Love from GIA

Episode 206 (Resign 2)

After praying Isya’, I immediately spread my body and forced my eyes to fall asleep.

Mas Naufal also went to sleep next to me.

“Mas, if I resign, do not tell anyone yes, later even a lot of surprises, even make me sad again, so suddenly I do not enter again, so suddenly I do not enter again, later if for example, someone asks you, you answer aja, I nemenin Abay,”, I said while waiting for Naufal.

“Iya Dear, but you are absolutely sure of your decision??” ask Naufal again.

“Insya’Allah Mas, I do not miesel, it is the best, I want to be like a mother and wife,” I replied.

“Sorry to me, who was too busy all this time Dear,” said Naufal.

“Not, not you who are wrong, you should be like that,”.

I closed my eyes and didn't want to talk about it anymore.

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Adhan shubuh reverberated, I immediately rushed to the bath and woke Naufal.

We also pray together’ah both.

After the prayer I went straight to the kitchen.

***(In the Kitchen)

Bi Sarah wasn't there yet.

“Abibi where the tumben is not here,” mumbled in my heart.

Shortly after, Bi Sarah arrived.

"Where did Bi come from?? Usually at this hour Aunt is very busy in the kitchen," I asked.

"Heheh, take out the trash in front of Mbak" he replied.

"What do you want to cook??" ask Bi Sarah.

"Not yet Bi, Gia has no idea yet" I replied.

"It looks like Madam Gia is still moody," muttered in Bi Sarah's heart.

"Today, all the menus are nentuin Aunty aja, later Gia stay cooking," I said while standing next to the kitchen table.

"Ooowhh, yes Ma'am," Bi Sarah replied with a wry smile at me.

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After we finished cooking, and everything was clean, as usual, we gathered around the dining table.

We all had breakfast to start our day.

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After breakfast is finished.

Naufal and I immediately went to work together.

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On the way I was just silently pensive, Naufal did not dare to invite me to speak, Naufal was also confused about what was really on my mind, this was my own will, but why was it not terbesit happy in front of my eyes.

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***(In Hospital)

We got off the car.

"Are you sure you don't tell anyone, baby, if you want to resign??" ask Naufal.

"Yes it may be Sister Andini Mas" I replied.

"Susi must know this news??" ask Naufal.

"Surely Mas, he is my best friend" I replied.

"Bastian must know this too, dear" guessed Naufal.

"No, Susi didn't say the same to Mr. Bastian" I replied.

"Mas, you go home in the afternoon, I'll be in the afternoon, I'll take a ride, yes, your car you use," I said.

"It can't be so dear, the car is still you who use it" said Naufal.

"Masss...already no papa, I ride a car that is not a motorcycle," I said.

There was a small debate as we walked together in the corridor.

"Let's not make it hard anyway" I murmured.

"Dear, my dear" said Naufal, who finally gave up on me.

"Yes, you've turned around" I said.

Naufal occasionally patted and stroked my shoulders.

"Excited" he said, smiling at me.

For today, there is no work for me, for today, my time is only to pack up the things that fill my workspace.

There must be a sense of heaviness and sadness, but if I think that here I sacrifice to make many people happy, the heavy and sad feeling is a little removed and my mind.

Meksipun pastis is very existent, and I am also ready to bury it deeply.

***(In My Room)

There are some photos on display there, with some doctors and medical personnel here.

I go one by one because I'll keep it and I put it in a box.

I smiled to myself as I looked through the photo, indirectly touching one by one my colleagues and team who always faithfully helped me and worked together with me.

"Huuuffftt, all this will be a memory" I murmured in my heart.

"This decision I took, for them, Abay my son, Mama loves you very much Son" I said in my heart.

My tears filled my eyes again.

I put the books away and I put them in the cardboard.

"Who will fill this room yes" I asked in my heart.

I looked at every side of my room.

"Huuumm, from tomorrow I'm not here" I said.

"Definitely kangen," I said as I folded my hands and wiped away the tears that kept flowing down my cheeks.

"Hehehem, yes, the plan of God no one knows, the thing I wanted and dreamed of since childhood, will be destroyed instantly, I must be sincere, he said, I don't want to actually hurt myself, it's my choice, I'll risk it" I said in my heart.

"No wonder, which I fought for several years with Susi, continue to know Mas Naufal, hehehem, met Mr. Kevin, in the lecturer's room, scolded for koas, funny yes," I muttered in my heart.

Tok.dok....

I wiped my tears when I heard someone knocking on my door.

"Lake in" I said.

Gleekk.....

Sister Andini came and was shocked to see that a quarter of my belongings had been neatly stored in the cardboard.

Sister Andini stopped her legs and stood up while rounding her eyes and mouth.

"Huhuh?? Doctor???" my spoken.

"Where are doctors moving?" ask Sister Andini.

"Where to?? Not moving anywhere, Sus," I replied.

"What does this mean, Doc?? How's it in marsel?? Don't tell me the doctor's place in the movein ya," guess Sister Andini as she walked over to me.

"Hehehem, no Sus, I want to move in my house" I said.

"meaning?? Doc, Doctor wants to open his own practice at Home?? Or do you want to build your own clinic, Doc???" ask Sister Andini who is struggling.

"Hehehem, no Sus, I resign" I replied to the point.

"Ha?? Doctor resign??" Said Sister Andini who was spontaneous and surprised me.

"Oh God Doc?? Why resign?? Is the doctor comfortable working here?? Or how?? Not good here Doc?? Kan Ditur her own husband Dok," said Sister Andini.

"It's not so Sus, gini loh, here is good, really good, comfortable too, let alone there is a Sister, but what do you want again?? Maybe it's time for me to resign and stop working Sus, maybe it's my destiny to make this decision" I replied.

"Astagfirullah Doc, is the doctor really resigning?? Not to think about it, it's been a long school Dok, and will just disappear," said Sister Andini.

"Hehem, I don't think so Sus, this is a very correct decision" I replied.

"Dokkkk.....many who want a position like this Doctor, including me, what the hell Doc actually happened until the Doctor made this decision??" ask Sister Andini who doesn't seem to accept if I resign.

"Let's not let the doctor regret it, Haaaah, I don't know Doc, I'll miss the Doctor" complained Sister Andini and sat limp on my couch.

"God I do not regret Sus, I have actually thought a lot, I have also negotiated with my family Sus, so yaaaaa all agree," I said.

"Doctors disagree with this Doctor's decision from the bottom of the heart??" ask Sister Andini who is stabbing and deadly.

"Hehehem, it's been, what's important, it's for happiness with Sus, not just me" I said.

"Doctor sure?? The doctor is happy with this decision???" ask Sister Andini again.

I just smiled and nodded my head at her, let Sister Andini herself read it.

"Aaaaaa......Doctor, I will definitely be lonely, there is nothing else that I pray, I go to the canteen, give me advice, nothing else," complained Sister Andini sadly.

I immediately hugged Sister Andini.

"Later Sister can WA to me, we can still meet, eat together," I said and took off our embrace.

"Huuumm, who else will replace the Doctor," said Sister Andini sadly.

"I'm really sad Doc if you know the doctor resigned, there is a sense of his disbelief dikit Doc, do not know what I will be if there is no Doctor," he said.

"Yes will always be like Sus, who is the spirit of work, here already, do not forget to play to my house, because today is my last here, but Sister do not tell anyone, yes, because no one knows Sus, Mas Naufal I just told you to shut up, let there be no Sus farewell event, later I even difficult to move on hehehe," I chanted.

"Aaaa Doctor can still joke, I will be sad Doc," said Sister Andini.

"Udah Sus do not be sad there are still others" I said.

"But it must be sad Doc, it is impossible not, shadow every day with the Doctor, continue to start tomorrow already," complained Sister Andini.

"Don't dong, don't be sad, pity the patient later, today I don't work Sus, so just check and check, same sorted this," I said.

"Huuufft, yes Doc, I will miss, but I have to continue this work Doc, so I can't help you settle down" I said

"Yes Sus, already gih, has been waiting for his patient, I want to continue this first, must have been waiting for his doctor, loh" I said.

"Aaaaaa Doctor," said Sister Andini who hugged me again.

I also returned his embrace.

"Working spirit" I said.

"Huuumm, bye Dok, will have to say goodbye to me, Doc," said Sister Andini.

"It must be Sus" I replied.

Sister Andini came out of my room.

I again struggled with the sadness in my heart that Sister Andini reminded me of.

"Aaah, Sister Andini is so sad," I said with a sigh.

I'm back to continue cleaning up here by myself.

The atmosphere was quiet in the room, silent. And just the noise of the stuff I put in the cardboard.

Naufal suddenly approached me and gawked into my room.

"Darling," called him.

"How come you don't work??" my many.

"Honey work, this is your nyamperin first," said Naufal.

"Why?? What's the matter, Mas??" I asked while shaking my hands.

"You don't have to go home with ojol, I told Mr. Joko to come here with your car, papa, right??" ask Naufal.

"Yes.yes no Papa Mas" I replied.

"Yes already the problem earlier Mr. Joko had me on the phone, I asked Abay to help take your car keys, your stuff is a lot, it is impossible if you ride ojol, I was asking Abay to take your car keys, so yes make it easier for you, we also have Mr. Joko, yes I have told Mr. Joko," said Naufal.

"Oooh okay Mas, no papa," I said.

"You've been cleaning up a long time??" ask Naufal.

"I think it's still Mas, this much," I replied.

"need help?? I'll call her CS or OB, '" Naufal's offer.

"Eemmmm.

"No, dear, I'm calling you??" naufal.

"No need Mas, nantia I'm even stiff and clumsy again the same OB, hehehem, right??" I said.

"Well, I'm back from work, baby" said Naufal.

"Yes Mas, eh Mas has someone changed me to make work today??" my many.

"Dear, my dear" answered Naufal.

"Yes already the problem was Sister Andini nanya to me Mas, behind the work gih," he ordered.

"Yes, bye dear," said Naufal as he walked open the door of my room and left me.

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A few hours later, it didn't feel like it was getting any more daylight, almost all of my stuff in this room was done.

From morning until noon, I spent my time only in this room, busy with packing.

Tok....

"Lake in" I said.

I was surprised because the one who came was Mr. Joko.

"Sir Joko" I said.

"Sorry Buk, I'm here on your orders" replied Mr. Joko.

"Yes sir, hehem, I already know," I said.

"Can I help Buk??" ask Mr. Joko.

"Oiya this, I ask for help sir, who I have packed this Mr. brought to the car yes, this has stayed a little, later we just go home," I said.

"Alright Buk" replied Joko.

"Thank you, sir" I said.

"Yes Buk" said Mr. Joko.

Mr. Joko lifted the cardboard one by one to the car.

"Hmmm, I'm only here for a few hours, I still can't believe" I murmured inwardly.

Sadness mixed with anxiety and fret mixed into one.

I speed up my packing so that I quickly go home and explain everything to Abay and the House people.

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An hour later, I finished packing all my things I was going to bring home.

"Everybody in the car, sir??" I asked Mr. Joko.

"It's Buk" replied Mr. Joko.

"Yes sir, you wait in the car first, I want to say goodbye to my friends sir," I said.

"Yes Buk, I wait in the car Buk," replied Mr. Joko.

I looked back at each side of my room, looking at my windows that led straight to the beautiful garden in this Hospital.

I held back my tears while standing by that glass window.

I closed my mouth so I wouldn't cry.

"I must be sincere, Gi you must be sincere, yes" I murmured inwardly encouraging myself.

I took the keys to my room in the bag, and then I walked slowly to the door.

"Thank you for the past few years" I said, closing and stroking the doorknob.

Seriate..........