Longsuffering

Take Distance

If happiness is a distance for you

I will give you my ten heavens

control every trace of your breath

without an empty gap

- Vishnu

Bandung, Wita-Mother

"You sure you didn't choose Tarmin's offer, Wit?", asked the mother who was busy entering various job application documents.

No!, Wita chose another path to continue her life this time. Let's just say, he is no longer able to play the role of an educator, if in fact he has incised a lot of anger. His failure to set the example of 'educating' was a hard slap for him. He knows enough to not repeat his mistake on the same page. Although, of course all the world and school opium is the bet.

"No ma'am, Wita tried Lanis's offer" replied Wita. He will try to get out of his zone, such as changing clothes that he always attached to his soul body, then his favorite dress he will hang on the old story but sweet, sweet, even if the stain that he toreh let be a memory.

Wita can not just remain silent, if he chooses to punish himself with the prison he made of course he will be a naive and dirty man. His tough nights were his long struggle. He can only believe that from every starting point it will meet the end point. He just needs to be sure that time will certainly answer all the heavy burdens that he dims.

Vishnu no longer bothers him. Will he really disappear from his life? Is the word 'go' that he asked to slip the meaning to no longer 'go home' to his life? Does the man know if it takes complete strength to say that Wita is fine, as the man's back disappears from his sight? Does the man know that if his chest now shakes to hold back and acknowledge the heart sentence he has to express, is Vishnu okay?

"Yes, mommy doesn't know about your model job. What matters is that you are comfortable. You are happy", the words of the mother who left a simple prayer on her Khaliqnya that means a lot to Wita. Yes, of course Wita will be happy! But reassuring yourself about being happy with a mother's chosen man is a condition that must be paid to live for the rest of her life.

"Aamiin, Wita said yes ma'am!", said Wita while peeping the back of her hand. Today he will take a new step. No longer have the status of a cheerful teacher, no longer have a class with colorful folding paper and pictures, no longer singing songs that echo the simplicity of early childhood, he said... now he must be willing to leave.

Unishei Consultant Building located in downtown Bandung became the destination of Wita today. Lanis's offer will certainly be one of the first steps for Wita after Dewun Gemitang asked him to leave his beloved school.

Psychology Consultation Institute engaged in education, industry & organization, clinical and social society fields will certainly bring Wita closer to the world of psychology that he is interested in. It will not be difficult for Wita to try to plunge in it.

"Seeing the various documents I read, I was very interested. It just so happened that I was in need of staff who would replace me in the education division". One who had called himself a friend of Lanis gave him hope to be able to wriggle back his lost candlestick. The education division is certainly a part that he would very much hope for.

"I am interested in your profile bu Wita, therefore, please Ms. Wita learn in advance the contract documents that we will sign tomorrow. If you agree, you can join us tomorrow".

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Jakarta, Vishnu-Andra-Lanish

"I will put you to work on an apartment project 10 towers in the Pakubuwono area. As a newcomer, you will learn to take the responsibility given slowly to recognize the project that is being worked on. That way, you can explore various forms of crowns or peaks of tower apartments as an additional alternative because the design of the top of the apartment is still not fixed. Including in front of the architects who have just been recruited by the company.

The meeting he chaired today felt more different. Today, Andra just began to giggle in awe at the self-control of Vishnu who began to look better, more. sage?

Earlier this morning, Andra had prepared himself to receive all the ravings and anger of Vishnu due to the company report that Andra would read. But unexpectedly, the way Vishnu addressed his company's problems was more flexible and relaxed lately. Is Vishnu really doing emotional training for three weeks there? Andra could only smile with relief.

"It looks like we have to replace our HR development consultant Pak Wisnu" said Andra in the middle of his second step towards the company elevator. "There have been several significant cases of commitment built into the company's employees".

"You have done the analysis in the field?", asked Vishnu convinced Andra. The company he led was not a suddenly large company without a long process. Then be alert and anticipatory of course he must do, "do it!", replied Vishnu briefly.

"How about the report from Bandung?", asked Vishnu when he arrived at the office workspace nuanced Industrial Modern.

Taking the distance that Lanis asked for was very hard for him. "We need time to arrange everything Mr. Vishnu, give him time and distance to arrange himself". Lanis's request was really very heavy for him. "But is Wita okay?", he asked Lanis the other day. "Wita is not okay, the insomnia and nightmares that Wita now faces need immediate treatment". Lanis's answer was painful. Please Wita, hang on!

"What can I do to help him recover?", a question Vishnu often asked himself. Then get a firm answer from the doctor, Lanis; "you can help him continue to open up and forgive the past that is technically directly related to you, Mr. Vishnu, but the decision of the Wita to break away from you must be respected. The path Wita takes will help him even though it will feel heavier".

Vishnu sighed and pulled his body over to the long sofa in his study. Andra did not answer Vishnu's question which would interfere with all his emotions and thoughts.

"How's Andra?", he asked again.

"Mba Wita looks thinner now. Sometimes you have to take sleeping pills at night". Andra's answer struck Vishnu's heart. Please Wita, if you call the name of Vishnu just once to be present in front of you he will run towards you with love and thousands of words of regret and forgiveness.

"Salim has taken him to the doctor?", asked Vishnu again.

"Had her sister persuaded, but Wita refused".Andra's reply brought her on the verge of regret. Vishnu squeezed his hair violently. He rubbed his face while sighing deeply, "astagfirullah.", said a soft and painful resignation he hurled through his trembling lips.

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