The Back To 2012

The Back To 2012
36. Apologizing



Afraid to keep him from finding a way out. However, if only silence and cry alone there will be no way to get out of the situation that has been burdensome Spring. Spring needs to do whatever it takes to prevent Winter from ending her life.


Just as Spring was about to pick up his diary, the book containing his mission notes disappeared from the bag. Either he forgot to put it down, or maybe the book fell out of his bag. Because of the bag he carries every day, the zipper is open. Whether it's a fall or he forgot to put it down, Spring doesn't really care if it's gone. Since all his goals have failed, starting from improving his relationship with Lucy, only making skylar a friend, and giving time to Winter, all of them fail to do Spring.


Right now the most important thing for Spring is, how to fix his relationship with Winter. If the relationship with Winter gets further away then the things that Spring did not want during this time will reoccur as in his previous life.


There are no special missions to do anymore, the most important thing for now is that Spring needs to be constantly near Winter. And keep making sure that Winter won't act to end his life. When necessary, Spring must convince Winter to survive.


Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the next day, every day and every moment, Spring continues to follow Winter even though his best friend always ignores him. Every moment an apology kept coming out of his mouth. However, Winter never once responded to Spring's apology. Let's just say, Spring still doesn't give up just like that to get sorry from Winter.


Skylar was upset to see Spring who was constantly ignored Winter even though his lover had tried to apologize.


"Can't you forgive him. I'm so sick of seeing him beg your forgiveness" Skylar chanted with an upset look.


Winter. "Why don't you just tell your girlfriend to give up on me."


"You are his best friend and you are a precious person to him. Your friendship with him has been going on for a long time. How could he let your relationship with her end just like that." Skylar exhaled his breath quickly. "I don't know what problems you're having, to make your relationship have to end. But, can you forgive him and get back on his feet as usual. Because he keeps thinking about you, he can't divide his time for me.


Winter tilted her smile while looking at the cynical Skylar. "Then from that, you must be firm with him. Ask him to give up on me, so he can give you his time."


Skylar let out a rude sigh, becoming even more upset and angry at Winter who was still reluctant to repair her relationship with Spring. Skylar pulled Winter's collar and said. "Suckers! How proud you are to refuse to forgive him. You're asking her to stay away instead of forgiving her."


Spring was panicked at once to see Skylar who was wrapped in anger. "Enough Sky, let him go."


"I need to beat him up so he knows he'll regret not forgiving you."


"That's enough!" Spring raised his voice, then forcefully removed Skylar's hand from Winter's suit. "My problem with Winter is my business. You have no right to interfere."


"Your business is my business too, you are my lover then I have the right to interfere in your life."


"Not everything that is in me you have the right to interfere. If you want to help solve my problem, then shut up. Because being quiet is enough to help me."


Silence, of course Skylar can not stay silent if he sees his lover constantly begging for forgiveness from Winter. Moreover, Skylar is already very upset to see Winter constantly ignoring Spring even though her lover has done anything to get an apology from her.


Skylar was also inexhaustible, how could Spring tell him not to interfere in his affairs. Skylar is her lover, so Skylar needs to help solve her lover's problems. If you just stay quiet, that can help.


Skylar also let out a rough sigh. "I'm your place to ask for help, and I'm your place to lean. But I'm not considered by you. Compared to me, you care more about Winter even if she ignores you." Skylar went away with an upset look.


The problem with Winter alone is not over, how can Spring have to get into new trouble. Not wanting to make Skylar even more angry, Spring stepped after him.


"Sky," he called. "I don't mean to ignore you." Spring quickly grabbed Skylar's hand. "I'm sorry I couldn't give you much time. And I'm sorry, for this you can't interfere."


"When Winter or I have feelings, how can we have a lover." Spring had to lie about her feelings. Not to be honest, it's just that Spring needs time to tell Skylar before the issue with Winter is over. "Currently Winter needs me more. I have to be around him at all times."


"Are you stupid Spring. If he needs you, he won't ask you to stay away from him."


Winter asked Spring to stay away from her. But that doesn't mean he doesn't need Spring. What's more, Spring was the only person of great value in his life. If Winter is already very depressed to end her life, then she needs people to be next to her so she can forget her intention to end her life.


Spring needs to explain to Skylar the reason for being near Winter. Because if not explained, Skylar will constantly misunderstand and continue to be angry with him. Spring also explained about Winter's psychic state during this time, and about the problems that exist in Winter.


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Once explained, Skylar's anger and upset may be slightly eased, but that does not mean he is not upset with Spring who can not give time for him.


"Didn't she have a boyfriend now. It is now her lover who can make her happy. If he's happy, he won't be able to end his life."


"Jinny's her boyfriend, but she doesn't know Winter very well."


"But he'll get to know Winter better. He is his lover, so he should soon get to know his lover more closely."


Spring sigh. "Three more days towards my birthday, there's no time for me to play around. I need to keep an eye on Winter constantly. Hm, aren't you going to take me to your father's resort and surprise me with a birthday there."


Instantly Skylar furrowed his brows. He was amazed, how could Spring know if he would make a surprise birthday at the resort owned by his father. Skylar never told Spring what else to talk to his friends.


"How do you know if I'm going to surprise my father's birthday at the resort."


Spring knew it, because in his previous life Skylar took Spring to his father's resort and gave a surprise birthday there.


But Spring forgot, if only he's the one repeating his life. Spring swallowed his saliva because he was too nervous.


"Mom.weren't lovers. Hm, I can tell because our hearts and minds are connected," Spring stammered.


Skylar scratched the nape. "Hm, is it true that our hearts are connected. When you find out, it's no longer a surprise. Do I need to find another way and place to surprise you."


Spring waved his hand quickly. "No.. No. gabe. You don't have to look anywhere else, I'd be so happy if you had a simple party there. I want Winter to come there too. During my birthday, Winter has to stay on my watch."


Again Skylar was amazed by what his lover said. "What happened to your birthday? Does he intend to end his life on your birthday."


"See, the current pokonya she has to be near me. Especially on my birthday."


"Didn't he ask you to stay away from him. How do you persuade her, if she's reluctant to forgive you."