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PS 34 - Unrelenting Crying

"Ma, what's the trouble, Ara's good mama? Do you know who he is? Mama just needs to be nice to him, make him deket same mama and mama can apologize to her mother. That simple. Make him unable to let go of mama because mama is too good with him" said Ghifari.  

DEG!

My heart is like being struck by lightning right now. I really don't know what to do. My tears drip in a moment. I don't know what else to say. I really don't know what Ghifari's antics mean but I do know from what he said, he was insincere to me.

Apologize to her mother. 

I almost screamed at that moment. I can't stand it. I wanted to scream and cry, but everything I could stand. I don't want to be like that.

My eyes started to look glassy, my heart hurt a lot. My tears have even fallen. I chose to leave that room. I don't want to deal with Ghifari anymore. Foolish with all his gifts.

O God, why does it hurt so much.

I went down the stairs while wiping my tears. Arriving in the living room. I didn't find Budenya Ghifari there. I am grateful in my heart.

Then I walked out of the house.

Really, I don't know what's going on with me but it hurts a lot. Why did Ghifari take my mother? Why is he so mean to say that his mother has to fix me in order to.. Ah, it hurts so much.

Is this the answer to why he took that piece of paper? Because she knows your mom's past? He knows Mama. And our meeting is just a scenario? - Many

I'm out of Ghifari's house. Luckily there were no guards.

"Lho, Za? Why?" bang Haidar asked where he came from.

I looked at Bang Haidar with teary eyes, I shook my head. I don't know which camp Bang Haidar is in and I don't know if he's a good person or not. I could only cry without saying anything.

"I-I want to go home." I said while crying.

"Come, come with brother!" bang Haidar

I'm following him because I can't do anything else but follow him. I'm not strong enough to say anything. As for evil or not, let me think again.

Bang Haidar took me to the garage and got into the car, and we drove off in his car.

I was crying in Bang Haidar's car. I really couldn't help but feel the tightness in my chest anymore. I really can't.

Shortly afterwards, Bang Haidar pulled his car over to a lakefront park and looked at me.

"What's wrong? why are you crying like gini?" ask Bang Haidar.

Seeing Bang Haidar like this made me feel like I had an older brother. I was still crying beside him.

"Take a breath first, yes take a breath of hembusin" said Bang Haidar.

I followed his instructions too.

"What's wrong?" ask Bang Haidar.

"Who is Ghifari, Bang?" my many.

The mention of Ghifari's name made me cry again. I was really strong at what I saw and was in his room. However, I felt so scared and hurt to hear it.

"meaning?" ask Bang Haidar.

I shook my head. I was really confused what to say. I also did not know that Bang Haidar was a good person or not. Because I trusted Ghifari so much, but Ghifari made me feel like I would never trust him again.

"Same story brother. It's all because of Ghifari?" ask Bang Haidar.

I can only cry.I don't know why I can continue to cry without having the slightest shame to Bang Haidar like this time.

I kept crying. Bang Haidar could only rub my head. At least I have someone who can calm me down for now.

Shortly after, my phone rang. I immediately grabbed my phone that was in the bag and immediately looked at the phone screen for fear that the call was from Bi Shanti.

It turns out my guess was wrong. The call came from Ghifari. Ghifari's name is clearly there. Seeing his name I cried again.

Bang Haidar immediately took my phone, I was about to pick it up but he put away my hand.

"He's the same as me. I'll bring him home" said Bang Haidar.

Bang Haidar immediately disconnected the phone and immediately put my phone in my bag.

"Never tangisin a boy like him, Za" said Bang Haidar.

Bang Haidar looked at me.

"You know that he's not my brother?" ask Bang Haidar.

I'm nodding.

"He and his family are the destroyers of the brother family. So, brother please. Don't believe anything in him." said Bang Haidar.

I fell silent to the words that Bang Haidar said. I immediately thought of a very unreasonable possibility in my opinion but I just wanted to make sure.

Bang Haidar said that Ghifari and his family had destroyed the family of Bang Haidar. Bang Haidar searches for the whereabouts of his mother and sister. My mom and I are just two. Ghifari said that her mother had to be kind to me in order to apologize to my mother. Don't-don't...

I closed my eyes and let the rest of my tears come down.

"Bang, I want to go home." I said with great difficulty to Bang Haidar.

Bang Haidar breathed a disappointed breath because I did not want to tell him what happened. However, Bang Haidar tried not to demand me to speak.

"It has been said that it can make you smile" said Bang Haidar as he rubbed my head.

I smile. More precisely I tried to force my smile on Bang Haidar. I really want to get home fast. And want to know next.

"You don't have to cry anymore. Like a child crying" said Bang Haidar.

I can only pursed my lips because I said a child by Bang Haidar. Bang Haidarpun smiled. Not chuckling. I remember Ghifari. If Ghifari was in the position of Bang Haidar at this time of course he would immediately chuckle and immediately give me words that make no sense as well as annoying.

I cursed myself in my heart because I kept mentioning the name of the evil man.

Ghifarians. Ghifari is the worst man I've ever met. I really hate it to this day. What does it mean to do all this to me?

I really did not expect that Ghifari was such a cruel man. I really didn't expect.

Bang Haidar returned to his wheel and began to set foot on the accelerator to run the car. Then the car immediately left. This was the first time that Bang Haidar drove me home because the one who used to take me home was Ghifari. Argh, why does my head keep getting filled with those bad guys?

"Where is your house?" ask Bang Haidar.

"Mount Sindur, Bang." I said honestly.

Bang Haidar nodded and refocused forward. As for me, focus on wiping my face with a tissue.

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