. My tears escaped again seeing my best friend was already happy with his new life.

Alena's..

The voice behind me.

I know this when I get out of there.

I looked back at J staring at me flat with his blue bead. I nodded then passed from there leaving a basket of beautiful lilies for my best friend Susan, near there with the name on my behalf.

Before that I went to Nita's house. Leave greetings to her. She loved chocolate and in the same way I left a basket of chocolates at the door. Write a sweet message for her.

The cowardly me didn't dare look at my best friend's face, afraid that they would undo my intention to leave and never know when they would see their faces again. After this I decided to leave this city and everything that smells with my life with them is also Devan.

Before her when I got out of the house it was just my goal to get out of there as far as possible but I guess this is indeed part of plan J, he gave me a photo and already guessed what happened.

Jordan was waiting for me at a crossroads not far away when I got out.

He gave me a country brochure and that's my choice right now.

In just a few hours J and I have occupied his private jet.

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Like in a dream I was in another great palace the same place as what was in the dream.

This is the Swiss country where Jordan lives. And I could see with real photos of the photos that were in my dreams. It turned out that the dream was an inkling that I was there today.

" You must be tired. Just sleep here..

My room is next door"

Jordan's voice blew my daydream when I saw our photo on a swing.

I nodded, The journey from the city of Batam to the city in the capital of this Country Bern is certainly very long and tiring let alone bring a broken heart.

For the umpteenth time I woke up whether this had been a few days I was in this room.

I went to clean myself and changed my clothes, and then immediately lifted the travel bag.

I came out of that room for the first time.

Like in a dream when I walked down the hallway with a thick European accent.

I saw Jordan at the end of the hallway talking to a man older than him. From his movements the man was his man because it seemed he nodded his head in a nod.

J saw me and he came closer.

He wore a maroon-colored sweater in stark contrast to his reddish skin.

" Where are you going?" Her question was looking at the bag in my hand.

" I want to go back to Jakarta" answered me with a hoarse voice because I cry too often.

" Jakarta's?

I stopped walking and he stopped too. " I'm sorry J.. I was too in a hurry that night I messed up and came with you here instead! I'll solve my own problems, I still have Papa! I said walk back.

" Your papa won't be able to help and finish her off Alena! You know Devan he can only be fought with an equally powerful lawyer"

" You mean I can't afford a high-level lawyer??"

" It's not so! I've taken care of her! So you don't think about your divorce!, after all if you're in Jakarta he'll find you easily! Access to your whereabouts I've arranged, you're safe here..

I looked at J silently, his words were indeed true. To escape from Devan I need his influence but still I feel too deeply involved J.

" So I feel like a burden. It's all my responsibility"

" her meaning?

J smiled thinly.

" We're eating first Alena.. Here the pie is very good, you like sweet right.. " He took me to a dining room. There are a lot of maids in gypsy uniforms there.

In Italian J ordered one of them to give me a pie.

And then there was a bowl-sized pie in front of me. vanilla fragrance and milk immediately came out, the color of the egg pie was also appetizing. My stomach immediately churned in her aromatherapy.

I hesitantly took out a knife and sliced into 4 pieces. The pie was still warm when I took 1 part. Then bite it, Crispy and the smell of kayumanis also smelled. The pie was indeed very good, the sweet taste was very fitting A little bit my heartburn became lighter.

" I only take what belongs to me len!!!You were part of my plan 3 years ago.

If there is no accident, I will be your husband at this time.

Devan just took a chance, and all of it was avenged, so you don't get burdened. All my responsibilities!" The ramble is calmly there.

" A plan 3 years ago?"

J turned his gaze to the pie in front of him, he looked guilty there.

" Your papa's bankruptcy is what I did! I'm just pressuring your stepmother to treat you well" she replied slowly.

I already know that the mastermind is J, and it's true that if he doesn't make Papa bankrupt maybe Devan won't offer to help and provide the terms of the marriage.

All of this is indeed the origin of J.

But what if Devan wasn't helping out from the mess he was living in.

I feel like I want to be angry but it's over, my brain feels tired if it's just cursing because of the past. The future is more serious than the past.

"I'm just sorting out the trouble I left behind! You live quietly here, when you're done. If you want to go back to Jakarta. I'll take you" he said again.

I nodded in agreement. Indeed for now let J solve the rest, I am quite tired of my past problems and for now I want to erase Devan from my memory. I wish I could live a new life from now on.