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7. Feed From Spring

Maybe for Winter, her friendship will be destroyed if she combines love with Spring. But for Spring, neither his friendship nor his love affair can ever be destroyed, because Spring is very confident that he will never be able to leave Winter. Because he has experienced what is called endless swallowing in his life. That is, regret because he could not express his feelings until the end of his life Winter, and regret for not being able to make Winter end up in his arms. What's more, Winter ended up leaving. Not gone for a while, but gone forever.

Because now that God has given him a second chance, Spring will try hard to eliminate all the regrets that exist in him. Make Winter survive, and will express feelings he never said before.

In Spring's arms, Winter's face looks like she's holding back a cry. She seemed to want to cry satisfied in the arms of Spring, but for a man, Winter was too embarrassed to have to cry in front of women. Spring can feel it, if at this time Winter wants to freely let out her cries. However, he was too proud to cry in the arms of a woman. Maybe because Winter doesn't want to be seen as a weak and whiny guy by Spring. Because according to the principle, a man does not deserve to look weak what else is crybaby in front of a woman. Therefore, Winter forced himself to hold it, even though his eyes had begun to sink by his tears.

Spring let go of his embrace, smilingly looking at Winter, then gently rubbing his best friend's eyelids. "I hope you can let out your cries more freely."

Winter chuckled as he turned his face away from Spring. It was as if he was pretending to laugh, when his fragile heart was not strong enough to immediately let go of his cries.

"Do you think I want to cry. I'm not a man who cries easily, even though today I'm angry and sad with the problems in my house."

"Didn't psychologists and psychiatrists think crying makes a person feel better when they're sad or angry about something. It's just that if you hold it, it'll only make you tormented."

Winter then shuffled from his seat, he let out a rough sigh. "How will I cry when tears come out is very difficult for me."

Spring stood up, and quickly hugged Winter from behind. "Your eyes are hard to get out, it's because you're holding them back.

For some reason, when Spring placed one of her ears on Winter's back, Winter's heartbeat was very clear and her movements felt real touching Spring's facial skin.

"Winter, your heart is pounding. Is your emotions overflowing right now, because your mind is on your parents."

Winter immediately swallowed his saliva, and he quickly removed Spring's hands from his body.

"It looks like I'm already sleepy, you better go home now. Your parents will worry if you don't get home soon."

Spring shook his head quickly. "I'm not going home, I'm going to stay in this villa with you."

Winter. "I'm a man, you should be afraid of nights with a man. Moreover, you want to stay with a man."

Spring chuckled. "What am I afraid of you for. Spring immediately squinted his eyes at Winter. "If you're a man, then you'll definitely pounce on me. Starting from pulling my hand, then pushing my body up on the bed."

Just as Winter's face turned red instantly, he swallowed his saliva again. "A.what do you imagine with your dirty thoughts," he said stammering.

"What do you think about what I imagine. I was just imagining how you told me to sleep like a child, like you did last afternoon."

Winter breathed out quickly. "Of course." Winter stepped inside the villa. "If you don't want to go home, come on in, it's cold outside."

Spring, in his ardent manner, followed Winter. "All right, I'm going in."

Spring continues to follow Winter until entering the room. It's just that when Winter cleaned up the room and prepared the bed, Spring instead helped, but instead sat there watching her.

"Are you going to keep watching me, without helping," Winter said.

"I'd rather see my handsome friend, than help him."

"Aren't you going to occupy this room. You are a man, you should work hard" said Spring with laughter.

"We sleep in a separate room, I'll sleep next to the room you're in."

"If you're going to sleep in the next room, I'm going to follow you and sleep in the same room as you."

Winter sighed in annoyance, then stared intently at Spring. "I'm a man and you're a woman, it's inappropriate to sleep in one room."

"Why, as a child, we often sleep in one bed. Even when we were five years old, we used to shower together in one bathtub."

Again Spring's speech was able to make Winter's face red again. And Winter took another breath. "Everything we did when we were kids. We've grown up, where maybe we both sleep in the same room."

"Why do we sleep in one room. If you don't feel comfortable sleeping in one room with me, then you have feelings for me. If you don't blame us for sleeping in one room, then your feelings for me are just friends."

Winter exhaled for a long breath, then said while turning his face away. "Well, I'll sleep in this room with you."

Spring also laughed when he saw the look of shame on Winter's face. He also shook his head, when he saw Winter who did not dare to look directly into his eyes.

"I don't know if Winter's gonna be this sweet. I can't wait to see when I'm an adult, if she'll be as sweet as she is now" Spring muttered inwardly.

After Winter had finished, clean up his room and bed. Winter also took a folding bed in the closet, then put it next to the bed that will be occupied by Spring.

"I'll sleep downstairs, you sleep on top."

Spring shook his head quickly. "I'm not going to sleep upstairs. When you sleep downstairs, I'll sleep downstairs, too."

Winter sighed violently while holding his waist. "Spring, we can sleep one room. But we, can't sleep in a bed or a blanket."

"Indeed why? Sleeping in one bed is also a problem for you. Our relationship is only friendly, why do you have problems when we sleep in one bed."

"It is precisely because of our relationship that we must not act far away, like sleeping in one bed. If we're lovers, I don't blame her for sleeping in one bed with you."

"You don't feel comfortable sleeping in one bed with me, because you must have feelings for me. If you don't have feelings, how could you care if we sleep in one bed."

Winter sighed with his regret. "Alright, whatever you are, I'm already sleepy. And I'll sleep next to you." Winter quickly lay on the bed. Likewise with Spring who also lies next to him Winter.

Spring instead of falling asleep, he smiled as he looked at Winter's face. The gaze and smile of Spring, able to make Winter feel uncomfortable, until several times he had to swallow the saliva. However, Winter suddenly shuffles from her bed, and quickly crawls over Spring's body while holding onto Spring's two hands firmly.

"You should have started to fall asleep, but you got me hooked." Winter stared intently at Spring's eyes.

His gaze was, able to make Spring's heart beat quite fast. He didn't even know what to say, Spring seemed to have been made silent by Winter's gaze

Until shortly Winter looked into his eyes, slowly his eyes began to look at the lips of his best friend. And in the end, his lips began to approach Spring's lips slowly. Until it made the reflexes of both of his eyes Spring closed.