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25. Uncertain

As Spring looked at the pile of medicine in the drawer, his doubts returned. And follow by the fear that also appears on him. Why can he not think clearly, but previously he was very confident if he would trust Winter completely. In just an instant, his incompetence was instantly made to hesitate just because of the pile of medicine he saw.

Spring sat next to Winter lying down, his eyes starting to glare as he looked at the man he loved lying weakly on the bed. The fever did not go down, but Spring instead sat watching him without remembering to compress Winter.

"How stupid am I. Instead of immediately giving him a compress, I cried watching him," he muttered as he wiped the water on both his eyes and cheeks.

Spring hastened to prepare a compress for Winter. As soon as he returned, he immediately placed the compress on Winter's forehead.

Seeing Winter lying weakly on the bed, did not make Spring want to go home immediately. Spring couldn't just leave Winter alone at her home when her best friend was sick.

This event may have been similar in previous lives, but Spring did not know that Winter would be sick like this. Because in his previous life, Spring preferred to go home between Skylar.

Spring could not help but cry, a moment after recalling himself in his previous life. He felt so guilty, why could he not realize that Winter would be sick like this.

"What you were like before, Winter. Forgive me for not realizing it" he murmured with eyes that would not stop spouting water.

Tightness of his chest when imagining Winter who endured pain alone. Spring also imagines how Winter's previous, lonely life with no friends to lean on after Spring spent more time with Skylar than Winter.

After several times the Spring changed the compress, Winter woke up instantly, and Winter automatically saw the eyes of the Spring cause.

"Spring, why aren't you home yet?"

"How can I leave you alone when you're sick like this." Spring turned her face away, so she wouldn't notice Winter when she was crying. However, Winter had already noticed it after his eyes opened.

Winter sat down, and slowly touched Spring's cheek. "Why are you crying?"

"I didn't cry, what I had to cry about" Spring said without looking.

Winter also smiled at the woman who was shifting her eyes. "Am I easy to fool. I know when you're out crying. What made you cry, Spring?"

Spring clutched Winter's body. "If your pain is mild, I hope you always tell me. I'll be ready to accompany and take care of you at any time."

In an instant, Spring's cry broke out in Winter's arms. Regardless of what she feels right now, her doubts about her trust in Winter make Spring miserable. He did not know whether to believe it or not, after seeing the pile of drugs in the drawer. He also feels increasingly guilty for the events that happened to Winter in his previous life.

Winter's eyes immediately turned toward the soup bowl Spring had placed on the table. "Is that soup for me?"

Spring hurriedly wiped his tears, then quickly let go of his embrace. "Yes, that's for you. I'll reheat the soup." Spring shuffled from where he sat. However, Winter held him back when his feet would step. "No need, I can eat it right away."

"But the soup is cold."

Winter shook his head quickly. "What's wrong, I can eat it. Because I'm sure that your soup must be delicious, even if it's cold."

Spring picked up the soup he had placed on the table. "What's right is good when the soup is cold."

Winter grabs the soup bowl from Spring's hand. "Of course, I made sure it was good."

Winter greedily ate Spring's soup. He enjoyed the soup so much, that Winter repeatedly praised the soup made by his best friend.

After Winter finishes the soup, Spring needs to make sure about the pile of drugs in the drawer, if he wants his doubts to disappear.

"Hm, you've finished the soup. Now it's time for you to take the medicine, I'll get the medicine." Spring moved towards the drawer that contained a pile of drugs.

Spring stopped, then turned to face Winter. "Yes, what's wrong?"

"Can you sit back."

Spring sat down next to Winter. "Didn't you have to take medicine after eating, why are you telling me to sit down?"

"Because it's not the time for me to take my medicine."

Spring took in his breath, then he quickly asked. "Why is there a pile of drugs in the drawer?"

Winter smiled. "When I was staying at my uncle's house, my uncle and aunt took me to the clinic. And that's the medicine the doctor gave me. You know, I've been sick lately. In addition to giving fever medicine, doctors also give some vitamins and supplements, so that my body does not get sick easily."

Spring convinces himself to trust Winter. Because Winter is the most honest person, Winter has always been open to Spring. Spring is also convinced that Winter's death was his previous life, not because he could not tell the truth, but because he had no place to dock to pour out his heart after Spring had a special relationship with Skylar. Therefore, Spring will firmly believe Winter.

Spring smiled. "Then, follow the doctor's advice and do not let you not spend your medicine. Because if you want to be healthy, you have to follow the advice of a doctor."

Winter nodded with a smile. "of course. Now that you can go home, you must be tired after all day of school and take care of me."

"How can I go home, if you're still sick like this."

"After taking the medicine, I will definitely feel good. Anyway my fever's gone down after you've compressed me."

Spring put his hand on Winter's forehead, and it's true what Wimmer said, if the fever had gone down. Spring was back inching from where he was sitting, then immediately returned to Winter. "All right, I'm going home now. Remember to finish your medication. And if you want to eat, you can call me. I'll be ready to prepare."

Winter nodded back. "Yes, definitely. Oh yeah Spring, before I go home I want to say something."

"Get through what?"

"What tomorrow you want to go camping on the beach with me."

Spring was immediately staring at the wonder of Winter, tomorrow is not a holiday. But a Winter who never misses school takes her camping on a school day.

"Isn't tomorrow still school?"

"We can go after school."

"Then what about tomorrow, isn't school a holiday."

"We're gonna skip a day."

Spring shook. "How can a Winter ask me to skip school."

Winter chuckles. "Do I have to be a diligent man to forget my pleasure. I want a challenge, I'll try to skip a day."

Spending time with Winter is one of Spring's goals when he returns to the past. So Spring could not refuse Winter's invitation. What else going camping on the beach is something that Spring and Winter have never done before.

"Alright, let's go camping," said Spring smiling gleefully.