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PS 41 – Who Should Ara Believe?

Bi Shanti mamaksaku to bring him home, even though his health has not recovered. Bi Shanti kept pushing me because she was so worried about Mama. He was very afraid of something unwanted. Now, I really believe that he cares about my mother.

"Come, Ra. Aunty was really worried about your mother" Bi Shanti said.

"Alright, Bi. We're going home now." I said.

I immediately decided to bring Bi Shanti home, luckily all the administration had been completed by Ghifari by the time they first entered the hospital.

Arriving at my house, I heard the voices of Bang Haidar and Ghifari from inside the house.

"Where do I stab, asshole!" Bang Haidar.

I who heard the scream immediately ran into the house and saw what happened of course, while carrying Bi Shanti.

When I got home, I saw something that surprised me. In front of me is now Bang Haidar who is gripping Ghifari's collar whose face has been battered.

"I swear, Bang, I don't know." Ghifari said, "By Allah, I know nothing." Further.

Ghifari looks so resigned. If you look from their position, the person who made his face battered would be Bang Haidar.

"No way, you know it's sneaky, evil, there's no way you don't know anything. This must have something to do with your nyokap lo!" Shouted Bang Haidar who was about to throw his punch towards Ghifari again.

I hurriedly held down Bang Haidar's hand, "Which I beg, let go of Ghifari." I said. My tears just hardened. I was really scared that something that shouldn't have happened, happened in my house.

Ghifari looked at me with a look I could not understand. I was really confused to be in a situation like this. On one side my heart sided with Ghifari and believed what Ghifari said. However, on the other hand, Bang Haidar is my real big brother so I have to understand him.

Who should I trust now.

"Please Brother's hand, Ra!" Bang Haidar's Order.

I shook my head, "Bang, please release Ghifari. Anger won't bring Mama back." I said.

Finally, Bang Haidar wanted to release Ghifari. I am now grateful that Bang Haidar will obey what I ask. He complies. He started to release his hands. I am grateful in my heart too.

"Don't expect you to be free of me." Bang Haidar pushed Ghifari's body until Ghifari fell on the floor.

I immediately scattered myself to Gifari who had fallen on the floor. I felt unbearable for Ghifari and I felt sick seeing her terrible condition.

"Mom!" bang Haidar Exclamation. “For what you care about him!” exclaim him.

I don't know either, Bang. But my heart cannot lie.

I ignored Bang Haidar and chose to check on Ghifari, "Lo is not papa?" my many.

Ghifari shook her head, but I saw her eyes reddening, she looked crying, I don't know why she looked so sad.

"S-ill?" tanyaku. I almost sobbed.

Ghifari shook his head again. She bit her lips for a while as if holding something back.

I tried to reach out my hand to her face, but the instant someone pulled me on purpose, "Don't touch her, Ra. He's a demon." Bang Haidar.

I looked at Ghifari who was rubbing his face as if resignedly said by the devil by Bang Haidar.

"But, Bang. He's not the culprit." I said where can I deduce that.

Ghifari said, "Gue will prove that this is not me or me." Ghifari said that he walked away. “Nyokap I'm a good man!” yells.

I ran after Ghifari. I didn't know what to say to him, but my little heart told me I had to follow him.

"Ghif .." I said holding his hand.

Ghifari turned to me still with her red eyes, "Lo knows everything, right?" tanyanya looked at me deeply.

I looked back at him. Then I nodded my head.

"What is that reason you changed?" ask Ghifari.

I'm speechless. Can't explain anything. I'm really confused right now. Ghifari who saw me just silently just concluded. "Gue go." Said.

I cannot prevent Ghifari, but I feel very sad at the moment, what happened to our next relationship. I really don't understand. I fell to the floor and cried.

“Ngapain you sangisin him? It's no use, Ra. He's just a jerk who made our mother wretch.” Bang Haidar.

“But, Bang, however he is our half-brother.” I said.

When I said it, I felt pain. I never wanted to be a brother, because my heart wanted something more.

“He is not our half-brother, he has no blood relation at all to us. Now brother wants to go home first. Brother will find mama. I'm sure Ghifar is the one who kidnapped Mama.” Bang Haidar.

I'm speechless.

“Bang, I'm coming.” I said.

Bang Haidar glanced at Bi Shanti. I understood right away. I can't leave because there's a sick Bi Shanti at home. I also felt that I could not bear to leave Bi Shanti alone. But I want to find Mama. I'm so worried.

“Don't worry about Aunty, Son. You go with your sister, find your mother.” Said Bi Shanti.

“You are home, you rest tonight. Tomorrow I will tell you. Brother will manta brother friends here to take care of you.” Bang Haidar.

Bang Haidar took his phone and called someone. Then half an hour later the person called by Bang Haidar came. They were a couple older than Bang Haidar.

“Bang, tonight please take care of my sister and Bi Shanti.” Bang Haidar.

“You don't need to worry, I will make sure that they are safe.” Answer the man.

“Ra, Bi, they're Rama and Sita. They'll take care of you. This is Ara and Bi Shanti that I explained earlier.” Bang Haidar said introducing us.

Bi Shanti and I nodded their heads. Then Bang Haidar immediately said goodbye to all of us and immediately left us all.

“Please enter, Nak.” Said Bi Shanti.

I was so scared that I forgot to welcome the two of them into the house. Then we went straight into the house.

The night is getting older, I can't just sleep. I miss my mother very much. I also started to shed tears. I'm really worried. If I think about it again, actually if this is all there is something to do with Mama's past. Then this is all my fault.

I was the first to know Ghifari. If I had not known Ghifari and had no further contact, this would never have happened.