
Lucy hugged Arzen's body tightly. He shook his head to the man's stomach. He won't let Arzen do it.
"No, don't...!" said it.
Arzen exhaled, "I don't want you to suffer because of my arrival and Loofyn. I can take it off and you'll live in peace without having to think about both of us" he said.
Lucy banged her head against Arzen's stomach. "Say no!" his screeches.
It was a pretty good offer for him. Lucy also thought that if the two of them had not come, what would have been her days. Maybe he can date Sean like in the rumors even though he has no feelings.
Maybe he doesn't need a lot of money to spend at the end of each month. He could get up and eat without dividing a portion with the two wolves. He doesn't have to wake up in the middle of the night to take care of Loofyn.
But he does not want his old days back. He forgot what it felt like to be alone. He does not remember how his daily monochrome looks.
"Don't go, please," he said.
Arzen smiled, "You're selfish, man?" candelessly.
Lucy looked up, "You don't say my name anymore?" tanyanya sad.
Arzen wiped Lucy's tears, "Silent, you're ugly crying like this" she said.
"You want to go, Arzen?" ask Lucy.
Arzen looked at him fixedly. He was actually afraid to ask. He is afraid to offer to leave Lucy.
In his heart he did not want to leave the girl. Apart from the Shinre Jade he had planted, he felt that there was something more inherent. He doesn't want to be separated from Lucy.
"Actually Lucy, I was scared myself when I asked you earlier" he said.
He turned her into a wolf and took the girl away from there. He took her to a quieter place. On a hill overlooking the city of Luxeas.
"Why come here?" ask Lucy.
Arzen is back to being human. He slid down and put his head on Lucy's thigh. His eyes immediately looked at Lucy in a starry night sky.
"I'm scared too, Lucy. I was afraid to leave you" he said.
Then he draped his hand to Lucy's slender waist. Drowning her face in Lucy's flat stomach in search of comfort. Although a little amused for Lucy, the girl left Arzen there.
"I was afraid to leave you and I was more afraid that you would leave me," she said slightly muffled as she leaned over.
"I'm sure Loofyn feels the same way, too" he added.
"I was afraid that even when I asked you earlier I was hoping that you would reject my offer" he said.
He smiled faintly, "Egois, right? I want you to be happy and free but I'm holding you back" he said.
Lucy stroking black shiny hair Arzen. "No, don't let you say that. We're both very scared, so don't say it again" he said.
"Honestly, I was also confused and troubled when I knew I had to take care of a baby. I've never been married know how." He recalls his tired days taking care of Loofyn.
Back he thought, what reason did he accept Loofyn that day. Why would he take care of her when he could hand her over to the parlor. Or even throw it in the middle of the forest.
Lucy didn't get to the heart just by imagining it. He was very fond of Loofyn who was left alone on a cold night. So he decided to take care of her until the person in question came to pick her up.
But for Arzen, he did not know what the reason was to accept the man's arrival. He did not also throw him out despite being upset because of Arzen's haughty attitude. Unlike when he received Loofyn, he did not know what the reason for letting Arzen be by his side.
"In hindsight, I have no reason to accept or reject you" he said.
He's not bothered enough to have to drive Arzen and Loofyn away. "What is the reason?" thought.
The silence of the night covers both. The wind blew on their faces. Flying the uneasy feeling replaces it with calmness.
"Arzen."
"Yes?"
Arzen immediately looked up, "Lucy, you-"
"I also want to know what it's like there. I want to know the world you were born in and grew up in" Lucy said.
Arzen changed his position to sit in front of Lucy. He stared fixedly at Lucy who was focusing on looking at the City of Luxeas. He shook weakly.
"No, Lucy. You should think about it carefully. I admit the offer wasn't serious" he said worriedly.
"You can't make decisions when you're sad."
Lucy smiled faintly, "I've been thinking about it this whole time, Arzen." He looked back at the man.
"I don't know if humans can cross the portal to go there" he said.
He had no idea what happened after crossing the portal. Will he get there whole or in another form. Is the human body able to withstand the magical radiation of the magical world.
What clothes should he wear to protect himself through the portal. Whether the human body of this world could survive with the atmosphere of the magical world. Then how the people see alien beings.
"What are you thinking? Ah, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have just spoken" Arzen said.
The man put his head on Lucy's little shoulder. His position was like a child held by his mother. Arzen has already dared to indulge with Lucy.
"No, I was wondering what the magical world was like" Lucy said.
"As if someone is calling me," he said.
"I should have thought about the risks as well. I'm afraid something happens when we make it through the portal" Arzen said.
Lucy is too. He hopes to find a solution if that happens. "Then, how do I get back here?" tanyakanya.
"Just through the portal. As long as I have enough magic energy, I can open it," Arzen replied.
He looked at the dreamy Lucy, "If you want to tell me, I'm ready to listen" she said softly.
"I don't like Peter or Sean" Lucy said.
"I don't even have a relationship like they mean. I'm just doing my job. That's it," he concluded.
He told me what had happened in the office. He mentioned everything without being missed. Arzen nodded even though he already knew who did it.
"I used to live alone after my mother and grandmother died when I was 16" he said.
"I have to work hard to support myself. I don't want to use my mother's legacy if it's not an emergency."
"There is no time to think of anything other than work, money, food, and home."
He looked at Arzen, "Therefore I never thought I could date anyone else" he said.
He realized, this was the first time he was close to the opposite sex. Arzen's arrival takes him on all kinds of 'first time' in his new sheet. He thought he would never be in contact with men.
"It's the first time I've been close to a man."
He saw Arzen, "Especially to stay at home with him," he said and blushed.
Arzen looked at him deeply. He drew his face closer and removed the distance between the two. Lucy was misbehaved and chose to remain silent.
"So, I was the first one to hold you like this?" asked Arzen with a serious look.
Lucy nodded. "I'm the first opposite sex that's close to you like this?" Lucy nodded again.
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"Hmmmhh!"
Arzen takes a kiss off Lucy's lips. "Am I the first one on this?"