The Marriage In Lost Memories

Fifty Seven

The sound of baby crying builds me up. I woke up and someone opened their eyes.

I'm surprised I'm on a bed there three with Devan and Adela.

Ah..

I must have fallen asleep while giving Adela a dot.

" I'm sorry, I overslept" I said quickly down from there and picked up Adela who was still crying, looking like there was a puddle on the bed. My eyes widen, I hold Adela's ass. Her diaper was leaking. It's my fault I had to get up early to change his diaper before it leaked, but I was just slewing until morning.

The host definitely doesn't like her wet bed and Adela's former piss.

" After this I will replace this wet one" I grimaced as I calmed Adela down.

Devan was silent. After that I was angry. Asking Marissa to help me bathe Adela and all her needs after the bath.

I had to change Devan's new bed sheet, but what should I.

Mending I told the waiter what was different.

" Hilda! " I met Hilda "Sprei Mr. Bed. Alex wet. Please replace the new one"

" Yes, Miss..." Answer Hilda immediately took off the mop in her hand.

It's done, I stopped by Jeremy's room and it turns out he just woke up.

" Bath the same aunt yuk" Invite me directly embraced by the boy who still has not collected his life.

Jeremy I'm carrying, he sees still very sleepy and tired.

Outside Hilda even returned with a fast road.

" I'm sorry Miss. Master asked Miss to see her" Hilda said in shock. Is this a bed sheet problem?

" Dear, same with Hilda..." I said to Jeremy who seemed reluctant to take his hand off.

Hilda helped me to welcome this little boy.

" Is he angry?" Ask Hilda.

Hilda shakes. " No miss, she said the lady should hurry there.

Hearing that I immediately went from there guessing what Devan wanted. She didn't scold me for having Hilda change her bed linen, did she???

I went back into that room.

I saw the man was topless. When I closed my eyes with my arms stretched out and on the sidelines I could see the burn scars running through his back and his sturdy arms. The body there still looks like a statue in a perfectly sculpted temple.

These-this

My face flushed what am I thinking of perverts anymore??

" You called me?" My question changed the voice more straightforward, seemed fine even though there was actually a weak soul that was not strong to see the sexy body of a man.

Devan turned around quickly.I increasingly distanced the eyes looking at his body from the front.  Although there is a defect due to the burn wound there is also a puncture scar there and all the cause is me!! My feminine soul side can still admire her posture.

" You will work at my place! Ready to be ready! I waited for half an hour" He said there to surprise me and wake up from the awe I had just enjoyed.

My chin feels sagging hearing his horror sentence.

" Work! What about the kids?" Ask me slowly.

" He's got a nanny! Hurry along! I can't wait long" he said there a little rebuking me.

I was still stunned but also jolted. And get the body out of there.

" Working said? What.. Oohs.. Doesn't he let me eat and sleep for free here??" I snubbed annoyance.

My brain still doesn't believe what Devan wants.

Getting me to work in his place is the same as watching him continue. But I also have no way to refuse him.

In half an hour I'm ready. I'm confused what to wear! There's no office stellan I have. I was wearing a cream-colored mini dress. It can still be seen formally because it is not too short and sexy.

I saw Devan was neat with his nationality stelan which is a suit stelan that wrapped his body so as to make his leader's soul out higher with a cold aura that dominates.

My eyes immediately dropped as he looked at me and approached. Whether he'll comment on my clothes, I feel a little embarrassed.

" I don't have any formal attire" I said before he protested.

" Let's have breakfast first!" He didn't speak my words" I waited in front of "Said again and passed from before me. Leaving the aroma of her Parfume still the same. Special and remember me with him while still together. Oh..

This is the effect because 1 environment.

It's hard for me to leave a child at home. I saw the stocky baby chattering with Jeremy as they drove me out.

" Mommy works first baby! You guys don't be so stubborn.." My message to Jeremy is also this fat baby. The one who reaches the request in the carrier.

" Not long Mommy"

That word got me glancing at Jeremy. He looked timid and also reluctant as I looked towards him. My chest feels on the press of something, touched! I don't care if Jeremy calls me Mommy either. But I'm not comfortable if Devan or Alea hear it.

" Hits champ! Take care of your adek.. And don't play make up Mommy okay!! " I said to this little boy. Who once drew with my makeup dye in her picture book.

Jeremy hugged me tightly. I rubbed his head fondly kissing the tip of his head.

There's a honking sound up ahead.

" Mommy's leaving first.. Nye.." I immediately kissed Jeremy and Adela quickly before getting into the black car waiting for me. Marissa also waved her hand back.

I saw at the end there Max was carrying Star out of the small alley where his stables were. Like my schedule with Max will retreat, it's unfortunate when I'm curious about the results of his paintings. And I still want to ride Lucas, it turns out my fate even back to fighting with the name of the job.

I got into the car immediately after Max waved his hand.

There Devan was sitting sweetly complete with his iPad perched on the tip of his nose.

Along the way there was no chatter. Silence and horror are like graves.

Up to half an hour from the Mobil residence arrived at a tall building and larger than the existing office in Batam.

There are some people up ahead. A woman with a flaming red stellan and she's very pretty, her blonde hair dangling straight back. At a glance of his face like Emma Stone, the 2nd spiderman film actor as his female player.

The guard behind her immediately opened the door for Devan. I think Devan has a high position in this company. Look how they respect Devan.

" Good morning Mr. Alex "Said this beautiful young woman greeting her with a big smile, her lipstick color is very pretty. I even admire the sexy lips of this woman.

I didn't see much of Devan's reaction. My eyes were a bit reluctant to look at them there which obviously made me just like a dry leaf slipping on clothes. Visible and disturbing. I was also confused about what to do. All I did was like a guard there bowing to the master.

I followed this group. Honestly, I was confused if I didn't follow where I was going.

And I'm behind Clara, the woman who looks like Emma Stone.

It feels very clear my difference with Clara who shines like a star. And I just darkened the night around her to make her stand out, but I remained confident.

And as long as this group stepped there also seemed the light of a Devan admired, adored also women there all almost melted his eyes consumed by the charm of a Devan.

Handsome guy with a very promising career who's not tempted by him, Ckck! I think he will be very big head every day is always the highlight of beautiful women. It was only fitting that his prideful soul did not dim. 

But seeing him so popular it doesn't seem to believe that the man I once controlled, even hearing his confessions that say he loves me, doing everything in his power to hold me back.

And also to have to give me sleeping pills. Haha this is so laughable, it feels like this time my head is growing. It turns out that I feel so proud more than anyone right now including Clara in front of me.

I didn't even realize that I was laughing by myself and some of them were looking at me with "strange" eyes".

The elevator took me to a big room and of course it was luxurious. And I know it's the CEO's room there. And it must be Devan's guy. He was awesome. It is fitting that he is still struggling with property even though his company has been taken over by Jordan in Batam apparently he has a better backup business.

And this time Clara gave me some stuff. There are stacks of maps, iPads and 1 signboard that have already engraved my name. There is also a department listed

" Secretary "

This it? Waw.. I glanced at Devan across the street who seemed to be busy with his computer. But he seemed calm as usual, not even as if he was trying to change my presence there.

" Can you just leave us Clara?" Ask this beautiful woman.

" Good" Clara then immediately sauntered from there the scent of Vanilla also followed her.

" Who am I to be secretary? Ask me for a detailed explanation.

Devan turned his gaze towards me as if saying that my question sounded ridiculous.

" It's easier work than caring for a baby! You just set my schedule. The rest of Clara's doing it" she said there looking back at the sail.

" I'd rather take care of a baby than see you all day" I replied in my heart. I coughed and coughed several times trying to neutralize the situation.

" I've never had the experience of being a secretary. It'll make you ashamed if I make a fatal mistake. " I said in other words I rejected this position.

He turned his pupils back towards me and kept his hands away from the small object as it moved the computer, rubbing a short rub of his high nose.

" You've only been taking care of Adela for a week! I could have sent you back to Indonesia without Adela"

He threatened me???

My eyes grew bigger hearing it.

I laughed blandly at her. But I felt his intimidating aura there already lit up again.

" okay! I'm actually very uncomfortable in this position! It's too close! Ah I mean. I'm afraid it will affect your new relationship with Alea. He could have misunderstood that I was with you constantly" I said this time mending to speak honestly.

" Alea doesn't mind at all. He knows we are over and cannot be together" he replied straightforwardly as if pressing the facts.

Hearing her I can't even blink between "yes it's true" or "oh so".

My little heart was laughing at me. I just said a sentence that to him was no big deal and I thought of him?? Wtb!!!

" Okay then" I can only say that, even though on this side I really want to curse. I don't know what I want to say the point is to curse him first.

And he came back to fight with his computer. I'll get out of there soon too.

And Clara was waiting for me to introduce me to my new job assignment.

Alright. Act professional Alena! They don't even think of your presence as someone who once existed as an ex-wife. So why do you feel confident once consider you a threat. Ckck

I was ashamed to feel that little heart kept making fun of me.

And the first day I worked there just passed. My job sounds simple just set the Boss schedule but in it is quite draining patience also because it must discuss first to the client or guest who will be on schedule right. Set the meeting hours and all preparations that must be prepared "impeccably"

And Clara explains how the perfectionist nature of a Devan who was not born asked to be perfected in everything related to work.

All of that seems to close the fact that we were together because I just knew how he was on the side when it came to work.

And this forces me to know him from whatever Devan likes or doesn't. Be it drink or food and any color he wants.

And it's been 1 week. I learned slowly but surely. This is also a challenge for me not to make mistakes in his eyes. In maki ex husband is more embarrassing than in maki boss It feels my self-esteem more play. Although there was still a small mistake and it did not escape he reprimanded me.

And I'm lucky Rudy's in the same company. I can exchange ideas about what the boss doesn't like and he likes. Like the man is very fond of coffee which is only 1 teaspoon of sugar, and drink sweet tea after his.

He also did not like spicy food.

I feel like I just got to know Devan with everything I know. Because it was during the first time as his wife we only know and really establish a relationship for a few months. His muse drama is longer and more meandering.

" It's too sweet! Yesterday made you natural"

I don't know what dominates this big Boss criticizing my coffee that has been 2 times wrong.

" good. I made it again" I said I felt this guy had PMS again.

I pulled the coffee cup back and went back to the pantry to make a new one.

After giving a new one he did not even taste it.

I don't know where because of his schedule he'll be out at lunch, but it's not good to ask too many questions. Better shut up and come along.

This time it's just me and Devan without a driver. He took me to a pretty crowded highway and as usual there was no chat anyway can anyone make us have a healthy chat without arguing??

I somewhat recognize this familiar path.

This is the road to rumh Alea.

Did something happen to her boyfriend? So he just left his job and I saw Devan was a little worried.

How does it feel like someone pinched ya in this heartburn.

I just kept quiet until this car really got into Alea's yard.

Devan got off first and was impatient. And I caught up with her a little reluctantly.

Seeing Alea was the same as reminding of old wounds. I slowly caught up with Devan.

And now that I'm behind that door, it's really hard to get in the room of that Devi cloned woman.

All I know right now is that Alea's sick, maybe she called Devan when I made her new coffee.

" I'm fine Dev.. It's just a small wound" It's Alea's voice trying to convince Devan that he's okay.

" You should be more careful! This can be fatal"

That's Devan's voice. It was obvious that he was very worried about Alea. His voice was soft inversely proportional when talking to me who was gluttonous.

I pulled my span skirt tightly. " Devan was really with Alea. I saw the house open.

Come on Alena what are you thinking.

You already know this, don't you! So why do you look so pathetic.

" Who's pathetic, shit" I said to myself. Then I went in there and my eyes were round when I saw something I wasn't supposed to see.

Devan was hugging Alea. It was just a hug but I saw something painful. Like seeing Devi again.

" Oh, sorry" I said immediately with my eyes. My hands are clenched. This is just a memory that makes me feel hurt to see this second shadow. Alea was very similar to Devi.

Yes I feel sore because Alea looks like Devi. Must be because of that.

" lena.. " Elea cried there rather surprised.

I raised my face and smiled. They've broken the hug. But still the awkward atmosphere felt very thick. I'm alluding to how stupid I got in without excuse.

Lucky my phone rang.

" Acuse me...." I said I was giving a signal to pick up the phone.

I immediately turned around from there and walked straight out of the house.

The real phone also does not need to be picked up hunted, only I ignore it and die with his own. At least I have a reason to get out of there.

Ngiit, that's the taste here. Small but painful touch.

I took a breath many times. There is still a tightness that is running.

I saw the sky clear up there for a few seconds.

The sky can continue to be bright even though there will be cloudy and changing colors, but later bright back that means life is always running without understanding there will be changes decorate and Devan also can find his happiness. Me when?

A moment the child's face flashed, oh stupid me. My son is my happiness now. Then what else am I gonna find? Of love? The male? They can only hurt. I see!!

A few minutes later I saw Devan coming out of the house. I pretended to be busy chatting on the phone when no one called.

I laugh and talk nonsense. Until I closed it immediately after the temple just knew there was Devan there.

" okay.. Later we connect again" I said in his style as if deciding the phone.

" I'm sorry, how's Alea doing? " Tanya brushed her face with more smile.

" He's fine. We're back" Devan said there, getting in the car.

I bit my lower lip. Before getting in there.

" Is it okay that Alea herself was left behind? " My real question to see Devan's sour look has proven that he is reluctant to talk. But I wanted to prove I had no effect when I caught them hugging.

" Yes! She has her aunt there" Devan replied as he turned the car around.

I roared and went back to taking silence a thousand languages mouched this bitter lips.

I thought the car would take you straight to the office but it turned out to be a pretty big shopping mall there.

I didn't ask much, maybe Devan has a need to go there.

" Come down. I need your recommendation for something" he said there. And I'm according.

I walked behind Devan tailing his worthy one of his other subordinates.

And after a long time into it he went to the jewelry store.

This guy seems busy choosing something there. " Would he buy an engagement ring? Or a wedding ring.." Guess I saw her back that moved smoothly.

" Come here..." He said he ruled me. I was shocked and quickly approached carefully.

" Is this bracelet a good fit for Adela?" Her question pointed to several baby bracelets with different types of models.

I immediately sparkled at the unyu bracelet, imagining Adela wearing one of them just made me smile widely.

" I think it's a good fit, simple and not a lot of toys. Afraid that he might bite a bite later can go under" I said pointing to a type of small bracelet in the form of a small circular chain.

Devan tells the guard to take the bracelet I'm appraising.

" Can you see the ring model for a pair?" Ask Devan again. Makes me feel like there's a subtle squeak in here but it feels deep. My smile faded away.

The shopkeeper then gave an example of a pair of ring models there. He seemed very enthusiastic to see the design of the ring design.

And I'm thinking the models are really good" so they'll be tied up soon, too" Chirps I feel like this is getting clearer.

There is a sense of disbelief but there is also a sense of ordinary course.

My phone vibrated and there was a chat notification coming in from Max.

I replied to Max's message as usual. The guy said Lucas was looking for me. As long as I've been working. I can't talk to Max anymore. After returning home, I usually spend time with children until the morning before and the day passes. Whereas by chatting with Max or Bob and also playing with his horses feels more fun.

" There's a masquerade party! Come with me tomorrow night how?"

I smiled thinly at her reading. A party without a mask party. It looks interesting.

" Alright" Type me quickly and send her immediately.

I really need some entertainment. And I remember tomorrow night Devan had an appointment for dinner with a guest from Vietnam. Usually at night he will release my commission. The reason is because I only work until 7 pm and indeed because my next task is to gather children.

I saw the shopkeeper give Devan a bag of groceries. I put the phone back in the bag.

" Let me, sir" I said take over the grocery bag.

Devan immediately handed her over and passed as usual.

I was silent for a moment. Oh what a fate. I was right exactly his subordinate. Maybe I'll get your hands on her eyes!!

I followed her back from behind. I thought I'd be home soon, apparently not. He even stopped by a global brand outlet. I followed her and like her I replaced the saleswoman there. Receiving some pieces of clothing that he wants to buy or he tries first. I follow with my heart like it's a splinter. Did he do it intentionally. Made me his secretary so I could keep insulting me like this. I have the position of his ex-wife that I was proud of, uh it turns out I was wrong. He treats her like a babu!!

But how else would I now be his subordinate.

Maybe he wanted to make me give up. It pissed me off that I left Adela. Yep.. Maybe so.

My heart hardened and it felt like this was the same as spurring my strength to not give up.

Uugggh this itchy hand wants to strangle his neck.

" Hey come here"

I looked surprised. He called me while in the fitting room with his head half-poked out of the curtain room.

I'm approaching soon maybe he'll ask me to return a few pieces of clothes that don't suit him.

The curtain is open.

I was a little gobsmacked by Devan wearing a maron sweater with a white shirt poking around his neck. The width of his chest was clearly imprinted let alone the sweater was wrapped perfectly in his muscular arms. It is like having wings.

Devan dabbled at the waist like a male model in an adult magazine. He does have that kind of posture.

" Is this stlye suitable for me?" His question made me blink a few times to myself who had been fascinated.

I saw her hair dangling on her forehead following the thick brow line makes her indeed like the sexiest man in adult men's magazines.

I don't know why I went there. My finger is pointing at the button of the shirt around his neck. I opened and pulled both sides. His neck looked more breathable and it made this man even more dazzling again and again.

" It's cool" I said with a smile and looked ahead. My eyes widen. I was shocked at my own behavior. Even I just realized this close to Devan. Our distance is only 10 cm. And my hands are still perched on his collar. My fingers are trembling.

I think I just stripped myself of my implausible behavior just now.

I'm getting out of there with a conspiracy on myself. Why I did it. It's so embarrassing" I felt like I wanted to make a big hole in the floor and run away. I hope he doesn't think I'm close or try to flirt.

I skirted the pretty dres dres there. That dress reminds me of Nita and Susan. Maybe if it's payday I'll buy them. Can imagine how beautiful they wear clothes from this brand.

" Choose. Wherever you like"

I was shocked by the sound in the back. Apparently Devan.

I looked down to remember my behavior before her.

" no. Thanks!" Answer me and leave in front of him. My face must still be as red as a monkey beach.

I chose to wait outside while calling Marissa asking how Adela and Jeremy were at home.

Marissa said that Adela was playing with her toys while Jeremy was just coming home from school.

I'll end the call after seeing Devan finish shopping. I saw that there was a man behind him who brought all his groceries that turned out to be more than I thought.

I followed back until the groceries entered the car and looked claustrophobic in the backseat.

Is she trying to amuse herself with shopping after her lover gets sick? I grimaced. Is that too ridiculous.

I shook my head at the strange thought just now.

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" This is for you! "

He handed us some paper bags when we got back to the office.

I squinted and opened a little paper bag there. The contents are like the clothes I saw in the Outlet.

I wanted to reject him but he instead said a little offensive.

" It is usual to wear clothes that are original brand if you are working. Okey!

Irritated by all the paper bags I took. " He insulted me huh.. Damn it!!! " For me when outside her room. And slammed all the groceries in there.

Throw this ass into the chair furiously. This is the purpose of Devan insulting and oppressing me.