Love from GIA

Episode 204 (Resign)

Early in the morning, as the journey neared home, Abay and I fell asleep in the car.

The car turned towards the complex.

“Buk, already want to reach Buk,” said Mr. Joko.

Abay and I did not wake up.

“Buk, Ibuk...” Call Mr. Joko again.

I started to pry with Mr. Joko's voice.

“Uuuugghhhh,” I open slowly my two very eyes

these weight.

“This nyampe complex sir?” my many.

“Iya Mbak,” answers.

I looked at my watch, and now it shows at 2

early morning.

***(At Home )

At home, Mr. Rusdi opened the gate for us.

Greeekkk……..

Our car drove into the yard.

“Abayyy...Son,,,, wake up,” I said while shaking Abay's body.

Abay finally woke up.

“Come down,” I said.

“Awas ati-ati, at see the way,” I told Abay because

abay Street is still a jolt.

I took my hand and went into the house.

And we both walked up the stairs with our eyes

which is not fully open yet.

“Ma, Abay goes straight to bed to room yes,” Abay said.

“Iya, Mama also went straight to bed,” I said.

Abay walked to his room, I went into my room.

Glleekkk…..

****(In Room)

It was quite a bit dark, only Naufal's face was visible

the bright side because it is radiated by a sitting lamp that is next to his bed.

Naufal still left some of his bed for me, he

falling asleep while hugging her roll.

I kept my bag and I took off my hood, and I tried my best not to wake Naufal from his slumber.

Without washing my face, I immediately laid my body on top

the bed was right next to Naufal and turned on his back.

Sadness came back to my heart.

Tears suddenly drip.

I don't know now what's on my mind dana pa yang

I was just imagining I didn't know, that I knew I was crying out of my control.

Maybe my sobs disturbed Naufal's sleep,

so Naufal woke up, he looked at me and he knew I was crying.

Without saying, Naufal shifted his body and hugged me from behind.

“Why???? Hm??” ask Naufal behind me.

I could not speak and answer questions from

Naufal, the point is that my mini mala is just crying.

“Same story I Dear,” said Naufal.

I just shook my head.

“Yes if you don't want to tell me now, I understand

kok,” said Naufal.

“Don't be in charge of all his own darling, here I am

your husband, as much as I can always be there for you, not all problems you can solve yourself, you can overcome yourself, you are not that strong Gi,” said Naufal.

“I know you, know you very well,” said Naufal.

I immediately turned to face Naufal, and immediately

hugging him, I cried sobbing in the chest of Naufal's field.

“Huhuhuhuhuhu,”

“Uuusstttt, quiet Darling, calm,” said Naufal who continued

trying to calm me down.

“There is me,” Naufal.

I kept crying in Naufal's arms until I did too

fell asleep.

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The next day, today I didn't help Bi Sarah

cooking because my mood is not very good, Naufal told me to let Bi sarah cook.

My face is not as good and happy as usual. Both my eyes

red and swollen from crying all night.

“Dear smile dong,” joked Naufal to me who was

combing my hair.

With a frown I looked at him.

“Mas, you will be home from work, you are not busy right??” my many.

“Not why??” naufal asked while buttoning his shirt.

“I'll talk a lot with you, and I hope you allow it,” I replied.

“You mean?? What do you mean, darling??” naufal asked as he approached me.

“Let me tell you later, if now it is time to mepet Mas, we also want to work,”.

“What's Gi?” ask Naufal again.

“For me, you and Abay, about us,” I replied.

Naufal grew curious when he heard my answer.

“Darling, don't make me curious dong, come on you say

now,” force Naufal.

“Huuftt, Mas, you want me to cry again later,”.

“Yes, baby, I'm sorry, I'll be home from work

you have to go straight to me yes,” he said.

I just nodded my head.

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After we got ready, Naufal immediately invited me

come downstairs.

***(In the Dining Room)

“Morning Bi,” greet Naufal on Bi Sarah, while I just

just give Bi Sarah my smile.

“Mbak Gia why?? It's so different, just got back

The same father Ibuk but Mbak Gia even sad yes, if there is no good news yes,” murmured in the heart of Bi Sarah.

“Others call Bi,” said Naufal.

Bi Sarah rushed over to call the others to join her and have breakfast together.

After all gathered, we all went straight to breakfast this morning.

All greedily spent her, in contrast to me, her sense I have absolutely no appetite, but how else, I should eat, because if not, surely Abay will drop many questions to me.

I just kept quiet and kept my eyes down

the rice that was now in front of me.

Several times, Naufal had looked at me. I smiled at him, so that Naufal would not worry about me too much.

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After breakfast, we decided to go to work.

“Assalamu’alaikum,” say hello to us.

“Wa’alaikumsalam,” replied Abay and Bi Sarah.

“Abay if you want to go to Niko's house just play not papa, but if

time to pray home yes,” I said in the car.

“Iya Ma,” answer.

“Daaaaa Abayyy,” I said as I waved my hand from

in car.

My face is sad again.

Naufal immediately grabbed my hand and carried her in

his lap.

“I know you are very sad, dear, but you still try to smile in front of Abay,” said Naufal.

“I’m okay,” I replied with a smile on Naufal.

“You can hide your sad to anyone, to Papa

you, your Mama, to Abay even to everyone, but you will not be able to close from me Darling, I have told you, you do not have to always be happy, you do not have to be happy, always smiling in front of me,” said Naufal.

“Massss..

my answer.

“I've been used to it like this, burying it deeply in flavor

saddened me, for the sake of making them happy and not worrying about me, I have been used since childhood like that Mas,”.

“I completely understand what you are rasain Gi,

actually you really want to be angry, but you are not the type of person who is easy and good at scolding someone,” muttered in Naufal's heart.

“You want to be angry?? Please darling, be angry with me, please,

snapping at me, screaming at me,” said Naufal.

I immediately threw my eyes out the car window.

I tried to throw away my sadness.

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A few minutes later, we arrived at the hospital.

The car goes into the parking lot.

We both got out of the car.

I walked alone, with Naufal

straight away pull my hand.

“Sa..Honey,” call him.

“Focus yes, this is you again work,” said Naufal.

“Iya I know, I went to my room first yes, you will

meet with Doctor Anton first right,” said I.

“Iya sorry I yes,” said Naufal.

“He’em, no papa kok Mas,” I said.

I walked alone to throw away my sad thoughts

right here.

“Fokus Gi, today you work, many people already

waiting for you, you cannot be sad for them,” I murmured inwardly.

I also started to walk towards the check room.

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At the Hospital, my work went on with great sadness

actually, but I still smile cheaply at them.

Until I came home with Mas Naufal.

***(At Home)

After we performed the magrib prayer, I decided

to go straight to sleep.

Because my heart is still not good.

“Honey, said you want to talk to me,” said Naufal.

I got out of bed and leaned my body on

give bed.

“What do you want to say?? Same story now, you

do not in memndam his own,” said Naufal who sat beside me.

“Huuufffftt, I don't know where to start talking about it

Mas,” I said.

“I want to resign,” connect me.

“You resigned??” asked Naufal casually.

“Yes, I want to be at home aja nemenin Abay, I want to gigabyte

when I was with her, I didn't want Abay to feel what I was feeling first, and I didn't want to be like a sorry Mama when I was a teenager, I stopped working Mas,” I said very heavily.

Moreover, the aspiration of wanting to become a Doctor, is,

now I have to stop for my family.

“You're really resigning dear??” ask Naufal again.

“I can't be your family man yet huh,” guess Naufal.

“No, that's not it, actually I have the intention

to quit my job, but I still have doubts, I still want to take my job, I'm looking for my boss point, but I won't be able to at the boss point Mas, Mas,and finally my decision was more confident when I met Papa yesterday,”, I said.

“Papa pity Abay Mas, finally I talk to Papa if I have the intention to stop working, and Papa initially forbid me Mas, but after I said, Papa, that Mas Naufal actually also wanted this, finally Papa supported him Mas, how?? Can I stop working??” I asked Naufal.

“Sayanggggg....” said Naufal who immediately hugged me.

“This is what I've been waiting for from you, this is what I want

from you, are you sure?? You sure about your decision, you don't have to, honey??" asked Naufal on my shoulder.

“Insya’Allah not Mas,” I replied.

“Kalo emang oengen her you gini, not papa Darling, I

ngijinin you really, not that I cut off your ideals Dear, not, but I can also live you with Abay, I want Abay not less attention than us, not less, although I am lacking, but there will be you,” said Mas Naufal.

“I did this because I pity Mas same Abay, Abay

who began to lose the attention of both parents, I was willing to do this all, even though I had fought for this achievement for many years, but this is all nothing Mas if compared to Abay our only child,” murmured me in the heart.

“One day ahead, I will immediately make a letter of resignation Mas, and for tomorrow, is the last day I work as Doctor Gia,”.

“Alhamdulillah Yes Allah,” says Naufal.

“I don't know how to be happy or how to be happy?? Yang

I must have been waiting for all this,” said Naufal.

“Are you happy and comfortable with your decision

Baby??’ naufal asked, mengadai both of my cheeks.

“Insya’Allah Mas,” I replied as my lips trembled with restraint

weeping.

“I don't want later you will regret Dear with

this decision,” said Naufal.

“Massss..

have a healthy love for me for the last time, and this is my Papa's request for the last time,” ceplosku.

“And this is not the desire of Papa, I want, too,

you want, even Abay more want,” I said with tears that had filled the eyes.

Naufal took his hands off my cheeks. She's staring at me

longtime.

“Papa's request for the last time??? Desire

Papa for the last time?? What do you mean, darling?? Last?” ask Naufal.

“I've guessed, that what you're asking right now, that,

right now, exactly the same as what I asked Papa when I was there,” I said stammering from crying.

“What's last, dear?? Hm?? Last what??" ask Naufal

with his face turned very serious.

“Udah lah Mas, do not discuss it, I am sad if I hear

last word, all the same silence me Mas, even Papa, the man who does not want to lie to me, Papa also silenced Mas, and after Papa said all his dreams to me, Papa said all his dreams to me, all he wanted, Papa told me to go home on the grounds that you were waiting for me at Home, I was sad Mas, why are they all the same as me??” my spoken.

“I'm wrong what are they?? All this time I knew, I

always and always try to make them happy without them knowing what I really want, but why?? With this problem, they covered her from me Mas, huhuhuhu,” lamented.

“Giaaaaaa......you can't be prejudiced by Papa and Mama, inget, you once told me right, that whatever they do to you, that whatever they do to you, you do not know, it has indeed been the best for you, and maybe Papa is the same Mama what Johan did this all because they do not want you sad, do not want you hurt Honey,” said Naufal.

“It is precisely this that makes me sad and hurt Mas, precisely

this, huhuhuhu,” tepisku.

“Honey, trust me, this is all they do, because

indeed their intentions are very noble, they are your family, your biological family, there is no way they betray you, there is no way they do this all for no reason, they are also very heavy to hold this all dear, not just you, let alone Mama,” argued Naufal.

Naufal hugged me tightly back.

“You don't like honey, later you even get sick, you

may think of all this, but the brain, your mind needs rest,” said Naufal.

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