Love from GIA

Episode 58 (Speechless)

"But I'm not calm Gi, I can't sleep Naufal said.

"Just calm down, I'll nemenin you I won't let go of you myself" I said.

"Come on, sleep I'm so sleepy, Mas,"

Naufal always held my body while sleeping, this made me comfortable beside him.

I pretended to close my eyes but I was still thinking and still thinking of the words from Mama Vela.

"While looking at Naufal's face, I thought I wasn't ready to hate you Fal, I wasn't ready if I was going to leave you, if you really have another appointment with Mama Vela that I don't know yet I'm not ready for it all" I murmured inwardly.

"And whenever I will not be ready Fal" I said again in my heart.

At midnight I was just sleeping.

The next day we didn't hear the alarm from my phone that usually rings.

Tau-tau we woke up because of the azan shubuh who roared.

We woke up together for whatever reason.

"Tumben we built it with darling" said Naufal.

"It's a big tumben" I said.

"Where are you going, honey?" naufal asked who saw me trying to wake myself up from the bed.

"You go to the bathroom, you take a shower" I replied.

"Here I help you, it still hurts the heel of your foot" said Naufal.

"No, I'm not sick, papa I can walk alone" said I who did not want to trouble Naufal.

"You can actually walk alone, I helped you along the way" forced Naufal.

"No need, this is also the same training," I said.

"Well, I want you" said Naufal, who let me walk to the bathroom.

I was crying in the bathroom.

"O Allah give us the best way, I will sincerely release you Mas, as long as you are happy Mas, as long as you are happy, you have sacrificed enough for me, you are far from Jihan since there was me, you were separated from Vela because of our marriage" I said in my heart.

"You have sacrificed your own feelings for me, you are so kind to me, Mas" I said again in my heart.

"Actually I know where your most comfortable place must not be from me,"

"I know Mas you are so good with me that you are willing to sacrifice everything for my sake I'm sorry Mas" I murmured again and again in my heart

And after I finished the bath and the ablution, I came out of the bathroom.

Noval walked straight to the bathroom.

After a few minutes Naufal came out of the bathroom and immediately prayed together.

After the prayer, we returned to praying.

I salami my husband's hand.

"As I don't want to restrain you even if you're married, your life choices are more important" I said.

"Pick the place you think is most comfortable even if it's not me, I'm willing to" I said.

"You said what the hell is like this, my most comfortable place is you" Naufal said firmly.

"You have not been covering up all the same me, I already know you have sacrificed a lot for me, actually your feelings are still the same Vela, I know it looks from your eyes, I know it looks like you are, I don't mind" I argued.

"And I will also choose where my most comfortable place is" said my real very heavy.

"O Allah, I'm sorry I had to do all this for the sake of Naufal's happiness as well as the real me, forgive me O God," murmured in my heart.

"Why are you talking about me, you're not in love with me?" snafu Naufal.

"Not humans really want to be placed in a place that he thinks is most comfortable, Mas" said I.

"Let me choose my most comfortable place as well as yours" I said with a smile on Naufal.

"What do you mean, you say it like me, I don't understand" said Naufal who still did not accept.

I hugged Noval.

"I know what you're feeling right now" I told him.

"I'm happy if you're happy, don't always think about other people's happiness if you sacrifice your own happiness, you're the one who told me it's like Mas" I said again.

I took off Naufal's embrace, Naufal just kept silent without a word and couldn't answer anything. He thought hard and pressed hard.

"You're getting ready, you're not going to work" I said, teasing him.

"It's actually heavy for me to talk to you but how else can I not be selfish" I said in my heart while removing my face.

After a few minutes Naufal finished getting ready to go to work and took me down to breakfast together in the tomb. I'm trying not to bother her too much.

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