
This morning it was time for me to leave.
Mama Feni was waiting for me in the Living Dining Room with Mas Naufal.
I got off with my suitcase with Bi Sarah. When I went down the stairs, it was clear that Mas Naufal's face was not sincere about my departure.
But on the other hand, he also felt guilty towards me.
He wanted to prevent me from leaving. Again, he cannot be selfish about my decision.
***(In Living Room)
"Have you kid?" ask Mama Feni.
"Yes Ma" I replied.
There are two hearts here, one room wants to take me away from Mas Naufal, but the other room wants me to stay here with him.
I tried to be strong, tough, and look unapologetic. Because this is what I want.
"Are you sure you want to leave Mas?" mas Naufal asked as he furrowed his eyebrows.
"Fal, I have, let Gia heal the wounds you made first" said Mama Feni.
"You're definitely back, aren't you Gi?" asked Mas Naufal who was a bit annoyed like he was to me.
I just nodded my head while taking my eyes off her. I try not to cry here.
"Absurely sure? No one missed?" ask Mama Feni again.
"It's Ma" I replied.
The four of us went to the front of the house. There was parked Mama Feni's car with the driver who will take me to the airport.
When Mr. Rusdi put my suitcase in the trunk, I looked back. Go back and look at this house, which of course I will stay a long time.
Huuuuummm, must have missed if you cook early in the morning with Aunt, early in the morning see the face of Mas Naufal, standing on the balcony when it rains, and the typical hot chocolate of this house. Hehehem.
And everything, it's gonna be a story when I'm in Switzerland. Well I decided to go to Switzerland right in Grindelw........ The small village is very quiet with its snow and lights at night.
I'll spend the winter there alone. Well alone without anyone, or even without anyone I know. There I was not on vacation, but rather calming.
Switzerland, the country of dreams that I always yearned for a long time, especially with the snow and green fields.
I used to want to go with my loved ones, like Papa, Mama, Susi, and also my little family. But now I'm going alone without them.
I thought, with me being there. I will be more calm and able to accept everything. Naufal did not know about this. Mas Naufal only knew I was going abroad.
Mama Feni told me not to tell Mas Naufal, because then surely Mas Naufal will follow me there. And the wound in my heart will never go away.
"Gi, let's go in" said my mother.
"Yes Ma,"
"Mas, I'm leaving, yes" I said as I shook his hand.
Then I got in the car and left the house. On the way, I shed tears. Many memories have been engraved in this city, namely in Mas Naufal House.
"Aren't you Papa son?" ask Mama Feni.
"Im okay Ma" I replied.
Mama Feni stroked my hand to calm me down a bit.
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Finally, the car arrived at the airport.
***(At the Airport)
It's the beginning of my departure, I have to be strong.
Take it all off sincerely, even though when you return to Indonesia later the situation is not the same anymore, you also have to accept all that.
Remember, you cannot be selfish.
Emphasize your own feelings.
"Huuufftt, see you in Indonesia" said my heart.
I just set foot in the airport.
Mama Feni got word, that when Mas Naufal left for work. Mas Naufal had a terrible accident.
"What??!!! Oh God my Son" said Mama Feni, clutching her phone.
"Ma, Mama!! Mas Naufal why Ma??!!" my many.
"Your husband, huhuhuhuhu, your husband was in a accident, son," replied Mama Feni.
"Astagfirullah, O Allah Mas Naufal,"
"Sir, let's go back!!" My orders.
I got Mama Feni in the car. I no longer care about my plans to go to Switzerland.
What I'm worried about now is Mas Naufal's condition.
The car drove very fast towards the place where Mas Naufal was taken to the Hospital.
"Sir, come on, sir, who's a prick," I said.
"Sorry Buk, but this share the location back to Mas Naufal's house?" said the Driver.
"Udah sir, just follow me, I want to see my son soon" said Mama Feni.
"Both Buk" replied the driver.
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Finally true said Mr. Driver, the car drove back to Mas Naufal's house.
"Well, how come this is back home, sir?" my many.
"Yes Mbak, this is me there WA he said Mas Naufal below to the house of Mbak, this is from his friend Pak Bastian who contacted me Mbak," replied Mr. Driver.
Finally there is a car Mr. Bastian.
"Mas Naufal must have been seriously injured, until Mr. Bastian came here too, but why under the house?" I murmured in my heart.
Mama Feni and I got out of the car and ran into the house.
***(In Living Room)
There are Susi, Bi Sarah and Mr. Rusdi.
"Susi," I said to Susi.
"Your husband is in Gi's room" Susi replied.
"Why was he brought home? Why not go to the hospital?"
"Keep, how is Mas Naufal?? Not bad Si? I'm worried," I asked in tears.
"Yes that's Gi, your husband was insistent on the bottom to Rumah aja, in care at home alone," replied Susi.
"Yes, I'm upstairs" I said.
Mama Feni and I walked up the stairs to the room.
***(In Room)
Mas Naufal was lying there.
"Oh Allah Masss" I cried.
I immediately fell down beside Mas Naufal and hugged him, I cried in Mas Naufal's chest.
"Mas, get up, huhuhu," I said.
"Wake up Mas, Mas has to get up," I snapped again.
Surprisingly, Mas Naufal's hand was not attached to an infusion needle at all. But I don't care about that, which I know Mas Naufal's head has been wrapped around by bandages and the elbows of his right hand as well.
"Sir, why did Mas Naufal not want to be taken to the Hospital? Is this bad sir??" ask me to Mr. Bastian.
"Naufal himself asked Gi, so that the doctor who treated him here, he did not want to leave his house" replied Mr. Bastian.
"Mas Naufal, huhuhuhu wake up Mas, I'm here huhuhuhu," I said.
Mama Feni also joined in crying and did not have the heart to see her son lying limp on the bed.
"Gi, I'm going home, yes" said Mr. Bastian.
"Yes sir, thank you for nolongin my husband, the doctor will be here every day right sir?" my many.
"Oh yes Gi, that's for sure, because the Doctor is the Doctor of Naufal's family," replied Mr. Bastian again.
"Again, thank you very much sir" I said again.
"Yes Gi" replied Mr. Bastian and left me alone with Mas Naufal.
"Oh Allah, why is this the same? Huhuhuhu Mas must wake up, there I am here Mas," said I.
"Naufal, wake up son, huhuhu Mama here," said Mama Feni.
"Mas Naufal wake up, I'm here, Mas,"
I held Mas Naufal's hand, and I cried. Although I was angry with her, but if this happens, which wife would leave her husband.
Mama Feni increasingly could not bear to see her son, finally Mama Feni decided to just go down.
"Mas, banguunnnnn huhuhu,"
"I promise Mas, huhuhuhu if Mas wakes up I will not be angry again Mas, but Mas wakes yaaaa huhuhu, I do not want to lose Mas, Mas have to wake up, huhuhu,"
"Huhuhuhu, where is Mas's promise that I will be?? Huhuhu Mas must wake up, Mas evil if Mas do not wake up,"
"I promise, after Mas wakes up, I will not be angry again with Mas, I am not indifferent to Mas, huhuhuhu, come on Mas banguunnn, I love Mas, I love Mas, how many times have I said like this Mas, huhuhuhu, many times Mas diseakin me, many times also I will still survive Mas, let's wake upnnnn!!!" I said crying on Mas Naufal's chest.
Suddenly Mas Naufal's hand stroked my veil.
"Mas Naufal" called me and got up from his chest.
"Hehehem, same promise?" asked Mas Naufal while smiling at me.
"Kok Mas....kok Mas smile?" my many.
"Once again, right, Mas's hand hurts why can't I brush my hair?? Don't-don't Mas guess me yes," I said as I furrowed my eyebrows.
"Hehehehem, no pity," answered Mas Naufal subtly.
"Yes, this must be a trap, right?? They must be all the same, right?" my guess.
"Dear, Mas actually fell, Mas aja foot wear a bandage tuh," said Mas Naufal while opening his thick black blanket.
Naufal laughed at me.
"Not funny to know!" I said angrily and stood up to leave Mas Naufal.
Mas Naufal immediately got up and pulled my hand.
"Sorry, I was wrong,"
"You don't want to go anywhere,"
"Don't go" said Mas Naufal.
I let go of Mas Naufal's hand.
"Lepasin Mas" I said.
Deftly Mas Naufal stood up and hugged me from behind.
"What else do you want?" my many.
"Don't keep going like this the same Mas,"
"Mas can not be darling, sorry Mas, sorry, sorry," said Mas Naufal.
"Because I'm confused about what else to use to keep you here, this is the only way,"
"Mas Sayanggggg Gi is with you, sayanggg bangettt, whatever will Mas lasain origin continue to be beside you,"
"Mas don't care if you're angry with Mas, a year, two years, even three years, as long as Mas is the same as you, Mas don't want you far away," said Mas Naufal on my shoulder that made me touched and shed tears again.
"You still do not believe in the same Mas, please for once you believe in the same Mas, and if later Mas proved to be lying to you,"
"Please, you have the right to leave Mas," said Mas Naufal.
"Oh my God, what is this really?? I feel like I really want this embrace of Mas Naufal, I'm very comfortable here, maybe it's like a way for us. Honestly, I can't be far from Mas Naufal either" I murmured inwardly.
"Please, for this time only, the same Mas here yes, do not go anywhere," said Mas Naufal.
"Mas loves Gia, love Gia," continued Mas Naufal again.
I turned my body and hugged Mas Naufal. I cried on Mas Naufal's shoulder.
"Huhuhuhuhu,"
"Sayangggggg," I whined on Mas Naufal's shoulder with a cry.
As if Naufal was happy to hear my call, he hugged me so tightly that he would not let go.
Seriate............