
"Didn't, what's wrong, you're the wrong time" I said timidly.
"No, it was very clear really, really, really, really, really, really," said Naufal.
"What did I say?" my many.
"You called me dear" answered Naufal.
"Oh that was my subconscious," I argued.
Naufal pinched my right cheek.
"Awww," cried.
"It hurts, doesn't it hurt you, honey, why the hell should you be ashamed?" ask Naufal.
"Who is ashamed? My people are ordinary," I said.
"Try to repeat again if you are ordinary," challenged Naufal.
"Don't want to, suddenly not in the mood to say," I said immediately shut my eyes.
Naufal is getting more and more anxious with me.
"Basins of Gia, it could have made my heart beat this fast" murmured in Naufal's heart.
"Yes, I don't want to" said Naufal briefly as he closed his eyes.
A few minutes later, I opened my right eye slowly.
"It looks like he's asleep" I murmured inwardly.
I moved slowly closer to his ear, I leaned my body which I held with one arm only.
"Good night dear" I whispered in Naufal's ear.
Suddenly, Naufal instantly widened his eyes.
"Oo ow," I said like a thief who was caught red-handed by the owner.
I was really embarrassed as shamefully, I don't feel like looking at him right now.
I smiled doubtfully at him, and slipped back into Naufal's arms.
"Hehehem, Gia is so funny" Naufal said, laughing at me.
"Don't laugh, nothing funny" he said briefly, covering my face with one hand.
Naufal opened the arm covering my face.
"Why is it closed like that? Wkwkwk kayak Noni just you darling," taunted Naufal.
"Hehe, I'm ashamed, Mas" I said softly.
"Ooo so gini if you're embarrassed, Hm? Shame why anyway? Hm? wh why? There is no need to be ashamed Honey, it is natural, hahaha," said Naufal who continued to laugh at me.
"You call him that anyway, don't mind Gi at all" Naufal said.
I looked at him while furrowing my eyebrows together and sinking my lips like an upside-down boat.
"Why? How is that his face? Do not accept you I laugh," said Naufal.
I pinched Naufal's waist.
"Aaww sadistically relapsed right, wkwkwk," he said again.
"Don't be here, the shame is on" my whine.
"Eemmm, did you, darling? So it's common to call it so don't be ashamed," seduced Naufal.
"Do not want me, ashamed to know me" I said.
"Wkwkwkwkw, I'm your husband, I'm Naufal's godfather again.
"Yes to be ashamed, ah not to be discussed" I commanded.
"Wkwkwkwkwkwk, if you have pain Gi my stomach ngetawain you," complained Naufal.
"Hhhmm good if every day we laugh off like gini," my ceplos deliberately.
"You asked him to?" ask Naufal.
"Kok Naufal even answered that anyway," I grumbled in my heart.
"Emang why? Don't want to?" my many.
"Okay, I'm really okay even darling, let's just let me if you want to laugh off every day like a gini," replied Naufal.
"Can?" tanyaku brief.
"How could it be, it could be so dear, instead" answered Naufal again.
"Enak times yes, no feeling lonely, no feeling sad, bosen, Hhmm," I said while imagining.
"Darling, actually we can every day like this, but you have to remember, life is not always monotonous so continue, happy continues, not, surely there will be trials, whatever it is, no matter what it is, so we just stay strong what is not ngadepin, yes like what is happening with us, this is a trial Dear, we have to be equally strong to resist, if I am strong, if I am strong, but you resigned yes just the same darling, I heavy carry it, yes we see it like most people, if not compact, mutually selfish, want to win continue, at the end of what? Divorce, right" said Naufal.
"That's it?" my many.
"It's Gi, so if the situation is like this again, you even have to do me, I do you, so let's balance darling, the percentage for fighting the same scene is very small," naufal.
"Kok, kok use the same percentage of scenes as well anyway, emang your presentation, kidding ah you," I said.
"Hehehe, no dear, I just liken, so we don't get to fight often," said Naufal again.
"What do we fight about?" ask me while raising one of my eyebrows.
"Well, first we fight because I can't love you yet, keep because of Vela if Kevin we also fight again, even though it's a test, baby, God gives us a test, so you don't give up, we have to take care of each other" he said again and again.
"Yes sorry, if all this time my thoughts were as good as my own," I said.
"No papa, there's nothing wrong here" said Naufal, who always relented.
"Why do you think so far?" tanyaku who was very surprised by the patient attitude of Naufal.
"Why can't you? Everyone can do it" replied Naufal.
"I can't?" ask again.
"It can't be darling, but it can't be" Naufal said.
I smiled back at Naufal.
"Why are you always the same as me?" I said.
"How's this?" ask Naufal.
"Hmm, as long as you know, I'm always grateful to have met you on a good path, I never get tired of loving you, I never get tired of loving you, yes though I know there will be trials coming from anywhere and at any time, and there will definitely be tears that are always wasted in vain, but, I can't run from you even to leave you, because I'm ready for it" I said with tears in my eyes.
Naufal wiped my tears.
"Thank you, all this time you've been leading me, be patient with me, with my attitude, Hmm first, I always pray to be reunited with a man who looks very much like his personality with my Papa, my Papa, and now God has answered, it is you" I said.
"I'm sorry, I haven't been as good as your Papa, but I'm going to try, try to be where you lean when you cry, try to be where you feel, try to be your most comfortable place, I will try to be the man who never wants to hurt you again, love you sincerely, I beg you to forgive my mistakes" Naufal said.
I hugged Naufal's body tightly and so did he.
"I am very happy, O Allah, thank You, You are the All-Caring One, You are All-Good, O Allah" I said in my heart.
"As long as you know Gi, I never had any intention of hurting you, actually I don't want to leave you and share my time with other people, I don't want Gi at all," he said in Naufal's heart.
"But it's so hard for me to say all that, actually I really can't bear to see you alone at home, I always think of you, I always want to be next to you wherever and whenever," naufal said in his heart.
"Honey, you sleep well, yes" said Naufal.
I just nodded my head.
Naufal kissed my forehead again.
I fell asleep in Naufal's arms.
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A few hours later, kringg.
This time my alarm clock rang, because my phone seemed lowbatt and forgot to charge the battery.
I was so bothered by the sound, I grabbed the alarm clock and I turned it off.
"Fuck 3 o'clock" I grumbled in my heart.
I got up and took my veil.
I walked down to the kitchen.
***(in the Kitchen)
"Where's Bi Sarah? Usually it's first?" I murmured in my heart.
I walked into Bi Sarah's room, and there was Bi Sarah who had just come out of her room.
"A new tumben aunt woke up?" my many.
"What do you think?" my many.
"Auntie doesn't think anything Ma'am," replied Bi Sarah.
"Is Aunt sick? If it hurts so Gia aja Bi who cooks, Bibi just go back to sleep," said I was worried about Bi Sarah.
"No Ma'am, Auntie is healthy" he replied again.
"Aunty really doesn't papa?" ask me one more time to make sure Auntie's condition.
"Right Sister Gia," said Bibi while smiling at me.
We walked back to the kitchen.
"Mbak Gia want masakin Mas Naufal what?" ask Bi Sarah.
"Rendang Bi," I replied.
"But Auntie taught you yes, because she kind of forgot Bi," I said.
"Ready Ma'am Gia," said Bi Sarah.
I began to wash the meat I was going to make rendang with the help of Auntie.
After I felt like I was good at cooking it and kind of remembered a little, I did it myself.
"Mbak Bibi to the back first yes, want to take the kitchen tissue runs out," said Bi Sarah.
"Oh yes Bi," I replied.
Suddenly from behind Naufal memorized me. And immediately leaned his chin on my shoulder from the back.
I turned to her who was still in her closed eyes.
I move my shoulder to get him up.
"Hm? what's Gi?" tanyakanya.
"Why did you come here?" my many.
Naufal just kept silent not answering me.
"Mas, what are you doing here? Back to sleep there," I said, moving my shoulders again.
Again Naufal did not respond to me.
"Maaaass, what are you doing? There will be Bi Sarah, embarrassed to see," I asked again.
Naufal opened his eyes, looked at me, then kissed me on the cheek.
I was amazed by his attitude.
"Oh yes I'm up again," said the man who immediately walked away from me.
My face started to blush.
I smiled to myself. I started to misbehave.
"There can be Naufal here just for that, aarrghhh," I said with a smile.
It was unexpected that Bi Sarah was already in the kitchen.
"Mom, Ma'am Gia why are you smiling?" ask Bi Sarah.
"Eemm ooowww this is Bi, Gia earlier," I said cut off by Bi Sarah.
"Mbak Gia shadowed Mas Naufal yes earlier," taunted Bi Sarah.
I blushed while furrowing both my eyebrows.
"Ah is not Bi, Aunty can be," I argue.
"It's customary then, especially if it's not Mas Naufal Mbak?" ask Bi Sarah who kepo hehehe.
"I can't be honest with Auntie that Naufal came here to kiss me" I murmured inwardly.
"Eeemmm, this is Bi, yes yes yes earlier Gia shadowin Mas Naufal," I replied nervously and innocently.
"Try this chip, how?" I said.
Bi Sarah took a spoon and tried my homemade rendang.
"Hhmmm, it's fitting, Ma'am Gia," praised Bi Sarah.
"Nobody is Bi?" ask again.
"Enak Mbak, delicious, did not expect Mbak Gia can cook as well as this, even though from the beginning Mbak Gia did not know where the cooking seasoning, and now it is proficient like it," said Aunt who kept praising me.
"Auntie can, it's thanks to Auntie Ngajarin Gia" I said.
I pour the rendang into a large bowl to serve later.
A few minutes later adzan shubuh.
"Bi adzan already, Gia up first yes want to pray," said I.
"Yeah Gia, monggo," Bi Sarah said.
While walking towards the stairs, I was ceaselessly smiling to myself because of Naufal's actions.
"Naufal Naufal" I said in my heart, holding my cheek.
***(in Room)
I saw Naufal sleeping on the sofa, I went up to him and I sat down next to him.
I rubbed the hair that covered her forehead and prevented me from continuing to look at her.
Naufal opened his eyes slowly.
"Dear," he said.
"Have you finished cooking?" asked Naufal who was still narrowing his eyes.
"Udah, it's I'm going to take a shower" I said.
"Yes, you took a bath" Naufal commanded.
I stood up and walked towards the bathroom.
I closed the bathroom door.
"deg deg, deg deg," the sound of my heart beating.
"Aaduuuh, why so fast, Huuuff huuuff, relax Gi relaxed," I said inwardly as I relaxed my breath.
"Why the hell if deket Naufal feels oxygen tuh minimal, tight, haduuuh," said myself in the bathroom.
"When I have loved him for a long time, but why do I still care so much" I murmured in my heart.
"Naufal was horrified? His voice swore very tight, tense me," I said as I scratched my hair.
"Udah ah, justin," I said.
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After a few minutes I finished taking a bath, Naufal was waiting for me right in front of the bathroom door while his eyes were still shrinking.
"Why are you like that?" my many.
"It's so sleepy, Gi" he replied.
"Make a bath later is not sleepy," I said as I walked away from it.
Naufal walked into the bathroom, while I carried out my duty to prepare the clothes and other needs that would be used.
"Tumben very narrow eyes like that," I murmured in my heart while choosing a shirt for Naufal.
A few minutes later, Naufal finished his bath.
We perform the prayer together.
I say do'a carefully.
"O Lord, until this very day the Servant still gives thanks to You, whenever the trials that You always give, we always remain together in a bond of love in Your good way, in this prayer mat, I found my forehead on Your earth, I say every temple to You, Servant loves you so much, O God,"
I shed tears.
After he finished his prayer, Naufal turned to greet me.
I kissed Naufal's hand in this hand department, I shed all my tears.
Naufal grabbed my shoulder and immediately wiped my tears.
"Why you, honey?" tanyakanya.
"No papa, I get overwhelmed every time the ordeal comes to us, but we stay together" I said.
Seriate.