The Marriage In Lost Memories

The Marriage In Lost Memories
The Forty Nine



I asked Randy for help tracking Dave's whereabouts. Maybe from him there could be a slit point as to why Devan is doing everything. It's not personal for Devan to admit a mistake he didn't commit. Moreover, this is a very big mistake. Of course I need a reasonable explanation. And it's very suspicious Devan's like he's acting illegally without my knowledge.


Randy also helped me to give him the ability to end all that I experienced. From Dave's information also for the H-1 show.


1 Day before the wedding tomorrow. I'm heading to the apartment where Dave lives.


And here I am now standing in front of the man's door.


I'm accompanied by Susan and Nita. It's on the side of the door.


The door there is open. Dave looks Topless. Alias naked half-chested. His eyes still bristled "Who the morning" As if still the influence drowsiness.


I pushed the door and entered without excuse. Only this man really opened his eyes and saw me startled there.


" lena.. Loe ngap


His voice was interrupted when he saw the other 2 girls enter without excuse.


" Your Ka. What are you guys doing...


" David... Who" A girl's voice sounded from inside the room.


Dave's eyes widened in shock until the towel he was wearing on his waist sagged.


I immediately headed to the room and turned on the lights.


There looked a young girl still covered in chest, her face was like waking up but it was fresh when she saw me there,  clearly he was surprised at the arrival of another woman this morning like caught him cheating alone.


I immediately picked up the phone and recorded towards the woman as well as the messy state of the room there. On the floor, they were strewn with underware, Bra and their hot shirt last night.


" Yes... What did you do.." Shouted Dave there, and his face did not escape I recorded too.  It feels like enough of a cell phone straight away I'm securing from the reach of this big guy.


" David...


This girl wrapped around her body with a blanket trudgingly ran into Dave.


" He who's Dave?" Her question was full of searching towards me. The surprised look also guessed whether I was another Dave collection. I've been getting Dave's information from Randy, of course. And all I remember is that he had a girlfriend whose face was different from this long haired girl. Dave's girlfriend is in America and certainly not this local girl.


" Him! My friend! Don't misunderstand me dear" said Dave nervously suddenly stuttered, trying to calm his girl who seemed to distrust her.


" I'm her fiance! My heart made this girl's eyes startle and Dave's eyes almost came out.


Then this girl faced Dave with wrath. Once Dave's girlfriend immediately showered him with questions. This is my chance to tear apart this room, because I think my two best friends are looking for information outside, I'm going to look around and then head to the nightstand drawer. Pull that drawer and spill its contents into the mattress.


Dave screamed in shock.


" Alena what do you do.."


I ignored her. Trying to find information there.


Dave wanted to stop me but his chest pulled his girlfriend. They argue back like a broken radio in my ear.


What I found wasn't that important. I went back to the closet.  Until I saw something unusual for a bachelor guy there. In the corner of the closet I saw a pack of baby diapers with NB kerngan aka NewBorn.


I took the diaper with a weight. Why does it feel like my hunch is leading the way I was hoping for.


Maybe it's...


I took the diaper out and showed it to the owner. Dave could only widen his eyes. I made it look like I knew what he was hiding. Though still not accurate but from Dave's reaction he did know where the diaper wearer was. Until the moment his girlfriend hit his cheek this man did not budge.


I went back to finding baby gloves.it was very small and was under the bed. Also a hat made of soft knit. Its size is very small.


My heart shook violently holding that thing.


" Loe Baj*ngan Dave" Bumped the girl and picked up her clothes on the floor. Angry, he came out of there.


Dave looked dazed. He immediately chased his girlfriend.


I'm sitting on Dave's bed. My view feels empty.


Then from the door appeared Susan and Nita carrying 1 bag with a baby bear character.  He's already opened the zipper. I can see that it's baby clothes that are all small in size. New born baby.


" this.. Is true.. My baby's alive..." My tears broke, I didn't really expect that I would get this bonus of happiness. But this really makes me unable to withstand peerless language even though Dave still has not given clarity but I feel sure it belongs to my baby.


" Iena..." Scorching Dave showed up a few minutes later. He looked very angry his face was flushed red with hardened jaws. Even the former slap of his lover was clearly imprinted on his left cheek.


" Leave us both Sus" I asked Susan. I'm still my tears.


There Susan and Nita left me and Dave both in that room.


" so! This is the reason Devan admits mistakes that are not his fault! He took my baby away?" I said staring hard at Dave. What he had wanted to curse me turned upside down I wanted to pounce on him at this moment.


Dave didn't answer, but his eyes seemed to say what I said was true.


I screamed hysterically. Feeling played by the man even though from the other side of happiness is unstoppable. How come the baby I thought was gone was still alive.


Dave caught my hand when I fell on the floor in the blue.


" Relax len.. I can't believe you found out so soon! "


I lunge this man hit his chest brutally. " You're evil Dave.. Jahaaat! Why hide the truth. Why let me feel like I lost my son.. You jahaaaat!"


My howl continued to beat him mercilessly.


Dave tried to calm me down. But I'm relentlessly beating her up.


" Silent Alena.. Calm down. I can explain it to you!"


I'm hiccups. The tears become one. I looked at this man with a witty look. Even I could see my reflection in his eyes that looked messy.


" Explain Dave! Explain all of them without anything being hidden anymore. Or the tape just arrived on your girlfriend's phone in America! " Threaten me to put him in danger.


" OKay okay. I'll tell you! " Said and took a deep breath.


I feel a little more calm and impatient waiting for his explanation.


" Where did ya.. Aah we met at the Hospital that day! I met Devan the next day and told him you were pregnant. I am confused that you have just divorced 5 months but squirming your big loe stomach is not the size of a 4/5 month pregnant person. Okay if I think it's Jordan's son. And that means you're cheating. Yeah that's it I think it's privacy elo! Lagian Loe also said I have not thought about what else. Just keep arriving my flat at midnight.


I was surprised that Rudy appeared with the baby in a sling complete with the medical team behind. He said it was baby elo! He also asked me to take care of the baby! You can imagine how a bachelor like this is in a newborn baby" Dave screeched and grimaced. He took a deep breath continuing his story.


" Your baby is a little banged. And still need treatment. This flat turned into a nursery, litkao incubator and other equipment. Complete with a lot of milking eh Si Rudy just go. He said that Devan had an accident and there was a severe burn on his back as well as his entire arm. Rudy also said that the baby he redeemed from the Orphanage who adopted him"


" What-what's the orphanage??" Cut me in shock! Even that artist Jordan wanted to separate me from my son.


" Yes! I wonder why you guys dumped your kids! But a week later I got word that elo thought loe's son was gone and even stormed into Mami's house. Loe went on to blame Devan and accuse him of killing your son. That's crazy banged. I'm confused as to what really happened. Of course I'm looking to know. Turns out Jordan manipulated the death of your son! After you gave birth she gave someone else's baby away! To convince your family that your child is actually dead, actually your child is given to his person to take care of your baby given to the orphanage"


I'm massaging the chest. My body feels weak to hear all the stories from Dave. Especially from the gestational age my baby is not old enough. Of course it's still vulnerable. Jordan has absolutely no human side at all.


" I found out after Dave's divorce! And Jo still accepts me!" Answer me for what it is.


" You know the consequences now! He even threw away your baby! Ckk!! He was made of man or something. If only it hadn't taken Devan. Loe's son is still in the orphanage or don't just Jo's man who is messy with your baby and then given to the Orphanage and actually maybe Jo ordered his subordinates to throw your baby into the barrel trashy??


Hearing that I shuddered in horror. My baby's in the trash.


I looked back down and cried "Oh, it's my fault! I was wrong to believe it "I said I felt it was my stupidity to Jo and my baby was almost abandoned.


" So where's my son now Dave?" Ask me to get back up feeling excited. I really want to see my son right now.


" He ain't here anymore, Len"


I faced Dave and shook his shoulders. " What do you mean?? Where's my son??


" I don't know what Alena I know Devan said that something happened to her and it involved you! That means you guys have nothing to do with it. You get your freedom with Jo and she'll take your child as far away from your life and Jo's coming"


My clutches slipped off I looked into the highlight of Dave who seemed to be speaking as he was.


My lips sniffed "So that's why he tried to kill himself with my hands! So that he can take my son as far as possible"


Devan said as it turned around in my head.  He broke my bond with my own son.


" I don't think Devan wants his son to hinder your happiness with Jordan Len. So he chose to do all of it. And you get paid to be with the man you love!"


I laughed at Dave's words. " I even started to love Jo because she was willing to accept me and my baby! Does she deserve to be loved again for her actions this time?"


" Loe how, tomorrow you get married!"


" That's why I'm here! And Dave.. Can I see my baby's face? " My eyes are dripping back.


Dave stood up and looked for a cell phone in the pile of pillows there. I followed him impatiently.


" Simerah! I call him red, his skin is so red Len. She's so pretty her hair is so thick jet black. It's kloninh elo banged. " Umbar Dave sbil smiled widely, it seemed that Dave liked this picture of me.


My eyes grew impatient when Dave ngeubak ubak his gallery. Until he showed a video of a tiny baby in red, his eyes were still closed and right said dave his hair was black once. Every now and then she yawns, her lip color is very petite pink.


My heart is pounding, this stomach also feels tingled.


This is the baby I held for 8 months.


It's been living in my stomach all that time


It's in shape after a long time I've been waiting for


And this is my little angel who disappeared in my life and is still alive.


It really cannot be expressed in words. Feelings haru, sad, happy, love all his great bersamuk. Like a big wave that hit my sadness swept away.


" Is he healthy? " Tanya I rubbed Dave's phone screen without blinking still filled with a tiny figure there.


" The condition is good! The start is somewhat decreased due to the removal of the place in the incubator right! But he's healthy" Dave answered, making me very relieved.


I wiped my tears, took a breath back. There are a lot of things that I have to be ready for after this.


" Dave I need your army help, right???"


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To make someone fall is to let that person be at his or her highest peak and then push him or her down to the most basic.


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Jordan Pov.


Plaque...


My cheeks are hot, a little painful, but nothing.


Then my face was thrown with some papers on my desk.


" You're crazy.. Jo..." Shouted Mommy back in wrath with me. Then he brutally showered me with another blow. Until some guards had to calm her down. Mommy's screams and tears made me take my eyes off, I knew it was hard! Hurting a woman I love like my mother is not me but I can't make the woman I love disappear again and again. I know Mommy's emotions are out of control right now. He just came in last night and went straight to see me at the office to spill all his anger. Somehow Mommy knows tomorrow's show. But this doesn't hinder my marriage tomorrow to my beloved woman. I hope Mommy will understand with time.


" Do you choose Mommy or that woman??" Shouted Mommy with eyes gleaming full of anger.


I took a lot of breaths and threw it out through my mouth, "Mommy knows! During my 3-year coma I fought in the dark! What kept me alive was him! " It's still very clear how I'm locked up in a private room. Seeing this whole body stiff with the imprint of tools filled this body. I could not go anywhere, felt empty lonely and trapped there, only sadness that I saw when the closest colleagues came to see also their tears, especially Mommy's cry. I feel like I'm getting worse. Just a picture on the desk makes me survive. Feeling the breath while with the woman. Repeating the good times in the photo. Looking at the girl like an angel who gave her smile to me. I'm lucky the photo was there accompanying the boredom of the day without explanation. There I felt alive and dead when I saw my condition that never woke up.


Until one day the door was open. This body felt like a withered dried leaf and came back to life when I saw the woman I always looked at through the photos entering there with a confused look. Her hair was still long and she was always beautiful Her brown eyes were big like the wrong fruit seeds that were shiny and very beautiful with faint lips curving.


I followed her as she walked in and saw the photo. See the sadness there. This heart feels broken. But I was so happy to see her come to see me there. She was the last woman I saw in that soulless wheelchair, the one I just hurt with my stupid words.


This woman I love then looks at my body up there with a look of sadness. I even wanted to hug her if I could. I opened my mouth and spoke but there was no sound I heard as if speaking with the wind.


Until I felt my hands warm, by the touch of the skin of this woman I love. He rubbed the back of my hand warmly and gently. I can feel it. My soul was also feeling turbulent.There was a strange dimension creeping into my skin! And then this whole room seemed to be bright. I myself was sucked into a white room. Following the wide hallway and in front of it was like a huge black hole waiting for me, just like when the car I was riding with Devi overturned and hit by something heavy and big. I was thrown in this hallway, the hole in it disappeared and this I'm sure is the same hole. It means I can get out of this solitude. I ran and ran into the hole and swallowed my body warmly. Until the last thing I remember these eyes can see the face of the woman I love for real. In front of me I looked at me with a highlight that was like it was full of galaxies there.


This lips smiled considering how the long difficult time had vanished after he appeared in front of me, but then disappeared like the wind. And this is a memory I always remember, like this moment. A deep longing enveloped me even I wished there was a woman I loved here. I want to hug him he who never knew what it was like to find a wish I wanted to tell him now I want to share the magic that once made me wake up from a long coma.


My eyes were misty in the mist of tears.


I looked back at Mommy who was seen just watching and listening to the feelings of this son of hers. I don't expect a lot of Mommy to understand but I want Mommy to be with me to see me happy.


" Mommy opposing us is like killing me both times Mom. That means Mommy would have preferred me like that time to be stiff without a soul"


I can feel how Mommy's changes that used to rub the back of my hand while crying while telling the time of my mischief when I was a child.


Mommy came back to my life after the last 3 years. After I was stiff in that bed. We were separated for a very long time and maybe that's what makes Mommy not very familiar with my soul at this time. But I was lucky that there was some kindness when Mommy and Papi referred when they decided to take care of me when I was in a coma, although I was disappointed that Mommy even participated in the relationship with Alena. What Mommy just wants to look good by Grandma. Their relationship was bad and Mom Tampk wanted to be a part of Grandma after hanging out with Papi again but she made me feel like I was losing her again.


" Jo... Mommy's just..."


Mommy tried to grab me. He understood what it was like to lose something precious.


" I'm sorry Mommy Jo.. Mom is so selfish with you! Mom knows it's very selfish to get you hurt again... Mommy didn't listen to your Papi. He is the best because he knows you. Mommy regrets..


I can feel how Mom became that Mom when I was 5. I know she's another part of my soul and our bond is connected. Some years we weren't together like today gave back my old Mom. I don't need the support of my extended family all I want is Alena right now.


The woman who has been ten years filling my list of future plans. She's the future lover I always wanted to have.


Even though the bonus is now I have Mommy's support.


I can feel Mommy's warmth absorbing into my body. Like the air filling the bubbles just stuck on the floor. Now everything is completely. There's nothing else I'm worried about. I've taken care of everything that's blocking us. Devan, Mommy, the baby. Everything is as I wanted. It's her time I'll be with the woman I love in a matter of hours she'll be mine.