Sendu Sweetener

Sendu Sweetener
PS 44 - Sound Shots



The one who came was Ghifari. The bad guy I really want to kill right now. I also cursed myself, because I dared to drop my heart on a man with no heart like him.


"Udah satisfied? Are you satisfied with me just as I see it this way?! Now what do you want again? What else, huh?" Excited by the tears that are now running.


It hurts my heart to remember that he is someone I feel close to. Maybe it wouldn't hurt like this if that person wasn't him.


Ghifari turned to the right and left as if to confirm something, but he obviously brought food and put it in front of me and my mom.


He immediately extended his hand to my hand which I extended forward and I made it still on the rope. Ghifari was about to untie me but I didn't want to touch her so I pulled my hand back until the rope came off. By itself. Ghifari looked at my hand. Maybe he was wondering how, but it could come off on its own.


His gaze is so deep.


Then he turned to look at her and opened the bond in her hand without being asked. What does it mean.


"Thank you, son." Said Mama.


"Don't talk to him, Ma. He's a bad guy. Worse than Bude Ulfa!" Excruciate.


This time I hated myself so much, the pain I felt and my tears did not stop me even though I removed it many times.


"What Ara said is right, Auntie. I don't deserve that word. I'm just a bad guy." Ghifari.


"The wicked never have eyes as clear as yours." Said Mother.


I looked towards my mother. Of course I disagree with my mother, "She used her eyes to lie and trap us." I said.


Ghifari left me and my mother. I hate him half dead. I immediately picked up the glass in front of me and threw it directly at his head.


BUGS!


PRANGS!


After the glass landed on his head, it broke and just fell to the floor. I looked at him with annoyance. But why is there a guilt I cannot explain. Though I should be happy because my throw hit the target.


I saw Ghifari holding his head and I saw his hands covered in blood.


His bleeding head, he looked at me, "There's no need to feel guilty. I deserve it." He said with a bitter smile.


Then, he just went out. "YES! YOU DESERVE IT, you pan-bag ..." I said.


Your mother grabbed me, I immediately drowned in her arms. I cried, especially when his hands rubbed my head


Why so many men, should he? Whyaa?


***


I looked at the rice in front of me. I don't want to eat even though my mom asks, I don't think I'll see what else I'm eating. It was better to die silly than to eat rice from Ghifari.


"Son, eat. We might not get any more food today." Mom said.


I kept shaking my head, "I don't want to, Ma. I'm not gonna eat it."


My mother no longer forced me to eat. He seems to know that I am stubborn. I am certainly his son so he knows what I feel and how I feel.


"Mom knows you love her so much." Said my mother.


I looked back at him, then turned my gaze to the other direction, "I hate him."


"As much as you love her?" Ask Mom.


I'm trying to find another topic. I don't want to talk about my feelings. That feeling is certainly not important for now.


"It seems like it's time we go, Ma." I said.


I got up and walked straight towards the trellised window. I hurriedly searched for something I could use to open the trelis. Both of us would have been easier to run if we got out of that window considering that it was directly connected to the forest.


"Yet ..." Mumbles.


I looked towards my mother.


My mother was about to get up but she was grimacing in pain. I hurriedly helped him to stand up.


"Mama, is it okay?" My toot.


My mother nodded her head. I hurried to help him sit down. "It looks like you can't walk, you better get out of here. Let mama stay here. You run, run far away, lest they catch you. Go with Arum. He'll never leave you." Mom said.


"Arum?" My toot.


"Bi Santimu." Mom's mouth.


Now I am a little relieved because it turns out my mother did know Bi Santi. That meant that Bang Haidar's suspicions were unfounded. Then it's not true that Bi Santi is a bad person.


"I'm not leaving Mama. Either way, I'll take my mom away. Come on, Ma." I said I tried to get my mom.


My mother's legs are limp, I don't know that. For years my mom couldn't do anything so I understood that my mom couldn't be as normal as we are.


I tried to help my mother to get out through the window with great difficulty. Until finally, my mother came out. Then I followed him.


I held my mother's hand, but my mother's leg was still hard to move. Finally, I bowed in front of him, "Well, Mama." I said.


"No, Son. Go awayl. Leave mama." Mom said.


"Ma, please don't let this go to waste. According to your son." I said.


I patted my shoulder. My mom finally did what I asked. I got up straight away. My mother's body is heavy but I can carry her.


"Come, Ma." I said.


I walked carefully and quickly. I don't want it until someone from Bude comes and catches us.


Finally, with great difficulty, I managed to get my mother out of the house and walked a bit away.


"Hey! Don't run away!" The cry of someone made my heart beat even faster.


I hastened my steps.


BUGS! BUGS! BUGS!


I replaced my steps and looked back for a moment.


"There's someone who's helping us." Said my mother.


I saw a man in black who was fighting there. His posture is like Ghifari. However, that is impossible. Ah, I don't want to think any further. I better just leave.


Because I wasn't too careful, I and my mom just fell.


"Astaghfirullah Al - Adzim! Mama, I'm sorry, Ma." I said that crawled straight towards my mother.


My mother looked at me, "Son, go. Go leave Mama. You won't be able to take Mama any further." Said her.


I shook my head.


DOR'S!


My heart was beating so hard at the sound of the gunshot. My mother and I turned to the origin of the sound.


"Astaghfirullah Al - Adzim!" My peek.