The Marriage In Lost Memories

Seventeen

" Come down Alena...!! Or I'm back there making a fuss!" The threat made me shocked!

Want to not want me to come down and into the Bar, the smell of smoke immediately greeted me, making my breath so tight.

The bar was very quiet only seen the bartender table, the guest chairs were arranged.

The sound of our footsteps rang out as we climbed the iron stairs.

I wonder if J lives with a world like this. This bar is certainly full of alcohol and a myriad of wild women who just give themselves to J.

Oh... I feel a little unaccepting thinking about that.

And I went back into the rectangular room with this Skull wallpaper.

J retrieves the remote Ac also presses one other button. Until the bamboo curtains there are neatly covered replaced with twilight-colored lighting makes this room more of a classic impression.

" This bar actually belongs to my sodara! I've only taken it a month" J said there as if explaining something.

Did he know I was thinking like that?

" ah.. Is there ice under?? Your face is starting to swell. I want to compress it" I said then removing the awkwardness.

" Not where Alena is! Just use ice in the fridge here. It was next to the table" said J pointing at the table he was referring to. His tone of voice discouraged me from ruling.

I'm heading in the direction he's coming. Take 2 cans of soda drinks that have frozen small towels and pain relief ointment medicine.

When back there J had replaced his wet clothes with plain t-shirts, he stretched his hands with a face leaning against the sofa. His eyes looked at the sky of the room.

" Put your head! I compress for a moment" Instructions me to sit next to him a little distance, I'm afraid beguiled again if too close, the charm of J is still very strong control my heart.

He complied and closed his eyes. And nervousness came back to my instincts.

Come on Alena you can control this, rebuke my little heart.

Then I cleaned the face around the bruise and wound there with warm water.

I just compress the bruise on the cheekbones with the canned water earlier, he slightly squealed in shock because of the cold. Then just quietly feel the compress went into his skin.

After giving ointment. Wound kemaaren back open I love wound medicine, J to grimace because of the pain.

" Would I go to the hospital, J? I'm afraid of infection.." I said worried.

J opened his eyes. I saw this beautiful blue iris staring at me. " It's healing soon" said he with the corner of a smiling lip.

I was back to being alert.

" J! My marriage has been 2 years. Devan and I are happy so please forget our memories" I turned my eyes away.

His face was directed towards her again.

" 2 years? Even you enjoyed our kiss that time Alena? Where does the word happy come from?"

Degs..

My chest was like being hit with a hammer. My hands are cold too. I knew J was intimidating me with his eyes.

" You know Alena! I know you're lying and you're not...

Oh...

I felt her fingers tracing the skin of my cheeks the hot touch of her skin made me unable to focus.

" You don't even remember the full extent of our relationship...

This time my breath was restrained as that finger rubbed my lower lip.

" You forgot! I'm always there when you need me..

Do you remember how your family dumped you? Dying time? Sick? They are ignoring you!!

His words successfully made me look in his direction. I saw this blue iris as if it was absorbing my soul. They possess memories that reappear.

I was again sucked into a memory. Where I am again into 2 parts.

I was in a familiar room I saw on the wall there was a picture of me with my late mother

There's also a picture of me with Papa on vacation to Bunaken, Manado!

I miss this place and the people in this photo.

Something's moving. I turned around and was shocked to see me on the cold floor. Looks painful and very frail.

I'm trying to creep up on the phone there.

Am I the farthest from this bed.

I felt my body become very sick. What I felt there, my breath could only take a little oxygen.

My fingers there were shaking as I picked up the phone. With great difficulty my fingers looked for the contact that was there.

Aldo's name was connected after I managed to hit the green phone icon. Aldo is my oldest brother the greatest. Stepbrother.

First ring

Second and umpteenth. My phone's not up.

I heard my heavy breathing there and went back to look for another contact.

There's Mama Natasya's name on the screen. That's my stepmother.

My phone answered after ringing to how much

With a paused breath I tried to open my mouth. Pressing speaker sign.

" lady.. Alena's down. My heart hurts so much.." My words there are full of pain.

" What's Alena? Mama did not listen...

" It hurts me.." With great difficulty I was there making a loud noise

" Mommy again at the Vienna Taci house, you call Bik Lilis yes. Or call Doctor Gladys! Okey! Beep it!

What.. My breath now feels great roaring seeing the response of mama there who is more concerned with the arisan than my safety.

I wanted to curse and scream but no sound came out of my mouth. Even my body is currently like a ghost. Perceptibility.

I saw me there looking for another contact. And the name of Dr. Gladys appeared on the screen.

My phone was picked up.

" Yes Hello with Sister Marisa here! Sorry Doctor Gladys has surgery! There's something I can help you with...

I shuddered open my mouth "Sus.. Help me..." My voice is so weak.

" Hello.. Hallo-o. I'm Sister Marissa here, there's something I can tire

Beeping..

Phone disconnected.

I looked frustrated there. And tried to call again but the one who answered the operator said that my pulse ran out.

What the hell.. I cursed the situation there who wanted me dying but I who was now suddenly felt my whole body numb. So hurt.

I saw me there trying to creep! Get out of this room. Very weak and helpless. Until the phone rings there. The name Jordan appeared.

" Jord's.. Help... Help.. He's..

My voice disappeared with my head falling onto the phone screen.  I didn't wake up there.

Here I am now damning. Crying seeing how I was there. Wanted to get up but no sound could come out.

The phone was heard calling Jordan repeatedly.

" J.... Please save me..." I said here expectantly.

I'm through the door. I saw Bik Lilis, my housekeeper there, who took care of me since I was a child, the closest person in my family. He was busy cleaning the windshield while singing.

" Bik's.. Bik.. Please Alena bik.. Biomark.." I screamed like a pantonym on stage and a spirit who tried to pat Bik Lilis on the shoulder but could not touch, my hand penetrated his body.

I'm frustrated.. With the situation there. Pacing like crazy. Until the red Jeep stopped suddenly in front of the yard. Bik Lilis was similarly shocked. The Jeep almost hit Mama's Flower Pot.

There I saw J at that time in a basketball suit and sweat is still visible. He ran fast, his face full of anxiety.

" Where's Alena Bik..." He asked while barging in without excuse.

" It's in Den's room.. Den went wherea" Scorching Bik Lilis limped following the boy's wide steps.

J opened my room there and heard Bik Lilis scream in the back when he saw me lying on the floor.

" Bik quickly opened my car door" said J who immediately lifted my thin body quickly.

I came in when J put me on the passenger bench. With Bik Lilis.

Bik Lilis kept crying while keeping my body there from falling while J spurred the speed of his car onto the highway which was loaded with the density of the Capital.

I can see how J's tense face looks at the traffic jam there. He cursed to nag people there. Even J sneaks in among the other cars.

" Defend Alenaaa..." His words I could hear, his voice was trembling and he brushed off the tears in his eyes.

J crying for me??

After arriving at the Hospital the man did not stop his pursuit of the bangkar that brought me.

Even he was driven out violently for trying to get into the room where I was taken.

" Please cooperate! He's critical!!" The paramedics there pushed J out of there again.

J cursed annoyed and want to know he wanted to wait at the door, pacing back and forth like a confused person.

And Bik Lilis who tried to resist the crying of her hand was also trembling holding a cell phone.

" Hello sir.. Hello.. , this is me sir.. Lilis. , Miss.. Signore. It's in the hospital"

I heard Bik Lilis talking broke off.

While there J is still not calm waiting for someone to come out of the room.

I'm getting closer to J. My tears came out seeing how it was right now. He cares about me very much.

J then reached into his cell phone. His fingers were shaking violently looking for a name there.

" Dad! please find me the best doctor! Now.. "

J is back there. Until he hung up the phone.

I approached the figure of J at the time. I don't know why I'm so full of everything I see here! J cares about me! Even crying for me!

I'm back in my time now! I sniffed to see J in front of me. Something escaped my eyes.

J is in front of me! He saved me that day.

" Jord's...

I could not finally cry. Hugged J there! The pain and suffering I felt now.

" I remember you helping me when I was dying! Sorry I'm J...

I sank deeper into tears and grabbed this man.

" It's okay Alena! Your memory is starting to come back! I'm glad you remember me! Jordan rubbed my head. Even her heartbeat made me feel calm.

I broke my embrace.

" J. I hope you understand my situation now. I know kam-kam

My lips were covered with his lips.

My crying came back down. I do remember some of it about me and J but it's not like this. Why does this guy make me so wrong now.

J kissed me very deeply. He took off his kiss and smiled.

" Go home to Alena! I know what you're thinking, let it be like this first. I'm sure once you remember all of it you'll come to me!" He said seeing me pain.

J..

He tried to smile and kissed my forehead and got up from there. Go to the door and open it for me.

Why does it feel so painful!

J...

**

I didn't go back to the office, my mood was already messed up. I went to see Susan.

Susan was very sensitive to my situation.

He forced me to say.

" Is this any connection to Mr. Devan? He's your husband...

Susan looked at me with a smile.

" I was surprised Len too. But I also checked the police. Obviously I know who brought that great lawyer! How could the Alena I know afford them! Buy telor crust aj joint venture!! Her laugh. Just share your heart with me Alena.. You know I'm the best venting place. The world's..

His words convinced me.

I couldn't help but finally tell Susan everything.

More people who know my problems. Wish they could be the container when I complain later.

" so.. Two men you used to love were present? But they ever hurt you? It's very complicated about your problems, Len. If I were you I'd find a new guy just so I could live a new life..." Susan said with a laugh.

" Hmm you yourself? Is it possible to move on from ******* that?" I asked while looking at the man in white who had been back and forth in front of there. Before I also met the young doctor asked the food that I brought this morning to the nurse as if making sure the food was worth it to Susan.

Susan's sniffing" If anything would've been"

I poke his waist" Hmm is it really true already? " I looked at Susan with a glance. This woman looks embarrassed.

" I think my visiting hours are on the same limit as the young doctor in front of it deh Sus..

I said insinuating.

" Young doctor? Si-si

I puckered my lips to the end of the window. Right there's that doctor I mean.  The man looked wrong and left immediately.

" he.. He's Eric! My friend in Banjarmasin.. It just so happened that he was on duty here and met when he entered yesterday" Susan Berusha covered her red face.

" Really.. Hmm good dong if you already know each other. Doctor again.. Ciyeee

Susan immediately pelted me with the remaining crackers there. His face was red like a monkey's ass.

I just keep mocking her hoping Susan really re-discovered her happiness after the incident that happened to her.

My phone vibrates with Mami's name there.

I completely forgot my promise to Mami.

And it's still 6 and a half hours hopefully we can still make a reservation for dinner.

" What's up, Len? Susan asked to see me grimacing after getting a call from Mami.

" s.. Do you have a reservation on La Cruise?

" there? Hmm why is there???

***

I'm just wearing a makeshift dress. Simple but still beautiful. The color is also not striking. The navy!

My hair makes a simple bun with a little wave of cacao on top to make it look voluminous.

The cruise ship La Cruise certainly a lot of wind down and back, would be funny not until my hair table is jabrik first.

The shoes I wear are only 5 cm. Enough because my own body is already high and in the harbor many roads are hollowed out of the board bulkhead. Afraid if it is too high heel will be snagged.

It felt like I was done getting out of the room but when I pulled, the door pushed.

Half shocked to see Devan coming in there.

He caught my arm and pushed me violently behind the door until my head hit hard

She brutally lifted my dress skirt up and flanked it with her big body.

" What are you doing Dev..." My screams are trying to stop what he wants to do.

My panties he stained forcefully, his eyes look so horrible. dark !I think he's upset about what happened today, but why is he so scary.

" I warned you.  Why are you still going with her!! his words were cruel. Both my legs were forced to wrap around it and my body hurt once on tap like that.

Aaaggh.

I felt a pain when both of her fingers entered my womanhood! be ill.

" Hen-Dev...

Ughh sakiiit" My scream hit his shoulder.

I again screamed pain as he went deeper brutally, my tears came out, my head was dizzy like this bone was being forcibly pulled out of my body.

" This is the consequence I said!!! I still want more....!! threaten her and give her another finger harshly.

" no.. Aaagh's sick. Dev...

It felt like it hurt me even more until I felt my vision blurred.

" lena.....

Dev... You guys ready yet?

Tok tock..

My mom's beats and voice saved me.

Devan released me when my body felt so weak.

I immediately bowed in pain holding back the sound of crying that wanted to escape.

" Mi'll be in a minute.." I heard Devan's voice there. Then the door is back closed.

I felt him passing through there like nothing had happened!

**

" You guys are finally out! Chronicle.." Mami said there is already very beautiful!

I tighten my grip on Devan. I reiterate my fake smile covering what was torn in this heart. 

" Then it's Dev! It's still a big fight! Who is your friend? How dare he ruin my son's handsome face" said Mami rubbing soft bruises on Devan's face.

" aw.. Mi Pain.. " Ringis Devan.

I just bowed with a million rumblings there.

" So, Devan doesn't want to go! Leave her face this don't need to come out"

" Duh how ya.. Mommy wants a full dinner there, too.."

" He's resting on Mi... There's Dave" said Dave who sat there.

" But it is ready like this" said Mami forced.

" Dev needs to break his kayak Mi.. Yes, my dear.. " I said withstanding the pain in my eyes.

His face was smiling there. It looks like a human demon.

" It's Mi. Alena just ask Dev to rest!

My mom looks a little confused there.

" Yuk ah Mi.. Chivy. Later late.." Dave said he closed the automotive magazine there.

" Yes already, if you know this we do not need to wait just now" Mami Chirped while turning around.

I'm glad there's a little fun Devan's canceled.

My hand was pulled before I left it.

" Remember our business isn't done yet" his whispers made me succeed in pecking out fear.

I saw that body turning around in a leisurely walk, there was no sense of awkwardness what else was guilty of hurting me, harassing me!