Love from GIA

Episode 150 (Rome)

Later that night, I didn't want to go home and still want to accompany my Papa, but I remember that now I have the right my husband is not my Papa anymore.

I sat next to my Dad.

“Pa, actually Gia does not want to go home, Gia wants to nemenin

Papa here until Papa comes home,” I said.

“Papa may be tomorrow or the day after it's home, Gia don't

worry, pity your husband, Gia come home yes, now you belong to your husband Son, so prioritize him, he's your partner, your paradise friend, yes,” refer to my Papa.

“You are very lucky to get a very patient husband like Naufal, even though your husband is patient you should never take advantage of that, yes,” my Papa frog while grabbing both of my cheeks.

I'm so hard off leaving Papa, but either way, Naufal is my husband, and Papa is my Papa, the two men I love so much.

“Yes Pa, tonight Gia will be home,” I said.

“Papa must be all right, son, don't think too much

the non-no yes,” said Papaku.

“Iya Pa,” I replied.

“Pa wants to talk to your husband, where is your husband?” ask Papaku.

“Gia call ya Pa,” I replied.

I stood up and called Naufal.

“Mas, Papa wants to talk to you,” I said.

Naufal went straight into Papa's room.

“Shere to sit,” Papaku said.

Naufal sat facing Papa.

“Fal, forgive my son's attitude yes,” Papaku said.

“Sorry, sorry why ya Pa?” asked Naufal while raising

one eyebrow.

“I'm sorry for my son's attitude that worries me too much, even though you understand and consider this a natural thing, but after all you're her husband, she's your right,” replied Papaku.

“Hehem, no Pa, Naufal no papa,” replied Naufal.

“Not Nak, for now surely you consider it maklmum and reasonable but suatau when, will certainly cause bad things, problems that are not good, that's for sure, but Papa hopes, don't let ya, son, forgive Gia son Papa,” Papaku said.

“Iya Pa Naufal understands, indeed Gia loves Papa very much,

so I understand him,” said Naufal.

“Intinya, tonight take Gia home yes son, take her,” says

My papa.

“But Pa,” said Naufal cut by Papaku.

“Husst...do this for Papa, Gia now for you, take it

he came home, Papa please, if you take him, surely he will not refuse him, take him with you to come home Nak,” said Papaku.

“Iiii..iya Pa.” replied Naufal nervously.

There are many stories of Papa that he told Naufal.

Until the night, right after the adzan isya’, Naufal

take me home.

“Gi, tonight we go home yes,” said Naufal who sat in

beside me.

I just looked at her, and both my eyes were glazed over.

“Iya Mas,” I replied.

“Nak, we go home yes,” I told Abay.

“Kok came home Ma?? Abay would like to nemenin Grandpa here,”

answer Abay.

“Besok kan Abay must be school, and Mama must also work,” I said.

Abay finally complied with me. We went home to Mama, Papa and Johan.

“Pa, Ma, Gia home yes,” I said.

“Iya Nak,” replied My Mama.

I tried hard in front of Papa, and didn't want to cry in

front Papa.

“Papa should be healed yes, let cepet go home,” I said while

stroking Papa's arm.

Papa just smiled and nodded at me.

“Jagain Papa ya Dek,” message me to Johan.

“Iya Kak,” replied Johan.

“Salim used to be Nak,” I told Abay.

We also shook hands with Mama, Papa and Johan.

“Cure Pa,” says Naufal.

"Grandpa recovered quickly" Abay said.

Every now and then Papa kisses Abay's forehead.

“Assalamu’alaikum,” my greetings and Naufal.

“Wa’alaikumsalam,” answer them.

We walked out of Papa's room to get to the elevator

ground floor.

I just stayed all the way until I went inside

automaker.

Naufal gasped his car slowly.

I threw my eyes out the window, my tears

keep dripping because it is very heavy leaving Papa.

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2 Hours on our way, Abay fell asleep alone

back seat.

“Gia from earlier kept silent, is he angry yes the same I because I brought him home,” muttered in Naufal's agitated heart.

I feel the same as

naufal's feeling now.

“Naufal why don't I talk?? Is he jealous

or get angry with me when I put Papa first on his appeal,” I murmured in my heart.

“Yes Allah forgive me, I feel guilty for ignoring my husband, forgive me Mas,” I said in my heart.

I could only cry and wring my robe

being annoyed with myself, I ventured to apologize to Naufal.

“Mas,”

“Honey,” call me the same as Naufal.

“Eeemm...yes you have spoken dulua aja, aghem,” said Naufal.

“Neither Mas, you only first,” my objection.

“Sayang...already you first,” use Naufal.

“You first Mas not papa,” tepisku increasingly deg-deg

an.

“Gia, you first yes, nurut same husband, yes, let's you want

tell me what's the same I,” said Naufal very gently.

I swallowed my saliva first, my lips suddenly trembling as I wanted to tell Naufal everything.

I cried the night and covered my face with a second

my hand.

“Huhuhuhuhu,” my tears.

“Loh why even cry?? You why?? You want to say what I am, honey, say,” said Naufal while stroking my arm.

“Huhuhu, sorry I Mas, every day I always try

being a good wife is even better for you, but for today, I put Papa first in your appeal, huhuhu, I'm sorry, I can't be a good wife to you yet, you must be very disappointed with me,” I said.

“Loh loh loh, really so, honey hey dengerin me, you do not cry,” said Naufal.

“I'm sorry Mas, sorry, I'm really sorry, I

very panicked Mas, I was worried about Papa, huhuhu,” I said stammered from crying.

“Sayang....huusst.Honey, no, hey gini loh, I.

obviously yes to you, I'm not disappointed with you, no, you don't feel guilty as I am, you are my right, but Papa is your Papa, I say dear, dear,” reply Naufal.

“No Mas, you lied to me, you can't be that easy to assume that I'm completely innocent to you, obviously I'm wrong Mas, I'm sorry, I know Mas, huhuhu, I'm sorry,” say.

“Huuustt, you are calm,” said Naufal while stroking

my head.

“For some people think this is not good, indeed

actually not good, but you're not outrageous darling, for 10 years you're the same me, every time the same me, even from the beginning we married, for 10 years, you never asked me to come home because you miss your Papa, miss your Mama, 10 years you live with me, you stay with me, even far from your Mama and Papa, when the beginning we live this household is not easy Gi, especially for you, must be very heavy because I used to not love you, yet, but in the slightest you never complain all your annoyance to me to your Papa and Mama right, it's natural darling, for me, as long as you are my wife, you never once do your own free will to me, you never once do me, you've been more and more of a wife figure I've ever expected, so you should never feel guilty about me,” Naufal said.

my clothes, iron my clothes, clean our room, clean what is all macem even though there is Bi Sarah at home but you are not leha-leha, you are not good, that's more than enough for me baby, yeah, especially after a few months of our marriage, you don't let anyone touch my clothes, you wash them yourself, even though there's laundry, you don't let anyone touch my clothes, you are ironing and others, it's you,” continued Naufal.

“But Mas...I remain wrong,” I said.

“Nothing is wrong or right Dear,” refute Naufal.

“I'm sorry Mas, for sure I'll keep feeling more

you again, you are my husband,” I said.

“Do not cry again yes,” said Naufal while reaching

my hand.

“So you want to say what's the same with me?” I was shy while wiping my tears.

“No, no so dear,” he replied.

“Must be Mas, don't be,” my whine.

“Yes yes, I wanted it to be with you, I thought you were angry

because I brought him home,” replied Naufal.

“Eehh turns out even you who thought I was angry,” connect

Naufal.

“And I'm afraid Mas, because the time you fit came to Papa's room I was busy nemenin Papa, sorry yes,” I said.

“No papa Darling, udah,” replied Naufal.

“No way, you have to say sorry

no,” paksaku.

“Iya deh yes I am sorry you,” said Naufal.

I embrace Naufal's arm and lean on his shoulder.

Naufal tried to prank me.

“Honey, Abay wake up, “ said Naufal.

I immediately stepped up in shock and immediately took off my embrace on Naufal's arm in embarrassment when I saw Abay.

“Hahahaha, no dear, he is still sleeping kok,” says

Naufal.

I looked back, and it turned out to be Naufal only

pranking me because Abay is still asleep.

“Aaaaaa..Mas Naufal, say if you can not back up in.

you,” I said as I furrowed my eyebrows and pursed my lips.

“Not darling, no, I am kidding you, let's not be too gripping,” said Naufal.

“Ngambek nih,” noda Naufal.

I tried to shut up and held my smile back at Naufal.

“Don't sulk later cry again,” taunted Naufal.

“Here I hug again,” said Naufal while pulling and

hugged me.

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Arriving at Home.

***(At Home)

We got out of the car, and walked straight into the house.

Again Naufal held Abay because he could not bear to

woke him.

“Assalamu’alaikum,” says salamku.

“Wa’alaikumsalam,” replied Bi Sarah who immediately ran

approached me.

“Mbak, how is Mr Mbak?” ask Bi sarah.

“Alhamdulillah Bi, Papa just ketapek an only,” reply

Naufal.

“Iya Bi,” suhutku.

“Alhamdulillah Ma'am if so, Bibi worried Ma'am, anxious

at home,” says Bi Sarah.

“Auntie is calm, Papa is not papa kok Bi,” said Naufal.

“We rest first yes Bi,” said Naufal.

“Oh enggeh Mas, monggo,” says Bi Sarah.

We walked up the stairs, my face still not

fully healed because still little remember with Papa.

***(In Room)

I went straight into the bathroom, while Naufal

it's in Abay's room.

In the bathroom, I was thinking about Papa,

I rubbed my face with water and looked in the mirror.

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I came out of the bathroom to the dressing room, Naufal

hurry to the bathroom.

After I change my nightgown, I put my body on

on bed.

Shortly thereafter, Naufal turned off the lights and caught up with me.

“Sini deket deket, do not go far,” Naufal command while

I pulled my body closer to him.

Naufal grabbed my body and stroked my hair.

“Darling, can I ask you?” ask Naufal.

“What?’ answer's short.

“What did Papa ever get sick with you traumatized?” ask Naufal.

When I heard the question from Naufal that I should have forgotten, I now remembered the incident.

“Mama same Papa asked me to avoid the incident Mas, Mama asked me to assume that it never happened to Papa,” I replied while whining want to cry.

“Oh...eeemm..sorry Honey, I really ngagk tau,” said Naufal.

“Then, Papa's life was almost unhelpful to Mas, and I saw how my Papa whimpered and endured the pain in his body,” I said.

“Udah Darling, do not di continue, sorry I yes,” said Naufal

who feel guilty to me.

“Mas, what should yes I forget all that, while during

decades I have been forcing and trying to snack and assume it never happened Mas, but I can not 100 percent forget all that, not easy Mas,” said I.

“Although Papa always says ama me, forget all the things that

makes you sad, but for that incident, I was really hard to forget Mas,” I complained to Naufal.

“Darling, said Papa right, said Mama is also right, you have to forget the thing that makes you sad and just assume it never happened, why do we have to remember things that are painful for us, you say, life is a walking uterus, so you don't stick there, honey, I know you're traumatized, you know, but you try it Honey, all this is also for your good, so you do not worry too much Papa and assume that the incident will happen again to Papa, Papa, yes you good children always worry about your family, but it is not forever you have to be trapped in your trauma,” said Naufal.

I just kept quiet and listened to my husband's advice.

“I'll try Mas,” I replied.

“Sorry yes, I am telling you again about Papa,” said

Naufal while tucking my forehead.

“Pray for me, hopefully Papa will recover quickly,” said Naufal.

“Every day Mas, I always pray for you, for Papa, for you,

for Mama, everyone I love,” I said.

“Now you sleep yes, you must be tired of papa nemenin

all day, said Mr. Joko throughout the trip you also did not sleep,” said Naufal.

“Your eyes are a lot ya Mas,” candaku.

“Loh yes dong Darling, it is mandatory for my family, especially

my whiny wife, wherever there must be, you just do not know,” taunted Naufal while pulling both lips like a crescent shape.

“Maybe also Mr. Bastian with Mr. Joko aja,” taunted me back

with both of my eyes closed.

“You want evidences, try proof just darling, rather than

you don't believe it,” said Naufal.

“Hehe, yes yes I believe,” I replied.

Seriate........