Longsuffering

Longing Song

longing for the heart

slashing and stinging in silence

until the time of waiting

you incarnated the song of longing

- Vishnu

Jakarta, Vishnu-Wita-Adhis

Vishnu Pov

"Slow sir!!", I heard his orders to the health worker at my company quietly withstanding the pain. Her clean white legs are now equipped with wounds from a series of online food delivery motors. There was a bit of pain in the heart, when I saw him grimacing. And. the sense of unwillingness to hit my chest when he saw the man in nurse's clothes touch his white feet that he always covered with his long clothes, ah.. SIALL!!

Wita, the woman I've been avoiding for a few days. I just gathered the courage to face the fact that, My woman no longer wants me. The bitter reality that I felt that had sunk me into a muddy wound full of pain. I must begin to believe that the span of seven years had completely erased the traces of my name in his heart.

The woman who selfishly wanted me to have, is now enduring the pain of saving my Adhis. While Adhis did not experience the slightest injury or bruise. It seemed, the way Wita saved Adhis was really on target. Then. I still stay here because Adhis is reluctant to get out of his trunk. I can only conclude that Adhis was shocked by the incident in the courtyard of my company building.

It was not only Adhis who was in shock over the incident earlier. I. watched well how Wita shouted at the biker with eyes full of anger. His voice rose, incessantly shouting at the rider who did not even a little fight and defense. The first time I saw his emotions explode with anger.

I heard clearly the sentence made me throbbing pain.

"Don't you see if there's a little boy heu? if anything happens with my son, I do not hesitate to ask you to court! Can you actually bring a motorbike? don't bring a SIM. Just watch out!!, if this child of mine has any injuries you must take responsibility!!"

I can only sculpt, trying to digest his speech and emotional reactions. What did he say just now? Adhis?

Does he not realize what he is saying? Even the crowd of my employees was no longer ignored by him, with gasps he threw sentences per sentence to vent anger. Revita stroked her back trying to ease herself.

I can only try to feel the pain. How did the accidents of the past affect his soul? become an immeasurable thing. Blasting every beat of his heart that smoothed on helplessness. Until today's events dragged him into uncontrollable self-control.

The incident that Adhis and Wita experienced was actually the result of my actions. I brought Adhis today to the office. After picking up Adhis from school, Adhis whined to me, he didn't want me to stay at home with his aunt because Rumi's tea today is still in Bandung to attend the wedding reception of his kang Indra office best friend.

I can't be selfish and greedy asking for Rumi's tea to be next to Adhis at all times. And it seems that I must immediately decide to fight alone to accompany Adhis as strong and as I can.

Adhis this afternoon was in my office. I brought it to my room because there were some things I had to do there. But my little girl suddenly cried asking for something.

"Aphis wants a drink like Naswa ayaah", he said.

"What's my name? Adhis knows?" my many.

"Enaaak ayaaah, there is chocolate. there is a bobanya" he said again.

I don't understand where to get that drink from. Until the cry of Adhis broke, his weapon which was certainly very efficacious to fulfill his wish before me. Until Lastri came to my office and as usual entered my room suddenly.

"Tante knows where to buy the drink, we can go together to buy a drink that Adhis likes", he offered.

Adhis's cry slowly subsided. He then said, "ayaah.want to buy the same aunt. Adhis wants", he said.

I finally decided to stop my work in order to follow the wishes of Adhis, instead of hearing him cry not stop, I thought.

Me, Adhis and Lastri stepped towards the bottom floor. On arrival downstairs my steps came to a halt as someone greeted me, "Vishnu.." he shouted.

"Burhan?", I asked in wonder.

We then talked for a moment, huh.we, I-Burhan-Lastri, then Adhis?? I missed watching him. Instantly I saw my employees running towards the park, until here I was, my own office maintenance room.

"Do you need to be taken to the hospital?", I asked the Khalif health officer in my office.

"Must sir, let the doctor give you anti-pain medication. Usually like there is a fever too", replied Khalif makes me feel more and more affection for the Wita.

"Yes already..we go to the hospital now huh?", I asked Wita. He nodded while grimacing. I then tried to persuade Adhis to move to my sling. But the more I persuaded the more his embrace was tight on Wita.

Wita then whispered something to Adhis. And. for some reason Adhis suddenly inched down from his sling.

Wita, assisted by Revita, walks through the office building. I could see he was enduring the pain, occasionally he stopped to step.

"Eh.. kok the car Mr Vishnu?", he asked in shock.

"I still have something to finish mba, tomorrow you know the show" replied Revita.

Wita seemed resigned to Revita's answer. Then he got into my car. I then moved Adhis into his lap, because my son whined he wanted to be with his mother.

I drove my car to the hospital. At the instant I saw his bloodstains on the clothes he was wearing, I had pain imagining it.

I saw Adhis in his arms. I just kept quiet, trying to refrain from saying a word, because if I didn't, I could force her back to 'see' and turn to me. We both kept quiet in silence.

On arrival at the hospital, I brought her a wheelchair to help her get to the examination room. Adhis woke up a few minutes ago and came down from his trunk. Understand if Wita has to get out of the car to be checked.

"It hurts?", I was worried before I let him out of the car. My mouth really can't control me not to ask her how she is.

"A little bit", the answer is short.

He then tried to get out of my car, and I saw him step into a wheelchair. I just broke it. Instantly he stiffened, I don't know what caused it.

The doctor's examination of him did not last long. I immediately brought him back to my car. I decided to drive my car, without the slightest chat with him.

Unlike the departure to the hospital, the atmosphere of the car this time is warmer. Adhis dominated my car room and made Wita speak up, and really!! his voice makes me miss!

Wita, drifting in her world. He seemed happy with Adhis. And. apparently, he forgot about my presence who had eavesdropped on their conversation.

"Waah Adhiis has already told a story" he said. "Who do you like to hear stories from?"

"Dad Vishnu.", answered Adhis honestly. He then chatted again about the things he did at school, his good teachers and mentioned the names of his friends.

"iiih... pinter once this is whose child is it?", Wita's tease on Adhis suddenly made my smile. He then gave a song to tempt Adhisku..

Hi sister in meraaaaah

her name is Adhisiaaaa

the man is kind

if the smile is beautiful

Adhis then answered his singing with his cute little voice.

Hi mom in lunakuuu

her name is Mother Witaaa

the man is kind

if the smile is beautiful

I couldn't help my laughter hearing the singing of the two of them. They looked at me together, and threw smiles while singing;

Hi dad in putiiiih

his name is Vishnu's father

the man is kind

if that smile is so handsome

"ahahahahaha", I laughed again. My free laugh after these few days harbors a deep longing and defeat for my helplessness has the woman who is holding my son in love and affection.

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the happy week end..

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