The Marriage In Lost Memories

The Forty Thirty

Then the lights suddenly went off.

I died on the spot. Nervous rule over me.

I quickly turned on the flashlight on my phone. Just then the sound of lightning roaring outside made me shocked and the phone fell down.

I slowly walked down the stairs with my heart. I'm afraid that if my legs are misplaced I fall down the stairs and this is a danger for me and my son.

It felt like I was looking for the whereabouts of my phone. Groped her on the floor with her heart pounding.

The sound of lightning coming back made me almost fall. My breath is still irregular.

Ting tong's..

Bell is ringing. My eyes are pointing at the door. I have to find my phone first for lighting. Some data I searched for him to find the phone there. There's a little relief getting the lighting. I walked quickly to the door that no longer sounded.

My door opens. The wind immediately infiltrated my body. There's nobody there. Just a little cardboard box.

I go right and left. There's no who.

Curiosity rules me. That shit I took. And open it.

Bruck..

I toppled over and threw the box until the contents came out. My eyes were filled with great fear. These feet are also very shaky.

How not in that cardboard box was a baby doll covered in blood and there was a knife stuck in his head.

Shakingly I looked for the whereabouts of the car keys hanging near the dispenser.

Even I feel like someone is watching me in various places.

Without waiting for long I ran through the rain to my car which was not far from home. The more I ran the more I felt followed and the sound of voices calling my name. My tears broke in fear.

I got in the car a little quiet. My hands shook violently when I entered the car keys. All I'm thinking about right now is that I need to get out of here.

I obviously had a terrible terror. And this must be Devan. He really did it to me!

I was driving crazy the speed of the car. No matter the rain or traffic. The baby doll was still firmly attached to my head and the shadow of the nightmare. It almost drove me crazy.

My eyes caught the black Suv car behind which was like following.  The faster I go, the faster the car goes.

Bruck..

I hit the wagon in front of it. This car is a bit squeaky and the sound of the brake squeaks echoed with the staggering of my body. This stomach hit the dashboard. It makes infinite pain.

The car then stopped. I'm back to gas some chaotic traffic because of me.

My eyes were strained again with the black car back there that kept following.

The feeling of great mules suddenly appeared accompanied by extreme pain.

My right hand was holding on to the side of the bench.

Another urge seemed to make me scream sick. I slowed the steering. This breath is broken. It was a terrible pain, as if this bone had been removed from my body. Both my legs spread because of the pressure that became so. I saw blood flowing from my groin. Red to the dress I was wearing.

The speed of this car slows down and may come to a halt. I was in the middle of a crossroads. 

I screamed in pain. I thought I was going to give birth at that time. My hand reached the window blindly and screamed again.

A light beam is visible in front of it. My shock and the pain became one when there was a truck in front of me so fast.

My eyes were closed to see the light of the truck's lamp, as if time slowed down my lips were smiling in front of me there was a shadow of a beautiful little girl who looked a lot like me when I was a child. Legit black hair. Pale skin with reddish rancid lips. It was just that his bead eyes were dark like black pearls.

Am I hallucinating seeing my son in the future.

Hmmmm

Maybe it's God's surprise I can see my son's face before death.

I enjoyed it. Thanks God..

Then I saw the black Suv driving in front of me. It was so violent and a terrible collision just happened before my eyes. The truck ran across the car I was wearing. Until a loud bang is heard in the back.

There were sparks emerging from the SUV. Just a shadow of a driver there like unconscious. With the shadow of his head touching his wheel.

Whom..

Who is he

Who saved me.

The pain returned. I went back to screaming in pain. My body was so limp my muscles were pulled back by force.

Until the sound of a huge explosion was heard. The SUV exploded. Even my car's windshield broke and got the blast. My body was as weak as the wind. My eyes were dark at that moment.

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I should've died that night in a hit with that truck.

But why was he given a breath when all was taken from me.

I wish I could forget this pain and lose my memory again. It's very sick very sick. It feels like I want to erase this memory if I ever conceived. I have never felt life in this stomach. Perceiving her day by day mybaby growing in this womb feels her movements and keeps her loving.

But still reality is the sickest thing ever. This brain refuses to forget.

I woke up a week later from that horrible incident. And the thing that makes this soul die is the news of the death of a child that I have not had time to give birth to myself.

I was hit

Terribly

I wish I could accompany my son.

But there is a determination that makes me unable to die peacefully. He should get a reward for everything he does.

I'm sure this was her doing. He threatened me and made a terror that frightened me and ran out.

Yes, he's the biological father of my dead son. My ex-husband Devan must receive the reply I feel, accepting my every cry that never stops. I want to make her disappear from this world.

I rose from the wet grave of my son. This cry must be paid with life.

" Lena..."

Nita followed me Nita came after hearing the sad news.  He still holds me there.

I didn't pay attention to Nita or Susan behind my back.

With a rough step I walked out of the burial area towards my parked car not far from there.

Not only is Susan Jordan after me.

" Where are you going..." Megat Jordan managed to hold the car door firmly.

I didn't answer her. I put the car keys in quickly. If only J was not agile he could have been dragged in a car that I immediately stepped on his gas. He went in the back door.

" lena.. You haven't even recovered. Where are you going..." He asked behind me and then barged forward into the front passenger seat.

My eyes are focused on the front. I haven't spoken since I woke up right when my son was said to be dead.

I ignored him and kept driving.

I still remember the road to my ex-in-law's house. Maybe he was hiding there. Maybe luck is on my side.

The big house of Bak I easily entered because the guards recognized my face.

I got out fast. Pushed the main door there when the maid opened the door. Look Mbok Wiss up there. He wanted to say hello to me but I ignored him I went straight in and went to the kitchen to pick up a kitchen knife. Then look for the whereabouts of the killer.

" lena...

The voice of the woman behind me seemed to shock Mami at my arrival. His eyes moved to look at Jordan. Mommy is sitting with Papi. An old man I never remembered again. The man was an old version of Devan, I felt even more angry to see a face similar to Devan's.

Mami's eyes then rounded looking at the knife in my right hand.

" Where's Devan?" Ask me in a hoarse voice.

Mama looks surprised. He exchanged glances with Papi, clearly Mami was terrified by what I was carrying.

" Where is Mami... Where's the killer" I yelled in wrath. Instantly my body shook violently. I screamed and cried with a knife.

" Where is Mami hiding the killer" I cried out in search of the killer. I went upstairs to the 2nd floor I remember I was in this house when Dave took me to his house and it was a long time ago. But I remember the layout of the room there that hasn't changed.

The voice of Jordan's call and the people there I didn't pay attention to. My goal is just one. Make this killer pay for what he's done.

I opened a room in there and couldn't find Devan. Not even a trace of his existence existed.

" Alena.. Calm down you. We're talking good " said the mother I caught.

I turned to him behind me there were a few people.There was Jordan, Mami Papi and the 2-man guard who was ready to catch me.

" Talk well! Does Mami know! Mami's favorite son killed my son?" I said bitterly saying my son's word.

Mami looked surprised she also staggered, Papi immediately memapahnya. I don't care about Mommy's response. I broke through the crowd into another room and searched for Devan's whereabouts that I could never find. I went downstairs and looked for a room that would make me sure I found that guy this very second. But nil. It drives me crazy. I have to find her and tear her apart.

" lena.. Stop that...

Jordan came and broke my hand. He punched me in the hand until the knife was thrown away. The pain in this hand is not so great as the pain of not finding the figure of the killer.

" Conscious Alena!" His yells buzzed his ears.His hands firmly gripped.

I saw him sharply. Staring at Jordan angrily, why he stopped what I was doing, doesn't he know how I'm almost crazy right now.

" stop.. Please" he said in a lower voice. Staring at me inside.

I gulped down the saliva that felt thorny. It feels very fragile at the moment. Worldlike

it really stops when there is a point of consciousness coming.

this knee was weak again and my body was transformed into a bag of sand, only darkness was visible and a voice called out Alena's name repeatedly.

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Author Pov's...

Jordan stood slightly bowed. Overlooking the big estalase in her apartment. The big glass that directly faces the big city of Jakarta with a flickering view of the city lights are very beautiful, but the heart is not as beautiful as the scenery there. His eyes stared intently at the corner there with his firm grip on both sides of his hand.

There's some kind of radio recording on the side of the table. He had just received an announcement from Hitler. His greedy uncle, wanting his Grandfather's legacy, was still holding him up with the follow-up agreement that he submitted not to provide recordings there.

Hitler just met him. Provide the compensation he wants to get with the exchange of voice recordings that he managed to get. Hitler threatened to give the tape if J did not follow his advice.

The greedy man wants J to marry Valen. His wife's niece.

J is not stupid. Hitler only wanted to control him under Valen if his wishes came true. His greedy uncle not only wanted his grandfather's inheritance but also his family's wealth. He knew very well how persistent Hitler wanted his death several times. Although a few months ago he had made a statement to reject the inheritance was various equally to his entire extended family. He just doesn't want Alena to be attacked if his family is still eyeing the legacy. Hitler was still chasing him to Indonesia. Using Alena for her threats.

" What do you get!" He asked as if someone was coming in behind. He was waiting for Randy to arrive. His confidant.

" No trace of them connected! "

Jordan turned around with his jaws hardened, he looked chaotic at the moment especially with Hitler's threat.

" It's purely just Hitler??"

" His phone trail there's no call from Devan. I think he's alone" Sahut Randy is sure.

J heeds Randy's words. He suspects Hitler's cooperation with Devan. Because that person was at the time of the incident. There is a sense of calm that pervades.

" It's good. You keep an eye on Hitler! Hack records that he keeps on his computer or his cell phone. Eliminate the tape" Jordan's orders are unequivocal, "Call me as soon as you've lost the tape"

" well! But what's the tape really?" Randy asked a little boldly. He asks as Alena and J's friend. Not the bosses are subordinates either.

Randy looks at J with a bit of anger even though he doesn't dare to break some etiquette on J.

He knows J.

Jordan had everything and power in his form that looked like an angel.

Jordan smiled and patted Randy on the shoulder.

" It was just a piece of footage. All of Hitler's actions. He wants Alena to hate me! And hand Valen over for his ambitions" Sahut Jordan convinces Randy who is still watching as he does not believe.

" I'm pretty relieved to hear that"

" You know me and Alena have been together a long time, right! There's no way I could hurt him!! " Jordan said, remembering. He had his own wass also on Randy who had the ability to hack. Randy has a high potential talent, he found out when I was running his company leak problem at that time and it happened to be Randy, even though Randy had the potential. People like Randy are easy to find. There are several types of Randy that he keeps for his needs even though Randy is the best.

Randy nodded. He then passed from there as if he had enough to face the boss and his old friend.

But deep down he felt something was wrong. The content of the recording he heard did indeed make him suspicious of Jordan.

Randy's Missing. Jordan glanced aside at Diego's secretary of trust.

" You have seen no. Watch him" His orders to Diego.

" Yes sir..

Diego pulled out of there.

Jordan then circled around the bar table taking Champagne and pouring her kegelas. Twist a few times before drinking it.

Her phone rang. There's another name there.

" How? Did you find the owner of the black SUV??"

His lips loosened hearing the name that the person who contacted him conveyed.

The phone came down and he held it tight.

Then the phone lifted again.

" Find his whereabouts. Schedule of our meetings"

The caller agreed and their phone was disconnected.

Jordan is enjoying his drink.

Seems like enough he got down from there back wearing his jacket. The man headed towards his mension. Alena's right there right now. Alena's been there for a week. It was also from his Papa's approval. Alena needs a quiet place but still supervision and support from her surroundings, while Susan and Nita also live there.

" Uh.. Jord.. "

" Arena?"

Nita sniffed her shoulders hinting at Alena inside. Jordan went inside.

The mension is quite wide. The man followed Susan's voice in the back balcony, and Alena was indeed with Susan. I don't know what they're talking about. Alena seemed not to listen she was just listening but her eyes were blank.

Susan signals Alena that there's Jordan.

" ye.. Ladies.. Gossiping?" Sapa J joined the sit behind Alena.

" Only girls, pizza jord? Susan thrust out a pizza pan that still had some parts.

" Thanks is full" J said politely.

" okay. Please have a chat. I want to check the e-mail on the laptop first" Susan said understanding with the arrival of J there he had to resign. Susan left the balcony overlooking the little jazucci.

There was Nita by the door like a peek.

" Eh Nit's. Ngagetin. What are you doing there? Kayak ngintip.. We're going to yuk's room.." Take Susan to Nita's hand.

Nita looked back again but she kept following Susan.

" You're why Nit, I noticed you saw J like there was something like that" asked Susan who was suspicious of Nita's attitude to Jordan.

Anita could suspect this Nita is very bad as an eye. The way is too flashy.

Nita turned her eyes elsewhere. " No" her mouth while scratching the base of her nose. Susan looked at Nita's enlarged iris. He smiled thinly. Nita was lying, she knew it.

" What are you hiding?" Susan asked Nita holding her arm, she tried to give her touch to Nita so that this girl was open and said her.

Nita looked into Susan's eyes for a moment, knowing that Susan was the most secretive of all.

The girl was suddenly nervous, and she approached Susan

" I just can't believe that Mr. Devan was that cruel to Alena, this is too extreme.. Youknow. If the truck was also attacked by Mr. Devan it not only killed Alena's son but also Alena." Nita whispered in a low voice, Nita did not know the child who was born Alena flesh blood Devan.

Susan and Alena cover it up because Nita knows Rudy. Devan's guy.

Susan nodded.

" Don't forget, Devan did KDRT several times!

Nita clamped to justify Susan's words.

" But. It could also. This is also the Jordan family. Didn't you say that Alena wasn't blessed and that there was an inheritance fight?"

Susan nodded. Nita's estimate is fundamental.

Moreover, from the story of Alena, the accident and shooting that experienced Jordan because of the actions of his family, wanted the legacy so as not to fall in the hands of Jordan.

" They made this look like Devan's act" crossed Nita's head. He felt his argument was right. He patted both hands and rubbed his chin. " J covered her. He's afraid Alena's gonna hate him if this comes out! What do you think??" Nita's face is like a detective who managed to solve a problem.

" It could have been J doing it to make Alena hate Devan! Really no!!!

Susan flinched, because of Nita's reasoning she took part in guessing and thinking about Nita's words. From the beginning he was suspicious that this was Devan's action. The man is likely to take immediate action from the company's attack last week.

" You're still in contact with Rudy?" Her question in the middle of Nita's bright face already felt right in her argument.

" It's not too much. But he hasn't read my message in a week. Why indeed...?

Susan smiled, an idea came to her mind.

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" What about your situation?" Tanya J looked at the shady woman sitting on the chair.

Alena nodded "So this" Her heart still felt devastated.

If not for Susan and Nita always invite her to talk her mind could have been lost somewhere.

Jordan looked sadly at Alena. Her heart was indeed very sick seeing Alena like this.

He sat down in front of Alena. Bowing and kissing the back of the woman's hand.

Alena swerved towards him. His eyes looked at Jordan blankly.

" honest.. It's very unfair to me Alena.. Can't you heal your heart wounds for us.. "

Alena's eyebrows are flinched. He did not like the words of Jordan. He still wanted to make his wounds still feel like they are now.

" It's a bad time, but I want to bandage your wounds with our marriage. Let your baby calm down there, he'll be sad to see you like this Alena. She wants her Mommy to be happy. We're gonna build a new family and I'm gonna make you a mother again for our son's son"

Alena was still staring at Jordan. Listen to the words of Jordan. Tears are dripping there. This doesn't feel fair to him. It felt forced but he also realized that he could not dissolve making him suffer like this. Maybe Jordan's choice was right. He wants his son to be happy to see himself happy.