Love from GIA

Episode 62 (Fall Too Deep)

As I walked out of Grandma and Grandpa's room, my steps stopped, my heart kept crying over what Grandma had told me, that we really did love each other sincerely.

"Is it true that Grandma said that we love each other sincerely?" my question is in my heart.

"why are you talking about Gi?" ask Naufal.

"Who is dumb, I'm not dumb," I said, hiding everything.

"I went to my room first, yes" said Naufal.

"Yes," I answered briefly.

Naufal walked away from me.

I walked alone to my work space.

"I want to forget all my bad premonitions and want to focus on work, Bismillah," I said in my heart to motivate myself.

A few hours later, it was getting late, a sign that Naufal and I were done for work.

Naufal met me in the study.

"Gi, I want to ask permission as you want to cement Vela first yes, because Bastian can not nemenin today, because he has a meeting outside, you know me yes," bring Naufal who seems to be hesitating to me.

"I just go home, Mas, you are not papa nemenin Vela here, because I am also not ready for dinner, it is not good later if there is no person at home, because I am not ready for dinner, me or you as his host" I said to persuade Naufal.

"Don't you think I'm going to get him myself? Actually I don't want Gi nemenin alone, I'm afraid..." Naufal said stopped by me.

"Ihhh yes papa, already Mas you don't have to bother with me, yes you have to permission the same me, but I can get you really," I said subtly.

"Yes, you go home in my car, yes" said Naufal.

"No need, I use a go-jek only okay," I argue.

"No way, you'll be alone in the car again with the taxi driver" said Naufal who seemed jealous.

"It's okay, besides I'm not doing anything like the taxi driver," I said.

"Dear, I don't want to!! You have to use my car, then let me go home on a gojek yes," said Naufal who still kekeh told me to drive his car.

"Yes yes, I went home first yes, you are not here alone, sorry I can not find you," I said.

"Dear, my dear" answered Naufal, peeping at my forehead.

"I go home Mas, Assalamu'alaikum, "greet me with a greeting and kiss his hand.

"It's hard for me to make you my own Vela, but I'm doing all this because I want to find proof of who you really love, did you marry me just to forget about Vela ?? Or indeed you love me sincerely until you can maintain our relationship until this very moment" I said inwardly.

"In the car it feels lonely without Naufal, but I can't come even though I'm not ready to share with Vela, and I wasn't ready to share anything with others, let alone sharing with the person I love, I can't!!! But I have to do this, I'm sorry, Mas" I said.

Suddenly my tears shed on their own.

"Susi I want to tell Susi the same story, but at this hour must have not been home from work he said" said I who also tried to call Susi but there was no answer.

Because that's how Susi is, she is very busy, besides the Doctor she is also a businessman.

"I'm confused how should I?? I just want to prove if Mas Naufal really loves me, that's all. But why my heart hurts so much like this, from the beginning it was me who was wrong, I separated them," I said in the car, crying.

And it turned out a few minutes later that Susi called me back.

I pat the car and I focus on calling Susi.

"Halo Gi, Assalamu'alaikum" said Susi.

"Wa'alaikumsalam Si, you're not at the cost?" I said.

"It's still in Gi's hospital, why?? But I came home like this" replied Susi.

"Yes later I will go to your boarding house, yes magrib, I ask permission first with Mas Naufal later," I said.

"Yes Gi, but you don't have a problem with Naufal?" ask him who is worried.

Susi's question made my heart very sick, indeed that's how Susi is very caring and sensitive to my every complaint, and Susi must know there must be nothing if I contact her.

"No Si, I'm fine with Mas Naufal" replied me who was not ready to tell all about Susi.

"Oh yeah, Gi, I'll wait for you at my boarding house, okay?" susi.

"Yes Si, I'm sorry I interrupted your work time," I said.

"What the heck Gi, no papa times, do not hesitate," said Susi.

"Yes Si, Assalamu'alaikum," my greeting.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," Susi immediately hung up on me.

Susi is the only one I can talk to about this matter, she always supports what I have decided, she understands me a lot.

I brought Naufal's car back to the road to the house.

***(at Home)

Arriving at home, apparently Bi Sarah was watering plants with Mr. Rusdi.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said I who got out of the car.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, you know Gia herself?? Mas Naufal where's Ma'am?" asked Mr. Rusdi to greet me for the first time.

"Yes, Mr. Mas Naufal is still busy with a lot of work in the hospital, there is still a lot of patient data that must be handled," I answered lying.

"Oh that's it, Ma'am, Mbak Gia's pantesan alone went home," replied Mr. Rusdi.

"I go in first, yes" I said to Bi Sarah and Mr. Rusdi.

They nodded their heads and smiled at me.

Now that my eyes are empty my heart is deserted, this is my will, and I have to bear it myself, I am doing this for the good of my heart and also you Mas, I just want to know nothing more than that.

I ran up the stairs and opened my room, locked my room, I cried out to myself there.

I realized this was my plan and I had to take the risk myself.

"I'm sorry Mas, I deliberately gave you time with Vela, I want to know if your love will grow again or not, if so, if so, it's true that my guess all this time that you married me and loved me just wanted to forget about Vela but if not, it means that you're sincere love for me Mas," I said, sitting under the floor and leaning against the bed.

"I'm lonely Mas here, I'm afraid, I'm so scared without you, I don't want you getting hurt to love me more Mas," I said.

I took my phone and opened the gallery photo with him in the past, my crying became more and more uncontrollable when I saw the photo, because it looked very happy on my Papa and Mama's face.

"Mas Naufal now says yes to Vela, I want to call her" I said in my heart.

But I abandoned my intentions because I didn't want to bother them.

I cried myself to sleep on the floor.

A few hours later, when Adzan was awakening, I woke up.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim I'm asleep here" said I myself.

I woke up my body, I took my cell phone and saw if there was any message from my husband, but there was no word from Naufal.

"Surely Mas Naufal is still busy caring for Vela there," I said.

I rushed straight to shower and pray by myself then get ready to go to Susi's boarding house.

After I finished taking a shower, it seemed like Naufal had not come home yet.

"You're really very busy, Mom, until this hour you haven't come home" I said.

"But yes," I said a little.

I sent a message to Naufal to go to Susi's boarding house.

After I finished getting ready I went downstairs and saw Bi Sarah who was watching TV with Mr. Rusdi.

"Mbak Gia where to go," asked the bus directions.

"This will cost Susi Bi, later say yes to Mas Naufal if I go to the cost of Susi, but if Mas Naufal has come home, then, Gia had also sent the same message Mas Naufal but maybe he was busy so not perfect bales messages from Gia, and later Mas Naufal came home too not really late Bi," I said to Bi Sarah.

"Okay Ma'am Gia, surely later I will tell Mas Naufal," said Bi Sarah.

"Gia go first Bi, Assalamu'alaikum," I said as I walked to the door and took the car keys from the bag.

"Yes, be careful, Wa'alaikumsalam" said Bi Sarah and Mr. Rusdi.

This time I did not ride Naufal's car but drove my own.

On the way to Susi's boarding house, I called Susi to make sure that Susi was in the room and not out.

Tut. The sound of my phone ringing

"Halo Assalamu'alaikum Si" I said.

"Ya Gi Wa'alaikumsalam, you're here, right?" ask Susi.

"Yes Si, it's me again on the way to your boarding house" I replied.

"Yes, you have been careful to focus on not having to date the important ones to survive" said Susi.

"Yes Si, yes it is Assalamu'alaikum," I said immediately hung up on Susi.

A few minutes later, I arrived in front of Susi's room.

Apparently Susi was waiting for me in front of the boarding page and immediately approached my car

"Bite the newlyweds here" Susi sneered at me.

"Didn't know what people have been nikakhnya for a long time," I said.

"Here Gi comes in," said the saint as he opened the boarding door and then I go in and sit on the sofa that I used to sit on if visiting the boarding house Susi.

"I know you're here for sure to tell me about Mr. Kevin, right" he guessed.

"Kok Mr. Kevin Si, right now I'm married to his wife Mas Naufal," I said.

"Oh means you're here to worry about Naval guessing again.

"I want to ask you if you're wrong, yes I am just Naufal Vela?" my many.

"You mean what, I'm confused not to understand Gi" replied Susi.

"And anyway, last night Vela kept in a coma, and her family was far away abroad, so she was here in the same care Mas Naufal, it was also in the care of Bastian anyway then I stunt think gini, there is no way Mas Naufal can 100% fall in love with me, surely he still has a sense of love with Vela, there is no way Mas Naufal can be 100% in love with me, for sure he is still no love with Vela, even if it's just a little, isn't it Si?" I said press on Susi.

"It's logic, it's Gi, especially if Vela is your husband's first love" the Holy Word reassured me.

"Well, really Si, last night I was with Mas Naufal when I was going to bed for the story, I hurt about Mr. Kevin, Mr. Kevin, he was horrified about Vela and it was true that Vela was his first love and now Mas Naufall has not returned home, he is still taking care of and accompanying Vela in the hospital," I said.

"You're saying Naufal himself nemenin Vela over there? You are not afraid that Naufal's heart will return with Vela again," asked Susi.

"Gini loh Si, I want to know whether Mas Naufal really fell in love with me sincerely, or if he fell in love with me just to be able to forget Vela. I want to prove it Si, if for example as long as I let him be the same Vela he keeps the same attention I am, he still acts like a husband and wife like me, I can assure him that he is sincere in love with me, but if his nature changes the same I would guess that I was right, Mas Naufal returned to Vela," I said while being a little difficult as it endured my pain and crying.

"Kok you it's Gi, because you can not bring them both again," said Susi.

"After I was confused what else to use, I was deadlocked I swear I was a bit doubtful about it Mas Naufal was not sure, who else is the One who is able to prove this all, but, If I'm not the one who proved Si anymore," I said with tears.

"Gi why you are always in a position like this I pity you, but actually you say this is the only way to prove whether Mas Naufal really really loves you," susi said that seemed to support me.

"I don't know who else you have to run to, who to tell, I myself can't tell Mama Papa, they are very good Mas Naufal, they are very good, mas Naufal is very good, but I just want to know because it's about feelings" I said.

"Yes Allah Gi, I swear I salute you You can be this strong Gi" said Susi.

"It's really hard for me to do my own plan, but I don't know anymore I've been tied to him, I've already loved him so much, I love him, I love him, I don't want to lose him, I've fallen very deep Si and it's hard for me to crawl up again, it's very difficult if I go up I'll leave Naufal but it's impossible, let me here sacrifice once more" I told Susi.

"You're patient, you can tell me the same story anytime and anywhere, you know I'm always there for you, remember that Gi, I'm always there for you," susi said firmly.

Seriate.....