Love from GIA

Episode 66 (Baikan)

"It doesn't mean I'm silent and do nothing doesn't mean I'm not assertive with you Gi, does it? I just want to know first what you're looking for, so I let this go. So you don't think I don't care about you, I really care about you" Naufal said.

"My heart hurts a lot when I see you with Vela" I said.

"Why should you ask me to accompany Vela Darling?" asked Naufal who kept hugging me.

"I was confused when I was in a choice between right and wrong over my secret plan, I thought maybe you were happy with it" I said in tears.

"You have not told me at all, you are insensitive" I said, hitting Naufal.

"I'm not as sensitive as you are, honey? I am sensitive to the change in your attitude with me, but I deliberately did not directly with you, I want to finish this problem first, later if Mama Vela has come here, I'll make it clear that everything is the same" Naufal said.

"What about the promise you made with Mama Vela?" I asked as I turned my head to see Naufal who was taller than me.

"Yes I keep him, but it's different I can't like it anymore, just mantau aja, if he's okay already, he needs help or ask for help, just mantau aja, yes we help together," said Naufal.

I leaned my head back against Naufal's chest.

"You don't make weird plans again gini, I've been open to you, cook you are still in the same company as me, secrets and the same me, not good darling," mutilate.

"You're why Gi so hard to say, it's so hard to believe me, I've said many times if I don't want to leave you," said Naufal.

"All men can promise not to leave, but not necessarily to keep each other's feelings" I said.

"I, love you sincerely Gi, I love you" whispered Naufal in my ear.

"I'm ready to say a thousand times that I love you, I don't mind if you want that" said Naufal, who tried to tease me.

I took off my arms from Naufal, I wiped my tears.

"You really? You're sincere? Not forced because you have married me already, if you are happy with him I am not papa, I am sincere," I said spoiled.

Naufal laughed at me.

"Wahahahah, darling that's what it is to say," said Naufal.

"Yes, I did not, even though from the beginning of marriage with you, there is not the slightest feeling of coercion, all of it is in gratitude, if we are grateful we must be happy, because we feel enough, because we do not feel happy, yes like I'm the same you, you're quite like this, I'm grateful, I didn't ask for more, right," said Naufal.

"Yes yes you even laugh at me anyway," my whine.

"Hehehe, let's go to sleep now" said Naufal, as he rattled me to sleep.

Naufal turned off the room lights, and only the sleeping lights were on.

As usual Naufal always hugged me.

"Darling, you have to promise me, you can't make silly plans like this anymore" Naufal said.

"He'em," I replied.

"I'm confused to know you, in my badesek heart Gi, I think gini some days this child is different anyway, usually a spoiled spoiled, but this is very different, but this is very different, keep talking about it too, use say look for your most comfortable place Mas, iiih what the hell are you Gi? The most comfortable place I'll be in is you, why do I have to fiddle again, waste of time is dear" said Naufal who made me blush.

"And I just want to know the truth, I'm afraid, I don't know who else to talk to, I can't possibly confide in my Papa Mama can't be Mas," I said.

"Nahhh, this is the table Gi that you need to fix, you can be closed to anyone, your friends, your coworkers, your colleagues, as long as you have to open up if I'm the same as your parents, baby, it's not good if you hold it yourself" said Naufal.

"Who said? I'm really open if you're with Mom Papa, I'm really close to them" I argue.

"That's not so Gi, I'm the one who has not been with you for a long time, has been able to conclude, open does not mean deket darling, yes try to say what you think, what is your opinion, what do you want from them, give advice to them, never do you?" ask Naufal.

I looked at him while shaking my head.

"Well, this is your bad nature, even you are the same husband alone can not open, surely the plan you make is Papa same Mama do not know, right?" ask again.

"Well, how else, I don't want to make them sad, just let me sacrifice themselves they don't, so they don't know," I said.

"Dear Lady, not always you have to give up, life is not only about sacrifice, but also happiness" said Naufal.

"You're the guy always diem, if invited gini yes yes, in giniin in so it's just want, right? Don't ditu dong Darling, you have to have a choice, I know, I also understand that you were born all controlled by Papa you, like the house was built from under the floor until it was so terraced, so, yes it's you, your life was built by your Mama Papa, so you have to gini what they say, it's good Darling, it's great, but you have a choice, not that if you have a choice, you deny it, no dear, as long as it's good, yes, but if you don't agree yes you do have to have a chest, yes?" naufal said again.

"I have a choice, I still want to be this kind of person Mas, Papa used to say never regret being a patient and good at sacrifice, indeed you may always be disappointed, Papa once said never regretted being a patient and sacrifice, indeed you might be disappointed, believe me, you will win, and I have proven that, Mas" I said.

"Yes the Gi, but you don't want to, don't be so innocent, so you have to select and have a filter for yourself, dear" he said.

"Yes yes" I said.

"So you don't think strange anymore yes same me, if you say not sure I will also not Gi, you say yes definitely I am also, yes, yes, yes, I am also, I will describe what you say, for example yes you do not get me nemenin Vela, surely I will also not nemenin kok Gi," said Naufal.

"Don't dong, pity to know," I said as I furrowed my eyebrows.

"I want to nemenin Vela, as long as you don't think strangely of me" said Naufal.

"Yes, no, no" I replied.

"You are sincere the same does not make a difference darling, because, fighting,uhh? It was from there like a gini, sincerely his face was flat, not sincere it also made no difference," complained Naufal who suddenly became a critic tonight.

"Well, how are you going again? I was trained like this" I said.

"Are you really sincere? Anyway I want to nemenin Vela as long as you don't think strangely with me, besides I'm there nemeninnya also not in the room he continues, I nemenin her outside sometimes in my work space, sometimes in my office, if Vela needs anything new I nemenin him but a stretch of doang," said Naufal's explanation.

"Oh yeah I was gonna ask you, I was all mud, where are you from, baby?" ask Naufal.

Deeggg.

"I'm from.I'm from the top of Mas" I said nervously in fear of Naufal.

"From the summit? What are you doing there?" ask Naufal again.

"I. I, Mas you don't get angry yeah, sorry I'm sorry.." I said cut off by Naufal.

"I feel so lonely Mas without you at home, and you are also so if nemenin Vela does not give news to me, I am sad for Mas, already hurt in a quiet house, has been, yes, I ran to the top" I replied.

"Where are you going to the top? How dare, do not say the same with me," said Naufal.

"I don't know if the place is really good, Mas" I replied.

"Shortly, how do you know all this? From where?" my many.

"Emmm.yes there are those who tell me, my spies are where Gi made you," said Naufal who lied

"Every time I nemenin Vela you must cry right at home?" naufal asked half-mockingly at me.

"Yes cry it, her husband's men nemen other girls, do not have a feeling really you, let me sampe malem really here alone, I go to know your taste," I said while returning to tears.

"Darling darling, don't cry, you tell me, Mama Vela is also my nekan, yes I'm confused dong, how again, how again, want to not nemenin Vela you also pity, so if I nemenin Vela, you follow yes," he said again.

"Udah ah don't cry," taunted Naufal.

"How bad? I'm the one with the pain about it not you, you don't know why my body was so cold yesterday?" my many.

"Why?" ask Naufal.

"Submering tau malem-malem, showernya I kept on, almost 1 hour waiting for you to go home, justin sick you also do not care," I said a bit judes.

"Hey hey, how do you say that Honey, I care so much about you, you take a dip in the show soaking nights, Astagfirullah Darling, if you are sick, even more panic is me, don't do it again, dear dong, huh? Don't torture yourself" he said again and again.

"That means you have to change everything tomorrow" I said.

"Loh, change what?" ask Naufal.

"Cause you don't know, yes you have to change all day with me, you used to do it too, yes now replace me," I said nyolot.

"Oh duh duh, why revenge is dear," said Naufal while laughing at me.

I hit Naufal with a bolt.

"Kok hit him anyway, Ha? Kok mukul" said Naufal while preventing both hands from hitting him back.

"You ah, you can't talk seriously," I said, turning back to him.

Naufal put his mouth close to my ear, it seemed like he wanted to whisper.

"Love you too" whispered Naufal.

I smiled at Naufal's behavior, I turned back to face Naufal.

"I'm not saying to you I love you, why did you say it was like that" I said.

"And you hit me, one punch one word I love you means, we have agreed that first," said Naufal.

"Where is there? You agree, wekkkk," I'll change.

"Oh that's you, just look at my reply," threatened Naufal who woke up and immediately tickled me.

Our jokes and laughter filled our room.

"It's stopped, whaahhaha," said I who was not strong anymore to hold back the tickle.

Naufal stopped tickling me, he did not go back to sleep, he looked at me for a long time but also serem.

"Why do you see me like that?" my many.

Without answering and just smiling Naufal landed his kiss on my forehead.

I feel very calm.

"Every night, whenever I slept with Papa in front of the TV, he always asked me how about my studies, and I could tell him all my complaints, and he always kissed me on the forehead, but now it's very rare, and now you're the one who changed my Papa" I murmured inwardly

After a long time Naufal kissed me on my forehead, he returned to lay his body beside me.

"What did you think Gi was?" ask Naufal.

"I keep Papa every time you kiss my forehead, he's like that if you sleep with me first, but since I went to college I never, last time I got married" I said.

"There is now me, ready to kiss your forehead every day" said Naufal.

"Yeeeeee, you can just go to bed, already there sleeping, from that joke continue not to sleep," I said.

"Older days of Gi we do not joke gini, miss the rich moments of gini," said Naufal while looking at the roof ceiling of the room.

"And yesterday you again sank secretly with me," said Naufal again.

I smiled, and turned to him, and so did Naufal who turned his head back.

I grabbed Naufal's cheek.

"I don't sulk, just..cuman I want to prove it, but I also nyesek," I said.

"You're so sick, you keep getting away from me, you're diem, you keep it simple yourself, keep it exposed, keep on snacking, that's the cycle?" taunting Naufal again.

"Wkwkwkwkwkw, really use the cycle dear," ceplosku.

Uppssss. I stopped laughing and immediately closed my mouth as I flicked my eyeballs.

"Hayooo, let go again, wahahahaa" said Naufal, who laughed at me.

Seriate.