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PS 22 - Statement of Love

During the journey, my mind continued to focus on Bang Haidar's words. What does Bang Haidar really mean? Why did he say that Gifari who incidentally is his sister is a dangerous figure?

Because I never found an answer, so I decided to assume that their quarrel was just a quarrel between brothers that is common and meaningless. I don't want to doubt Ghifari or get carried away by Bang Haidar's emotions.

After driving me home, Ghifari said goodbye to go straight away. After I do, she goes. I'm glued to his lost car swallowed up by night. I looked up, looked up at the sky as I said in my heart, "What's the matter?" Then shrug your shoulders. There's no answer.

Just one step into the door. The sound of a car approaching. I looked, it turned out Ghifari. He got out of his car. Then get out and get close to me. I raise a confused eyebrow.

"I want to talk" he said.

He used me you. This is an important sign. I began to guess what he was going to say. Could it be that he would explain what happened between him and Bang Haidar?

I saw him take a breath to calm down. I didn't answer anything. I let him say what he wanted to say.

Ghifari. I also directly asked. "What's up, Ghif?" my many.

"I love you" he said seriously looking into my eyes.

The deg!

Did I not hear wrong?

I too with a glaring reflex. I really don't believe what he's saying. However, heart..

The deg!

The deg!

The deg!

Ah, really a sentence that was quite silent for me.

Whatdoes thatmean? Is he lying? Is this just a mere act? I looked into his eyes, trying to find the truth there.

"really. I love you, Ra. Regardless of everything, I really love you so sincerely that I feel like I want to die imagining that someday you will leave me." she said.

His eyes looked straight at mine, and his hands began to hold mine. The grasp was full of anxiety, trembling, and honesty. I was stunned, confused to say anything. I'm not like I'm. My heart is really pounding.

"I don't really have the right to tell you to love me either. I just wanted to say that, I love you really. And I just wanted to ask for one thing." she started hanging up her sentence. "Stay beside me" he said. Looking at me deeper.

He put my hand to his cheek. Then he kissed my hand.

"Yahoo!" shouts Miss Shanti.

Ghifari and I looked. There is a feeling of loss in my heart.

Bi Shanti approached.

I hurriedly removed Ghifari's hand from my cheek. All of Ghifari's words seemed to vanish, replaced by my anxiety that something would happen to my mother.

"Before, Ghif!" I shouted at Ghifari and ran.

Without thinking any longer, I went straight into the house. I left Ghifari and Bi Shanti in front of the house.

Arriving inside I immediately searched for my mother's whereabouts. My mother was sitting in the room. I anxiously approached him. "Mama, why?" I said, kissing her forehead.

I started to look at my mother. Checking out what went wrong but I didn't find anyone in trouble with my mom. My mom's healthy, nothing seems to be happening.

But why did Bi Shanti scream like that. After making sure my mom was okay. I went out to meet Ghifari. I'm sorry about what I just did. I should have listened to Bi Shanti's explanation and not just left Ghifari. Especially when he tells me his feelings. Thinking about it my heart was getting stiffer and I felt my cheeks hot.

Arriving at the front, I did not find Ghifari's car. Looks like he's home. Honestly, I feel disappointed. There was only Bi Shanti.

"Where to go, Bi?" ask me to Bi Shanti.

"He's home, son. It seemed like he was in a hurry" Bi Shanti said.

I nodded in understanding.

Wait, why did Bi Shanti rub her eyes? Would he doubt? Why so?

"Bi Shanti why are you crying?" my many.

"Wow, it's just a flick, kid, hehe" said Bi Shanti, laughing. But when laughing, the tears get bigger.

"What's the matter, Bi Shanti?" I said I hugged Bi Shanti. Honestly, his laughter was so heartbreaking.

He was crying in my arms. What's wrong with him?

"Bi Shanti is sick?" ask me after Bi Shanti took off my embrace.

"Sir, Son. Just sensitive again, PNS" he said.

"PMS times, Bi." I said.

Now I understand why Bi Shanti looks so strange today. I understand what Bi Shanti is feeling. Because I often do so when the moon comes.

Hearing my words, Bi Santi laughed again. This time I laughed.

"O yes, what happened, Bi?" manya curious.

"Oh that, that's not the papa. What anyway. Anu, honestly Bi Shanti was going to say the washing machine died by itself" said Bi Shanti.

"Yes my. Bi Shanti apparently called me because of the washing machine? I guess because of mom. Could it be that Bi Shanti was crying too because of that? I'm not gonna get angry, Bi. Just calm down." I said.

He laughs. I can only interpret the laughter as justification for what I said.

"Yuk, come in Bi." I said to take Bi Santi.

Now I feel really guilty for Ghifari. It seems like he is really angry with me. Look, he just left. Did I go too far? How badly did my heart treat it? Too many questions today.

"Son, auntie wants to talk" Bi Shanti said.

I feel de javu. Looks like it's because of my guilt towards Ghifari. Ghifari also said that to me.

"Why, Bi?" my many.

"May aunt ask me something personal?" He answered me with a question.

"May, Bi." I said.

"A-what's Nak Ara's mother's name, Nindy?" ask her.

I'm appalled.

Because I never told my mother's name to anyone including Bi Shanti. Where did he know my mother's name. I also started to wonder in my heart.

"Is it possible that her mother's name is non, Nindy?" bi Santi repeated his question.

He's staring. Tears began to roll in his eyes. Seeing that I was silent about the answer, he continued, "Anindya Athaya Zahran?" he said then his tears were perfectly hardened.

I was bewitched by Bu Shanti's tears. Well, there are feelings that I can't describe right now. I felt that I should have said the thing I should have said to Ms. Shanti.

I'm nodding.

"How did auntie know?" many confused.

Why did Bi Shanti know my mother's full name? Does Bi Shanti know my mother? Or maybe Bi Shanti's mom? I started to expect a lot.

"MasyaAllah" he said. He didn't answer my question.

He hugged me full of hariu.