
After all had finished the breakfast menu in the morning, and I had also finished bathing, Abay said goodbye to Naufal to play to Niko's House.
"Yes, son, you will not go home in the afternoon," said Naufal.
"Yes Pa" replied Abay.
Naufal approached me who was washing his clothes with a machine.
"Darling," called him.
"Hm??" my answer.
"It's very busy for you" said Naufal.
"Yes like this Mas, rather than nothing," I said.
After the two of us spoke a few sentences, Naufal followed me upstairs.
I sat on a sofa in front of her that was displayed super large television and made her eyes wide.
Naufal sat down quietly beside me.
"Mas, win it you want me to miss what else? Hm? What surprise??" I asked while patting his thigh.
"I'll tell you the name is not a surprise dong Darling" he replied.
"Masssss," whine.
"Yes yes, I'm going outside again tomorrow" said Naufal, who made my heart shrink.
"And surely you will miss me dear" continued Naufal.
"Oh that," I answered briefly.
"How many days??" my many.
"Maybe 3 days if not 5 days dear" replied Naufal.
"Oooo yes," said I who was not excited because he would be left behind.
"Aren't you just like me who's there, honey??" ask Naufal.
I looked at him directly.
"Bastian, right?" guess me casually.
"Yes certainly dong Darling, same Doctor Irene too," replied Naufal.
"Oh this time Doctor Irene also joined Mas," I said.
"Dear, are you ordinary??" ask Naufal.
"Why should you worry?? Doctor Irene already has her own heart, and I also know how Doctor Irene really is??" answer me firmly.
"You sure, honey?? You're not jealous??? No one knows" said Naufal.
"You mean no one knows what??" I asked as I scrunched my eyebrows together.
"Yaaaa right Irene spit out, but who knows suddenly she is that again, yes not me suudzon right Honey, now we can see, now we can see, yesterday she also still had a husband, but in fact she also still wants to be the same Alvi, tuh gimnaa tuh," said Naufal who explained to me.
"Yes, too, Mas,"
"Aahh it depends on you Mas, if you are not cool how will certainly not happen anything, but yes do not bother Mas with Doctor Irene, Irene, if for example you have to help as well, it will be you too," I said.
"Related you??"
"Well, don't I want a gym??" naufal asked defiantly while raising one eyebrow.
"Mas, it's not that we have to help each other, it's important to know the limits" I said, patting her arm.
"OK ready Honey, hhhmmm," grumbled Naufal.
We like to talk together, until we let this big thing in front of us speak for itself, maybe if I become this thing??? For sure I'll be upset and irritated, for being left like this, in winarin like this.
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Her afternoon. After the dhuhur adhan, we were shilat together, and now, it was only a day that I was in the full house for Abay, Abay also often came to my room, and rarely left this room, he said, to the point that he took a nap together with Naufal in bed and I slept on the sofa.
The gentle breeze blowing from the bedroom window made our naps more complete and did not want to wake up from the beautiful dreams in broad daylight, this togetherness that I wanted, he said, and they certainly want to.
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Naufal had to go to work soon.
***(In Room)
"Honey, you will sleep with Abay here tonight" said Naufal.
"It's definitely Mas" I replied.
"Don't miss me, hehhee" joked Naufal.
"What the hell is Mas?? PD really you, your people work and you're used to living-stay ya surely already immune Mas I'm the same ginian," said I a little reveal my heart.
"Too go out everywhere say the same I love you," he said again while wearing his socks.
"That's for sure Mas, wherever I go I'll have permission for you right, there's no way I won't say" I said.
Naufal put a kiss on my forehead.
"Such a printer my wife," praised Naufal as he squinted his cheeks and saw his teeth arranged neatly row it.
The more alluring my heart is and the more it makes me fall in love if she smiles like this. Don't know why?? Although we are getting older and our marriage is no longer easy, we both still behave like newlyweds, even every day, Naufal always gave me his nosy and romantic attitude.
What less is he?? This is indeed the man whom I pray for and whom Allah has placed close in every generation of my palms upon your prayer, O Lord.
I grinned at Naufal, until my eyes were blank with his smile.
Suddenly I hugged him, inhaled the fragrance of the distinctive Naufal perfume and since he used it, Naufal was shocked by my powerful attitude.
"Hmmmm, I'm sure this is, '" guessed Naufal.
I was just her and enjoying the perfume that was around her neck and shoulders.
"I love you Mas" I said, turning my face away.
Then I plunged one kiss on her cheek.
Naufal immediately rounded his eyes, even looked from beside his beautiful and pliable eyelashes.
"More dear again" said Naufal.
"Heheheem,"
Naufal grabbed both my shoulders, and looked me in the eyes.
"I love you more, dear" said Naufal, revealing his heart to me while putting his hands on my cheeks.
Cuupp.
"I love you, and it will always be like that" Naufal said.
Deg deg..deg deg.
Though I started all of this, aaarrgggh but I myself who I lost control of my heartbeat, surely Naufal also felt this, but he tried to keep looking cool in front of me.
Naufal's face was getting closer, closer and closer to mine, so the distance between our noses was only a few inches.
My heart is getting bigger now. Naufal was also getting closer, so I decided to close my eyes with eyelids that I had decorated with natural-colored eyeshadow.
Drreeetttt.
Naufal immediately stepped up in shock and immediately opened the incoming message to his phone.
I was confused and misbehaved and even confused.
"Eeemmm, Mas mending you immediately leave, will be hunted late," I said a little stammering.
"Dear iii.iiya" answered Naufal.
"Huuftt...Gia.....Gia, even the weapons eat sir, you start, you also deg-degan, you know how you feel," I muttered in my heart.
Naufal also felt a little misbehaved from being seen as he took his doctor's suit.
"Eemm..yeah, sayu...I went well, darling," he said nervously while holding his nape.
"Yes Mas, I drove to b.." My words were immediately cut because Naufal gave her sweet kiss right on both of my lips.
"I'm leaving yeah.....Honey," said Naufal timidly.
I just lowered my head and followed his steps down.
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***(In Front of Home Page)
"Be careful Pa" said Abay.
"Yes, son" answered Naufal and got into his car.
Both the front windows of the car were opened by him, and his head peeked at me from inside the car.
"No need to speed it up" I said.
"Yes dear, Assalamu'alaikum," said Naufal.
"Wa'alaikumsalam" I answered and Abay.
The car drove towards the big gate of Naufal's house.
Abay and I rushed into the house.
"Ma" said Abay.
"What Son??" I asked while hanging one hand on her shoulder.
"Today how do you feel when you're not working??" ask Abay.
"There must be something different, son, usually Mama in the morning has to meet directly with the patient, have given this the same to them, they are, keep suddenly at home replaced with you as busy as other Mama, but Mama is happy kok Nak," said I.
"Means your time at home is really for Abay, but if Abay goes to school abroad how is Ma?? Mama alone dong at home," grumbled Abay.
"Yes, there are still others, son, do not know what will happen later, which must be Mama often nengokin you there, and you also have to sip, focus on learning there," I said.
"Ma, hehehe" said Abay.
Adhan magrib reverberated, audible by the universe.
Allahuakbar....... Allahuahbar.
Soon I took abay's water.
And after ablution, my prayer rug extended to the floor. The set of prayer tools that Naufal gave me is now what I wear.
Not to forget, the temple of do'a I always dedicated to the healing of Papa, and to the happiness of the afterlife of my family.
Aamiins.
"Amin yarobbal alamin,"
I rubbed both palms of my former hands up to offer the Do'a to the Almighty on the surface of my face.
Now it feels relieved, slowly all I will forget, especially the memories while working.
The point here, I ask, that God always give peace of soul to me and do not forget to always be grateful to HIM.
The little black Qur'an and the silver gliter that Naufal had given me, now in my hand, began to read verse by verse in the little book.
In the middle when I chanted the holy Quran, my phone in the drawer rang.
"Sodaqollah al-adzim,"
I closed it and I kept the little Qur'an.
Without removing the face and folding the sajdah, I immediately took the ponse in the drawer.
Mama, well a call from my mama. Every time, I get a call notification or message from my mom, it feels.
Afraid that bad news will be given by my mother.
I immediately called back my Mama's number, I was worried about my Papa, who was not like before.
Tut.
"Assalamu'alaikum Ma," my regards.
What I was afraid of finally happening, the bad news now sounded right in my ear hole from this phone. Papa's condition is getting worse said my mother, making me fall and fall.
"But you take it easy, son, Mama had consulted with her Doctor, how good Papa, have you not to worry, no matter what the condition of Papa, Mama will always tell you," mama said.
"Mama promise??" my many.
"Insha'Allah Mama will tell you at any time" answered my mother.
I can't possibly not trust my own mother. Finally I tried not to increase this sadness, the dam of laughter that I had long awaited never came to see me.
"Gia believes Mama, Gia can go there Ma??" my many.
"Gia don't have to come here no papa son, pity you will take a long trip, Abay" said My mother.
"But no papa, it just so happens that Mas Naufal also has another assignment abroad tomorrow" tepisku.
Apparently my mother knew the sadness I experienced after I left the world of work that I had dreamed of since childhood, this, surely my mother does not want to add to the burden of sadness that every day I deliberately overwrite.
"Gia, no papa, here there will be Mama with Johan, tomorrow your in-laws are also here, will already be represented by them, hehehe, yes Nak yes," said My mother.
"Eeemmmm that's Ma?? Yes, Ma already that, but anyway Mama always tell the same news Gia yes, whenever it is, Mama should be able to contact Gia, '" said I.
"Yes, son, how?? Your situation, son?? How's abay?? Healthy??" ask Mama.
"Thank God be healthy all right Ma, Bi Sarah is healthy" I replied.
"You yourself how's son??" ask my mother again.
"What do you mean Mama??" askaku.
"Have, don't think too much about resigning you, maybe God loves this path, Mama know and very well know, that this decision is heavy on you, right??" guess Mama.
I hold my sobs, even though tears have filled my eyes, it feels like if it's like this, I want to go back when I was a child, when I feel trapped by my Papa.
I'd rather be like that than I have to feel the endless lara.
Selfishness of myself, do not want to be hurt even by circumstances, yaaa......I or selfish circumstances??
"Bismillah Ma, you can do it, hehehem" I said.
"Kalo Gia wants to tell a story, already in the same story Mama, Mama also wants to be in the same story you are Nak, yes," my mother long ago who wanted me to open up to her.
"Hehehe, yes Ma, surely Gia would have told me later if there was any story to Mama," I said.
2 Hours ago I had a conversation indirectly with my mother, until my phone was very hot on my cheeks and ears.
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After the Adhan, Susi came to my house without telling me first.
Because there was a special guest that was my best friend, I took Susi upstairs, in Rooftop near Abay's room.
A cup of hot chocolate has become a favorite banquet in this house, some jars of dry food and 2 dishes of wet cake for Susi.
Because we are both being left by the Husband to serve, and our children are also busy playing alone, this is the right time for Susi to explore my heart.
"Let's tell you a story" Susi said as she nudged my arm.
I sipped the same cup of hot chocolate as Susi but with a different cup feel.
"What news??" my many.
"Eh Gi, I know for sure you need to confide, already not in the pendam itself, the older is not good, hehehe," joked Susi.
"So again there is no child we loh Gi," continued Susi.
"What story is it?? I confused?? No one wants a story," tepisku.
"Aaahh yakin'n?" susi Rayu.
"About your work?? Uuppssss......"
"Where are you??" Susi deliberately fished and upset me.
I just kept quiet while watching the view from the top of the Rooftop towards the courtyard beside the House.
While enjoying the cold night breeze piercing the pores of this shirt fabric.
"I know Gi, you haven't been able to move on yet" said Susi.
"Ha?? Move on?? From who??" many spontaneous.
"From Alvi,"
"Yes from your work is Gi" replied Susi.
"Susiiii.....What the hell is the discussion of Si Alvi, already, I would not want to talk about it again, iiihhh you," I said.
"Hahaha yes sorry Gi, turn to discuss Alvi aja directly pursed his lips that way," sneered Susi.
"Yes from your work is Gi, from what else??" Susi.
"I know, surely you can't escape, let alone this is your dream, yes it must be difficult Gi," continued Susi.
"Aahhhh cook that's it?? No ah no ordinary," tepisku who still wants to cover up from Susi.
"No way, you must be sad but yesterday, I already know you, and how could you admit it if I didn't force it, right???? Susi in the opponent, hahahahaha," said Susi.
"You Gi, like we have craved a man for a long time, but when you get it, and not long ago, eeehhhh you have to take off, duuuuhhh....not confused yet, not to mention crying while listening to a bad song, hhmmmm, that's it," guess Susi who always entertains me with her slogans.
"Hehehehe, I swear Si, you do not know, you can always be a comedian, duuh duhh," I said while laughing a little.
"Well but really, right??" guess Susi.
"You confided in that guy earlier?? Must have done things kek that yes, hehehehehe, weapons eat sir right," I taunted him.
"Giiiii, this will discuss you, what will happen to me anyway," said Susi.
"Huuuuufffttt," I breathed my longs.
I tried to share this story with Susi, I finally shed the tears that I have endured these few days.
Tears also shed. Susi looked straight at me who was sitting next to her.
I cried sobbing while bowing my head.
"Huhuhuhuhu,"
Susi stroked my arms and shoulders.
Seriate.........