
One month later........
Today I am very sad to get a message from Naufal, because he will go abroad for his work later in the afternoon.
I cried as I prepared the clothes I put in her suitcase.
"Why should he go again? Huhuhum" I said in my heart.
My heart hurts every time I fold his shirt, but how else, this is his job.
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In the afternoon, Naufal returned home.
I sadly stood on the edge of the balcony, and she hugged me from behind.
"Sayanggg," he whined on my shoulder.
"Should you go again?" my many.
"Dear, I'm sorry, this can't be represented" he replied.
"Yes, you took a shower" I said.
"You're saying it's the same as me" Naufal said, curling his eyebrows.
I took off her hand and walked into the room.
"Once Naufal has left me abroad, but why am I so sad this time" I said in my heart.
Naufal came back to me.
"Darling, am I wrong with you?" tanyakanya.
"I'm sorry I was wrong with you" he said.
I turned and hugged him.
"You don't go" I said with tears streaming down my cheeks.
Naufal stroked my hair.
"Darling...cuman 3 days, I will go home as soon as possible, if the business there is finished, surely I will return as soon as possible," he said.
"You don't cry, every day I'll forget you, baby" he said.
I did not listen to Naufal's words, all I wanted now was for him to be beside me and not to go anywhere.
"Gia, you can't be as selfish as Gi," I snapped at myself in my heart.
I kept crying in Naufal's arms.
"Bastian picked me up, I took a shower, baby" he said.
"Naufal is really going to leave me," I said inwardly as I took off a hug from him.
And finally, slowly I tried to force my heart to let him go.
Naufal rushed to take a shower.
I prepared the shirt he was going to wear.
After he took a bath, Naufal immediately got ready because the clock had also stopped.
A few minutes after getting ready, Naufal pulled his suitcase, then walked down with me to the Living Room.
***(In Living Room)
Mr. Bastian was waiting for him there, I was getting sadder.
"Udah Fal?" ask Mr. Bastian.
"Udah" answered Naufal.
I drove them to the front of the yard, they immediately put the suitcase in the car.
Naufal hugged me until he breathed.
"Huummm, fine, dear" he said, then kissed me on the forehead.
I shook his hand.
"I'm leaving, baby" he said.
"Jagain Gia ya Bi" Naufal told Bi Sarah who was standing behind me.
"Enggeh Mas, ready," replied Bi Sarah with her Javanese accent medok.
Naufal immediately left for his work.
Every now and then Mr. Bastian's car horn greeted us.
Mr. Bastian's car walks out of the yard, I'm sitting by the pool.
I daydream while holding my stomach. My tears drip in a moment.
Bi Sarah came to bring me vitamins and a glass of water, and I wiped my tears.
"This is Ma'am please drink," said Bi Sarah.
"Thank you Bi" I said.
"Yes Ma'am" he replied as he walked away from me.
Immediately I drink a glass of water and a capsule of that vitamin.
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It was late at night, after finishing the magrib prayer and teaching, Bi Sarah called me.
Tok.
"Mbak Gia, there is Susi's brother below" he said.
I'll open the door for Bi Sarah soon.
Gleeekk.
"Susi told me to go up, Bi" I said.
"Well Ma'am" Bi Sarah replied.
I took Susi to a room that is rarely plastered by the residents of this house, right next to me there is a room that is quite spacious, and, in the past, Naufal said this room was commonly used to gather his friends.
"You know how much I feel when I'm lonely" I said.
"I came here on purpose because I was also lonely Gi at Mas Bastian's house" Susi said.
"Hehehem," I laughed at Susi.
"Why are you laughing?" ask Susi.
"Ooo so now call him Mas Bastian yes," I sneered.
"Aaaaaa Gia, don't do it dong, I'm ashamed to know," he whined.
Bi Sarah came with some jars of snacks and drinks.
"Still Bi" said Susi.
"Yes Susi" Bi Sarah replied with a smile.
"How are you Si? Stay at Mr Bastian's house?" my many.
"Actually I don't feel at home Si, but how else?? At first I wanted to stay at the boarding house, hhhmm but it's impossible, '" he replied.
"Can't that be?? Surely Mr. Bastian's house is spacious Si, how can not be comfortable," asked me again.
"The area is wide Gi, but there is quiet, if here you still have Bi Sarah, Mr. Rusdi and others, if there is no Gi, only a security guard in front," the answer.
"The beginning of this house is also Si, Mama kept sending Bi Sarah here, eeeh all I ask her husband Bi Sarah here all, waah so rame Si, not later his nephew Mas Naufal here," my spoken.
"Huummm so Gi, so good that, there if it has run out of magrib, yes already in the room mulu Gi," he argued.
"Your old age will also be at home, living with someone you think you can count on to make you happy" my friend said.
"Aghem, yes yes Guru, xixixixix," joked Susi.
"What the hell are you Si" I said.
Susi told me everything.
"Sometimes I miss Mama Gi" he lamented.
"Your Mom's mom? Bentar, you have been costing me all this time, why are you currently living with Mr. Bastian suddenly you miss him," I said in surprise.
"Hehehe, don't know Gi, keep going Gi once, I have my IG open Mas Bastian, uh it turns out a lot of girls Gi," said Susi.
"But no one's baled, is it the same Mr Bastian?" my guess.
"Well, there's no Gi, but it feels so tight Gi" he replied.
"Jealous Si, but Mr. Bastian did not respond hayo," I said.
"Heheh yes" he said with a smile.
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When Susi bailed home, suddenly my stomach hurt and was very tight.
"Aaaaaawww, My stomach suddenly hurts Si," I said who was unable to walk us Susi.
"Gi why Gi??!!" asked the panicked Susi and grabbed my arm.
Suddenly my feet were wet like they were being carried away by water.
"Gia!!!" shouted Susi.
"Take me to Doctor Bela Si, sneak Si!!!" my orders are in panic.
"Where is your bag?" ask Susi.
"Call Bi Sarah Si, Bi Sarah knows everything" I said, whimpering in pain.
"Iiii.iya The bentar yes," said Susi.
Susi immediately called Bi Sarah, Bi Sarah panicked when she saw my feet wet.
"Astagfirullah Mbak," said Bi Sarah panicked.
"Auntie to Gia's room yes take all the needs of Gia, Susi wants to take Gia to the car, Bi Sarah will immediately follow her there," Susi said in a panic.
Susi led me down the stairs.
When all was in the car, Susi immediately stuck the gas in the car very fast, while I continued to whine because of the pain is very extraordinary.
"Please Gi, I tried to phone your husband" said Susi who was driving while opening my phone.
"Aaarrghh, the phone is not active Gi, try me to call Mas Bastian," he said.
And it turns out that Mr. Bastian's phone is also inactive.
"What about Susi?!" asked Bi Sarah who kept stroking my stomach because Bi Sarah was very panicked and it seemed like Bi Sarah knew what was happening to me.
"All of their phones are not active Bi, try to phone Mama you yes Gi," he said.
Tut.
"Hallo Assalamu'alaikum Aunt" said Susi.
"Wa'alaikumsalam, what's up Sus?" ask Mama.
"Tante, I'm so sorry to interrupt the time of these gini nights, Gia Aunt, Gia, Gia seems to want to be born, and this is Susi the same Bi Sarah nganter Gia to her Doctor," Susi said very nervously.
"Masya'Allah, where is Naufal??!!" asked my mother in a slightly raised tone.
"Naufal has a job abroad Auntie, so Gia is alone at home, Susi happened to play at home" replied Susi.
"Yes now also Aunty same Om directly there yes," said Mama.
"Yes Aunty," Susi answered immediately turned off her phone.
Susi looked at me with a very sad face and she also had a chance to cry.
"Si..," called me softly.
"Yes Gi???" the answer.
"Please call your mother Mas Naufal on my phone" I ordered.
"Iya Gi yes, you are patient yes, we got through this," he said.
Susi called Mama Feni.
"Assalamu'alaikum Aunt" said Susi.
"Wa'alaikumsalam, who is this?" ask Mama Feni.
"This is Susi's friend Gia Aunt, this Aunt Gia wants her birth like, while Naufal is not at Aunt's house, and this is my trip to the Hospital," replied Susi.
"Astagfirullah, yes Aunty immediately there, send the address yes," replied Mama Feni.
Susi didn't talk much immediately hung up on him.
"Had Gi was patient, where it stuck again," he lamented as he wiped his tears.
***(In Hospital)
We finally arrived at the hospital.
There, our car was immediately welcomed by Doctor Bella, because previously Susi had called Doctor Bella.
They immediately took me to the Maternity Room.
Susi and Bi Sarah are waiting for me outside.
Mama Feni and Papa Diki finally arrived there.
A few minutes later, all of them came in to see me, Susi and Bi Sarah kept stroking my spine which was very painful. I could only cry in pain.
Mama Feni immediately asked me about Doctor Bela.
"Dok, how is my grandson Doc the same as my son-in-law?" mama Feni asked Doctor Bela.
"It's a Caesarean section, ma'am, and where's the husband?" ask the Doctor Back.
"His husband again has work abroad Doc, please immediately handle my daughter-in-law," said Mama Feni who cried.
"But first someone has to sign this agreement first Ma'am," said Dr. Bela.
"Yes Doc yes, the most important thing is that my daughter-in-law will be followed up immediately" said Mama Feni.
Not thinking for long, Doctor Bela gave me the letter of agreement.
It's hard on me, but how else, it's the only way.
Doctor Bela took me to the operating room.
Everyone panicked at my situation. Susi keeps trying to call Naufal and Mr. Bastian.
A few hours later, just as Doctor Bela came out of the Operating Room. Mama Feni immediately asked Doctor Bela.
"Dok how Doc??!!" ask Mama Feni.
"Look Mom, I actually have a hard time saying this to Mom," replied Doctor Bela who made things even more panic.
"What's wrong Doc?? Why Doc??!!" susi Sahut.
"I'm sorry I did everything possible to help her baby Mom, but only her mom can help, because Gia's mother's gestational age is still 8 months and of course if the baby survived it will be born prematurely, but the baby was infected by Bu, so only her mother can be helped," replied Doctor Bela.
Deggg.....
Mama Feni immediately fell, and Papa Diki immediately supported her.
"Oh Allah, huhuhuhu" he said.
Susi and Bi Sarah were saddened to hear that.
"Astagfirullah Giaaa" said Susi.
They all cried hearing the bad news.
After the surgery, I was transferred to the hospital room.
When Mama and Papa arrived there, seeing all crying in front of my room, my mother had guessed if something bad happened to me.
"Si, Gia how is Si??!!" ask Mama.
Susi hugged my mother.
"Baby Gia did not survive Auntie," replied Susi.
"Astagfirullah, huhuhuhu, O Allah my son.
My father, who heard this, went straight into my room.
Glekkkkkkkkr.
My father hugged me, and I realized.
"Papa, what's going on??" I asked with a witty.
"Where's my baby Pa?" my many.
Papa just kept quiet and looked on while crying.
"Gia be patient, son, all that happens is a destiny that is in the love of God with Gia" said Papaku.
Deeeegggggg, my feelings are already very unpleasant to hear my Papa's answer.
"Yeah!!! Where's baby Gia???!!!" my yelling.
My father hugged me back to calm me down so as not to make a fight.
"Your baby is not helped, son," my father said.
I was crying sobbing, wanting me to take off Papa's arms and run to see my baby, but what am I? I'm just a people who can only run, not write.
"Huhuhuhuhuuu no Pa!!!! No!!!!" I shouted while revolting.
My mom walked up to me and hugged me, I felt so guilty about them.
I'm so stressed out about this, like someone who's lost his mind.
I kept crying, only my Papa could calm me down at that moment.
The next day, only once I was met with my son, I kissed him for the first and last time, Susi was able to photograph him, with my current state, I do not remember Naufal at all.
My father's in charge of all my son's funerals.
I was depressed, just silent, crying and daydreaming.
"O Allah, so heavy a trial that You gave, I am very sad to lose this O Allah, huhuhuhu, strengthen the servant, huhuhu," I murmured in my heart.
Susi walked up to me.
"Gi, I go home first, yes" she said.
"I have to work this morning, I'll be home from work, I'll be here again" he said.
I didn't listen to her, and I didn't answer her, it seemed Susi understood if I would allow her to go home.
I can only and will speak to my father at this time.
Bersambungg......