Longsuffering

Love Bells

I spread despair and long in the sky of love

spread dancing to hold the sweat

because I ran on the rough road

watching and setting on the horizon of longing

- Vishnu

Bern, Vishnu-Adhis

Vishnu Pov

I can't tell if my feet are still on the earth I'm on or not. Repeatedly I took a deep breath while listening to Andra explain what happened yesterday, the day that was supposed to be the wedding day of Wita.

"Wita how does Ndra look?", I asked to confirm with the same heart pounding when Andra revealed the big news.

"I didn't talk to Mba Wita. I take Rumi tea to Wita's mba room. He seems to shine like that, do not know maybe finished praying", replied Andra reminded me when Wita was my mentor in prayer that I imam, with Salim and Mother.

"You please prepare everything Ndra! There can be no blame at all. I ask for the best!! more than you prepared yesterday. Technical issues discuss with Rumi Tea!! Don't talk about this with Wita, Wita let me take care of it". My mouth seems unable to stop instructing what is in my mind now. I can't lose a fight anymore!!

"Yes bang, I did the best preparation for my brother. Very loss if 7 years of struggle wasted", Andra's babble made me a little upset.

"You.!!!", I said.

"yes.iya.becanda donk bang"

"Today I also look for the fastest flight schedule to Jakarta, ask for Salim Ndra number", I ignored the joke Andra was trying to reduce my tension.

"Ready bang. careful on the road. We're here to start moving now".

"God".

I was still observing Adhis and my in-laws from this place of mine. I smiled, unable to hide my happiness stored in my heart. The wounds that Adhis and I felt were as if they were drying up in the wind of Bern this afternoon.

My decision to go to this city was not without reason. I might be considered a loser by Andra and my brothers.

This decision was the toughest decision. I had to make a quick move after two weeks ago I found Adhis in a high fever and having nightmares with tantrums and delusions that made me feel pain. Rumi Tea even judges me for failing to reclaim the love that has blossomed in my heart and Adhisku. "mother Wita.. Adhis elbow.", Adhis hand stretched with his eyes closed in a crashing hot body.

Or, on the following night at exactly 12pm in his restless sleep, Adhis laughed to himself.. Adhis.. Adhis likes. want mommy.want...".

The following week, Adhis health condition began to improve. Her fever only lasted for three days.However, the dreams that made her delirious about Wita still I heard every day.

Until the day I heard the news about Wita's accelerated marriage made my brain even more crazy and messy. Adhis seemed to know my condition. My son was again experiencing emotional turmoil that was difficult to control. He used to run amok for reasons I didn't understand.

I can't stay still. I decided to do a series of psychogical tests for Adhis at the time. The results really say a bad indication.

"the condition of Adhis parents who are single parents is one of the causal factors. This situation will certainly be balanced if you, as a father can also act as a mother. It's not easy, but you can do it".

"The emotional social development of Adhis born to a single parent family tends to take him at a stage of development that is not in accordance with his phase. In some cases there is a significant influence between the attachment (attachment) of the child to the mother's temper tantrum".

Again the presence of mother for Adhis became my biggest PR. I had never heard Adhis words directly about Adhis longing for Wita that he always mumbled in his sleep, but I realized very well that Wita became one of the foros of life that Adhis had.

At this time I am unable to force my heart to fulfill my promise to Kang Indra and Adhis to immediately get a connecting mother for Adhis. Then, the only way is that I have to play a double role for my Adhis.

The presence of Rumi Tea has helped my life a lot, but Adhis's recent emotional changes are certainly entirely my responsibility. I discussed my way forward to Kang Indra without the knowledge of Teh Rumi.

"Kang. I want to take Adhis to Switzerland. Maybe for a while, maybe it will stay. It's gonna be tough for Rumi Tea, I asked for her help kang".

Kang Indra and I agreed to try to get Adhis to not rely on Rumi Tea. Rumi tea for five days before my departure, he was in Bandung. While Adhis I used to always be around me. Even when I'm on duty in the office I'll take her too.

When Lastri asked me to meet, to discuss the cooperation of his father's company, I still invited Adhis. Also the moment where Lastri asked for the certainty of my heart, I brought with me my Adhis.

I then often negotiate Adhis to forget Wita.

"Aphis wants to see Mama, right?"

"Asiiik.mama Rumi".

"No, the other mama, the mama who had Adhis in her belly".

Call me petty, but Adhis has been persuaded by my seduction. We agreed not to miss Wita.

"Aphis will not hug Mother Wita for long, Adhis wants to be invited by my father to meet my mother".

A statement that makes me feel like the most ruthless father in the world, because the mama who wanted to meet soon Adhis was just a tombstone that stretched stretched out stared at with a sense of wonder by my little daughter yesterday.

And today, I will make up for everything. Adhis will soon realize his dream. I'll fight for it. WILL BE!!

Today, this very second, is still in a heavy heartbeat and a heart shake that screeches longing. After I hung up the phone call from Andra, I immediately contacted Kang Indra, my sister-in-law who always gave me support. He was a substitute father to me.

"Sure Wis, I will prepare everything. Today Akang and Teh Rumi will come to Wita's mother".

After everything is ready, of course, I have to make sure that Wita's mother accepts my presence. I called Salim, he'll be ready to help me prepare all my plans. But a sense of disappointment spread in the corner of my heart when Wita's mother said, "not good mother Vishnu, same ceu Dedeh and her husband. Satria's marriage had just been canceled, a week later there had to be news of Wita getting married".

I accept the reason for Wita's mother with chest roominess. Of course I have to be more patient to pick up my happiness. I handed the time deal to Kang Indra and Ibu Wita. Until I got word from Kang Indra a few hours later.

"Front month Wis, you can still be patient right?"

"With that there was a kang?", I asked curious.

"Wita's mother said, let Wita not know first. He knows how Wita is. Wita his son does not enjoy it he said, so if he knows the possibility of rejecting your application. That is, if Wita knows you might be asked to wait as soon as a year as possible.... Ngaragangan (respect) Satria".

Kang Indra's answer really made me not care. If the place I stand right now is the city of Jakarta, I will not wait long to stick my car's gas pedal to drag Witaku to the penghulu.

Satria again became a man that I must take into account and I must reward the word. Of course, the man who was 5 years younger than me became the hardest hit man today. I decided to contact him.

"Hallo.. with whom is this?", he asked in my phone conversation.

"I.. Vishnu".

"Hahahha.this is it. the person I was waiting for.", he replied inviting a smile on my lips.

I don't think that young lawyers are intelligent but have a broad heart. He asked me to immediately justify my letter, even though in his last message he revealed the same thing as Wita's mother. "We must not be told, I am sure he refused. The charm of the goodness of my heart will make it bad. hahahah".

Before I was ready to leave for Indonesia with the fastest flight schedule today, I asked my father-in-law for permission and blessing. My father-in-law is certainly happy, "My Enkelin (granddaughter) will finally have a mother".

A few hours before I headed to the airport, I took a trip down the old town of Bern with Adhis to buy the souvenirs he always asked if I went outside service, souvenirs for Mother Wita.

It's no secret that everything in Switzerland, including Bern, is expensive. So is transportation. However, since I was staying at the Bern city hotel, I got a multipurpose card that could be used as a free ticket using every mode of transportation within the city. That includes buses, trams, and trains.

The streets of Old Town Bern were not very wide and there was no traffic jam at all. Here I found many cozy local cafes, restaurants with a signature menu of cheese and hot chocolate, watch and souvenir outlets, art galleries, and museums.

One of the highlights is of course the Einstein Museum. So it is not surprising that in Bern, I can find many Einstein monuments, including the Einstein Museum, Einstein bench statues, to Einstein cafes. I brought my Adhis to this city, ran away from reality and asked God to give my son the greatest destiny.

"You know Adhis?, you'll be a great man like Eisntein. Einstein lived in Bern, he discovered the famous theory of relativity today.

"Who is Einstein?", he asked.

"great man, like you dear", I answered with a small pinch on his puffed cheek.

Adhis laughed cheerfully. My son and I bought some of the things we were going to give to our Wita.

Adhis chose Trycell Cowbell for his Mother. Bells are usually used for necklaces on cows by cattle breeders. The bell aims to allow farmers to track their livestock being herded in the vast Swiss highlands. "Let Mama Wita be surprised to go where" said Adhis made me laugh happily. He thought this thing could circle around Wita's neck exactly like a cow.

Now, we were at Zurich International Airport with a large suitcase containing various souvenirs that we bought. Adhis waited with the spirit of our return, I did not see the look of a tired face in him, even though we had just arrived in this country a few days ago.

I miss my wife. Is it wrong if I miss him? Has he been mine? Could his heart be entirely for me now?

I can't hold back the longings I miss. Although everyone was warning me not to contact Wita, I ended up reaching for my phone. Even if I'm disappointed I don't get a reply, let it go! this time I will force.

Assalamu'alaikum World..

How are you doing?

Me and Adhis are going home today

Adhis kangen mother of Wita

his father too

my plane will be taking off soon

love you's...

Call me an asshole, but I can't hold back the love I have for him. If clapping one hand is my fate today, that's fine! I'll take it. I'm just gonna make sure Wita's gonna be in my lap.

A few minutes later I saw the incoming chat notification on my new phone.

MOTHER WITA

Yes, in Vishnu..

be careful on the road

Be the expanse of this world mine, for at once I was unaware of the presence of those around me. The sky I was facing became bright offering a beautiful sun smile. Wita. I have fallen for your love, long ago!

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