Love from GIA

Episode 63 (White Rose)

"Keep you want to see when Gi barin Naufal takes care of Vela?" ask Susi.

"I don't know Si, maybe until Mama Vela went to Indonesia" I replied.

"You're a really strong Gi, you see a man you love taking care of other women and you can share with him, I know you're a real Gi, you know, from the first you can not share let alone about the people you love you share Papa with your brothers only you can not, you can not, even though your cousin will have no Papa, it's your own brother Loh Gi, this is someone else even," said Susi.

"This is your husband Gi" Susi said again.

"God I am strong Si, there is you" I said with a smile on Susi.

"But what if Naufal came back with Vela?" ask Susi.

"I can't think of getting there yet, I can't" I said.

"Anything, whatever it is you say yes Gi same me, you can not memdem it yourself, you have to tell me the same story, we find the solution together, we find the solution together, you do not feel alone or condone me, I have the same you Yes," Susi said again.

"Thank you Si, you have always been loyal to me with my various annoying attitudes, you always accept everything" I said moved by Susi's attitude.

"She's relaxed, you're calm whoever hurts you, I'll line up in the forefront for you Gi hehehe" joked Susi who made me somewhat hold back laughter.

"You are, it's us again seriously Si, why are you even joking to me," my whine while wiping my tears.

"Did Gia what the hell, people I'm not kidding, you're the one who smiles suddenly," seduced Susi who can always make me like this.

"You always do, at the end of it you must make a joke, first if we were in college, if I had already chatan with you, then, it must be difficult to mutusinnya until morning did not care, even though we discussed it that way," said I who was nervous with Susi.

"Hehehe anyways let you not be sad continue Gi, so I entertain you," said Susi.

"Actually I'm not sad, just sick so and this was also no reply to a message from Mas Naufal," I said while looking at the phone in my bag.

"Maybe he was very busy Si, surely now he has gone home and immediately fell asleep because I said the same Bi Sarah if Mas Naufal came home to say I was still in Susi's room that," I said with melas.

"That's Gi if you've been married everywhere to say the same husband," said Susi.

"Yes Si, so you are a piece of marriage let me fret a happiness in marriage because marriage is not always sad tau, dapet merah anyway, a pinch of nyula," I said to forget a little about Naufal.

"It's still waiting for Gi's soul mate when he is loved by God, I also do not know and for sure I will remain like this to you, will never change, even I will accept the attitude of my husband, my husband, surely it's Gi, from here your story I can also learn from you that a household is not as happy as they say, not as smooth as they go," said Susi.

"It's about Si's sacrifice, not about who wins and who loses" I told Susi.

We talked to each other that night.

To the extent that it was late at night, time showed at 20:30, I had to go home immediately because I I I didn't dare to go home too late.

"At this hour, I go home first yes, because it is not good to leave Mas Naufal alone at home, pity him later," I told Susi.

"Yes Gk, you be careful yes, do not rush to get in his car, a plan that is important nyampek," said Susi who was very worried about my safety.

Susi drove me until I got in the car.

I opened my car's glass window.

"I came home Si, Assalamu'alaikum," I said.

"Iya Gi Wa'alaikumsalam" replied Susi.

I gas my car at a fast speed.

"Mas Naufal must have gone home and fallen asleep in the room, Poor he must be very tired of having to take care of it there and here, he has to share more this time," I said myself in the car.

I'm glad to be home because I'm going to meet Naufal.

***(at Home)

A few minutes later, I reached home, and I entered the room with pleasure.

I ran and opened my room and called out Mas Naufal.

"Mas" I said as I opened the room door.

There's no answer.

"Mas Naufal," call me again.

There was no reply from my words anymore, there was no Mas Nafal there, I checked in the bathroom was also not there.

My heart felt very lonely with this reality, it felt like my body immediately limp in not wanting to do anything, my heart ached, until my cries did not sound.

I went down to make sure that Mas Naufal had not come home.

I checked every room in the house, I wiped my tears, and I asked Bi Sarah.

"Bi, Mas Naufal hasn't come home yet?" I asked Bi Sarah.

"Not yet Gia, why Ma'am?" tanyakanya.

"Ohh yes Bi, surely Mas Naufal is very busy and overtime in the hospital this time, if not? There was a meeting outside," I said covering everything up to Bi Sarah while slightly tilting my cheeks.

"Yes Bi, if that's Gia up again," my real saying could not bear to hold my own crying.

I immediately left Bi Sarah, my eyes were empty every step on the stairs, my legs were limp, I was helpless at that time, I could not control my tears that continued to pour profusely on my cheeks

I went into the room.

***(in Room)

I closed my bedroom door.

I fell on the floor and cried.

"Until this hour you have no news!! You haven't come home yet, you haven't told me, we haven't texted or replied to my message, whether you're comfortable being there than you are here with me" I said in my heart.

"And do you remember that 2 more days it's my birthday do you remember that little thing," I snapped to myself.

"You must have forgotten that too, I know," I snapped again.

"Where are you??!! I miss you so much, I miss you so much !! I'm lonely here, I don't want Mas to continue to be in this room alone without you, no, I don't want to !!!" I said.

I walked into the bathroom, though,

I sat in the bath up and I squirted all my body until it was cold and shivering, I was crying all the time.

"Do I deserve you less ?? I always try to be what you ask for, whether I am too pushy here, I deserve to be loved Mas," I said.

I pacified myself in the bathroom with a shower of cold water that kept flowing every layer of my robe.

After finishing almost 1 hour I was in the bathroom and flushed with cold water, I tried to get up from the bath and get out of the bathroom.

And there was also no sign of Mas Naufal had gone home.

And it turned out that a few minutes later when I was going to call Mas Naufal, he finally came with a bouquet of white roses.

He looked at me at the door, I turned my eyes away.

Apparently he approached me.

"Honey, I'm home" she said, carrying the flower.

She hugged me straight away, but I just kept quiet and did not return her embrace.

It seems like he felt the cold temperature from my body because of me earlier.

He took his arms off me.

I smiled at him, I wanted to be seen in front of him.

"You just got home?" ask her.

"It is your nature that makes it harder for me to get away from you, and I will be more tormented" I said in my heart.

I received a bouquet given by Mas Naufal, apparently Naufal was suspicious because it was touched with my hand and he felt the coldness of my skin back.

"Your hands are so cold, dear, your body was too, what did you do?? It wasn't raining outside either" Naufal said.

"No, I took a shower, it was cold, so my skin was cold" I said, covering everything.

"But this time it was very cold Gi" said Naufal, who was increasingly suspicious.

"You cold? I matainin AC yes," he said worried.

"No, I'm not papa" I replied.

"You're lying" Naufal said, taking a thermometer to check my temperature.

"Mas, you're all right, I'm not papa, what do you want to bring it," I said to Naufal who approached and tried to check my body temperature.

"Make your temperature Gi check, it's cold, I swear," Naufal said.

"No ah, I don't want, people I don't really want," I said, holding my body cold.

Suddenly my eyes darkened and I fell.

Buuukkkk.

"Gia !!" naufal.

Naufal was shocked to see me faint and fortunately fell on his body.

Naufal immediately carried me and broke me down.

Almost a long time ago I did not realize, I heard the dim voice of Naufal calling me.

"Gi, Gia!! Wake up, wake up" he said in a panic.

I wanted to wake up but my body was frozen and my head was so dizzy.

Naufal who was sitting squatting next to me was shocked to see my eyes slowly opening.

"Cold Fal," I said inwardly.

I raised both my hands to embrace Naufal, but my actions stopped.

"I forgot? I can't be spoiled to her anymore, I don't want to bother her anymore" I said as I pulled my hand back.

Naufal was astonished to see my behavior.

Without saying, Naufal immediately put my hand on his shoulder.

My heart was crying at that moment, I missed her so much.

But I have to keep my original plan in mind, here I just want to prove that my conjecture with Naufal was wrong.

I took my hand off Naufal's neck.

"What the hell are you," I said with a smile and turned my eyes away from looking at him.

"You sleep, I'm tired of Mas, tomorrow work again, you pray right?" ask me who doesn't want to look excessive on her.

"Udah Gi, your body is very cold, you have finished doing it anyway," said Naufal firmly.

"The air is cold, Mas, it's a little sleep," I ordered.

"When the AC is already dead, but your body temperature is still this cold Gi" he said.

"No, no, no, no, Mas" I said.

"If you don't sleep, I'll go to bed first know how you feel" I said slowly because it held the dizziness in my head.

I was no longer able to endure this dizziness, I turned my back to Naufal and closed my eyes.

I didn't listen to anything at the time, because I couldn't stand the dizziness and coldness of my head.

At midnight it rained very hard.

It was getting colder on every layer of my skin, to the point that I was piqued with the cold of the night rain.

I got up, and saw Naufal holding me as he always did.

I looked at his face for a long time.

I remembered all the happy things we had been through together, from those of you who did not love me at all to those who were always there to be with me.

Tears shed instantly.

It seemed like Naufal wanted to open his eyes, and I immediately turned my body to back him.

I pretended to be asleep.

Naufal pulled the blanket up to cover almost my entire body and only my head was visible.

I know, he looked at me a long time ago from behind, and he kissed me on the forehead.

My heart is pounding very fast and unbecoming.

"Why are you tormenting me more Fal? I tried slowly not to get too close to you, but why are you even like this" I said in my heart.

"With your attitude like this, why am I not yet convinced by the sincerity of your love" I said again in my heart.

I cried until my pillow was wet with my tears.

The alarm from my phone rang, as a sign of the time I woke up and cooked breakfast for Naufal.

I got up slowly and went straight to the kitchen.

***(in the Kitchen)

My body feels bad but I still have to make breakfast for Mas Naufal.

"Bi, please make Gia a glass of Bi's milk," I said as I walked withstanding the dizziness.

"Bak Gia why?" ask Bi Sarah.

"A little dizzy Bi, but Auntie don't tell Mas Naufal yes," I said.

"It's Mbak Gia sitting down, let Auntie cook everything, Mba Gia up again," he said.

"No, Gia is not calm" I said.

"Don't Ma'am, Ma'am Gia to the top already, huh? Aunty please, let Auntie cook, pity Madam Gia," said Bibi who continues to make me.

"Thank you, Bi" I said.

A glass of milk for me was ready for me to sip to add to my day.

After I took a sip and immediately said goodbye to Bi Sarah to go to the room again.

***(in Room)

Arriving in the room, I immediately fell asleep on the sofa because it was not strong enough to resist dizziness.

Seriate.