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PS 43 - Longing

My heart is beating so hard. Water I said dripped just like that without being dammed. I thank Allah SWT for what I saw today.

"Yes Allah ... Thank you." Thank you." Mumbles.

Knee limp. My lips can't hold a smile and my tears can't stop.

Bude Ulfa is shocked not a bitch. I could feel his shock from how he widened his eyes.

"Th-you?" Mumbled.

I'm not moving. And Bude Ulfa as well. I kept looking at my mother's face. I watched from top to bottom to make sure I wasn't crazy. If you are still sane to just know that this is not all just a dream.

"Yes, this is your sister." Said Mother.

My tears kept hardening, "Mama ..." Call me.

My mother let go of Bude Ulfa's hand with all her might until Bude Ulfa was pushed back.

"Mrs ..." Call me again. My body cannot be moved. I was so weak because I was so happy.

The prayer I prayed every time I finished praying was heard by the sky. Allah SWT granted my prayers.

My mother looked at me.

"My son ..." My mother looked at me with a smile.

My legs seem to have no power to support my body weight. In the end, I just fell on the floor. I hugged my mother's leg.

Kuciumi my mother's legs and I hugged her feet tightly.

"Thank you, Mama ... Thank you ..." I said while crying.

"Wake up, son ..." My mother said softly. He helped me to stand up.

Then we hugged while standing up. He hugged me tightly. I'm very happy. Seeing how my mother was able to get back to health was a dream that I always yearned for. I want to cry, I'm so happy.

I guess I don't need anything anymore. I just need my mom next to me. It was something that made me feel pretty good.

"GET THEM IN JAIL!" the Bude Ulfa.

Hearing such a thunderous voice, I immediately hugged my mother very tightly, "Mama ..." Said.

"Don't be afraid, son. There is a God who will accompany us." Mom said.

***

And ... Here we, my mother and I were locked up in a room similar to a barn. This time I was not afraid and had no desire to be free.

To me, seeing my mother return to normal was enough for me.

I put my head on my mother's thigh. Our right and left hands are tied together.

"Mama, I'm so happy to see you heal like this." I said while kissing my mother's thigh.

My mother rubbed my hair with her tied hands, "I'm sorry mom, son. Forgive me for mama, you must feel this kind of suffering." Mom said.

I immediately shook my head and looked at the mama from her thighs. He sat very gracefully. I still can't believe she's my mother. That's why I don't want to fall asleep. I want to look at my mother for a long time. So if this is all a dream, I have a beautiful long dream.

"It's okay, Mama. It's not all Mama's fault." I said.

My mother rubbed my hair again. I looked at the face of my mother who looked so beautiful at her age who was no longer young.

"Just let's see that mom's past isn't bad. You certainly won't be like this." Said Mother.

I shook his head. "No, Ma ... I don't want my mom talking anymore. I am so happy that my mom is healing. That's enough for me." My word.

"Ma ... I'm not dreaming, am I?" I asked my mother.

"Does mom have to pinch you first let you know it's real, son?" Ask Mom.

I grinned wide, "Mama ... Try calling me again ..." I said.

"My son ..." My mother said too.

What happens next is that we laugh together. I feel very happy at this moment. I even wanted to thank Bude Ulfa for keeping us here. If it wasn't for us being kidnapped, my mother wouldn't have been cured.

Oh my God, what kind of thought is this? I certainly don't need to thank you because the person who caused my mother pain is Bude Ulfa.

***

I opened my eyes, my stomach was rumbling. I looked at my mother who was closing her eyes. I was still in his lap. Then I began to move from his lap.

I'm sure that my head is enough to make him sore. Seeing my mother sitting, I was afraid that my mother was not healed. I'm still afraid that what happens before I go to sleep is just a fantasy.

Shortly after, my mother woke up. I smiled at my mother too.

"I'm sorry I made my mama sore." I said.

I purposely wanted to provoke a conversation because I was afraid that everything was just a momentary dream. I want to make sure I'm actually in the real world.

"Yes, it's okay." Answer mother.

I am grateful in my heart. It turns out that this is all real. My mother is completely healed.

I was eager to hug my mother but my hands were tied not being able to hug my mother.

Suddenly, my mother and my mother's stomach rang. I realized that we had not eaten since yesterday. If we were at home, I would be desperately looking for money so that I could buy some good food for my mother.

"We need to get out of here, mama..." I said.

"Mama's gonna try to get him out of here." Said Mama.

Mama tried to get up and tried to find a way to free her hand. I don't want to lose either. My mother just wanted to fight for me so there was no reason for me not to fight for her.

"Mama .. look there's broken glass." I said.

My eyes did catch a piece of glass that was near a worn-out closet.

"Let's just mama." Mom said.

I certainly did not want to let him get hurt so I immediately decided to walk first. "No, Ma. Let me just. I've taken off the rope before, so you don't have to worry, do you?" said lying.

Since when am I good at taking the rope off?

I walked and I began to position myself to free myself. Unfortunately, I heard the sound of people approaching.

"Mama .. There are people coming." I said whisper.

I don't want to risk the glass being taken away. Me and Ibukupun immediately pretended to sit and stick our hands forward.

I don't know who came but I hope that person is the one who will free me and my mother from here. Hope so.

The door knob was turned and someone appeared there.

DEG!

Why should he come?