
I was worried about Mas Naufal, I finally decided to call him.
Tut....
Mas Naufal never picked up my phone, even though I had contacted him many times.
"God protect my husband, huhuhu,"
My tears can't stand anymore, I'm worried alone in the Dining Room.
"Mas,"
"I'm worried about Mas, huhuhuhu," I said while pacing back and forth.
Bi Sarah came, probably because the lights in the Dining Room were still on.
"Lohs....Gia's mom is still here,"
"Mas Naufal hasn't come home yet??" ask Bi Sarah.
"Oh Allah why are you crying??"
"Mas Naufal hasn't come home yet, Gia is worried......Gia telfon was not lifted, Gia chat was not answered, how is this Bi, huhuhu," I replied while stammering from crying.
"Oh Allah Mas Naufal where this is, has not come home at this time," Bi Sarah was worried because she saw me.
"Mbak....this is already night, mending Mbak Gia just sleep how?? Let Aunt Ma'am wait for Mas Naufal, it's already night, Ma'am" said Bi Sarah.
"No Bi, Gia wants to wait for Mas Naufal" I said.
"Gia is afraid Bi happened anything with Mas Naufal," I said again.
"Hopefully nothing happened Ma'am" Bi Sarah said as she stroked my arm.
Accompanied by Bi Sarah, I was still waiting for Mas Naufal who had absolutely no news.
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Until midnight, Mas Naufal still had no news and never returned home.
"Is Mas Naufal still angry with me??"
"No, Mas Naufal can't be like that" I murmured inwardly.
"Sir, better Madam Gia sleep alone, it's already midnight Ma'am, let Auntie just wait,"
"Mbak Gia in the room," said Bi Sarah who continued to seduce me.
I don't want to win my ego either. So, I decided to wait for Mas Naufal in the room only. I also feel sorry for Bi Sarah who forced herself to accompany me, but tomorrow Bi Sarah has to work again.
"Yes Bi, Gia is waiting for Mas Naufal in the room, yes,"
"Auntie sleeps too" I said.
"Mbak Gia do not cry, surely Mas Naufal went home Ma'am, Bibi sure Mas Naufal is fine, yes Ma'am," said Bi Sarah.
I just nodded my head and wiped my tears.
***(In Room)
I sat on the couch with my mind so screwed up.
"Mas.....Why the hell???"
"Where's mas?? I'm at this hour, not usually Mas kayak gini, everywhere not saying the same to me,"
"Huhuhuhuhuhuhu, O Allah....."
I cried until my eyes were heavy and it was hard for me to open again. And I fell asleep on the couch.
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The next day....
I woke up again, Before my eyes opened, the fragrant perfume Mas Naufal was already smelling in my nostrils.
I woke up and saw the clock on my phone, at 6am I just woke up.
"Astagfirullah, I just woke up" I said after waking up and stumbling.
I saw Mas Naufal just came out of the dressing room was neat and very fragrant.
"Mas Naufal,"
"Mas is home" I said with pleasure.
I stood up and hugged him.
"Yes Allah Massss..Eventually, I have come home and been well, I am afraid I know the same Mas," I said on his shoulder.
But why???? Here's different......Mas Naufal did not return my embrace to him. Is he still mad at me??
Mas Naufal became stiff and not as cheerful as usual. I also took off the hug that made Mas Naufal uncomfortable.
"Mas, sorry yes.....I woke up late, from last night I waited for Mas, I made steak same sweet lemon for Mas, I panasin huh, let Mas make breakfast?? Yeah, yeah, yeah," I said.
"Breakfast outside, Mas hurried," he said, then pulled out his laptop on his bed.
"Mas..wait-wait,"
"I want to ask Mas, Mas why did not reply to my chat last night?? Why didn't I get a phone call from me??" my many.
"Mas is busy" he answered briefly and without looking at me.
"Mas, as busy as Mas is, must Mas contact me, right Mas??"
"But why did Mas disappear last night" I said.
"Gi, uh,"
"Business, I'm not disappearing,"
"Udah, Mas wants to work," he said then stepped away from me.
"O Allah, why did Mas Naufal turn out like this?? Is he still so mad at me??" I said while holding back my tears.
"Mas, still mad at me??" Mas Naufal's steps came to a halt when he heard the question from my mouth.
Deg..deg...
And Mas Naufal did not answer him just turned to me and continued his steps to leave.
"Huhuhuhuhuhuhu, why Mas??"
"Why are you kayak gini?? If I'm wrong, say Mas, say,"
"Why did Mas change like this just because of my trivial mistake, huhuhu," I cried in the room.
"I thought, I've forgiven me, but it turns out,"
I walked to the balcony crying.
***
Hii....The mentari....
I'm back to telling you.
But this morning the story is different, not like I promised yesterday.
Still about my husband.
Well, about my happiness........
Now it's changed.
I just told you not to tell you.
I can't stand it.
Since his departure back then, he has now changed.
For my mistake.
I'm sad, though,
***
"Huhuhuhuhuhuhu," I cried on the edge of the balcony. Crying sobbing.
"Oh my God, what else am I supposed to do??"
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After taking a shower, I dressed neatly and immediately went downstairs for breakfast.
***(In the Dining Room)
"Morning the Buk" they said in the Dining Room.
"For all,"
"Bi, is the steak already Auntie Panatin?? Let's make Gia breakfast Bi," I said.
"Loh, the steak is carried by Mas Naufal Mbak, he said to make breakfast there," replied Bi Sarah.
I was surprised to hear that, but Mas Naufal himself said that he was in a hurry, but he still had time to bring my steak last night.
"What Bi? Got Mas Naufal?" I then sat in the front seat of Mr. Rusdi.
"Yes Ma'am, finally Bibi brought, why is Ma'am?" ask Bi Sarah.
"Oooh, no papa Bi, no papa really, yes Gia already had this breakfast," I replied.
"Any Mbak Gia same Mas Naufal, is Mbak Gia same Mas Naufal no problem huh?? Especially last night Mas Naufal came home at half-time 3am,"
"So, the next morning has already left for work, hhhmmm, hopefully they are fine," Bi Sarah grumbled.
"Bi, why daydream?? Let's eat," I said.
"Eehhmm.ii.ii Ma'am," he replied.
"I'm sorry Bi, earlier Gia did not help Aunt cook again, Gia did not know Bi, two days it's hard to wake up, but it's been set an alarm, sorry Bi," I said.
"No need to apologize, Ma'am, it's my obligation to work here" said Bi Sarah.
"Yes, let's eat" I said.
"O Allah, what does Mas Naufal mean?"
"He's still mad at me? But Mas Naufal also want to bring my steak, is Mas Naufal not angry with me??" My grunts in my heart.
Bi Sarah secretly stole a look at me.
"uh right?? I think someone is thinking the same as Madam Gia, what's the matter exactly?" Grunts in Bi Sarah's heart.
After I finished eating, I immediately rushed to the Boutique so that I was not too thoughtful either, so I busied myself in the Boutique.
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While when Mas Naufal arrived at the Hospital, Mr. Bastian immediately came to confront him.
"Eiitss, where was Lo last night?" ask Mr. Bastian.
"What the hell is a Bas?? Just come, too," replied Mas Naufal.
"Where is Lo Semaleman?? Wanted Gia tau," said Mr. Bastian.
"There is a Bus work" replied Mas Naufal again.
"Oooo, I think Lo why-napa, I also come to mind, hahahaha," joked Mr. Bastian.
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***(In the Store)
I sat pensively in front of my desk, my eyes blankly looking down the highway.
I tried to send a message to Mas Naufal.
"Mas, don't forget to eat the steak" Gia (8.45)
"Yes," (11.38)
Although the reply from Mas Naufal was very long, I still waited for the reply.
"Mas Naufal is so cute,"
"So she's still mad at me" I said in my heart.
"O Allah, what else should I be? Mas Naufal is as angry as I am," I murmured inwardly.
I daydreamed and shed tears, Haru came patting me on the shoulder.
"Mom" call Haru.
I immediately wiped my tears and turned to Haru.
"Yes, why?" My toot.
"Stock Floosa hijab has run out, Mom, and this is someone who wants to order, can I do it immediately?" tanyakanya.
"Oh, may Ma'am, may be," I replied.
"There's still all the kok Mbak," I said again.
"Oooh yes, ma'am" replied Haru who never left from where he stood.
"Bwc.....Mom, you're crying?" Tanya Haru emboldened herself.
"crying? Hehehem, no Ma'am,"
"Have, is there anything we need to negotiate again, Haru??" ask again.
"Oh already Ma'am, already, that's why I'm back down, ma'am," Haru said.
I answered with my smile.
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Then I say goodbye to going home.
"Sir, don't forget the PR, hehe," I said to Haru, Isamu and Hilya.
"Ready Buk, we will do it soon" replied Hilya.
"Your spirit, hehe, if you are tired of stopping Mom, don't be forced," I said again.
"Ready Buk" replied Haru.
"I want to go home, take care of the store, Assalamu'alaikum," I said.
"Wa'alaikumsalam Buk, be careful Buk," they shouted as I was already in the car.
Bippp...bippp..(the sound of my car horn).
"Jam Mas Naufal must have come home,"
"Apa Mas Naufal like this I think because of a lot of work yes, continued Mas Naufal soy sauce an,"
"Maybe yaaa? It could be..positive, I thought" during the trip.
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***(At Home)
When I got out of the car, I was right. Mas Naufal's car is parked next to mine.
"Assalamualaikum," salamku.
But no one answered.
In the room, I saw Mas Naufal sitting quietly in the Balcony.
I walked slowly towards him. And I sat next to him.
"Mas, have you been home since?" my many.
Mas Naufal answered with a nod of his head.
"Mmmm....I'm gonna talk to you, man,"
"I understand Mas, Mas must be like me because Mas ketapek and right,"
"I'm sorry, Mas, if I have a lot of fault with Mas," I said.
Mas Naufal just silently looked at the orange cloud that we both had witnessed.
"What's really going on? If there's anything wrong with me, Mas says,"
"If Mas has a problem, Mas told me, as usual Mas, like a husband and wife, do not in the pendam own Mas," I said again.
I swallow my saliva slowly and I hold my cry, it seems that here I am not considered by Mas Naufal.
Don't know why?? Since Mas Naufal returned from abroad Mas Naufal changed completely. So cold as I am, his face is always moody, rarely smiles, rarely speaks very indifferent.
"Mas, am I wrong?"
"Until I punish you like this? Is it wrong for me to be the same?" With all my guts I finally triggered this sentence even with my trembling lips.
"Until I don't want to talk to you about me, I know,"
"When I came home, I wasn't home, I knew I was wrong because I woke up late, sorry, sorry I was," I said, finally accompanied by teardrops on both cheeks.
Mas Naufal just looked at me and looked at my eyes. That look made my lips shut.
I was bowed before him, because I was not strong anymore, I better leave Mas Naufal alone first.
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After I finished taking a bath, Mas Naufal disappeared from where he had originally sat.
"Where else is Mas Naufal? Lost again?" I murmured in my heart.
This time, I didn't want to bother him first.
I want him to think first, especially in the midst of this extra busyness.
"Huuuffttt, Mass.....Mommy....."
"Am I saying the same thing?? Sampe Mas won't talk to me,"
"Speak me O God" I said in my heart.
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Later that night, I want to visit Susi's house.
I tried not to talk to Mas Naufal first. I want Mas Naufal to calm his troubled mind and impact on me.
Finished Mas Naufal prayers magrib, I have been neatly mingled while carrying my small white wallet.
"I'm sure, this time Mas Naufal will come with me, if Mas Naufal knows I want to go to Susi's house,"
"And he must have asked me, hehehem, perhaps in this way, Mas Naufal would have me speak first" I murmured inwardly.
When I was about to open the doorknob, right my guess. Mas Naufal asked me to speak.
"Where are you going?" tanyanya.
"To Susi Mas' house," I replied.
"Definitely after this, Mas Naufal said that he wanted to come, hehehehm," I said in a jubilant heart.
And as it turned out, Mas Naufal just kept quiet, and didn't ask me any more. It's making my heart hurt.
Usually Mas Naufal could not bear to let me go alone, and usually he always asked who would go and go home at what time?????
Oh Allah........Mas Naufal has really changed.
I can't hold back my tears.
"Yes, Assalamu'alaikum," I said immediately leaving Mas Naufal in the room.
"Huhuhuhuhuhu, MAS TEGA,"
"Torturing me like this, huhuhuhuhu, Mas changed since you came home?? I'm sure this isn't Mas" I murmured inwardly.
With tears in my eyes, my steps accelerated down the stairs. The more days Mas Naufal's attitude makes me uncomfortable.
Seriate........