My Secretary Is My Wife

Victim

Talita locked herself in the room after a while and talked to her grandmother. His gaze was despairing, his breathing exclamation was also so subtle that it was almost inaudible. Already tried to him understand the good meaning of his grandmother's words, but why his mind was even more depressed as if he did not find any good intentions from his grandmother's words.

Ask your brother Alenta to help the economy of our family. You know our family finances are bad? He's your father's son too, so he won't likely continue to resist. You need to be more patient, and you need to be able to take your sister and Kaka-in-law's heart.

Talita clutching the bedsheet she was sitting on, it was still unbelievable if the grandmother who had been in love with her also loved her would ask her to do the most embarrassing thing like that. Not lost feeling devastated by the reality that happened between her family and Alenta, now she is asked to humble herself again begging the Alenta, and also her husband. It is true that Alenta lost the figure of Father to life uncomfortable all this time, but does Alenta know that his life is not easy? Accepting the fact that he was a figure who once made a gap between Alenta and his father, now he has become a tool to beguile like a human who lives without pride. Already so far he did, but whether to follow the words of his grandmother who had indirectly eliminated his self-esteem that had been destroyed before.

" Am I just a begging tool for you? "

Talita got up from her seat, wiped her tears, then walked to grab the bag, and walked out of the room. His grandmother, Father and Mother were still there as if they were having a dispute about what they were discussing. Talita did not want to pay attention, so she just ignored her mother who asked her where she was going.

" Talita, grandma loves you more than she loves Alenta, so try to repay the little kindness she gave you. "

Talita briefly stopped hearing the words that came out of her grandmother's mouth. He only sighed, his cries could still be held with all his might.

Nor do I ask to be loved, I do not ask my grandmother to love me more than Alenta, I do not want to be compared with Alenta, are we not just brothers and sisters who should be fair in your affection?

Such were the words Talita wanted to say, but unfortunately she was very lazy to open her mouth. Soon he went from there, stopping the taxi to go to a place that he had often visited when sad.

A lake on the outskirts of the city, where he used to protest against the actions of his Mother and Father that he felt annoying. Talita fell sitting on the edge of the lake while crying sobbing, why doesn't everyone understand her? Where has her mother understood her so much? Where is his father who always attach importance to his happiness, understand without having to ask, where was the grandmother who used to be very affectionate and treat gently? Is all that goodness thirsting in return? Is that really what he should do?

Talita grew louder and louder, helplessly sad. Can she tell you how envious she is of Alenta? Know, Alenta also did not live well for decades, but does anyone know how tormented he was during the bearing know the child of the couple who cheated? Does anyone know how hard it is to follow his mother's word just to be liked by his grandmother and father? Does anyone know how much he was tormented every time he saw Dad ya daydreaming, not even once twice his father often wrongly call his name with the name Alenta.

" I don't want to be Talita the doll you can set at will. " Talita said as she rose from her position. It felt really tired, if anyone knew how his heart had been all this time, he was sure there would not be a single person who wanted to be him.

Talita looked at the lake before her. Seeing the clear water of the lake he felt his heart was very calm, he could feel how peaceful he would be if he were in the middle of the lake there. But it's impossible, right? Talita smiled, but she also did not stop crying.

" I can't take it anymore, I can't hold it any longer. I'm tired, I can't pretend anymore. " Talita took off her two joints, put down the bag she used, then slowly walked into the water, continued, continued, until at last she was no longer visible. Talita held her breath long enough to hope that death would soon pick her up, but unfortunately someone brought her out of the water.

" Are you stupid?! Huh uh?! " Snapped the man while helping Talita to remove the water that had been inhaled by pressing Talita's chest.

Talita coughed while trying to get the swallowed water out of her mouth. Slowly he got up, the man who saved him could also breathe a sigh of relief afterwards.

" If you want to die, die somewhere else. This lake is favored by children, you can imagine how scared it would be when you see a corpse floating! "

Talita did not answer, he who sat on the grass on the edge of the lake could only cry sobbing. He was very disappointed not to die, but if his death had to frighten the children, he would feel guilty too.

" If you have a problem, then solve your problem. You think by dying your problem is over? What you have is adding new problems. "

" finish? I was solving my problem, you're the one who made me fail! " Talita is angry, stupid is the intention of the man good or bad, if he lives, does not the same mean he will continue to hurt himself and Alenta? Why are they both victims? One is considered a money-making machine, the other one is used to be a tool to pull money out of the machine.

" Do you think there's a solution to the problem of dying?! "

" There! Just so you know yes, if I don't die not only will I be tormented! "

Seriate.