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PS 38 - A Decision

Bang Haidar shook his head. From how he responded to my words Bang Haidar seemed to disagree if I should go take Mama.

“Don't go, Za. All these problems will not be solved if not completed.” said Bang Haidar.

“But, Bang. If you reach dangerin Mama how?” my many. “I think my brother said that brother will keep us away from the family brother is a real decision, Bang.” connect me.

Now everything said by Bang Haidar feels so real and I feel it is indeed the best mesh of all.

I'm really confused right now my thoughts are only about my mother. My mother has suffered enough that I do not want her to feel any more pain.

“We must know the root of the problem, Za. Why did Ghifari enter you home, what is the plan of his mother and bude if you know you are the son of mama.” said Bang Ghifari.

“They already know bang, if I'm a mama's boy. Ghifari even asked her mother to do me a favor so that her mother could apologize to her. Let mama apologize for everything she did with her mother Ghifari.” I said.

“You're serious?” ask Bang Haidar.

“Iya, Bang. When I cried last week, I just heard it.” I said honestly.

Bang Haidar nodded his head. “It's true, Za. You can't go. But we have to amanin mama.” said Bang Haidar.

“What do you mean, Bang?” I just don't understand what Bang Haidar said.

“Iya. We can hide mama first, I have a doctor who can treat mama. I hope my mom gets well. But you can't go with mom, Za. You help your brother to repay all the suffering Mama.” said Bang Haidar.

“Bang, I don't want revenge. That's not good, Bang.” I said.

At once Bi Shanti's words rang. He warned me not to take revenge on those who hurt my mother.

“OK. We are not revenge. But we're all tau, Za. Don't you want us to get together again?” ask Bang Haidar.

“Again, Bang? I haven't even felt the gathering between you.” I said sighed.

Bang Haidar rubbed my hair, “You ever, even when in the womb of mama.” said Bang Haidar.

“The father is evil brother isn't it?” my many.

“Za, he's our papa. Not just papa Abang.” said Bang Haidar.

I'm down.

“Not the bad Papa, Za. But the state of.” said Bang Haidar.

“The one acting as the conqueror was human, Bang. Not a state of.” I said.

To think that my father had married another woman at the time of my mother's illness made my heart ache and not accept.

“Alright. Let's just find out everything. Everything, Za. Let us not just assume.” said Bang Haidar.

I was silent thinking about what Bang Haidar said. What he said to me really made sense and I confirmed everything he said that we should find out what happened.

“Which way, you agree right?” ask Bang Haidar.

I can only nod my head, “Oke, Bang. I agree.”

“Be as usual. Pretend you don't know anything.” said Bang Haidar.

I also nodded in agreement.

***

Suddenly I woke up, I glanced at the wall clock that was inside the room. Then I started to get out of bed because I was thirsty. Before I left, I glanced at the sleeping Mama, I smiled and immediately kissed my mother's forehead fondly.

Even I can recognize that voice, it is the voice belonging to Bi Shanti. I decided to walk into her room and open her room. And sure enough, there I could see that Bi Shanti was raising her hand while crying.

“Yes Allah, it hurts so much to see people as good as Mbak Nindy have to experience a severe ordeal like this. Mbak Nindy is a good person, very good, ..” said Bi Shanti.

I was silent in place. Then I decided to follow the door and walk straight to the room again. This time I truly believe that Bi Shanti is indeed my mother's best friend and indeed a very good person.

Seeing Bi Shanti performing the night prayer made me turn my body to the bathroom again and take water wudu, I wanted to ask Allah SWT for guidance so that I did not lose my destination.

After the prayer, I raised my hand. I began to pour out everything I felt to the Khaliq. Tonight my tears keep flowing.

***

“Ara, wake up, Nak.” says someone.

I opened my eyes and found Bi Shanti looking at me. “Why are you sleeping here? Later his body hurt anyway, nduk.” he said.

I smiled and shook my head. I watched my body still use the mucus. Then without letting go of my face I immediately hugged Bi Shanti.

“Loh, what's up?” ask Bi Shanti.

“Mau hug aja. Can't you?” my many.

“Ya may-be, but glazed first it iller. Virgin period ileran.” says Bi Shanti.

I instantly reflexively held the tip of my lips and felt nothing. Bi Shanti laughed at once, now that I know that Bi Shanti is teasing me, she is just lying. “Ih, aunty is so fad.” I said to file a protest with spoiled.

Bi Shanti chuckles again, “Already, now wake up huh?” said Bi Shanti who instantly helped me wake up. After that I release the mucus that is still attached to my body.

“Take water wudu there, morning prayers.” says Bi Shanti.

“Iya, Bi ..” I said looking at him.

“What else is there anyway?” ask Bi Shanti.

I hugged him again. He could only chuckle but this time I saw a tear falling from the corner of his eye.

“You are this ... it is already .. later the time is up.” said Bi Shanti.

“Iyaaa ..” I said chuckling.

Then I went straight out of the room to the bathroom and immediately took the water wudu and performed dawn prayers.

Morning came and unexpectedly someone came knocking on my door. I can't guess who came, but I can guess that it must have been one of Bang Haidar and Ghifari.

“Assalamualaikum.” greetings.

Right it? I know his voice so well that it must be Ghifari. I also try to regulate my breathing to be more regular. I've decided to act as normal as Bang Haidar ordered.

“Waalaikumsalam.” I replied then opened the door.

And in front of me is now Ghifari with a handsome face as usual. He smiled at me, I smiled back at him.

“Lo sure misses me.” he said.

The words just came out of his lips.

“Ck, really bad.” I said to Ghifari.