
Naufal did not answer.
He still had time to think and did not answer as I expected.
"No, I don't love him" replied Mas Naufal.
"Please love you Gi, remember our son, you don't be the same Mas,"
"The one who should remember our son,"
"Love it can not be imposed Mas, now Mas love the same me. Tomorrow, Mas love with Vela also can, how many times have I said the same Mas, Allah is All-Turning human heart, depending on human how?"
"I also know Mas, who is married is not necessarily able to love every day, all there is a phase,"
"There's a phase of Mas bored with me, Mas not love me, it must be there,"
"I ask the same Mas now honestly, huhuhu, I'm not papa if it's actually not me who is in love,"
"I'm used to loving alone" I said, sobbing.
"Mas confused Gi, Mas confused..."
"Lately, I don't know what Mas Rasain's heart is??? Mas confused, Mas really love you," said Mas Naufal lightly.
Duuua aarrrrr......
The words that hurt MY HEART the most.
He easily said that. I was crying and crying there was no pause at all for me to stop crying.
Mas Naufal really hurt me.
It's not a joke anymore.
"Mas confused, while Mas busy working, many thoughts, Clava came and welcome the same Mas, everything flows Gi, if there is a clear Clava there is Vela, and Vela.......Vela's trying to talk to me,"
"We used to talk Gi, Mas has fortified Mas to talk about Clava disease is nothing more than that, but....."
"But everything continues, Mas" I guessed as I glanced at me.
"It's not so Gi, Maafin Mas Gi, sorry Mas." said Mas Naufal.
"All ngalir that's it, you believe Gi Mas is not in love with Vela, Mas did often meet Vela, the memory that used to be clear there is still Gi, actually Mas also does not want it," please contact Mas Naufal again.
"So, if you're already kayak gini, then Mas loves Vela??" ask again.
"No, I love you, Maafin Mas Gi....Excuse me....Don't know what this is exactly??" answered Mas Naufal who fell at my feet and begged me.
"Papaaaaa.....Mas Naufal betrayed Gia Pa, Mas Naufal evil Pa, huhuhuhu," my screams in my heart held this indiscriminate wound.
I took off Mas Naufal's hand which was embracing my leg. Then I sat on the couch. I cry again if I believe in Mas Naufal.
"Mas doesn't want you to stay in Gi, Mas doesn't want to,"
"Nothing can disappear from my first love" I told him.
"Why Mas Naufal was so cruel to me, what all this Mas Naufal was talking about was indeed from the bottom of his heart, nor could I blame everything the same Mas Naufal, he said, the foundation can collapse if at any time disaster comes," I said in my heart.
"Mas, although Mas loves me more, but the taste of Mas to Vela is still there,"
"I can't beat Mas, I can't ask Mas to make his love to me, I'm not a selfish person Mas, either,"
"This wound has let it go, let me feel it myself, and Mas..if indeed Mas really still loves Vela, continue,"
"But if one day I make a decision, Mas also do not be selfish and do not demand that I stay with Mas," I said.
"From now on, revoke my promise with Papa to make me happy,"
"I want to and I can rejoice in myself, in my own way. We are still husband and wife but our goals are different, our paths are different, I hope Mas understands. And Mas soon returns to who Mas's love destiny is,"
"Gia, Mas does not want to be like this, Clava is Mas Gi's patient, there is no way Mas does not serve him, what about Doctor Mas's oath first," said Mas Naufal.
"You want, Mas is ready to take you abroad to meet Vela, because she is not here, she moved abroad to treat Clava, and the brownies, earlier, it's the parting brownies Clava made for Mas" Mas Naufal added.
"No need, everything is clear,"
"From this moment on, I want to try to love myself more than anything else,"
"I will end all this Mas, I will lose my love with Mas," I said.
"I hope Mas accepts this decision, and understands," said I who immediately left Mas Naufal alone in this room.
Gllerrr.......
The whip for Mas Naufal who was dishonest to me.
I cried down the stairs, no matter the rain. Today I'm leaving, complaining to Mama Feni. I can't possibly complain to my mom. Especially my mother who has not recovered from losing Papa.
"O Allah, I know this is sinful, I do not deserve to say that word to my husband, but I am also an ordinary man, who must have sinned. Forgive me, O God, huhuhuhu, my heart has been repeatedly treated like this, I fight alone here, O God," I said in my heart.
Fortunately, downstairs was quiet, I could run straight to the garage.
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I gasped my car into the big gate of Mas Naufal's house. Mr. Joko was shocked when he opened the gate for me. Because Mr. Joko rarely sees me coming out alone with this heavy rain.
I did not open the glass of my car at all, I did not want Mr. Joko to know and even then Mr. Joko wondered to me.
Mas Naufal had asked my departure to Bi Sarah and also Mr. Joko.
"Hallo sir, where did Gia go??" ask Mas Naufal by phone.
"Wow, I don't know sir, I didn't say goodbye to me" replied Mr. Joko.
"Yes sir, thank you sir," said Mas Naufal immediately disconnected his phone.
"Where else is Gia Inim??" muttered.
On the way, my phone kept ringing.
The incoming call from Mas Naufal has been several times. But I ignored it even a few times.
"Mr,"
"Gia misses Papa,"
"Who else could be trusted with Gia Pa, Gia wants to get out of here Pa,"
"Wish to leave Mas Naufal's life, but Gia had promised before Papa died, that Gia would not part with Mas Naufal and still maintain the marriage for whatever reason, huhuhuhu,"
"Pa, if Papa knew now how Gia hurts?? Surely Papa has distanced Gia from Mas Naufal, why Papa still think that Mas Naufal is very good in front of Papa's eyes, why Pa?? Your daughter was hurt by him, huhuhuhu," I said in my heart.
I cried on the way to Mama Feni's house.
I'm venting everything here. I don't care about the heavy rain that's blocking me.
"I don't want to see you again, huhuhu,"
Suddenly my head is dizzy. Maybe because of the half daily effect I kept crying.
"Eeesshhh aawwhh,"
My view is also blurry especially plus heavy rain. The streets are very quiet. And finally.....
Brakkkkk.........
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When I woke up, I was already in the hospital.My hand was attached to an infusion needle, my head was also a little heavy. My legs hurt a lot.
The first time my eyes were looking at Mas Naufal's face that was sticking my hand on his forehead.
When I realized my hand was held by Mas Naufal. I immediately took my hand from him. Mas Naufal immediately stepped up in shock with this cold attitude of mine.
"Bie....Aunty,"
It wasn't Mas Naufal I called. Bi Sarah is sitting on the couch.
"Enggeh Mbak (Yes Mbak)" replied Bi Sarah.
"Gia why Bi??" ask Bi Sarah.
"So you were in an accident, there were people who saw your car hit the road boundary, fortunately you did not fall into the abyss" Mas Naufal replied.
My heart still hurts when I hear his voice.
"Yes Mbak so the story, Mbak Gia raining so where the hell is Mbak??" ask Bi Sarah.
"Eeee...aaaaammmm..."
"Have a rest, don't think too much, your head hit, my legs hurt too" replied Mas Naufal.
"Bi, Mama don't let you know, yeah,"
"Gia does not want Mama even think strangely," I told Bi Sarah.
"Well Ma'am," Bi Sarah replied and then sat back on the sofa.
Gleekkk.....
Mama Feni is coming.
"Assalamu'alaikum" said his greeting.
"Wa'alaikumsalam" answered us all.
"It's true Nakkkkk!!! Oh Allah Giiaaa!!" said Mama Feni who cried and immediately hugged me.
"O dear God, why did this happen?? What a joy, son," asked Mama Feni to me.
Mas Naufal immediately answered his mother's question.
"Naufal, why can you let your wife go alone??!! You would at least have the heart if your wife went everywhere alone," said Mama Feni scolding Mas Naufal.
"Eemmmm....this is not the fault of Mas Naufal Ma, this is Gia's fault, Gia who left without saying goodbye" I said.
"Can you Fal??!!! You should know where Gia is going" said Mama Feni, who continues to blame Mas Naufal.
"That time......Mas Naufal again in Ma's room, Gia wanted to go to the Boutique because there was a sudden call," I stammered forced to lie to Mama Feni.
I'm not ready to tell Mama Feni if I'm still like this.
"Giaaa, next time be careful, Mama don't want to see you like gini again, yeah,"
"You go everywhere, ask for help with your husband, or do not ask Mr. Joko just to take you, yes," said Mama Feni.
I just nodded my head to satisfy Mama Feni's request.
"Definitely Gia hasn't eaten yet, son," said Mama Feni as she held onto both of my cheeks.
"Fal, bribe your wife" Mama Feni ordered.
Mas Naufal felt awkward when ordered by Mama Feni to bribe me, because she knew I was avoiding contact from her. I just pulled my hand when Mas Naufal grabbed it.
"Aaaaa..mmm Gia can be alone Ma," I refused.
"Udah was bribed Mas Naufal, you are,"
"There will be porridge from here, gih bribe Fal," ordered Mama Feni again.
Seeing Mas Naufal's face alone my heart was already very sore. Moreover, he has to bribe me.
Seriate.........
Don't worry for you who are upset because they are both (Gia and Naufal) hehehe.
The storm will soon pass, 😁sabar yaa
Don't stay with his story🙏😀
Thank you for waiting patiently for Hehehe