
After work Lucy did not go straight home to her apartment, yes take a walk along the outskirts of the store while enjoying the view. Every now and then he goes in and out of the store to look around there might be items that he will buy. Suddenly his steps stopped, he looked at a building that he had almost rarely visited. Yes, a church where he used to worship, he stepped foot and entered the church. For a long time he did not come to church and was preoccupied with the life of the world that made him forget the Lord.
Luna stared fixedly at the statue of the mother of Mary and was stunned, for a few minutes she stood staring without saying anything. Now Lucy sits on the banquet chair with her eyes still staring fixedly at the statue of the mother of Mary. All of a sudden all of his memories with Andre flashed in his mind greetings, all the joys of grief he shared and the kindness Andre had received all along. He truly felt that he was loved by someone again after his mother left him for good.
"Son, are you having a serious problem? I've been looking at you for a long time now, do you want to share your story with me?" ask a priest to approach Lucy.
"Ah good afternoon father, I just came home from work and accidentally passed by. So, I stopped by." said Lucy.
"Sometimes without us knowing God calls us his way. To remind ourselves that He is always close to His people. It's just that sometimes we don't realize it and underestimate it all." said the pastor.
"As with my current father, I seem to be overwhelmed by life in this world and forget about the creator" Lucy said.
"At least now that you've remembered Him, the proof is that you got here and you're sitting on this chair. Fold your hand and plead with him." said the pastor with a smile.
"Father, right now I'm really worried. Between my heart or my faith." said Lucy.
"Yes, he's very kind to me. Many times he saved me from bad circumstances, we even had a relationship but not too far away. I used to think less about the differences between us, but the more I realized that there was a deep gulf between our relationships. And it makes me cramped every day, I always try not to think about it. But the more I tried to escape reality, the stronger I realized we couldn't be together" Lucy said.
Lucy's tears suddenly flowed profusely, she tried to pour out all the restlessness that was on her chest to the priest. He hoped that the pastor could help him and provide the best solution for him. At least, just listening was enough for Lucy who had nowhere to complain.
"Son, all the religions of the world teach love and love. But don't get hurt for loving or loving someone too much. Can I ask you something?" ask priest.
"Of course, what does the Father want to ask?" ask Lucy back.
"Did he love you as much as you love him? And has he told you his seriousness?" ask the priest.
Lucy was silent to the priest's remarks, so far Andre still has not proposed to her and even talked seriously about their long-standing relationship. He was completely stuck with the pastor's question, between confused or do not know what to answer.
"Does your lover confuse you and make a choice between him and your religion?" ask the priest again.