The Marriage In Lost Memories

Thirty Seven

I pegged with mixed turmoil.

After he managed to kidnap me from Papa's house. It brought me a house in the elite. Comfortable housing although not as big as a house in Batam but this is still said to be large with a level of 2 and of course the facilities remain complete enough.

After the door opened.

There was the exact same little boy in the photo at that time. In front of the door. His face was very white, the mixed blood version was clearly visible there. His eyes are sharp with beautiful beads that certainly know whose genes. Her hair was wavy brown honey, both of her cheeks were pink.

But this boy was sitting in a wheelchair.

The atmosphere that I created must be an explosion of embers like on a mountain merapi with terrible lava But this is why suddenly there is rain coming in a torrential. My anger seems useless.

" Who is dat-

I saw another man behind me and his eyes almost fell.

My best friend's clumsy face was there. Dave.

" Little katty" Pekik Dave brings up different kinds of expressions there. But her face turned stiff after seeing my situation there.

" Okey! Kapok cave. It's a cave don't interfere" said the man then withdrew from there.

I was so I was about to turn around but in Devan's custody.

" Jeremy.. This is aunt Alena.. " Said Devan makes me want to shower her with a deadly stare.

" I'm sud-

" Hello aunt..." Say this little boy's voice is typical of children once but somehow only with that sentence there is an element I can not judge him with my impoliteness to be indifferent there.

I looked into the eyes of this Devan boy. Like the lonely gazes of a deer. I just gave her a thin clumsy smile.

" come in.. " Said this boy again, I looked at Devan.he sniffed his chin to tell me to come in.

I entered with a heavy heart, suddenly my hand was led by soft skin and very small, maybe only a few segments of your fingers and there was a pinch in this mind. I'd love to clap this hand but again my human sense shuts it.

My eyes widened to that house that looked like the house before. I can also see Jeremy's picture on the wall. He holds a big cup. But her face looked grim, her smile looked coercive.

So this kid lives in Jakarta! And Dave knows it??

I combed through Dave hiding behind the papers. Even the newspaper is back. I'm gonna make him count for hiding Jeremy from me.

" Did aunt like this house?" Ask Jeremy plainly. It sounds like a baby squealing.

" Aunty and Papa's room over there" He pointed to the large room in front of him.

Please, whoever you are don't talk to me. My mouth is spicy when angry, my murmur but I say yes there is not even anger at all. I saw him smiling very handsomely, like a little prince.

Even though her middle teeth are missing, this child is adorable.

I shake strongly. Don't sympathize with her, Alena this could be Devan's man.

This little hand I took off by force I advanced with my chin slightly up.

" You know I'm your stepmother! Don't be sweet in front of me. I'll torture you if you make me angry" I said arrogantly, I purposely spoke like that to restrict him and me, also in front of Devan. I saw Devan's eyes sparkling with lightning I said that to his son. I don't care if that's my goal, like an antagonist in a soap opera film I waltzed into the room.

My breath went down for a moment. I hate my stepmother so much. And the role I took from my previous experience, and then I practiced it in front of the little boy. Ck! Bravo Alena's. I'm sure he felt the same pain as I did back then.

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" How's Papa Bik?" Ask me when I call Bik Lilies.

" Stable Miss. You were fine just finished taking the medicine" said Bik Lilies to make me relieved

" Please keep an eye on Natasya Bik's mom! Report that he's acting strange! In the meantime I'm staying at my husband's Dev-house" I said again.

" Maybe Miss! I will keep an eye on "Bik Lilies replied then I disconnect the phone.

The door to the room there was knocking I did lock it since I entered.

" Wild cat! Loe in the dalan" That's Dave's voice.

It just so happened that I wanted to strangle this guy.

With a huff at the door I opened his clothes immediately I dragged rough.

" Okey okay. Calm... I explained" The boy knew I was making calculations for him

My check I took off. My face is still grim.

" I didn't mean to cover up all of Len. I know you still don't accept Jeremy's presence! But he's not wrong. Pliss Loe don't hate Jeremy! He's a good boy and doesn't know what's wrong with you!

It's even me who got the lecture not me who should scold Dave.

" Don't persuade me Dave!" I said, "I hate this truth! I hate Devan covering her up! I don't want to go with Devan anymore!!

" Even if he's honest you also still don't accept Jeremy is in the middle of you right!"

I'm speechless. That's absolutely true. I still don't accept it. Jeremy's presence was a big mistake that his father made.

I sat on the bed with my face bent.

" Jeremy was born before you were married, don't blame him! Loe look at the state of the boy! She had a shortage of even her own biological mother not caring about her! Since she was pregnant, Jessy has been taking baby drugs! This is why Jeremy was born imperfect! Does he deserve to be treated like this!!

I was surprised by Dave's words. I glared at him sharply. How could Jessy want to abort her womb, if from the Devan version, she was given medicine! That means Jessy was on purpose! Or he just wants to do it with Devan. I don't know if I just imagined my head hurting.

And now his uncle is very siding with his nephew.

I even laughed! again I was blamed! Why do I feel unfair.

" That's why I don't want to be in their midst! Sodara you are so stubborn! I want to separate with her. I want to be free! But he kept forcing me. Then you blame me!"

Dave rubbed the ripples on his face. " You guys are so complicated! Though loe just accept the state of Jeremy no matter how the blood of the flesh Devan. It can't be removed at all!"

I snorted tiredly towards her" That's all I know! So that's why I want a divorce because I want to be removed from their lives"

My debate with Dave is just back and forth with his brother! They want A, I want B. No one will find the middle point.

Dave finally gave up.

" I'm dizzy with you guys! Sodara I have the same great love loe. He also did a lot for you! Elo see from there do not loe selfishness alone"

This time Dave nagged me again. He thought I was wrong.

I'm upset he screams like that. Okay Dave's siding there. I'm fine.

" You know! Maybe Devan cerei is better than you! There are still a lot of women out there who want to be mothers Jeremy said "

Done saying it Dave out.

My quarrel with Dave made me feel more overwhelmed by his words. But my level of selfishness is still high. I feel I'm right. I'm just not willing to accept Devan with Jeremy! And that's Jessy's son! Well, it's good that Dave wishes we were apart. Hopefully he can convey his opinion on his stone brother.

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I woke up a little weak. I haven't eaten since noon and I'm very hungry.

But gensi still controls my head.

I'm in this house because I'm forced to go to the kitchen and keep eating it feels weird.

Did I order a delivery. Ah I'll just go to Papa's house. I want to spend today there.

I rushed to the bathroom and cleaned myself up.

I finished my shower and left the room.

The living room looks beautiful. But not outside. I saw Devan playing football with his son. Even in a wheelchair, they play. It was clear that both of them were laughing and this laugh I rarely saw in Devan. Devan looks affectionate with his son! There was a ripple of my jealousy appearing. Not jealous of his son but I'm jealous my Papa wasn't that cool to me. Lah good. If Devan isn't like my papa! And seeing Devan so dear to her child appears a stratagem in my head. I can think about it later.

Devan looked at me. He then called Jeremy's nanny who was sitting not far from there. I can see Jeremy looking at me. Smiling makes me throw my face away. Did he forget I was hurting his feelings. Then she pushed her nanny away from there.

" Where are you going? Ask her with a flat face.

" To Papa's house" answered me coldly.

" I'm taking you"

" It's not! I have a message ojol" I said immediately rush up from there.

" I've got information about Natasya" The sentence stopped me.

" oohs. Alright. Just send it in the chat" Sahut I go back to continue from there.

Lucky Devan doesn't block my path anymore.

But a red mercy car stopped there. I remember the bulge I ordered the car avan*a.

The car door opened and a red pointy hell shoe with white smooth legs descended from it.

A professional-bodied woman with a cotton-pale skin came out from there. Her hair was fluttering like a shampoo advertisement. Or if in the Indian version there is a song to follow in slow motion.

I was a bit fascinated to even cross the version of the strange in my head. And behind his glasses I can guess who's coming.

Yes, she is Jessy!

Jessy opened her glasses and smiled mockingly at me, as if I was a joke that made her happy now. I know he's laughing at me in the way I'm doing right now.

" You are here! " Say with arrogance.

" Hmm yeah.." I replied, annoyed by his gaze laughing at me. Does he think I'm gonna be shocked that he's here. He's wrong!!

" Take care of your son and your husband there! " My words surprised her.

I even smiled broadly. " Can you be a whole family again?"

Jessy was on the spot. I was even sure this woman still loved Devan so I announced that I was taking her side.

" I will make it happen soon! So stop grinning like that! Your dentures are about to be removed"

My words clearly make it like a folded paper that is no longer neat. His eyes sharpened irritatedly towards me. I'm sure my guess is right he's wearing dentures! I think I'd like to laugh.

" You have come! " Devan's voice is behind me.

! So he invited Jessy. Good.. !!

I don't know why I'm so upset.

I saw Jessy smiling so beautifully with Devan. He walked in front of me with agility. I just saw him following Devan there!

Whats! Ckck

I chuckle like a crazy person there.

Yes to what I'm angry about. That's good isn't it. Maybe Devan has thought I can't be ignored and he will be back with Mother Kandung Jeremy himself so that the dream of his son is achieved. Have a complete family, sakinah mawaddah and warohmah. So I don't have to bother using my evil tricks.

I'll get out of there as soon as a car ojol me up.

Lucky I want to split with Devan, try otherwise I will eat heart with Jessy there. But there is still pain here. I think it's the pain of still shackling this endless drama.

1 Today I accompanied Papa at home, the witch went somewhere. Said Bik Lilies Natasya leaving early in the morning with her friend. It's good that I didn't see it today otherwise my situation would have gotten worse. My mood somehow got worse.

I hate my situation. Who cannot live freely. Where they go is found. Forced to live together and find something unpleasant.

" Alena, you're not coming home?" Ask Papa to break my daydream

" Moment in a moment Pa" I said lying.

Papa nodded and looked back at the television screen.

Then the sound of the car stopped outside. I can guess who's coming and it's true it's Devan.

I narrowed my eyes as that face appeared in front of me.

I'll never get away from this guy. My screams are half dead.

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" Jessy just visited Jeremy! He usually comes once a month "Say Devan opens a conversation while on a silent road.

It's great that he talks about Jessy. I don't even care if he comes, stays or anything!

Devan didn't immediately tell me the corner of his lips was smiling." Are you jealous Jessy's coming?"

I looked in shock and laughed crisply.

" I think you heard for yourself that I told him to come back to you!!"

" It won't be possible so don't dream" she said in a pressing tone.

I wanted to say it again but the atmosphere became more gloomy. So I stayed quiet the rest of the trip.

The car did not go home. I'll come with him where he's going. It was a cafe cake.

" Jeremy tiramisu! What do you want cake for?

" I can choose for myself" I said straight out of the car.

We did not go hand in hand, I chose to walk quickly and around the estate that contained delicious and delicious cake in the eyes.

I saw Devan find his kid's cake. I went around picking the cake I wanted.

Until I stopped with a little tar cake that was so pretty. Colored gold with ball topping scattered like chunks of rock in the desert.

" This mother is one"

The same sentence even the same time rhythm.

I looked to the side, a young man in casual casual casual clothes and this man's face was a little familiar. I also saw the firm eyes there looking at me with guessing hell.

" lena..

" Randy?"

Our faces changed from each other. Randy is the head of Rock Climbing's time team! During college first. He's an amazing guy with a lot of awards. You could say Randy was an athlete in that field.

" Are you really Alena? Jordan's girlfriend, right?" Randy cried enthusiastically.

I just grinned that he remembered me with the word Jordan. Yes, during college, Jordan and I were a couple who were always the same. Jordan does not play rock climbing. He was always on time watching my training.

" Where is Jordan now? You guys married? How many kids?" Randy's scoop! The question dejavu.

" I'm the same Jordan has been separated for a long time" I said, making the ripples on his face change again.

Really? I thought you guys were

" Yes.. Oh.. How are you doing now?? Are you married too?"

Randy's sniffing his shoulders. Both of his hands went into his pocket "I've been divorced for a long time! "

Oohs. Hmmp sorry Randy

He smiled again" No problem. You want this cake? Mba.. Her cake love her to her only"

" Waduh ga papa! "

" Yes no problem. There are many other models" answered Randy.

" Thank you then! You still live here? Isn't that Manado's real?" Ask me.

" Yes.. I work at a lawyer! Oh maybe there's your sodara who wants to use my services! Yeaach, I deal a lot with household matters" said Randy a little bit about what I was carrying.

" Okey! Coincidentally. I asked for your number" I quickly picked up my phone. I saw Devan there watching me.

" Thanks Rand. I'll call you later" said I brushed his eyes away who somehow saw me inside.

" Yes.. I'm waiting" Well, I'll take the cake right there and join Devan's order.

" Who is he?" Whisper Devan once again he looked at Randy.

" College friend" I answered casually and then passed from there leaving Devan to pay for everything.

I met Randy again.

" Is he your girlfriend? Randy looked relaxed.

" Him! Oh. Husband"

" It's worth it. Her eyes almost came out looking at me"

I laughed hearing that.

" So he's Mr Devano AH who was in the news?

I was shocked to hear it.

" How do you know?

" Yes a little prank, open the internet" she replied a little confused. Randy smiled mysteriously.

I'm surprised that someone's taken a look at my waist turns out Devan is done.

" Ok! See you, Len.. " Said Randy again smiling somewhat in mystery. He sauntered from there to the car in front of this.

" Would you see it that way" Devan's voice instructed me to wake up. I shook his hand and walked towards the parking lot.

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We got to that house again.

Jeremy welcomed us back. To my astonishment, he greeted me politely and it made me uncomfortable.

" How's papa aunty doing? Ask this kid innocently. Didn't he see fangs in my mouth.

" It's no child's business" I said coldly and passed right away.

I look back. Jeremy looked sad. And I'm lyrically again Devan. He also looked stiff and immediately changed the mood by giving Jeremy's order cake to him. The scream of pleasure was immediately heard after that he followed me to the room I was sure he would throw his protest because I was rude to his son. Like Dave kemaren. Yeah I'm looking forward to that. Then I'll try again to get her kid in the corner. Nobody's gonna let his kid get bullied. I'm sure this could make Devan give up.

" Can you tell your son! Don't ask me to talk" I said intentionally.

Devan is just silent, usually his emotions will billow and will explode in a moment.

" I hate children let alone him" I said, constantly provoking Devan's anger.

" Yes I'll talk to him" Sahut Devan made me a little dazed. The man took off his suit and headed straight for the bathroom.

She usually goes to temper her anger, I'm sure she actually doesn't accept me saying about her son. Okay this time I failed. Tomorrow I'll try another trick. I said with a big smile with the plan I had already laid out.

And the next day, I was determined to make Devan really give up this time.

In the morning I went to the kitchen there was ART, a woman who was aged.

" Let me prepare" I said take over

" What do your kids usually eat?

I started looking for information about Jeremy's likes and foods that he did not like as well as what time he ate from ART called Bik Sanah.

I remember the information I got and from there almost Jeremy ate regularly. And from there I learned that Jeremy was only being cared for by a nanny. Devan only comes for a month.

" What about her mother?" Ask me even more curious.

" At once a month! It was just a little play" replied Bik Sanah in a soft voice.

I cut the onions slowly! Why do I feel Jeremy pity more than me! I could see the loneliness in her eyes.

" It's usually Mr. Dave who often takes the road, little sir, it's also if Mr. Dave is not on duty outside the city" Jata Sanah added.

" Keep madam! I mean Devan's mother?"

Sanah shook his head" I've never seen him here"

Most likely Devan didn't tell Mami. Though if in the same care of Mami Jeremy more able to get a family figure if both parents are busy with their respective worlds.

Aah what do I think why do I sympathize again with that child.

Today I plan to cook the food that is opposite to his favorite. Moreover, there is a shrimp allergy. I want to make her sick so Devan hates me.

But should I get to do this? I know it feels lonely and it's very uncomfortable.

It's okay for the mission. I smiled with confidence.

I continued to make hidden food.

" Bik's. I'm making provisions for Jeremy! Just say this as my apology to him yesterday for being rude"

" Good Mistress. But why don't you tell me yourself?"

" I'm still a prestige! You know it's hard to go down with a husband's child." I said with a sad mimic.

Bik Sanah seemed to understand my feelings.

" Okay, madam. You are ready like this only I am moved. Little master must really like it. Yesterday when Madam came she said Nyony was very beautiful despite the judes but she said she liked the mistress"

My heart grimaces here. Why does that kid even like me! My acting was very bad yesterday.

I smiled and left the kitchen.

My steps came to a halt when I saw Jeremy coming out of his room. He uses auxiliary power sticks in both of his armpits.

The child had a birth defect at birth. His physique also said Bik Sanah sometimes weak.

I got mad. Angry with his father who often left his son who was sick, but of course this is just me. If I protest you could say I was caught sympathizing with his son.

Where's the usual nanny with Jeremy! He should help the boy put on his socks..

My eyes kept watching Jeremy's movements there.

Hmmm I appeared and made the boy aghast in shock.

" Where's your nanny?" Ask me coldly.

" Mba Ayu! Sick" replied this child soberly and again busy trying to put his socks on.

" What a stupid papa or what! Why let 1 babysitter. He should give the nanny 2. If she's sick who takes care of you" I said, and I sounded grumbling. I leaned over and grabbed the socks in his hand.

" You put it up like this! It's very easy. Try the front picture do not turn back" said I practice his legged.

" I can do it, auntie just take "Said this kid instead blame me. I snorted in disbelief. He was exactly the same as his father who did not want to admit wrong.

" Are you combing her hair properly? Why is jelrk like this?" I was surprised he went to school with such a climatic system.

" Do you know Rudy? Did he teach you to have hair like this?"

Jeremy saw me confused "It's been. I'll comb your fine hair! Don't get old like this"

Then I went to my room and took my comb. Didn't I realize Devan was awake

Jeremy's got wavy hair. It fits perfectly with her cheeks that are tampaj chabi and flushed.

" Now this.. This is faster! Don't comb it back again. Aunty has a feeling you will be ugly if you are old" I said satisfied to see the results of my arrangement.

Jeremy looked mangosteen, he showed off his toothless tooth. Bule children are adorable when small like this

Waitaminute!

Bule's son??

I stopped smiling and got up.

I forgot that it was his Caucasian son in Devan with Jessy. Aaah what I did was even this outside of my plan.

" I think it's worse! Don't follow that style" I cried coldly to get out of there. I snorted my stupidity in place of Bik Sanah who came by bringing me the provisions I made.

" Den.. Sorry waiting. Let's just set up" said Bik Sanah who was ready with everything.

Yes bik "Jeremy answered obediently.

I still turn my back on him. There's a great mosquito in here.

No no I can't falter. I just mix a little shrimp. I don't think it's gonna make her very sick. It's the only way I'm gonna get hate from Devan.

And what I'm waiting for arrives.

Another maid banged on my bedroom door.

He said that Jeremy was rushed to the hospital because of the intense itching along with vomiting and fainting.

This is what you're waiting for but...