The Marriage In Lost Memories

Fifty Six

" A-da what? " Ask me in a natural tone. I walked slowly towards my suitcase on the bed.

Devan immediately turned his body, as usual his face was just bent. Reminds me of my old marriage. Judes and cold.

" What do you think! This place is like your home? Come and go as you please?"

Gluey!

my hand stopped. Apparently he scolded me as well as his residence. Maybe because I came so late.

" I'm sorry! This will not happen again" Sahut I do not want to find a case with him especially here I hitchhiked. And not who he was. It was natural he objected.

I went back to looking for a nightgown in the fold of a shirt in a suitcase.

" It's a good mother. If you still want to take care of Adela keep your attitude"

I clenched my hands hearing it! It never changes, it always provokes my emotions. Maintain an attitude of what he means.

I just went out to get my stuff. And it's too late because when I'm gone, it's dark. But I just muddled in my heart. Free to argue with him. Assume the employer is reprimanding me and the employer is always right.

" Okay, sir" said I, bowing my head as his servants often do to him.

After changing clothes I immediately went to Adela's room. My son is already sleeping well. I want to get him to play first.

" Marissa, can you move her needs to my room?" Ask me while you're looking at Adela who's asleep like a little angel.

" What needs, Miss?"

" Adela sleeps with me! Just prepare it like formula, water, diapers and more" I said immediately the girl followed.

I slowly lifted Adela in a sling. He squirmed and fell asleep again.

" beautiful. Sorry Mommy left for a minute! Next time Mommy won't leave you" I said as I swung the girl fondly. Adela blinked her eyes funny. Makes me laugh a little. He fell asleep again with his tiny mouth open.

After Marissa moved some necessities. I'll be out with Adela.

" What are you doing? Where's he going?"

I almost cried out in shock to see Devan out there intercepting me.

" I just took Adela to the room" I said as I continued walking.

" You mean he sleeps in your bed? He could fall!! Better in his bed"

I stopped and looked at Devan for a moment. Seeing her confused. Why is this guy talking more nowadays. Yesterday I was more comfortable we were duck, but I didn't say it.

" The place is wide! He's also still a baby can't roll! I'll take care of it" My heart ignores Devan's rudimentary concerns.

" It would be better for a child to sleep with his parents! It can make the inner bond stronger" I added. But my sentence had to be slightly corrected.

" I mean with her Mom" I soon passed leaving Devan who might prevent me again. I am still an Eastern cultural. Bringing a baby in his own supervision as a mother does not leave him alone in the room just by accompanying him a sound detection device.

It reminds me of a horror movie. Can't imagine a horrible figure arriving near my baby's sleeping bag.

Room I'll lock it. With great joy. Adela my daughter, I put it in the middle of the bed.

My little baby was a little piqued he rebelled when I wrapped his body.

I kept looking at this little baby for half an hour. I never feel bored. Her face is also my photo and I video for some I send to Susan, Nita. Papa and Dave, I'm sure they're gonna love this.

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Week pass. I really brought Adela just for me even Jeremy has started to like sleeping in my room. The three of us slept in 1 bed. Luckily this room is quite large as your own home with all the necessities there except food.

Usually I'll go out to eat after Devan leaves for work. Homemade dinner from the afternoon and take her to the room. As much as possible I stayed away from interaction with Devan. Because I'm sure he really doesn't like seeing me.

And in the afternoon sometimes I bring children out to see the scenery outside which is certainly very beautiful. Walk the road in the yard there which is quite wide. Several times I met Max and Mr. Bob

Like this afternoon Max who happened to take care of his horse took us to his place to take care of the horse. Coincidentally Adela was also sleeping and only me too Jeremy was following her. Jeremy seemed very enthusiastic when he saw Max's horse which was partly grown and there were some children.

" It's Lucas, Cilcilia and this is the star" Max told Jeremy.

Jeremy looks very fascinated on Max's dark brown stallion. Big and very tough. His eyes also looked sharp.

They both had a short conversation. Although still a child Jeremy was already good at English although sometimes he needed several repetitions by Max, and Jeremy asked to be translated by me.

" Do you want to ride Lucas?" Max asked Jeremy.

Jeremy nodded with great pleasure.

Max then helps Jeremy ride Lucas with him behind his back. Even while riding Lucas, Max looks like the cowboy boy I've seen on television he's pretty much got a near-perfect posture. With his brown skin and tall, strapping, slightly wild face also had a handsome face.

As the two different men of that generation circled the perkarangan I walked my own way to see the scenery there that was never bored.

There is a hill of cliffs visible from a distance. There is also a large lake. I'm sure if fishing or swimming there would be a lot of fun. The water is very clear and calm.

I was there long enough to see the lake water while putting my feet into the cold lake water. It's so much fun.

A moment behind there was the sound of people talking and laughing. I recognize his voice. I hope they don't go to this place. It will only make an awkward atmosphere.  Yes, even though I don't know what Devan's relationship with Alea is like, it's just that I'm not comfortable that I have them suddenly turned weird. Like just stepping on cow dung.

And this time I hope they'll leave after seeing me there.

But it turned out wrong maybe they just kept talking until they didn't realize I was there sitting and drowning my feet in the water.

" lena.. You're here" Kaget Alea realized I was there.

" Oh. Yeah.."

I looked away and prayed that they would leave immediately.

" It's a coincidence! How did you come too" This woman even approached me. I lifted my leg and stood up again. " Come with what?"

"It's the weekend. Me and Devan want to take Jeremy! Than you get bored, how are you going? Adela can also see the outside world"

I looked at Alea with a look like I was swearing at her "hah! Are you crazy!"

" You guys! Jeremy needs a walk! Adela and I live here! " Defuse me obviously won't be willing to join in the strange situation of the magical bin later. Imagine you are the past. Then asked the same as the former plus his new partner . That's insane! Even if no feelings interfere, it will still be strange.

I saw Max over there getting back to the cage.

I immediately left Alea and Devan there, without seeing him again and approached Max who dropped Jeremy from Lucas.

" Hey champ! Hows it? What a fuck!" I asked half-bendingly adjusting the height of the boy.

Jeremy's nervous face still looks at his satisfaction. " So Aunt... "

I randomized her curly hair. " Beca! Get Jeremy in! She's gonna come out with her Papi" my Pinta to Becca, who used to take care of Jeremy.

The girl stood near the stables and approached Jeremy.

" Aunty isn't coming?" Ask Jeremy with a poignant look. It's been a week other than sleeping, Jeremy's three are so dependent on me.

I saw Devan and Alea approaching.

" Aunty ain't coming! About her wanting to learn to ride the same horse Om Max" I said a lie.

" Jeremy would have stayed if it was "

" No! Papi you want to buy me a new toy! " Please hope Jeremy comes along! He needs an atmosphere outside this place.

Jeremy's face was a little pouty but he didn't show it to Devan, as the man approached.

" Jeremy baby! Come with us yuk! Road" Alea said warmly.

Jeremy took a quick look at me and then he nodded despite being forced to, and the boy approached Alea and Devan.

This is what I mean by awkward mood. When trapped. Confused about what to do. I turned around and walked over to Max, who was busy cleaning up Lucas' body.

" Do you want to study with Lucas?" This guy asked me when I heard my conversation with Jeremy.

I saw Lucas who looked still charming there.

" Lucas's. Do you want me to ride you? I'm a little scared! But I believe you'll take care of me, right?" My whisper makes this horse just blink its eyes and squeal its worthy horse.

" He said okay" Max replied with a chuckle.

" Yes! It must be fun" I said, taking the helmet out of Max's hand. Riding a horse is not just that. Long time ago when SMU I once rode a horse in Tangerang and quite able to run it myself. But if this. Lucas is a big stallion. There's a little bit of a concern.

Max helped me get on Lucas's. His body was so tall I felt like I was jumping so far above the body of this amazing beast.

" Good Alena.. ! Do I want to be with you? Or running it yourself?" Ask Max kindly.

Lucas moves me a little nervous. I'm sure if he ran away I'd stagger like an ant.

" I can" I said confidently.

" All right! He's a good horse. Okay lucas! Get this beautiful lady to meet you" Max said, pushing Lucas away and it left me in shock. Lucas was going a little bit faster than I expected. All I did was hold on tight to the rope and keep the body in balance. Without opening his eyes. I don't know which way Lucas paraded me.

" Open your eyes.. " I'm surprised Max's voice. And the sound of another horse. After I opened it turned out that Max was riding on Cilcilia, the beautiful female white horse. These two horses go together.

" I'm lying if I say dare! But this does make" My grin tries to keep Lucas' comfortable position. Though climbing is enough to give extra adrenaline but also different from riding sports like this, one little can he will take you far, thrown and broken bones, the most ill-fated can take lives.

" Just relax! Lucas likes you! He'll keep you safe" Max said, relaxing me a little.

" It's really Lucas! Please give me your trust yes" I said in Indonesian. Lucas just screeched and took me around again, followed by Max who was carelessly carried by Cilcilia.

" Was the woman Mr.'s new wife. Alex? " Tanya Max is slowing down the cicilia foot. He looked ahead there.

I saw him for a second. There Jeremy just got in the car followed by Alea. And the car immediately left the yard.

" I don't know! Maybe" I'm absurd, because I don't know the truth. Ask people, but who?!. The same waiter over there clearly they don't know. Ask Devan. That's more ridiculous.

" I think you're getting along" Max said again.

I just smiled wryly hearing her.

" Is it clear we don't get along?" Ask me also curious.

" You're very clear about avoiding Mr. Alex just now! I assume it doesn't get along!"

" Yahach I'm avoiding trouble! It's so uncomfortable living on your own! He has a new partner, right! " My word is quite understood Max.

" Why did you split up? I think Adela's a few months old! "

I pull Lucas' rope and the horse goes wider. " There's a lot of mismatches between us" I said, leading Lucas away from Max. He could have been a gossip anchor for asking too many questions.

Max also like his following "Like how to avoid you enough to make you learn faster" Tempta then laugh and advance Cicilia quickly.

" Lucas's. I want to be like Cicilia. Let's go after Max" I rubbed Lucas's head and pulled the rope. Tighten my leg grip. With that second Lucas also took me running straight. I was tossed udders in her body but it was so much fun. The fear before him had already disappeared completely. It was like running in a thousand winds. I was brought here and there by Lucas as if this horse was introducing the place to be presented by me.

" I like this Lucas. You're the best" I kept praising him.

As if I had forgotten the time I rode for 1 hour more. And Max himself I see he's back early with Cicilia.

" Lasso is cool! I will definitely kidnap her and hold Max" I exclaimed as I descended from Lucas' body in Max's aid. My body is tired but it's tired of being happy.

" Keep him as you like! Even like he's been very flirtatious want you to ride on"

Really am! Haha.. Lucas is that right??

The horse only makes a groan as if asserting it.

" I think you learned from your owner!

Once again he whimpered and Max's face looked flushed.

" He's following you so much Alena!, I think he's starting to betray me" Max said as if wounded.

" That's good! Lucas could be mine" I said as I fed him. And looked at those black eyes of Lucas intently. He's really cool. If only humans would be so handsome.

" Don't imagine she'd be Alena's man. He will still be outdone handsome by me! Trust me." Max's chirping makes me just chuckle. Max is quite humorous and I like that. Especially as a friend here. He's not so boring.

" Yes you are the handsome one. I believe in you! But where's your lover! I see that you are only dating this horse" I quipped as I received a wet tissue in Max's hand. Then he gave me a red apple.

I'm curious that men like her have nothing to do with women, and I'm sure that many women are willing to warm their beds with just that.

"This horse horse is more exciting than dating" he replied.

" I'm guessing you're heartbroken! Then lock yourself up on this farm right???"

Max laughed briefly" That's too ridiculous! Anyways! Do you like to be painted?

Painted??

Max nodded and tidied up the buttons of his shirt. " This is how I'm a good painter"

Ck! Seriously max??

I'm even hooked if he's really capable of painting. Painting is something impressive.

" If you don't believe! Come here tomorrow! I'll paint you.

Hearing that I became happy with the confidence I approved of it.

" As for her I have to get back Max. Adela may be looking for her mother! I'll come again tomorrow." I said while patting his shoulder.

" Sure! I'll wait for you" Max said.

I gave that man my best smile. Before nightfall I went back to my room. Marissa just finished playing with Adela.

My stocky baby was immediately enthusiastic when he saw me making my fatigue disappear immediately.

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I saw Devan's window back at 10 p.m. He's back with Jeremy. Maybe Alea's already taken her back to her house.

Jeremy was seen asleep when the man lifted him up.

If only my communication was good with him. I wanted Devan to bring Jeremy to sleep in my room only. The boy was used to sleeping with me, afraid he woke up and looked for me. But let's hope Jeremy doesn't wake up.

The window curtain closed again and continued watching TV while my stocky girl seemed cool playing with toys in her hands, Adela had slept until morning. But tonight he had pretty fresh eyes. Until 12 o'clock he was still cool to check on his Mama. Until bored muter muter in the room while carrying his. If only it was daytime. Adela is very happy to walk outside and will fall asleep quickly.

Maybe I'll just take her around the house. It's already 12. The host must have slept.

Adela I'm taking her out of the room. Patting his back while singing a child song.

I circled the Mansion for about half an hour. But my fat baby isn't sleepy yet. His sore taste was also long time carrying his hand until numb.

I sat in the living room where only we were still opening our eyes while chatting with Adela I heard the sound of the door opening. Devan's room is right up ahead. For a moment I became nervous. We were too noisy until he woke up.  Hopefully he doesn't focus on this mother-daughter activity.

As usual I lowered my eyes to avoid contact with the owner. Pura pura did not see, busy and so on.

" Have something happened to Adela?"

I was surprised to hear Devan's question. He was waiting for my answer in front of me.

" Oh. No. gabe. Maybe because he slept late. She's staying up" said my friend as she stared at my stocky baby who was a i u e o alone.

" I want to carry her"

Heh. Aah yeah. Just sec.

Quite doubtful I let Devan take Adela into his hands. When her skin touched my skin it was very uncomfortable. I feel like he'll be uncomfortable because of it.

But it's like it's just my feelings. This guy looks ordinary.

Adela squirms while in Devan's car.

" ye.. Sweetheart! Old papi didn't talk to you huh.." He said talk to Adela.

It slightly pinched my heart. For a week Adela I had it alone. I even forgot that Devan is the Father. Anyway I thought he'd meet Adela easily. But maybe also because there I he undoes the intention to see Adela.

Adela voiced O aloud with her hands reaching for Devan's nose. Like her Adela also misses her Father. I smile at the interaction of the father-son. Somehow Adela became hyperactive when she met Devan and it was adorable. I involuntarily laughed looking at her and came back to me when I realized Devan was shocked to hear my loud laughter.

" If you don't mind please take care of him for a moment. I'm going to the restroom" I said in a pretext to leave Adela and Devan alone.

Devan nodded and I immediately entered the room. Set yourself up for a moment. My shoulder feels so bad. Especially this hour is very late. After playing horse this afternoon certainly also makes stamina drained.

5 Minutes only! I closed my eyes to rest my eyes to be fresh.

But I was mistaken. I didn't close my eyes and fell asleep for 2 hours. Suddenly I woke up and looked for Adela's whereabouts. I thought Devan would have taken her to Adela's room earlier. Turns out he doesn't exist. Most likely she's in Devan's room.

I doubt and am confused how. Did I just knock? Or let him till tomorrow. But it's uncomfortable to let Devan babysit Adela in her bedtime. Adela can sometimes cry when the milk is gone. Or her diaper is full.

I tried my luck pulling the door handle.

That door is unlocked.

The full ac sips directly into my skin the characteristics of this polar man is still the same.

" Sorry... I overslept. Is Adela asleep.. " I said as I walked inside.

The room was wider with everything complete there. Her king size bed was in the corner.

I saw Devan's back turned.

Is he asleep with Adela.

Didn't she think Adela could get the flu if she slept in her room, her ac was too tight.

I approached slowly. And seeing that Devan and Adela are asleep. With the position of Devan's arm made Adela a pillow, even the stocky baby was curled up with his anxiety. He was wearing a tiger-masked jumsuit. Seeing her coiled up like that made me tickle myself.

His tiny hands clenched to his father's chest. Who snores. It felt like something was infiltrating looking at this scene.

If only we hadn't gotten divorced maybe Adela could have slept like this every night with her dad.

What I was thinking. I regretted the decision and it all happened.

I slowly got into the bed. To pull Adela. My stocky baby was apparently quite distracted by my movements. It squirms and grimaces even though it is still in closed eyes.

" Sssst ssssst babe.. It's Mommy.. Sshhhh"

Adela apparently disturbed her wriggling and crying, making Devan wake up. I was shocked and immediately calmed Adela down. Pat her bottom left butt.

The stocky baby then fell back asleep and closed again.

" Sorry! I overslept! Wait a moment for him to be more soundly I will take him" I said in a small voice as I continued to pat the little guy.

Devan straightened his body and got off the bed. Is he angry. I don't know. Adela will soon be asleep.

" Just sleep here! It looks like Adela will wake up if forced to move again" Devan said behind me.

I glanced at Devan scared of fear.

" I don't think you'll like it if I leave my smell in your bedsheet! He is easily persuaded that he will cry again. Just wait"

Then I felt Devan leave from there. He went into his bathroom.

Shut up I saw the room decor of his. The design style remains the same. Elegant and luxurious.

And Adela seemed to have fallen asleep. I slowly moved it into my hands.

Huaha....

She cried big, made me panic and put her back there. The baby was silent and asleep again.

" What the -"

I immediately shut my mouth. Reflexes from being shocked babies can be like that. He doesn't think about my feelings.

I finally let Adela sleep there. But I was confused whether I would sleep in that bed as well.

" Just sleep! I slept on the couch" Apparently Devan saw my worries there.

I approve of that too. But I haven't prepared the milk and diapers.

" Sorry. Can you take care of him for a minute. I haven't prepared her diapers and milk yet" Pinta I hesitated.

Devan didn't say anything but he dragged his body back there.

" Hurry along. I'm so sleepy" he said there in place of me guarding Adela. Which at the moment is not too close.

Scrapped afraid of waking up.

I quickly headed to the room and prepared everything from formula, pacifiers, diapers, oil.

But after I got back, Devan was asleep there. The pajamas are open. There I could see the scars of that time. Seeing that makes me so guilty.

Does it still feel sore. Of course the knife I was wearing at the time was sharp.

I shuddered at the thought of how the knife had stuck into fresh meat, and I quickly shook my head to forget about the horrible incident.

I let her sleep there and I'm on the couch.

Around 3 o'clock I woke up to the sound of Adela crying. Turns out he's thirsty. While waiting for her to spend her milk I could not bear the drowsiness and it felt closed eyes very comfortable dreamland immediately welcomed me.