The Back To 2012

48. Your Happiness is My Happy

For months Winter has been undergoing treatment in the hospital, cancer that has been in the final stage never disappeared from his body. Winter is so sick of staying in the hospital, he has given up on his hopes of living longer. Yes, maybe from the beginning of Winter did not expect more about his recovery.

"Should I just end this treatment, hope of recovery for me is very slim." A sick Winter's been locked up in a hospital for a very long time.

"If you end your treatment, you won't get well. Doctors predict your death, but fate is in God's hands, not in doctors' hands. If you're trying to get well, I'm sure you'll be cured" said Spring, who tried to convince Winter to stay in the hospital.

Winter. "You should know that my cancer is in its final stages. My cancer cells have invaded all the organs in my body. I have no hope of being healed. Let me get out of the hospital. I don't want to end up in this very crowded place."

Both Spring's eyes were instantly inundated. "Then, are you fed up with surviving any longer. Are you tired of seeing me any longer."

Winter shuffles from her bed, approaching Spring, who then grabs Spring's hands. "If I die, it doesn't mean I'm away from you. I will always be with you even if the distance between us is very far away. When you cry, I cry, when you have no hope of life, I will be very disappointed in you. Even if I leave you, you still have a duty to make me happy. I will be happy when you are happy. Be happy even if I leave."

As if the sentence thrown from Winter's mouth was a parting sentence, Spring also cried bitterly after hearing it.

"My happiness is all in you, how I'll be happy if you just go away from me."

"Not everything that makes you happy is me. There will be many ways to make you happy. Can you promise to make me smile when I'm gone" said Winter, who suddenly shed her tears.

"How is it?" asked Spring with her crying still unwilling to stop.

Winter immediately clutched tightly the tiny body of the woman who was crying sobbing. "Blessed when I go, smile when I remember, keep breathing until your hair bleaches. I will keep watching you, you should be able to love other men after I leave, marry when you are an adult, then give birth to cute and beautiful babies like you."

"Can I hold fast to your request." Spring is not sure if he can accept all the requests from Winter, if in his previous life he could not remember Winter in his smile.

"Do you want to make me happy?" ask Winter.

"Of course I really want it" replied Spring.

Winter clenched the tiny body of her lover "Then be happy after I leave, and let me go when I have to go. You know, Spring, when God calls me, then I'll never feel pain again. And I'd be so happy if you could just let me go and handle all the things I ask."

It's hard to let Winter go, but if Spring can't do it, then Winter will never be happy even though God has taken her to the most beautiful place. At least Spring must be able to make Winter happy, even though the things Winter wants are very difficult to be able to handle.

After a long time Winter convinced Spring, Spring was finally able to stop crying and in the end Spring also responded to Winter's request, although it was very heavy he did it.

Winter smiled with her eyes full. "When I fly far away, I will always be a witness to your happiness. Then be happy, for then I will be present in your happiness."

Spring smiled with a soft look. "If only for a moment you are with me, my story with you will never be lost in my memory."

"Of course you have no right to forget our story. Therefore, no crying when remembering it. Smile when you remember me, and I smile when you smile for me" Winter said.

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Many things Winter and Spring do, such as going on dates to many places and spending a lot of time with their friends. Spring momentarily forgot all his sadness and concern about Winter's departure, at this time he was too happy to make him unable to let go of his smile.

Seeing that Spring can smile happily, Winter also felt calm if he went far away from his lover. There are so many people who love Spring. Although it feels hard to leave the woman he loves the most, but Winter can feel the greatest happiness when he sees his lover surrounded by people who love him. If indeed he had to leave, then he would no longer feel worried if Spring would dissolve in his sadness.

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Camping on the beach in Winter and Spring for the second time, this time there is no Skylar that interferes with Winter's relationship with Spring, although there are families and also Spring parents who also camped with them. But they are very understanding, at the time of Winter with Spring is cool together, they all have nothing to interfere with the togetherness of a pair of people who are combining love.

They enjoy a beautiful night on the beach, enjoy the beautiful sea view and enjoy the beautiful view of the night sky full of stars.

Winter can not stop smiling when the beauty can not be separated from his view.

"I am so grateful that until now I have been given time to enjoy this beauty with you" said Winter who was too stunned to look at the night sky.

Spring smiled at Winter. "It is precisely I who am so grateful to be given the opportunity to see you again."

"Are you happy?" ask Winter.

Spring nodded. "It was so happy that I forgot everything that made me sad."

Winter smiled at him, then landed his lips on Spring's forehead. "I hope your happiness never ends. Hm, oh yeah Spring, I want to know about you after the next 10 years."

"In the next 10 years, maybe I'll still be a writing freak" Spring said.

Winter smiled. "really? I'll guess, you must be a successful romantic novel writer."

Spring immediately chuckled at Winter's guess. "My novel has been turned into a movie, but not a romantic novel. I'm a novelist from the gendre thriller."

Winter furrowed his brows. "Soft women like you can make up a thiller story. You are better suited to making up a romantic story." Winter could not believe that her lover was a novelist from the gendre thriller.

"Where can I make up a romantic story, if after you leave I never once thought about things that smell with love" Spring said with a tearful look.

"Therefore, after I went a lot of dating and create a romantic moment with a man. So that your heart can feel happiness" said Winter smiling sweetly.

There's a lot Spring told Winter about the next 10 years. About things that weren't there in 2012 and about things that Winter didn't know after her boyfriend left the world.

As smiles continued to be implied from the faces of Spring and Winter, the beautiful night became the most beautiful night of the previous nights. They enjoyed their time together and forgot about time.