The Marriage In Lost Memories

Fifty Eight

Before the car goes to the office. Car came to the Hospital. I don't know who's sick. And I also refuse to ask.

" Take everything out Devan said before he got out of the car.

I looked back there were fruits in the basket as well as a bouquet of red roses.

" Let me be Madam" said Rudy to take over.

" No Rudy! He asked me! " Sela smiled wryly at him. Rudy seemed reluctant but he complied and only helped me get the fruits and the bouquet of flowers and gave them to me.

Walking in the aisle of the hospital with this high heel was quite excruciating. But I have to keep the performance with this great master, this is my working hours and perfection must be total.

Then Devan stopped in a room.

" Am I in too?" Ask me. He just moves his head which means yes.

After Devan entered me and Rudy also entered.

Inside I saw Alea lying on an infusion strap on her arm her lips looked pale.

So these flowers are for him.

I smiled a little as Alea saw our arrival.

" How are you doing?" Devan approaches there and he approaches Alea probably kissing her or whatever, Spontaneously I immediately turned my face to the side exactly there was Rudy who looked tense there and his eyes did not blink in the slightest.

" Here Madam" Rudy took a basket of fruit and flowers from my hand. I just kept quiet. Rudy knows something. He probably understood my discomfort there. Sure did! Rudy was a living witness from the beginning until now.

I saw Devan sitting on the edge of Alea's ward. When Rudy put the flowers also the fruits.

I didn't really listen to Devan and Alea. I was like a statue standing there and had to witness the interaction of the past trying to erode some defenses. And lie that these eyes don't respond. I also don't know how I could shed tears.

I was so surprised I let out a sound and immediately turned away with a cough. I quickly wiped my tears.

I am like this again! I can't forgive Devi. Oh.. I always thought I was this way because they look like Devan and Devi's. But am I really like this because of Devi's resemblance to Alea or some other flavor.

Stop Alena's. Don't think far. I should just focus on my original goal, which was the kids, but it turns out the journey is not easy. This heart was not as strong as steel. Moreover, it was sad that his name was painful.

" Thank you for the flowers Dev. You do know my favorite flower" Alea said as she continued to smell the rose. He continued to adore the face of his man in front of him.

" So sweet banged y'all" I'm gonna put my lips together.

The rest I didn't hear Devan's words.

I lowered my head slowly and looked at the Hospital floor blankly. Their conversation that was truncated by a few words sounded. Make these ears feel good on their own.

Until I felt my stomach cramp a little. Pain squeaking. I feel my eyes are a little blurred.

" Mrs why?" Whisper Rudy next to me.

I held onto Rudy with bated breath. " No know. My stomach hurts maybe a monthly pain" said I helped stand by her. " I can I can" I said immediately releasing Rudy's hand. I don't want this couple to be distracted.

" Would you rest in the car, help me walk??"

I shakes "no. It doesn't hurt anymore" My heart is back standing like that even though it still hurts. But I hold it. It's funny that I arrived here to make a scene. Looking at the sick even in pain think you're making a show.

" I went to the toilet for a while" I said in a small voice to Rudy.

Rudy nodded and helped me open the door.

I felt there was a bubble of uttermost freedom for a moment. But the stomach is still tight.

I sat outside pressing on my stomach. I'm most likely magh. I realized after eating irregularly while working at the restaurant that time. My eating schedule was messy and I had a week of sick magh. It hurts like this. Maybe I need to go to the pharmacy to buy magh's medicine.

I also went to the pharmacy in front of this Hospital even while nyeker. My legs are strong walking with heel high and stomach pain.

And it turns out there are many more. I don't want to wait in line.

" Thank you" I said as I took the medicine at the cashier.

I again sat in front of the pharmacy opening the mineral water and sipped the medicinal pill. It feels a little relieved just wait for the medicine to work I'm sure the pain will go away.

Suddenly his phone rang. There's Devan's name there.

I immediately lifted her up.

" Where are you?" His voice was sharp and looked angry until these ears were buzzing.

" In front of the hospital. The pharmacy sir. What's up?"

" Do you walk! You forgot to remind me that today Mr. Kim is going to the office! He just called me and said he was on the spot!"

I was surprised.

" Aah sorry sir, I forgot to tell"

" Forgetit! You followed her as fast as she did! Rudy's hunting street"

Beeping. The phone was turned off violently.

I'm flabbergasted. Did he leave me here?? I was even just a few meters from the parking lot and from here I could see Devan's car sliding quickly. I stood up to scream but I hummed. Where he might hear.

I'm so upset it feels.

He didn't say he was stopping by Rumh Sick himself. I also reminded Kalan Mr. Kim, his colleague is going to the office in the morning. So this is all my fault!

Ckck I'm clucking furious. The employer is so. If wrong is still his subordinate.

I pat my tight chest.

This is ex Husband's cooperation. The pain is double!!

I sat there waiting for this medicine to work.

It felt like something had appeared in the head. I smile.

It just so happens that I am free for the next few minutes.

I stopped by the shopping mall to buy some preparations for tonight.

After all I can quibble and so on if the grumpy refrigerator nagged me. Hiung count for Refreshing.

I bought some make up that I had a lot of. New shoes and a beautiful dress.

I need to look beautiful for tonight just to entertain myself. And shopping is the best solution for all girls right!!

I arrived at the office 1 hour and a half later. My prediction was wrong. I think Devan will be busy with Mr. Kim turned out to be standing at my desk with a finger tapping the table like he was ready to pounce on me. Lucky my groceries I put in the guard post downstairs. Otherwise this guy would love to nag me like that.

Next to her was also Clara who could only look down silently. The atmosphere looks gripping. I immediately nodded nervously.

" So you're on your way to shopping?"

I was surprised where he knew. Did I meet one of the office guys?

" that? " I feel guilty.

My mouth wanted to open the sound but he interrupted first.

" Take me inside" he said as if ready to chop off my head.

The man broadly walked into his room even slammed the door.

" How could he know?" Ask Clara.

Clara breathed out "You didn't even realize your phone was hitting her number! While shopping"

I glared in disbelief and checked my phone. And there was indeed an outgoing call to Devan's personal number. It's terrible! The thing I covered I dug for myself.

" Sheh! " Get me and go inside immediately. The big boss looked dark. Both of his eyes swooped sharply towards the screen there. You have to face it!

" Rudy said you were sick! But even a way out! This is your performance?" His words there did not scream but his words demeaned me even more.

I just kept my head down. I was wrong so there was no fight from me. Heard her nagging and criticizing about the professionalism in my work that she saw one eye.

I feel like I'm really below this guy's lowest point. Maybe this is a form of his hatred for me by nagging me and saying I can't work this it can make him satisfied. Who am I! I'm just a mother who is under threat in order to take care of my own child and has tried to work well yes even though I am currently abusing working hours but it feels in omeli this hard makes me look like I'm nothing. And did he always try to bully me so that I would give up on taking care of Adela. He was great.

" I'm sorry, sir" I said after he expressed his anger. I held my tears.

" Go! Seeing you makes me even more angry" he said again.

I got out of there right away.Out of my tears I fell like rain. I feel very anxious to escape from there. But where is possible. It's the same as giving up on Adela. And that's the purpose of this baj*ngan guy right!!!

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" I'm sorry my master ate alone" This time I refused to take lunch. I think I have the right to refuse. During lunch I was always invited even though the lunch was rame. I just still feel good about myself and lazy to go to lunch.

I immediately withdrew from my boss with his Euntek-enuntek stuck in the back.

I don't know where it matters I'm lazy as I was in 1 neighborhood with a boss like him.

I'd better rest my head at the cafe across the street.

" Alone Miss?" Ask this Bartender.

Hmm. 1 bottle of tequila, I said as I climbed onto the chair there.

This afternoon, of course, the cafe is still quiet.

I enjoy drinking alone and this cafe also plays music that is enough to make the soul float instead of giving spirit. But nothing is considered to be lamenting a sad fate.

Until I heard bells ring out up ahead. Someone's coming in. Maybe there are still visitors who need drinks like me during the day like this.

I felt the man sitting in the chair next to me. I don't take care of anyone else. I'm so worried about myself like this. In piercings ex husband himself. Ckk! I want to keep laughing until I'm crazy.

" Is this your lunch spot?"

I was shocked by this voice and looked to the side.

I saw the one sitting next to me, Devan. Why is he here.

I didn't answer just to see the blue liquid in this cone-shaped glass.

" Was I been so hard scolding you?" His question again surprised me. Was he taking the wrong medication. Why did he discuss it and ask.

I found him with a few seconds to see the angle of his face exposed to the orange light of this cafe." It doesn't matter if you scold me as hard as you do, sir. I was wrong not to work professionally" I said there trying to adjust my status. Then I sip my drink. The domineering bitter taste was felt in my throat.

" Not her stomach hurts! Why do you drink so much??"

I looked at him again. Is this man in front of me again taking the wrong medication?

" Sir is there anything you want to say! You talk like this makes me goosebumps" I said ask him directly what to say. No need to get stale. Because it feels like my stomach is back to nausea.

" Give him some mineral water" he said there to the bartender there and took my drink and threw away his trash. I can't believe it. Was it created just to piss me off!

He has lowered my drinking appetite. I'm getting down from there right away but his damn heel is too high. I could not balance myself and instead fell there with my hands first plunged. Her pain is nothing but her shame. Aaaghhh

Want to run away with beautiful even embarrassing yourself.

" Are you okay? " Devan immediately got down from there and helped me stand up. Touching her made me even more upset.

" Your hands are scuffed?! What's your leg sprained?"

He squatted down and pulled my leg. Take off those high shoes and it almost made me fall again. Lucky I immediately held on to his head almost grabbed him.

" Sorry.. Aawww..

I think my bones just pulled out. Pain squeaking. My ankle he just touched is already that painful.

" It's sprained, it's sitting right" he said there with a commanding tone and this brain was like it had memorized his orders and was even submissive.

I thought too much until I didn't realize what he was doing. When I turn my legs. Incredible shock and pain. He crazy. It was as if twisting people's legs!!!

I screamed loudly.

" You're crazy! So hurt..

" Try movement, turn slowly. It must have been better" He ignored my words while standing up again.

My breath until I stinged I tried to turn it around, although there was a little pain but this is a little more comfortable than before.

It's healed" I'm very relieved.

I even smiled happily, but upon realizing I was sneering loudly

" Thank you! It's okay" I said in a small voice. Just get down from there and put those shoes on again but it's not as easy as I thought. It hurts when you are taken to stand.

"Detach"

Huh

" Take off the shoes.

The shoes were taken back.

" Good boy" he said there praising me according to. He even smiled amusedly.

I just felt weird, I saw him again and the smile disappeared.

" Just ride on my back?

"..."

"Hurry up"

In front of me is the back of the big Boss who lately oppressed me, humbled like babu. Then now what is he? Acting again? There's a prank here, too.

I saw the upper corners if there were any hidden cameras.

Not long ago I looked at the corner of this cafe. Your body has already floated into the air. Almost the heart exploded in shock.

I'm not floating but uplifted and in a carry like a child. Spontaneous with shock and fear of falling I held Devan's neck. Gawking does not believe in his dramatic nature changes like this.

Is this what people say butterflies flying in the stomach.

I smile when I feel the similarities of the sentence and what I feel now.

" Don't move! We can fall" He said as he stepped in with a man there without seeming to mind taking me.

I am still slow to mention and only surprised to see the 8th wonder of the world.

Like there is a bright light in the background that makes some of Devan's face shone like the prince of the sun is very charming. Her full lips look very seductive. Moreover, he now knew I was enjoying the charm of his face. The lips formed an arch and the tail of her eyes saw me.

This heart sighed not because of the song. And he lifted my weight once hempas made me re-attached to his chest this time our distance was very close. I could hear her beautiful heart beating. Feeling her breath tracing my face. It's warm and it's very comfortable. Is this the true feeling of falling in love.

I looked at those lips that felt inviting and also came closer to me.

Can I do that...

I feel helpless now. This angle of mind is like being sideways with common sense. I felt her cheeks that I wanted to touch a long time ago. This great murmur tried to push strong all the noise that made this heart difficult to accept. I miss this guy. That's like a hard answer I found.

I pulled my head as he approached my lips. And those lips********my lips quickly. Her puff was like the sweep of the waves that unleashed all the hatred and selfishness between us.

We never talk to each other with this feeling but with this part it's like opening a locked heart. I even felt the corner of my eye heat up. Her kiss was so deep like a buried feeling I even felt drowned because of her and couldn't get up again.

I am so happy!!!

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My back was hot and my body swayed back and forth, until my head grew dizzy, The moment my eyes opened there was a voice calling my name gently I smiled and the long time in front of this became clearer. There are different faces of men. He's got squinty eyes with snow-white skin.

I was shocked by the throbbing head. And I saw the spotlights that were still inside this cafe. I re-expose my vision. That's right what I saw. This guy in front of me isn't Devan but Rudy. And Rudy was no less shocked because of the sound of my screams in shock.

"......" Old pause.

I saw the bottle of drink I just upright. was empty popping. And my leg movements don't hurt either.

So then..

I snorted and realized I was just dreaming.

I had a dream in broad daylight and the dream was that I was kissing...

Shits..

I even feel very happy.

THAT'S DREAM?????

"Cloth"

Ill

I slapped my cheek again. Hot and sore.

So this is the reality???!!

" Is madam okay?" Rudy asked again made me more aware that this is indeed the reality and the romance scene with Devn just now was a dream!!

Wtb!!

I'm shaking. My situation is screwed up that I want to get to but can't. Rudy looked at me with an astonished look.

" Everyone is looking for the Madam. It turns out you're here" Rudy said again.

" Really! How many hours I've been

My eyes almost popped out when I saw the watch in my hand. It's 4 in the afternoon. As long as I'm gone I can be burned alive by Devan. Forget that sweet dream. There are more important things.

I immediately came down and my head back swayed I regret the afternoon had uprooted the drink.

" Miss is okay??"

I held onto Rudy and he helped me walk.

" Is he angry with Rudy? Was he mad I was ditching all this time? My lick was afraid Devan was back nagging me like this morning. This is the second time in a day I make a mistake.

" Be calm, you lady! I'll buy a drunk reliever! Only then can you meet the Master" he said to provide a solution.

I'm nodding. Seeing me drunk, he'll be even more angry.

I went back to the office 20 minutes later. All the way to my room it felt like I was being ignored by a crowd. Did I disappear to make this 1st concussion building. Hahha is funny and impossible.

" Rudy. Is he very angry? I asked as we were in the elevator leaning limply against the elevator wall.

Rudy mendehem loudly. " No madam! "

I always don't like Rudy who is always stingy when it comes to his master's personal matters. But it was better that he tried to calm me down. Although I know very well Devan's emotions that he has difficulty controlling.

Ting...

Elevator door opens. I'm getting nervous. It felt like the passageway that brought us this was like a hellish passageway. Feels hot and gripping.

There are two feelings here. 1 reality I am afraid of being in omeli and in the corner like this morning. Second I just had an inappropriate dream about this man and it's very uncomfortable, there's heartache when I knew that the kiss was just a dream.

Is this the form of the feeling side that I as rejected. Why does it hurt so much!

I pulled Rudy's shirt.

Rudy stopped and looked at my nervousness. " He's worried about the madam" he said, making me a little nervous.

The corner of Rudy's lips smiled and nodded and said that everything was fine.

I was a little calm and could breathe normally.

Rudy was behind me when I was reluctant to push that door. He nodded and relaxed his shoulders.

Slowly I pushed the door there, I slowly stepped almost dragging this leg. Until my own heel sound made me feel wrong.

I saw in the corner of the window that the man I just dreamed was there. Deflecting her oversized table with open estalase. The air of London seemed to be absorbed into the room. It's cool and it reduces my nervousness.

I'm ready at omeli..

For me to strengthen my soul.

I was loud snorting.

" Excuse me sir, I-I

I was a little nervous and nervous as her body turned around. Why do the shows seem repetitive. I just saw a bright light behind her but in a dream and this is repeated. I quickly fell down again. Realizing the silliness of my brain.

Come on, Alena moved on from that dream. This is real.

I heard a quick step. Faced with my heart.

When I lifted my head I was shocked my hand was pulled and Devan was in front of me with a panicked face.

" Are you okay?" Ask her there.

"....."

My hands are turned and my body is examined carefully. What he did. I pushed her slowly.

" Sorry! What you lak-

" Rudy said you got lost and almost got robbed of people"

" ...."

" Are you okay? Ask her again with an anxious face.

"...."

Rudy lied, that's what I caught!!Maybe cover up if I just got drunk across or he wants to do something like want to show me that this guy is worried about me? Or so that I escape his scolding.

I nodded and smiled. I don't know what Rudy's thinking but I feel a little happy with this false worry.

Ow...

I whimper fake.

" My arm is a little sprained" I said immediately got a response from Devan. He looked at my arm and I whimpered again, Devan looks guilty.

" So had run and fell but it's okay" I said increasingly feeling addicted to this charade.

My hand was directly on the kamit and he saw the fullness of this blister-free arm. Somehow magnetic waves like work make twitches in the mind here. I could see the seriousness of this man's stiff face which was like detecting what kind of wound on my arm. And I'm just happy. I even kept looking at his face. This is why it's like this. Why does his face look so good in the eye.

" Just sprain! Don't touch it" I let go of his hand.

" Would I go to the doctor?"

I nodded and smiled. " no.. I'll sort myself out" I said slowly without turning my eyes to Devan's panicked face. He was funny with a panicked face like this.

Is this the effect of that sweet dream. Why am I so good at lying and this is because of Rudy.

What he wanted to achieve from his lies.

Rudy is not someone who would lie other than for the sake of his duty to Devan.

But whatever it is I feel like I can be this happy lying and seeing the way Devan worries about me. Although this is just ordinary anxiety but able to make my feelings like above the clouds. I hope it's not a dream anymore.