
"Well quiet again without Naufal" I said in my heart as I stepped into the car.
In the car I cried again thinking about Vela's words.
I held it myself.
"I don't think I want to go home, I'm really home, I'm not comfortable there" I said in my heart.
My car drove down the street.
I decided to go to the top even though it took me a while I still chuckled to go there.
Do not forget on the way I took the prayer first.
Arriving at the top, I found a place that seemed very quiet.
I slowed down my car.
I got out of the car and went straight into the cafe or what this is, because this cafe is different from any other cafe I've ever been to.
this cafe is designed not only to hang out, but it looks like this private cafe because there are only a few rooms, and each room there is a small lined sofa and a small balcony.
I walked over to the officer who was standing at the door.
"Sir, is this a cafe?" I wonder who is surprised by this place.
"Yes Ma'am, this is a private cafe, so you can rent one room here for a few hours, the maximum rental is only 24 hours, and if you bring a partner, you can rent one, then you will be asked for your personal data," explained the employee.
"But it's safe, isn't it?" I said just to make sure.
"Aman Mbak, because if here bring a partner, it must be ensured that visitors are legally married" replied the employee.
"Please enter Ma'am" said the employee, opening the door for me.
I walked in slowly and sat down where I thought I would be comfortable.
After I sat down while looking at the beautiful view of the peak on the balcony, 2 servants approached me.
"What message do you want?" tanyakanya.
I say everything I want.
I sat daydreaming staring at the green top layer.
"Papa, Gia is sad, Gia is confused as to who Gia's husband really loves, whereas Gi always tries to be a good wife for Naufal, Gia was willing to be hurt in order to prove who the woman Naufal really loved" I said in my heart.
My tears just drip.
A few minutes later, shortly after, the staff brought my order.
I wiped my tears.
"Thank you Ma'am" I said.
"Okay Ma'am," answered the two employees simultaneously and walked away from me.
I really enjoyed it there, with the weather drizzling, as usual I was playing rain on the balcony.
The more silence this afternoon, I felt very peaceful here, but my little heart kept thinking about Naufal.
I cried again to think about it.
"Huuuffttt, what other way to make you love me Fal, I've been so dead-end looking for this exit myself without you, I'm tired of walking alone," I said standing on the edge of the balcony.
There I can only reflect on my relationship with Naufal.
"Even though this is wrong, I don't mean to stay away from you at all" I said in my heart.
I could not linger there, for it was getting night, and I had to go back before Naufal got home first.
As I was walking towards the car, I saw a man standing and talking to the officers there.
"I think I know that guy?" I said in my heart.
"And I seem to know that shirt too" I said in my heart.
"Oh," I said as I walked into the car.
With me enjoying the quiet and quiet atmosphere at the peak, removing a little of the burden of my mind on Naufal.
Every now and then I see my phone maybe there's a message from Naufal.
"I thought he must have given me no news, Huftttt" I said in the car.
I fastened the speed of Naufal's car.
***(at Home)
1 Hour later I got home.
"Hopefully Mas Naufal has not returned" I said in my heart.
I put Naufal's car in the garage, I walked in with slow footsteps.
"Mak Gia," call Bi Sarah.
"Hehem Aunty, Gia was shocked," I said.
"Gia's mom just got home?" ask Bi Sarah.
"Yes Bi, Bi Mas Naufal is home?" I asked Bi Sarah.
"Not Ma'am, Mas Naufal did not go home with Mas Naufal?" ask Bi Sarah again who is starting to suspect me.
"Eemmm the problem.so earlier Mas Naufal said there was a similar event Bi, yes it is," I said nervously.
"Oh that's it, Ma'am," said Bi Sarah while carrying her laundry clothes.
"Yes already that Gia up first yes Bi want to take a shower," I said.
"Mbak Gia is very strange yes lately the same Mas Naufal," grumbled in Bi Sarah's heart.
"Bi, Auntie's not talking about Gia?" I asked Bi Sarah who was dumb.
"Denger Mbak denger hehehe, monggo Mbak Gia," said Bi Sarah invited me to go upstairs.
I walked away from where Bi Sarah was standing with a very heavy heart and held back my tears from hearing Naufal who had not yet returned home.
I went into my room and locked it.
I leaned my body on the door.
The longer I fall on the floor right in front of the door.
I cried again without a sound.
"That's why I didn't go home, Mom" I said in my heart.
I saw a ring on my ring finger.
I took the ring off, I wanted to throw it.
When my hand was very ready to throw away the ring, it flashed through my mind Naufal's words as he said akad.
Words keep ringing in my ears.
I paused my intention, I covered my ears with my hands while crying like I wanted to get out of this house.
A few minutes later, there was a knock from the door.
Tok.
I woke up from my stupid act.
"Who is that? Is that Mas Naufal? Or is it Bi Sarah?" my question is in my heart.
I close my ears to the door to hear the sound from outside.
"Gi," called Naufal while continuing to knock on his door.
I pull my ears straight.
I'm surprised that Naufal came home so soon.
"Mas Naufal? How did he come home?" I said in my heart.
Naufal kept calling me.
"Iiii.iya Mas bentar," I replied from inside the room.
Gleeeekkk.
"Don't Gi open the door?" ask her.
"Emmm yes, I was in the dressing room, so it was a bit less your voice," I replied.
"You haven't had a bath, I still have a gini" Naufal said, lifting my chin.
"Yet, I haven't had a bath yet" I replied.
"Kok be," I cut Naufal so he wouldn't keep questioning me.
"Emmm Mas I take a shower first yes," I said as I walked away leaving her.
Naufal went into the room and went straight to the changing room to remove his watch.
"Any, I swear it's really strange, Gia's attitude lately is the same I'm so different, and my car tires have traces of mud, where did he come from? I'm not saying good to you anyway, this is not the shower yet" Naufal said as he sat staring at the roof of his room.
"This must be wrong," said Naufal.
Naufal immediately walked out of the room and down the stairs to his study at home.
Naufal quickly turned on his laptop and immediately saw Gia's activity as long as she was not home.
Naufal saw whatever I did today, from me walking around and getting caught by Bi Sarah, then I cried and wanted to throw my wedding ring and she, Naufal knew everything.
Naufal saw every move I made.
"Gia why else? Where did he just come from?" naufal said as he furrowed his eyebrows and kept staring at the laptop monitor.
"Haduuh Gi," said Naufal as he patted his forehead and leaned his head against his swivel chair.
"Always like you Gi, there's nothing to say to me, but I'm your husband Gi!!! Not anyone else, huuftttt," Naufal said.
"It's Gi that makes us misunderstand, this is what makes our family disharmonious" Naufal said.
Shortly after Naufal was satisfied to see my activity from the cctv that had been installed without my knowledge.
Naufal ran towards the room again.
While I who had just finished bathing was shocked by Naufal who locked the room and walked slowly towards me.
"Mas Naufal why? Is he mad at me?" I murmured in my heart.
Naufal kept narrowing my path, he was getting closer and I was retreating until there was no more room behind me.
Naufal kept looking at me.
I couldn't stand to look back at him, I could only bow my head in front of him.
Our bodies are only 5cm away.
Naufal slowly lifted my chin.
"Gi, this time I want to talk really seriously with you," Naufal said without blinking and continued to look at me.
I shook his hand and wanted to leave before him.
With the naufal wrist my hand.
I stood behind him.
"Gi, look at me," he ordered subtly.
"What the hell is it, Mas" I said, who was getting scared.
"I'm no longer joking Gi, I really want to talk seriously with you, look at me Gi!!!" command's back.
I turned my body slowly to face him.
I was afraid of what Naufal really wanted to say to me.
"Did Naufal want to tell me if he wanted to go back to Vela?" I grumbled in my heart while squeezing my kimono towel.
Naufal grabbed both of my cheeks.
"Gi, where did you end up?" ask her very subtly.
Deeggg....
"Kok Naufal know? I have to answer how," I murmured in my heart.
"Darling, answer me" said Naufal.
"You must be honest with me, I am your husband and you are my wife" Naufal said.
I was confused this time what I should answer.
"I'm finished.I'm up from the top" I said, sweeping my eyes not to look back at him.
"From the summit? What are you doing Gi there? Ha?" ask Naufal again.
"So I. I met my friend there, and I forgot to tell you" I replied nervously.
"I'm sorry Mas, I lied to you, forgive me" I said in my heart.
"I know Gi you must be lying to you, it looks like Gi, you can't lie to me" Naufal said.
"Udah yes I want to change clothes" I said, brushing both hands.
I walked away from him more and more.
"Gi I know you're lying to me" snapped Naufal who stopped my footsteps.
Deeggs...
"Don't you know Mas Naufal? O God, be present" I said in my heart.
I didn't answer and kept going.
"Gi you have to answer me first, you're lying to me?" ask Naufal again.
Naufal walked up to me again.
He looked at me back, I could only lower my head.
Again Naufal grabbed both of my cheeks back.
"Darling, look at me, tell me all about what really happened to you" said Naufal.
"You don't avoid me, my fault is it you? Hm? How am I supposed to? Tell me the same, but you don't change with me, don't avoid it, okay?" naufal said very subtly.
My eyes began to tear with Naufal's patient attitude towards me and never scolded me.
"I know from yesterday your attitude changed the same as me, I deliberately today nemenin Vela but I was not alone Gi, I swear, I was with Bastian, I was with Bastian, I just want to know what you are doing at home without me, because you are different Gi since I have to divide the time that should be for you but now even in the same snatch Vela, I deliberately lied to you if Bastian said that if Vela did not want to be unattended with me, I deliberately made a plan that was the same Bastian just want to know what really happened with you, you know, I'm sorry, yes" said Naufal, wiping away the tears that kept running down my cheeks.
"No, you're not wrong at all, sorry I'm selfish, I've been deliberately not being spoiled lately, I just don't want to depend on you, I just don't want to depend on you, because you are not always with me" I said sobbing.
"Hey hey hey, why do you think it's the same with me? Why do you think I'm not always the same as me? Of course Gi, of course I'm with you forever, what makes you doubt me, Hm?" asked Naufal who kept urging me to be honest.
I slowly ventured to look into her eyes.
"I'm sorry, Mas, I did it all so I could know, do you really love me? I'm confused Mas, I always think about who the woman you really love? I'm afraid if it's not me, I'm afraid!!!" I screamed while crying.
Naufal felt sorry for me, Naufal immediately hugged me and tried to calm me down.
He's stroking my hair.
He neither scolded me nor yelled at me.
I was comfortable in his arms, I felt safe and protected.
Indeed, we are always different in terms of thinking, because Naufal is more mature in thinking about everything, different from me.
Naufal always calmly faced all problems, he was patient, very kind, and very glorifying women, he never once yelled at me very loudly, it was all that made me fall more and more in love with him.
Seriate.