Love from GIA

Episode 203 (Deepest Sadness)

Mr. Joko and Abay are waiting for me in front of the lobby.

Naufal and I walked up to them.

***(In Front of the Lobby)

Abay took her Pap's hand.

“Ayo Pa, Papa's coming, right??” ask Abay.

“Abayyy....sorry Papa, Papa can't come with you the same.

Mama,” replied Naufal.

Abay took his hand off his father.

“Yaaah Papa is not coming, Papa is busy again yes definitely,” said Abay

he seemed a little disappointed in his father.

I tried to seduce Abay.

“Abay….Papa's working for us, so Abay can't

disappointed with Papa, Papa has tried to be able to come with us, but it still can not, Papa also said, if we stay there, surely Papa nyulai, papa nyulai, but we don't catch Nak,”.

“Eeem, yes udah Ma, Abay same Mama aja not papa kok,” said Abay.

“Maafin Papa ya Nak,” says Naufal.

Abay only pressed his cheek against Naufal.

“Udah no papa, there will be Mama,” I said.

“Salim used to be with Papa,” my connection.

Abay immediately shook his Papa's hand.

“Mas, I live first yes, I will definitely go home very night,” my saying.

“Iya Darling,” replied Naufal.

I also touched Naufal's hand.

“Pak, take the car slowly yes, no need to speed, no,

because it is brought valuable sir,” Naufal said to Pak Joko.

“Heheheh, done sir,” replied Mr. Joko while brandishing

thumbs up his hands on Naufal.

“Heheheh, Mas Naufal can only, there is Abay loh,” I said.

“Hehehe, what a pity, it's worth so much,” says

Naufal.

“Udah Yes Mas, Assalamu’alaikum,” salamku.

“Iya Darling, wa’alaikumsalam,” replied Naufal.

Abay and I got in the car.

The car drove to my hometown.

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On the way, I constantly seduced the Abay in sight

sad because my dad did not come.

“Poor Abay,” my mummy in heart.

“Abayyy, why??? Still sad, right??? Because Papa didn't come??" my many.

Abay just shook his head at me.

“Terus, why is Abay pouting so??” my many.

“Abay no papa Ma, hehehe,” replied Abay.

“Abayyy...got can lie to Mama,”.

I know Abay's nature like me, like to hold and not

wanna declare.

But I kept trying to seduce her to tell her a story

at me.

“Abaayyyy, let's try the same story Mama, you can't do it, must be talked to Mama,” said I.

“And Mama said, Papa did all this for us Ma, so

it is natural that Papa cannot go with us,” said Abay.

I gave her my smile.

“Abay, indeed your Papa is very busy, but you should not be discouraged, Papa you have promised me, later will change the time seized, Papa said it to Mama, Mama,” says Abay.

“Abay pity Mama, Mama is always alone,” Abay said

who finally opened up to me.

“Abay know what I feel like without me having to talk

same him,” murmured me in the heart.

“Masya’Allah Nak,” I said inwardly.

“No, Mama is not alone, there is you,”

while stroking Abay's head.

“What Mama used to be before there Abay, Papa is also often busy

kayak gini yes Ma,” guess Abay.

“No, Papa you are always there for Mama, now is always there, but if for now Papa you have a lot of business, so yes the consequences should be like this, we cannot make Papa fall, instead we have to get Papa excited,” said I.

“Yaaaah although I also feel a bit lonely, but Abay

can't feel like I'm,” my grumbling in my heart.

“Abay want to eat what is this??” my many.

“Pak, we find food first yes, so later you can too

eat,” sayku.

“I ate earlier Buk,” replied Mr. Joko.

“No papa sir, eat again, hehehe, will travel far Sir,” said I.

“When there is M** just stop sir, we buy there

aja,”.

“Good Buk,” replied Mr. Joko.

“We go to M**just aja ya Nak,” I said.

“Iya Ma,” replied Abay the obedient.

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Our car stopped at a place to eat that was very worldwide and of course everyone knows, no one does not know.

We decided not to eat there, because we would

it takes our time, especially this is already willing to go ahead of magrib.

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We continued our journey to my hometown while

enjoyed the food we bought.

“Pak, later the food should be eaten, hehehe,”

my spoken.

“Iya Buk, I will definitely eat, if now I still

full of Buk, had eaten the same rawon desert Bi Sarah,” replied Mr. Joko.

“Enak no sir desertnya?? Father likes??” my many.

“Hehehem tasty Ma'am, delicious, that's the food of these slang people

yes Mbak???” said Mr. Joko.

“Hehem, Father…..Bapak....can be said so sir,”

my answer.

Adzan magrib also reverberated from my phone.

“Allahuakbar.........Allahuakbar......”.

“Udah magrib yes,” I said.

“Pak search mushola first yes,” sayku.

“Good Buk,” replied Mr. Joko.

The car stopped at a large mosque.

“Abay, go down first, pray,”.

We all came down from to perform the magrib prayer

berjama’ah.

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After the prayer, while I was wearing my socks, there was

a Mother-Mother asked me to speak.

“Where are you going Mbak?” ask the mother.

“You to my parents' house Buk,” I replied.

“Self??” ask her.

“Sama driver and my son Buk,” I replied.

“Eeemmm, where is Mbak??” ask the mother again.

“From city ******” replied me.

“Wah far yes Mbak,” said the Mother.

“Ya I have been first yes Ma'am,” said the mother who was already in

wait husband.

I saw her walking in the car with her husband and

her child.

I smiled to see them.

“Maybe, for now, I can't be like them yet,

but Mas Nafal is still the best, he has given all his life to me and Abay, Mas Naufal's busyness will not be able to beat my love, love, care for him,” I murmured in my heart.

Abay came up to me and invited me to come in

automaker.

“Ma, come,” he said.

“Bentar Nak, let Pak Joko eat first,” I said.

I deliberately let Mr. Joko can enjoy his food first, because it feels bad if I am in the car.

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A few minutes later, Mr. Joko called us to

continue this long journey.

The car drove back to the hospital

My dad's in the care there.

“Mbak, what is it, Papa Ibuk sick what??” ask Mr. Joko.

“Papa only ketapek anja kok Pak,” answered me exactly the same

like my mother's answer to me.

“Do’a in my Papa yes Sir, so I can go home soon,” my connection.

“Definitely Mbak, surely I do’a in,” replied Mr. Joko.

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After we spent a few hours on the way,

we finally arrived at the hospital where Papa was treated.

looking for a place to park our car.

Tut…..

I called Johan to pick me up in the lobby.

“Assalamu’alaikum Kak,” greetings Johan.

“Wa’alaikumsalam Dek,” I replied.

“Dek, Kakak already in the Lobby, you pick up yes,” I said.

“Iya Kak, wait yes, Johan goes straight there,” he replied.

Soon, Johan managed to find me sitting with Abay around the lobby.

“Kak,” call Johan and immediately greet and give a warm hug to me.

“Mas Naufal where Brother??” ask Johan.

“Mas Naufal does not come to the deck, now the important anterine

Sister to Papa's room,” I said.

“Ya already, we go to the 7th floor, Kak,” said Johan.

Abay joined Johan, while I walked

follow him from behind.

Teng tong.

“Kak, Whose sister?? Self-driving??” ask Johan.

“Tadi is the same driver Mas Naufal, but the guy is still looking

parking lot, so the Father asked Brother to enter first because pity wants to see Papa immediately he said,” I replied.

Teng tong.

“Today Brother,” said Johan.

There was a sense of sadness and joy, as I was about to get closer to my Papa's room.

And come right in front of my father's room.

Gleekkk……

“Assalamu’aliakum,” Salamku said.

My mother immediately looked at me.

“Wa’alaikumsalam,” replied My Mom.

“Mama,” I said directly hugging and greeting her.

“Huusst, Papa you're sleeping again, son, don't be hard, yeah,

because Papa you just got to sleep,” said my Mom softly.

I just nodded my head.

“Gia can see Papa,” I said in a sneer.

“Bby Nak, but don't get Papa up ya,” said My Mom.

“Iya Ma,” I replied.

I stepped onto my Papa's bed.

I saw there my Papa was installed by some tools that

stuck in his body, at that time I was more convinced, that my Papa was not okay and not just ketapek an.

“Yes Allah, what pain is my Papa really??? All silent and not telling me, Oh God, I can't bear to see the first person who made me fall in love lying helpless like this, huhuhuhu,” my words in my heart harbored all the ingi tau me about Papa's disease actually.

“Papa, Gia already here Pa, Papa wakes up, Gia can't

long here Pa,” I said in my heart while crying and silencing my mouth.

“Papa must wake up, there is Papa's son here, Papa said

want to meet Gia, now Gia is here Pa, for Papa,”, I said again in my heart.

I went back to see my Mom sitting on the couch

while I wipe my tears.

“Kalo I asked Mama, surely Mama will give me the same answer, but I want to ask who else??” I murmured in my heart.

“Agghemm, Ma,” I said slowly.

“Actually Papa hurts what?” my many.

My mother didn't answer me, but she kept quiet and looked at me.

“Ma, there is no way Papa just soy sauce aja, while

many tools that stuck in the body of Papa Ma,” I said very subtly.

“This Mama's son Doctor Ma, Gia tau Ma, must be Papa there

another disease,” my connection.

“Papa you're okay, son, Papa just soaked,

already,” replied My mother but with her two eyes glazed and held back from crying and looking panicked in front of me.

“Ma, Mama sure Mama did not lie with Gia??” I asked while holding my mother's hand.

My mother immediately lowered her eyes from me.

“Mama would like to meet Abay,” said My mother diverted

the talks.

My mother stood up to leave me and went to see Abay.

Johan gentian came in.

“Dek, Brother please yes, answer honestly Brother's question,” I said.

“Papa hurts what exactly?” my many.

“Don't answer if Papa just smokes and aja Dek, don't,” I said.

Johan was silent, meaning the answer Johan would give

same with my mother's answer.

“Let's Deck, You're the same brother both know, our profession is the same, why should be hidden Dek, you also know, right, if Papa can't be just soy sauce aja,” I said stammeringly because of crying.

Again Johan just kept silent not to answer me.

“Now you know Brother Dek, Brother already has a family

new, really can meet Papa, eh once want to meet Papa even like this, Brother here not long Dek, out this Brother garus go home, Sister just want to know Dek, Dek, what really happened with Papa, destiny no one knows Dek, who knows suddenly tomorrow Brother is not there, or Papa, hmm,” I said a little rebellious but still slow and smooth.

“No one knows, come on Deck, Brother please be with you,” paksaku.

Suddenly, Papa called me.

“Gia,” call my Papa with his limp voice.

“Papa,” I said immediately stand up and remove the water

my eye.

I walked straight to my Papa.

“Papa,” I said with a smile on my Papa, even though both of my tears were heavy and wet.

I held my Papa's hand and I kissed his hand,

then I stick it on my cheek.

“Papa want what?? Want to drink??” my many.

My dad just shook his head.

“Papa asked for what?? Eat??” ask again.

Again my father shook his head.

“Where's your husband??" ask Papaku.

“Mas Naufal can not come here Pa, Gia here just the same

Abay,” I replied as I continued to shed tears.

“Mas Naufal busy,” my word.

“Papa hurts what?? This time, Papa should be honest

Gia, Papa can't hide from Gia,” I said.

“Papa has said the same Gia, Papa just kissed aja

Son,” replied Papaku.

“Neither Pa, Papa must have lied to Gia, Papa can't be just ketacek an aja,” I said.

“All her silence same Gia Pa, so Papa who should be honest with Gia yes,” rayuku.

“Hhmm, kok Gia cry,” Papaku said while wiping water

my eye.

“Gia sad, because Papa is not honest with Gia,”.

I hugged my father's body.

I cried on my Papa's chest.

“Pa, Papa will definitely be fine, whatever the disease

in the same suffering Papa, although Gia should not know, but Papa should be fine, Papa should not leave Gia, huhuhuhuhu,” I said.

My papa rubs my head.

“Papa want to talk to you,” Papaku said.

“For Papa's last time request, and for

the last time Gia had to obey Papa,” said Papaku.

I woke up from my father's chest after hearing that this was the last time.

“Kok Papa said it last time, no Pa, no one

last from Papa make Gia,” my whine.

Finally my Papa said all his grunts and requests to me.

I cried sobbing during advice, do’a, and dreams

My dad told me everything.

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Almost an hour of Papa's time just for me.

“So Papa please son, for the last time,

follow what Papa asks, this is for your good,” said Papaku.

My eyes are so swollen and red because of it

come here until now I just keep crying.

“Now, you go home son, come home, your husband is waiting, Papa wants to say it all to you,” said Papaku.

“But Pa?? Kan Gia just clash here,” said.

“Will definitely meet Papa again, if Papa has already

healed, Papa promises to visit your home,” Papaku said.

“Huhuhuhu, Papa promised yes, Papa can not deny,” I said.

My father nodded his head and smiled at me.

“Papa should also promise Gia, if Papa should be cured,”

my spoken.

“Iya Nak, Papa is definitely cured,” Papaku said.

“Abay can't get in here Pa, so can't see

same Papa, and Mas Naufal actually want to come here Pa, but can't,” I said.

“Iya Nak no papa, surely later will also meet, will also meet,

hehehem,” Papaku said.

"Actually Gia did not want to go home Pa, but this is Papa who asked, so Gia may not obey Papa," I said.

"Papa cepet healed huh, huhuhuhu, a lot of our planning that has not materialized both Pa," I said while hugging my Papa back.

"Yes, my son, Papa must be healed, you must not be sad, pity your son and your husband" said my father.

"Yes already that Gia back yes Pa, huhuhuhuhu, Papa must be healed," said I who did not want to take off my Papa's hand.

I kissed back my Papa's hand.

"Gia's coming home, Pa," I said.

"Yes son, be careful" my Papa replied with a smile on me.

"Oh Allah it is hard for me to leave my Father, but how else, O God???" I murmured in my heart.

"Gia promised Pa, Gia will participate all Papa wants, because it is according to Papa that is best for Gia, huhuhu, Gia, your Papa's happiness is more than your child's happiness and your husband's happiness is also more important" I grumbled in my heart.

I came out of my Papa's room.

"Have Gi??" ask my mother who was sitting with Abay, Johan and Pak Joko.

"It's Ma" I replied.

My eyes are heavy and broad.

"Sir we go home now yes," I said.

"Alright Buk" replied Joko.

Abay who saw me no longer dared to talk to me.

"Ma, Gia has to go home Papa said, pity Mas Naufal," I said.

"Yes son, you be careful, I'm sorry Mama," said my mother.

I hugged my mother tightly.

"Yes Ma, Gia knows," I replied.

"Sir, Brother, come home" I said, hugging Johan.

"Yes, brother" replied Johan.

I finally came home with a heavy heart.

Seriate............