My Secretary Is My Wife

Deepest Regrets

After the departure of Alenta's mother, not only Tina's mother who continued to express her frustration, even Rahayu Mother also voiced her objections. Starting from her fear of losing her husband and father to her children, not to mention the restaurant problems that have declined in recent years. It has been done as much as possible, but in fact there is still no change.

While Mr. Baskoro, the man was silent as if the words of Mother Tina and Mother Rahayu were not at all heard by him. Now the regret he felt was even deeper, in one go so that he himself could not face it. Alenta Merile, the name he gave to his first daughter with the best prayers as now Father. But it turned out, it was only that name that he could give as sincerely as his heart. The yearning deepened, the guilt, the fear of not being able to see Alenta even until he closed his eyes also grew bigger. But considering how his ex-wife came and revealed how her heart was as a mother, now she just understood that she was not the father who was worthy of Alenta.

For decades, God gave a long life for him to turn around smiling and hugging Alenta, even though he did not do the rope because he did not have the heart to Talita. Now what does he get from feeling bad? He lost Alenta, also his old wife. He lost the woman he had worked so hard to get, that she was willing to devote herself at the new age of nineteen. If asked if love still exists? The answer is, there is, and still remains as intact as ever. That feeling was now wrapped in guilt and longing that there would be no cure. So now he could only accept the fate that God would punish him with that guilt for life.

" You think of that woman? " Task Rahayu's mother with her sad face. Tina's mother had come home a while ago, she also said goodbye but there was no answer from Mr. Baskoro. He seemed indifferent, and was getting late with his daydream.

Mr. Baskoro looked at Ms. Rahayu for a while, then turned his eyes to look the other way.

" You knew that a long time ago, didn't you?"

Rahayu's mother gripped the cloth she was wearing. Every day there is always time to daydream about his ex-wife and son, is he and his two children not enough? Do I have to do more so that her husband's attention can be focused on her and their children?

" You always hurt me with this. "

Mr Baskoro sighed, is he actually kind or stupid? Why could it be like this? If only time could be turned back, he would definitely be firm to Rahayu and would not make all this happen.

" Rahayu, you know what it's like to hurt, right? For decades, you endured the pain because I kept thinking about my ex-wife and my first child. As for me, decades of longing, it felt like I couldn't breathe imagining how cruel I was As a husband and a Father to Alenta. "

" You mean, you want to blame me? Am I the most guilty of what happened? " Mother Rahayu looked at Mr. Baskoro even though the man was reluctant to look at her and chose to look the other way.

" No, obviously I'm guilty of not being strict with you. I'm guilty of feeling sorry for you. It's all happened, everything's been like this what can I do? There ain't! I can only survive to be able to see Alenta's smile secretly, also for the sake of our children so as not to feel sad when his father dies. "

Rahayu's mother looked the other way in order to hide her tears that were unbearable. True, it all happened because he was pushy at first, but until this moment he was always grateful to be able to continue with the man he chose, also happy though there was a time when she had to be interested in how her husband daydreamed, and she also knew very well that her husband was thinking about his ex-wife and his first child.

***

It had been two days since her father was taken care of, Talita had also started working, but her return to Chloe really brought about a big change. Talita, the girl no longer smiled as much as usual, she did not even come to the cafeteria to avoid Alenta according to her wishes. Not fear, but all that because he felt very embarrassed and also his disappointment towards his parents made Talita not even able to just imagine meeting Alenta. About the gossip spread Talita has tried to explain without insulting any party, but the response of others even more strange. They actually judge that Talita is too good to face Alenta who is very haughty, cold and heartless.

It's the second day he brings us provisions that he made himself. Yesterday he brought noodles, now he only brought rice and fried sausage because he was not too smart to cook.

" Talita, did you bring another box? Are you afraid of meeting Alenta's secretary in the cafeteria? Take it easy, he can't possibly mess with you, we're all there too. "

" I told you, right? Alenta's not that kind of person. Yesterday was just a misunderstanding, don't keep judging him badly like that! "

" Oh my God, Talita, you're doing well. "

Talita sharpened her eyes to look at the person who was talking about Alenta. It felt very angry, but he was also tired of explaining because they did not hear at all.

***

" Dear, shall we go home for a minute? "

Alenta looked at Nick. Oh, now he knows why Nick always takes lunch near the house they live in, so the goal is so they can go home. But, coming home to do what else? Is the goal to do clumsy bumbling like the habits of the last two days? Ah, it's impossible, right?

" Yes yes! Exactly what you think, baby. "

Huh huh? Alenta flabbergasted. Bused up! This is Nick, do you really understand if anyone thinks of perverted things?

" Dear, there's not much work either. One hour is also enough to rest. "

Alenta let out a rough breath. God, while his legs are still shaking until now, but Nick has invited me to do this again? If both of his legs have been removed from his body then Nick can stop?

" Nick, do you have no intention of controlling yourself? "

" Dear, if the husband has to control himself, then what's the point of you having a nice hole?

It really cannot be controlled! Just speak her voice until someone else hears her. Alenta immediately invites Nick away because he does not want to be more embarrassed. He also paid his meal bill.

" Nick, you're really crazy! " Sebal Alenta while taking a sitting position.

" Why what else? The way you move your lips when you chew food is too tempting. "

Seriate