The Marriage In Lost Memories

Forty One

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Then.. In front of me??

Man with green shirt padded shirt stelan.

Her hair is trimmed more neatly, with short and spiky models, the upper hairstyle is longer and erected with pamode or gel and the sides of both sides are thinner, more, j's face is more prominent and fitter than the last time I met and this blue eye bead is still soothing when I see me.

Yep.. Jordan came back and was in front of me.

Randy said he wanted to see me. And even the Jordan I found.

I-i understand. Randy is J's man.

Sure do. Randy appeared with a senior figure who served as a lawyer and also a hacker. And making me unsuspecting it turns out J helped me from there by deploying Randy!

Ck! Like her I'll never get out of circle J.

And Randy!

It's worth Randy volunteering to help me with this.

" Are you angry? Ask J across from me to open his voice again.

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" You must've refused if Randy was the lawyer who could help you it was me who asked for him"

"...."

" I'm glad you're officially divorced, Len.."

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" Are you okay? Why is your face pale??

I flinched and refocused on J. I'm officially divorced with Devan but. This is more unlikely. Me and Jordan can't be together either. His family's opposition is quite difficult to imagine, I'm just lazy to deal with new problems again.

" J..." My eyes glared upwards, biting my lower lip slowly. Trying to arrange a nice word he heard.

" I'm grateful that Randy is your messenger! He helped me a lot. For Devan also for Natasha and Aldo. How am I supposed to redeem him???

I stared at him inside. Although he will provide assistance for free, but I do not want any hidden services anymore.

J smiled thinly. He stretched out his hand and kissed my fingers gently. As usual, the way he treated me was impressive.

" You know what I want!" His answer was very deep looking at me. Even he was half-tempting with a gerilyang of his eyes.

" No! If your wish is to make me my wife. I refused it!" My answer was to pull my hand back, drowning my nervousness in her treatment. I see it firmly.

" I'm pregnant..." I said quickly. J must know that we can't be together. There is or is no child. The scope of me and her family is too much different.

Reaction J is like a dazed or deaf person. Her lips opened, she wanted to laugh at me.

" We can't be with J. I'm pregnant with Devan's child" I said bitterly.

I know how our journey has been so long and full of memories, but this is enough to stop all of them.

J took his garfu and knife. Slicing thin thin meat steak that he ordered. He can still be calm at this time. Did he think my talk was a joke.

" You know. I liked you when we were a dozen years old.., I saw you crying in an unused warehouse in Junior High near your house, when I was bullied by a senior. I was beaten 1 in 5 and left alone at school with a bruise. That evening I heard the sound of women crying. I thought you were a demon, "he smiled thinly." But after I looked I saw you there snuggling. Your sleeves are torn and hurt.

You cry as it happens. Cussing yelling at Natasha's name repeatedly, it's the first time I've seen you"

I fell silent listening to J's story, and it was when I again had a fight with Nastaya. He beat me up because of a trivial matter. I was 14 when I was not so brave with adults his age and could only escape to a quiet place. Coincidentally my house is close to the Advanced School building. I used to get in easily from the secret passage.

" I can see you again several times. In the same situation. Crying and cursing, you look very hateful to a woman named Natasya but you look fragile at that time. I'm curious about you. Shut up I found out about you. I also know that Natasha hates you. Your parasites are prettier than her and you look a lot like your late mother. Rival she when loving the same person your Papa, Natasha is also a greedy woman she treats you badly even since childhood!!

I took my drinking water. My hands are trembling a little. There are things I don't even know and J has known for a long time. Plus he said this made me feel back to that time.

" For a long time I have been interested in you. For almost a year I kept quiet watching you hide your cries in that barn and follow your world. Follow where you will step. Your hatred is my hatred for Natasya. That's why I attacked your Papa's company.. "

J smiled knot. He chewed on the meat of his steak. Slowly but I know it permeates the taste of that meat in its way.

" Nearly 10 years I like you..! My dream is just one! take you from the suffering you are going through, form a family with you! So then... That kid is just part of your past marriage! You married her, had sex with her, had many children with her it was a consequence that I had to accept. But now you've parted with her. His right has stopped. So I don't care if you have a lot of kids with her as long as you're married. Not for now" J drew in his breath. He also finished his little dinner.

"I'll take over all your world.. Alena's just me!" Said again.

I stuck to his last sentence. J's smile was short with a faint look. I know he's a little hurt but covered with his own words.

And from the story, it was true that we spent a lot of time together. Getting to know, interacting with each other, falling in love together, parting ways and getting back together in complicated ways, j still waiting for me. I feel disrespect for her struggles and my fear with her family is nothing.

" Jord's..

I plumbed these beautiful eyes. Shady blue iris, my chest feels like it's popping. A little uncomfortable. There was a burden carried away and there was a sense of being left behind making me again confused.

" Don't worry about my family! They have no right to rule my life" he said, then took my hand. Stuck my finger deep and kissed it.

I squeezed his hand, he knew I was worried about it.

And I'm still shrouded in confusion and doubt about my relationship with J let alone having Devan's child in my stomach.

" I will admit that this child is my son! There's no access to Devan ruining your life anymore! Randy will help you gain a new identity. Live new with me Alena. We can live outside and out of the environment that shackles your past"

My eyes blinked a few times hearing it. Until J did it for me. I saw the silence in his eyes. I always thought about obiettivo.

" Aaaa I'll think of her.." I said to draw my hand. Hiding a little ripple in my eyes. I realized there was no man as good as him. And this might be my chance to be happy again. Even with the same guy from the past.

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I approached slowly at Papa who was sitting in front of the window with a treat of water in his cup.

" Papa..

I grabbed Papa from behind, Papa looked surprised and smiled.

I surrounded him and sat down looking at the wrinkled strokes around his forehead and eyes. Her hair has also been bleached a lot. Papa who used to be active looks very tired there.

I'll take his fingers. And rub it against the cheek.

" What's up, Alena? Are you okay?" Tanya Papa looks sad to see my spoiled act like that.

" lt.. I'm pregnant"

Papa was silent for a moment he looked shocked but his iris ash eyes dimmed.

" This is Devan's son. She had no idea I was pregnant after the divorce. I just found out a few days ago" My story with a jumbled shake here. I'm not even sure this is a fact.

" The child is Alena's gift. Are you okay?" Ask Papa then.

I nodded and stood up and sat down next to Papa.

" I want to raise this child myself but is Alena wrong if there's another man willing to bear this child? "

Papa looked at me with a glance, it sounded silly indeed, had just divorced, got pregnant and was instead talking about a new man.

I told you about J, my past girlfriend. With the exception of the attack J on the Papa Company first.

" Do you love Jordan?" Ask Papa after listening to the figure of J that I describe.cuuss$A

I'm down. Breathe in the word love like I'm having a hard time describing right now. I loved J at that time. And again feel the love when he appears again. But it was all buried when Devan gave me his choice. Devan's love was gone when he hurt me again. Then J. I find it hard to describe the love for him at this time, although I know J's love is quite sincere, he is a fighter who still chooses not to give up. I find it hard to ignore that. Anyways. I realized there was no way I could get away from J. Although I avoided it several times.

" Love is according to your heart Alena. You deserve to choose and be happy. Papa will always support your choice" Papa said to calm me down. I smiled and hugged Papa warmly.

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Rained out...

I raise my hand to sip the cold water coming down from the sky.

This wind also made me half shiver

My shoulder feels so sore. Especially in old age.

My age is now 8 months.

I'm still living in Jakarta, reluctant to go out as Jordan wanted. For me there is nothing to avoid anymore. Me and Devan are over, and this kid. If he was born and met Devan one day just say this is not his son. Even though I don't expect to see her again.

There was a kick from my baby it was amazing to be pregnant with a child, my life seemed to turn out to be very happy, every day I was busy giving him a healthy intake. I want my child to be healthy from the inside until after birth. My life seems to be centered on it.

And I can't wait for her to be born in the world. I purposely didn't find out what her gender was. I love surprises from God and and whatever gender I'll accept them with great gratitude.

" Len's..

I turned and smiled at Jord. He's done taking the drug ransom.

" Why is there. Sick later. Mybaby will also be sick "His word quickly draws my hand. Jordan was perfect about me and my pregnancy. He really looks like a baby in my stomach. He often even talked to her.

I feel incredible happiness. And as planned we will have the wedding after I give birth. About 2 months away

" Slowly. The floor was very slippery" J had me scour every hospital marble.

I kept holding on to her strong.

" Wait here! Don't play rain.. I take the car first" Cecar immediately made up for the rain and disappeared in the parking area there.

I sat there rubbing this distended stomach while smiling to myself.

" My baby.. You knew. Many people love you.. Growing healthy yes.. Mama's looking forward to you.." I always said to talk to him.

" lena..

I turned around and was a little surprised to see Dave there.

Dave's eyes glanced at my face and my big belly. I'm decriminalizing the situation. It is also like coming back to the situation.

" Hy Dave.." I try to reduce my nervousness.

" Loe's pregnant? I mean. Are you getting married again?"

This oxygen is thinning, I'm just afraid Dave is suspicious of my way of speaking. " Yeaah.. Just got married. Later the reception followed" answered me lying aside how the look of Dave who seemed shocked or scorned. I don't give a shit about her.

Dave mangosteen mangosteen. His eyes are still on my stomach.

Lucky Jordan's car came. There's no denying Dave's cynical look when he sees Jordan coming out of there. And Jordan also seemed surprised to see Dave there, although he soon conditioned comfortably, his smile was wide open.

" Hello.. Dave. How are you" His greeting greeted Dave. Jordan behaved normally and it made Dave smile thinly.

" I'm good, how are you?" Her question seemed to have melted.

" Yes, I'm waiting for the little one to be born" Sahut Jordan rubbed my shoulders tightly. Dave's eyes seemed to be watching and he smiled a little. Her smile really made me uncomfortable as if mocking me.

" Well congratulations.. " Say again.

I smiled clumsily in contrast to Jordan who responded to the joy.

" Thanks bro, we go first.. " Jordan immediately pulled me over and I waved goodbye to Dave who was waiting for us to get in the car.

My nervousness was gone when the car started to leave the place. I saw Dave there also pass from that place. Will he tell me about my meeting with Devan. I guessed how Devan reacted.

"guggup?" Tanya J clasped my hands fading the thoughts in my head.

" Slightly!" I answered, I still feel worry. I'm just afraid Dave is suspicious. But I think he believed that I said I was married and he must have been convinced that this was my son with my new husband, and his guess must be my husband Jordan.

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As usual, I was still working, although the time was shortened. Moreover, today Susan and I had an appointment to meet with a client at one of the East Jakarta Hotels. Actually Susan can do it herself accompanied by Om Hardi. But I'm just tired of checking computers at the office. And decided to come along to add movement.

" It's not necessary. This age is said to be good for frequently climbing stairs"

I kept holding on to the fence. Susan patiently awaits me upstairs.

My hands often ring at the end of this. With a prank I slipped my hand on Susan's shirt. The boy grimaced.

" My sweat doesn't smell like Sus.. Still seger" My grin can only snort.

" But don't wear it on the lap to my shirt len times. Wonder the more bloated the more jail you! "

I just ignored her and kept walking behind Susan's team.

" Eh bentar! Mr. Darmawan called.." Susan said stopping there meant for us to stop.

" Hello Sir. Good Morning" Susan said kindly. His eyes moved in motion and he seemed to frown.

" We have arrived, sir.. Ja-hello.. Hello..."

Susan saw his cell phone.

He then looked at me grimly.

" Our offer is cancel" Susan said staring pusher.

" Cancels? How come?"

Susan has a shoulder. A look of disappointment was also seen in Susan's 4-man team.

" Let me call" I picked up my phone and pulled over to the hotel's lobby.

Tuuuut

Tuuuut

My phone's been lifted

" Hello. Good morning Mr. Darmawan. I am Alena Princess of PT. Main Akrowis.

"Yes there is morning too. Alena"

" I'm sorry sir, about the project deal last week. We have received a response from the center. And we've got word that our company will handle the project in Sukabumi"

" Oh yes, Mom. Sorry for earlier. There is a mistake from the above, Mother's company offers have not been accredited so the handling of the project has been transferred to another company. "

I'm obviously surprised to hear that. The company files are all complete and I received an email myself if we managed to get the project.

" Not accredited how sir? I still keep the email. And all our complete data is also accredited!" I was a bit emotional with the tongues arriving from them.

" I'm sorry, Mother! You can check your data again and please submit a complaint to the center!"

"Beeping

I'll turn off the phone immediately. It just makes a hunk.

" Kemil.. Try to check again all the data submitted yesterday, meet what requirements? And Susan. Try to figure out which company took over, this is not true. The new time is now cancelled! " I said with annoyance my breath up and down.

" Good Mom" Kemil said.

" Len's.. I think they're replacing our project!" Susan's on the guardrail. I slowly got up and followed Susan.

Down there were some men in formal clothes.

And Susan was right we knew one of the company staff who wanted the cooperation that was supposed to meet with us.

I saw one by one the companies that took over our project. On average I know other company property companies. But this I feel foreign.

" They're a new company" Susan said with a Macbook in hand.

" Kemil how?" Ask the young man there.

Kemil advanced quickly

" Our data is all complete ma'am. It's just.." He looked hesitant and nervous.

" Our qualification certificate is rejected"

" How can it be?

Kemil.

" all right. Let's go back first! I'll check it all" I said with a slight growl.  Just get upset why they just told me at the hour when the meeting arrived.

My mood got bad because of this.

We went back to the office and I and Susan immediately checked all the data and what was the cause of this project being cancelled on our company.

" Don't get too emotional Len. Remember your debay and your health" Susan recalled as we headed to headquarters.

I just nodded. My eyes were pointing at the traffic jam there making my head mumble.

We arrived at the headquarters 1 hour later.

I went straight to Mr. Darmawan's room.

" What's in the freeze???"

I was shocked by the information from this big-bellied man.

" Yes, we got a repulsion from the top and your Certification was frozen for breaking several points in the previous auction" Mr. Darmawan said again.

" How can Sir! The project before her was very secure and there were no violations we committed" I said confidently.

Mr. Darmawan then got up. With his big belly he was handsome sluggishly moving.

" I'm looking for the file for a moment" he said and went in there.

I waited anxiously too. Freezing qualification certification is as deadly as 1

4 company feet. Without that letter we could not have put forward a big project.

Shortly thereafter Mr. Darmawan appeared with 1 map. " This is the qualifying result of some existing complaints" he said giving the map

I immediately took and was shocked by the photo of the damage to the property there. That's property of our company. It's just that it feels weird, the item we prepared the best item with good quality.

" You can complen with your goods provider" said Mr. Darmawan to help provide a solution.

" Yes sir I know. But this is weird. This is the best kind. There's no way we're abal abal's providing service." I said I still really can't believe it.

Mr. Darmawan just nodded as if in belief.

" And neither can we take it for granted ', this evidence is so unsubstantiated. You should also give a warning, why even give us a certification freeze." My omel is very upset.

" I'm sorry, Miss Alena. It's been through the section chief so I'm here only as an intermediary "

I'm pissed off. If through the section head means this is quite large opposition.

" good. Then excuse me" I said immediately get up from there and out of Mr. Darmawan's room.

" How?" Susan approached me.

I love that Susan map. " The complaints are many! This is very unreasonable, and is directly in the section chief's action. What do you think sabotage is?

" Gosh. This much? This can't be Len.. Everyone is doing a good stardarization. I was his witness.

I just nodded, I trusted Susan and took the phone. Looking for Randy's name. Typing a message on him.

" We go back first. " I said to Susan.

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" How about kemil?" Ask Kemil when I'm at the office.

" The project we're proposing is all gone and the same company is taking over Mom! Answer Kemil.

I clasped my hand tightly. The same company the new company we just saw at the hotel.

" Call you call Farhan, does the company file all the projects or just follow our application??"

" Good mom!" Kemil is back facing his computer.

I went back into the room.

Susan called me.

" Eh Sus. You're not back. It's been a very late afternoon" I told her in surprise, Susan's still busy herself.

" I should be the same one as you Len. It's almost evening. You're still here!" He said to quibble." Ah.. I'm following the development of this dVV company. Like you said, he goes where we go on the project. I also got a leak from Icha in charge of her named Rudy Sitomo. And that  ...

" Rudy?

My eyebrows go up next door.

Susan nodded. We certainly know that name.

There's anger here! Is this coincidence or intentional. Did I get an internal attack from my ex.

Is he starting to move to bring down this company.

Because Randy also gave info if there was a hack into the company's computer. Some kind of stakeout. My hacker said there were only 2. Randy and Devan.

It all turned to Devan after Susan's story.

Devan-Rudy certainly has no job if only set up a competitor company to attack Papa's small company, unless he really wants to take down Papa's company, let alone Randy! He's on our side.

It's just that this is weird, I still have faith in Devan he can't possibly violate my last request. Does this have anything to do with my meeting with Dave. She might be upset that I'm pregnant with someone else.

Aah, I'm not very Geer until he is.

My phone rings when J's name appears.

" s.. I picked this up first" I said up from there after Susan nodded.

" Hello..

" ye.. You're home yet?" Ask J there.

I threw my butt in the chair and kind of leaned my shoulder. My stomach is a bit sore when I sit stiff.

" It's still in the office, coming back soon" I answered by massaging my forehead.

" In the Office? You're not overtime, are you?"

" No J. Just taking care of a few things. Do you want to pick me up?"

" Sure"

The door to my room was then knocked. Kemil showed up there.

" Come in"

This man came in and handed me his report.

" This is the project they're proposing"

" good. Thanks though. It's home hours. Go home first you Kem..

" Yes, thank you!" Kemil then withdrew.

I took the report Kemil gave me.

One by one, I saw that data. The corner of my lips twitched. This is an assault.

The company followed everything we took and took over.

" It's so sweet Dev... Your way is rotten...