The Marriage In Lost Memories

Forty Two

J showed up a few minutes later as I waited for him in the loby.

" hy. Sweetheart.., sorry long time.." J grabbed me as usual and took me with his surveillance into the car.

" You hungry? How about we eat something first?" Take it before you start the engine.

I'm nodding. I happen to be hungry too. Just ate a little bit at lunch, I don't care about my intake. But not for my son. This kid is everything to me now.

" What do you want? This rain usually eats a lot. How about Nasi Padang near the campus first??"

" Yes. j.. You may as well" said I while wearing a seatbelt, "I also want fresh fruits! We will stop by to buy fruit, right?

" Sure" J said with a smile.

And he turned on the music in his car, making me feel a little sleepy.

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The car then arrived at the Padang Cuisine Restaurant close to our campus first. We never thought we would meet Randy. He was with his climbing members.

" Ho hoo's. Whatsapp yes.." Sapa Randy comes straight out of the desk room and shakes up with J. He also greeted me.

I haven't seen Randy in person in a long time.

His eyes were smiling looking at my big belly.

" The bigger Len is. When did it explode?" He said a little laugh with his guyon.

" Want to hurry" I answered

Randy just nodded. "Hopefully, Len..

Oh. Yep.. I've met the hacker's IP address "

" Really.. What do I think of her people??" Ask me nervously. I wish I wasn't. If I did I would really curse Devan.

Randy's rolling his shoulders." Who else if not him"

Damn it's..

" What's up?" Ask J in surprise. Randy looked at me for a second.

" Just the office. We're sitting there.." Take me further away from J with the topic Devan I'm just afraid he'll push me abroad again.

" okay. Bro.. We're sitting there" J said, patting Randy on the shoulder.

" What's going on? Is there a problem in your office?" Tanya J looked curious after several maids delivered various side dishes at the table in large quantities and made saliva drool.

" It's no big deal" I'm trying to divert this conversation. " Hm.. I haven't been shopping for baby prep. Will you accompany me tomorrow!"

" Tomorrow! Alright.. I'll pick you up"

I nodded and my mouth went back to talking about my pregnancy. About this kid who's always moaning every night. J listened carefully he also commented. I think I talk about this baby a lot. The closeness of J with my son will be more and more visible how he is also very perpect about my pregnancy. I want to keep J involved with this baby. I don't want any distance between me and my baby J after this kid's born.

" So what happened to Alena??"

It seems free to talk at length. J remains curious about the problems that are occurring.

" Our certification is frozen! Many projects are cancelling" said my husband while eating my food while looking down.

" really. Why can?"

I don't want to tell you all about it.

" Why don't you talk about this with me Alena? If I hadn't met Randy! Did you cover it up from me?" Cecar J scolded me.

" I can finish it myself J. This is my problem with Devan anyway. I don't want to involve you" I said in self-defense. I just don't want J getting involved with Devan anymore.

J finished his meal he took his cell phone.

" What can you do without me? " His words there offend me a little. It is true that powerful people do have a way that facilitates all affairs. I just kept my frustration.

" I've asked Diego and Randy to take care of the section chief! If he is proven to have been bribed. The law will work. You just calm down. I'm sure your certification will be activated again "Said J easily.

I just nodded. If J were to act everything I do is free. Maybe it's true that I can't do it all without someone else's help. Without a supporter like J. Where until I will succeed in getting my revenge on Natasya and get my divorce papers.

Thinking of that it felt like my heart felt so small, it turned out that I could not rely on myself.

I felt a little kick on the bottom left. I smile back. Maybe my son knows his mother is sad.

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And it's true. Within 24 hours Mr. Darmawan called me. Informing them that there was an error in the data verification and our Certification is activated again. It's just that for a project that we've won it can't be withdrawn anymore. Because the 1st and 2nd parties have applied for employment contracts.

I assume it's not the windfall of this company. The important thing is that the company can walk again.

" Don't daydream.." Susan appeared in front of my room.

" I knocked and called. You didn't hear. Did I bother you?"

" no. Come in.." I said as I got up slightly loosening my waist. My stomach is getting bigger and my back is feeling tight.

Susan gave me a box of cookies on the table there. " Bumil's favorite cake.. " His word proudly shows the cake that is like his cake shipment from his hometown. Banjarmasin City. I really like the cake, Susan used to bring it in the office when we were in Batam.

My eyes sparkle at the cake Maxubah. The cake that is sipping layers is legit but this texture is softer and sweeter. Instantly my drool wanted netes to imagine that the cake was in my chew.

" My brother came and brought this! I'm sure you like it!"

" absolutely.. I like the sweet sweet" I said back to sit down and immediately picked up the piece of cake. Put it in your mouth. It feels sweet and chocolate is also very good as it makes what I think disappeared just like that. Snacking is the best way to drive away confusion.

Susan just laughed briefly watching me eat greedily the cake until the remaining half of the lunch box she brought.

" Slowly plan Len.. Swiftlet. Oh yea.. What about Devan?

Uhuk..

I literally heard that name called spontaneously Susan gave me a drink.

It feels better to have a life of blushing and watery eyes Susan apologized for making me like that.

" Yes.. You are also why his name is called. What happened to him."

" Sorry! I'm just curious. Did he call me again? After the attack he did?"

I shook my head and drank my water again" Nothing! I think he's satisfied enough to disrupt the company. Randy will help improve anti-virus in office software. Hopefully he doesn't come messing up "

Susan nodded. And long oh.

" Why are you talking about it? Do you think I'll look for him and scatter his barang2 strike each other rolling??

Susan laughed briefly! If it rolls2 in bed I believe it anyway" he said teasing me, kind of insinuating me.

My cheeks are warming up. I remember very well how Susan laughed at me when I told her what we were doing 1 day before the divorce trial. He bullied me constantly and said that I liked the style of ****devan even though I hated him. It's funny, but if you remember Devan is an expert in making me get wet quickly. Ughh what was I thinking, just remembering it made me misbehave. Moreover, the hormones of pregnant women quickly go up and down.

" Why is your face so red, waah don't you remember how your ex played in bed?? Wkwkwk don't tell me you miss his. Huahaha

Susan when she talks about this, she's the hotshot. My cheeks are getting red and just throwing them with stationery there.

" But yes.. " Susan set her breath as sweet as her long laugh she sat back to line her up with me who was still snacking on the remaining cake.

" I'm a freak! This is not Devan's style of attack..., do you think he is? I think he's the kind of guy who likes to play front. Aah I mean he'll do it straight away without terror terrorizing, you sure he did?"

" You know he has his cowardly side!" Answer me as if the words of Susan really have a point.

Susan saw me with doubt. " Are you not interested in investigating Len anymore? "

" For? I don't want to see her again Sus. Maybe the way he did he hoped I'd find him and curse his maki! I'm lazy to deal with him again Sus! Jordan has finished it. And I'd better be ready to go shopping for mybaby.. " I said while finishing my snack.

Take a wet tissue and clean these hands.

Susan smiled back. " all right. Do I want to be with you??"

" I promised Jordan. Maybe he'll pick me up soon" I said.

Susan nodded. Then our chat continued on the subject of work until Jordan called and said that he could not accompany me shopping. There are guests coming from Japan and can not be represented

" So. like her I pulled back your request to accompany me shopping..

" Sure! With pleasure.. I will wear a lot of clothes for my beloved nephew.. " Excited Susan looked excited, more excited than me.

Then we went to the Baby Shop that was in the GI as well as all of them wanted to watch the weekend.

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Our shopping cart is already 2 trolleys. Susan bet my daughter she said because I really like sweet food and my face while pregnant is now pottery pretty. He chose a lot of girl colors instead of blue, I leave it all to Susan. I don't care if my son is a girl or a boy. For me it's the same. He's my heart jewel right now.

My legs feel more sore as I continue to walk around the hallway choice clothes there.

" s.. You can help me pick my legs again. I'm sitting in front of ya.." I said with breath.

" absolutely. I will call Mr. Agus to help bring some of these trolleys" he said, naming the office driver who did take us there.

I put my thumb up and got up from there. In front of the sofa looks comfortable. These feet really want to rest.

And sure enough the comfort and the feeling of leha leha immediately materialized when my ass touched the store sofa.

I closed my eyes for a moment. The sleepiness felt coming. I was kind of lulled in the breezy ac there and made my drowsiness unstoppable. It feels very calm when the dream comes.

But I sayup I heard a familiar voice. There's a name I called.

" Jeremy's going home.. Don't bother Aunt Alena"

My eyes were open as soon as my hearing was clear enough that there was Jeremy's name and mine. Is...

My eyes widen to see a boy I haven't seen in a long time. It looks like it can walk. I saw the tip of his foot as if using a prosthetic leg. This kid is a little taller than I saw before.

" Aunty..." Jeremy's exclaim there makes me feel even more sure I'm not dreaming.

" Ayu's.. Take him home" I heard a voice command from there. And the nanny whispered to Jeremy.

The boy looked sideways, my eyes moved following him and yes! I saw Devan there. My saliva feels dry. It is indeed some cartoon picture paper bag. His eyes were like a sword staring at me with hostility. He then gave the paper bag to Rudy next to him.

And Jeremy is also seen looking down to follow his nanny.

I'll just shut up if there's no Devan I'll be happy to see Jeremy.

Devan went through me haughtily like he didn't know me. Yes, that's good, that's what I was hoping for. The aroma felt still around me when his existence and his euntek euntek out of the store. For a few minutes I was silent

and closed his eyes again. What's in my eyes is how her hateful gaze is so obvious. His eyes also look at my stomach. There's a pleasure side to seeing her cornered like that.

Half an hour later we finished shopping. All shopping items are carried by Mr. Agus. And now it's time we watched. We want to spend this weekend after yesterday quite draining the heart and brain.

But you feel like today is my bad day. I met Devan again. He was with Jeremy they were seen coming in from that door.

" Len's.. Look to your left" whispered Susan nudging me. He looked shocked.

" Yes, I know Sus. I met you at the babyshop" I replied with straight eyes as if we weren't talking about her.

" Really.. Are you guys talking??"

I glanced at Susan with disdain. " No.. " It's been. Consider him a stranger. Here let me buy her ticket instead of seeing her" I said take the money in Susan's hands. I entered a queue that was only a few of his length.

My phone vibrated there was a chat from J that made me focus on packing messages from him. I told her everything we bought for my baby and gave birth later, until my queue arrived and reserved a seat for both of us.

The movie we chose was only a few minutes away. Susan and I waited for a while in the toilet while we fixed our messy makeup and finished shopping for baby needs that were quite draining.

" I don't think she saw us Len" Susan said later.

" Your ex-husband?"

" Ohya. Lah good. " My mouth twists my eyes. Then. smearing my lips with a brick red tint.

" I think Mr. Devan is getting cool, Len. You saw how he became a widower more and more kece.."

I glanced at Susan panting again ls she flirting with me or what.

" Jaelah.. It's a glare or something.. " His temptation made me want to grab Susan.

Susan just laughed there. I kind of justified Susan's words, even if only a few seconds saw her. Devan's charm is stronger now. His aura was like the emperor of ancient times, especially when he entered the cinema lobby. All the eyes of the women as if sucked with his sin. Her aura was indeed very strong with her already dazzling stature. High body nice posture and handsome face. Her stelan apapagi was never worth a minus. He always has the best performance anywhere.

Maybe after the divorce he increased his charm to find a new female, and his core did not affect me at all. Divorce was my decision. And my world is now my son. Although this is his flesh blood. He can't touch my life anymore.

The call is heard from the speaker.

" It was called. Yuk aah's..." Susan said as she brushed her make up on the sink table,

1 minute.." I said casually there. Then I immediately followed Susan's steps to make up there and we headed to the room where we were watching.

We came a bit slow and the audience had started to occupy a lot of their seats.

" heart.. " Sushi's sweat in the back is keeping me very well. Because we climbed the stairs.

The seat I chose was the middle. So it's pretty safe for me with this big belly.

The outside movies we watched immediately began. I relaxedly sat on the chair there while resting my body. Tiredness very quickly. But there's something different. I felt an aura that I was very familiar with, usually my premonition was not wrong.  I moved my body whispering to Susan.

" s.. Who are you looking at next to me?" Ask her to ask.

Susan moved her body and looked over. Her eyes widened.

" My god.. He's your ex Len. My hunch is right.

" Do you want a tucker?"

" It's not necessary! " I replied, pulling my back to the chair.

I take a breath I think this is a wonderful coincidence. I think he's following me. Maybe I'd like to remind her with a few words so she can understand. Given Devan was a bit persistent when rejecting divorce first.

" So after doing a dirty attack on Papa's company, you're also stalking where I'm going!!" My words are pretty loud. And when the sound on the screen there still does not cause music to squeal ears. I'm sure he heard it well.

I looked at Devan.

I think he was a little surprised to see me next to him. Did I mistake him for my hand or was this a coincidence. I already said it. Just think of it that way.

I saw Jeremy show up next to him, too. He wanted to make a sound but was reluctant to see my unfriendly look.

Devan advances his body parallel to mine. He turned his head with a breath very close, I was surprised but could not retreat.

" What attack do you mean? " His eyes see me sharp.

" If I attack you! I'll kill the child first in your stomach!"

The deg!

Spontaneously I pulled my back. My heart is beating fast. His words were more than just words.as if there was a terrible threat there. I felt fear into Susan's hands. His words really scared me, killed he said. Killing my son? Does he realize what he's saying. This kid is everything to me. No one could hurt her, but just hearing her threats scared me to death. I can't even control my emotions anymore.

Susan sees me confused. I woke up quickly and immediately went from there. Susan followed me in a panic. It was me who seemed to rush down the stairs.

" Len's.. You okay? Susan asked after we were outside.

I nodded and nodded. Seeing her daze.Kalimat Devan is still recorded in my head.

" Your face is so pale why are you? Did he do anything??"  Cecar Susan's worried.

" I want to go home" I said with cold sweat staring at him with a million meanings.

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I woke up and was in a very bright room with both my hands tied and, more surprisingly, my legs wide open with a green covering. Is it time for me to give birth. Why don't I remember anything before I did.

My head is a little dizzy with the lighting there which is very bright.

I felt a terrible pain coming through my stomach.

My eyes widened big looking at someone slicing this stomach. And blood sputtered where. The pain made me unable to scream freely there was plaster in my mouth, and I just realized it.

Am I having surgery why the pain is so terrible, is there no anesthesia?

My hands legs until I can not move, I limp instantly with pain that singanyat.

My eyes were getting louder and louder at the man who operated on me. Suddenly my fear became even crazier when I saw the doctor there his face was Devan.

I tried to move but I couldn't. The pain now dominates me. Until I see a baby's head coming out of this belly in the lift and..

My eyes turned back to see Devan there pull out a gun he smiled at me. His smile was as evil as the devil. The baby crying in there made me not hear what he was saying. Until the gun he pointed at my son's head.

It happened very quickly.

I could see sparks from the gun go through my baby's head with a single pull. And the sound of the eruption that echoed made my heart come to a stop.

I screamed loudly until I woke up with sweat flooding in. My eyes were staring blankly around, I was in my room not in the shabby operation.

Turns out I had a bad dream. A very real, terrible dream, my sweat soaked in the temple.

This breath is also up and down not because.

Until Arya appears at the door. Our room is right next door.

" Mb..

The boy ran towards me. He looked panicked.

"House" I asked him.

Arya looks at the water bottle next to the nightstand and picks up and opens the lid of her bottle.

I immediately drank that water voracious.

" Mba ain't papa?" Arya asked still very worried.

I stared at her nanar. Then it shook "I'm just a nightmare"

Slightly proceding her anxiety Arya breathes out "Is mba okay?"

I nodded quickly. " What time is it?"

" It's 3 in the morning" she answered, looking at the wall clock in my room.

" Oh. Come back. I'm fine" I said, pulling my body back onto the pillow.

Arya nodded then walked out of there.

My eyes were blankly staring at the auctioneer. The dream shadow still feels real and I still tremble to remember it. Because my meeting with Devan and his words made me dream like that.

I rubbed my stomach gently. My fear is a little less.

" dear.. Is he going to hurt you? Mama will take good care of you.. Mama won't let him hurt you" I said really.

My fear reasoned Devan always said according to the reality of what he said. I promise I'll kill him if he hurts my son.

Nightmares keep coming every night like a rollercoaster with the same dreams and the same fears.

I should be able to control my condition like this. I realized with me continuing the nightmares would affect my son but the nightmare dreams always appeared as if I could not stop.

And it's been a week I've been dreaming my son wretched at Devan's hands.

I didn't even realize the difference between dreams and reality. I became afraid that these eyes would be closed at night.

" lena.. Why are you so haggard?" J appeared from when. I was resting at home and sitting in front of the window with a blank look.

Jord..

Call me to get his hands straight away. I felt very calm when his hand was held by me.

Yeah sweetheart..

J is in front of me. I looked into her blue eyes which always managed to calm me down.

" I'm scared.. I always dreamed Devan killed my son..." I said with a fast tempo and hunted I felt my hands return cold and trembling.

" It's okay Lena. It was just a dream. You're just overreacting. Relax yourself Alena.. Remember your son needs your metal condition to be good.." J's words made me have to be strong.

Jordan smiled gently. He then kissed both my hands.

" Drink medicine first for the nutrition of your baby yes.." Persuade her, I forgot that this was a few minutes from the hour I had to take vitamin and nutrition medicine for my baby.

Jordan helped me prepare the medicine and I went back to taking the regular medicine for the pregnant woman.

" The medicine is a bit bitter" I complained staring at the medicine grain. Usually not bitter at all, apalgi it contains vitamins.

" Just your gut feeling, baby.. Maybe you forgot your fruit saliva consumption changed. Take the medicine first. I'll have Diego buy you fresh fruit" he said. I'll obey him immediately. Drinking those drug granules.

" Tomorrow I have business in Switzerland, don't you think I'm staying?" Ask her carefully.

Actually in this condition I need him. Especially tomorrow Papa and Arya want to go to Surabaya, there is a family celebration there. But I can't be selfish J still has his other life that I can't about. We are also not officially a married couple.

" absolutely. I'm fine" I answered to calm her down.

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Tomorrow. I just lay in my room. My eyes are a little sleepy. I spent time reading novels. All the doors, windows I've locked. Papa and Arya left this afternoon. The sound of rain was heard from the roof of the house. It's good that the rain can make me feel good. I hope the nightmare doesn't come again. My prayer then continued reading the novel on my mobile app.

The sound of rain is getting louder. It rained outside very hard.

I'm sideways to the right as if to the left is sore.

My eyes are getting late with my reading.

I heard the door bell.

Who's this night at a guest? And when it rains?

I woke up slowly was was was. Bell's voice sounded again.

It might be the next door neighbor. I thought I was trying to get rid of fear. I have to think a lot positively.

I then went down the stairs. Bell's voice stopped. Pretty long. Making my move also slow down.

Tech

Then the lights suddenly went off.

I died on the spot. Nervous rule over me.

I quickly turned on the flashlight on my phone. Just then the sound of lightning roaring outside made me shocked and the phone fell down.