Longsuffering

Ill

I broke to pieces

together with the untold story

-Wita

Bandung, Rani-Lanis-Wita

Wita's body all night kept shivering. Since yesterday the heat has not gone down despite having been given the drug paracetamol. The incident two days ago was the first time his body had reacted like this. Even Rani's tea finds herself unconscious, lying on the floor of Wita's workroom. Rani has not been able to say anything to Lanis, after the doctor who is also her best friend asked the chronology of the incident that happened to Wita.

“i don't know Teh Rani, earlier mother Wita asked me to bring a change of clothes to the room Teh Rani. For Adhis, it's like Adhis's pooping in his pants again. You already this week Mother Wita released diaphernya Adhis”. Zahra.

“Continue fitting I entered again to the room of Mother Wita, mother Wita instead asked me to replace her clothes Adhis and go outside her room. Not usually, usually, the mother of Wita must have a conversation with the mamah Adhis about the study report Adhis today. Trus gave a new emotional recording card to his mother Adhis” Rani still seems to listen to the explanation of Zahra's mother.

“but because it is not the mamahnya Adhis who picked up maybe yes, so Mother Wita did not chat first the same who picked up” continued Zahra.

“who picked up? Her papa? Or her brother?”

“not, but his father”

“who?”

Rani gets a puzzling explanation from Zahra about a person her father calls Adhis. Let alone Rani, Zahra whose homeroom teacher is really a letdown. Maybe he just found out that his guardian who has always communicated with him is not in fact his father and birth mother Adhis. Although they have a brotherly blood relationship, but Zahra was shocked when she found out that Adhis was the son of his sister Teh Rumi who.

These two days Wita's mother became a good nurse. He did not want the incident 7 years ago that befell his daughter repeated again. Enough of the wounds he felt, even the pain continued to cut his heart when he remembered Tara the best friend of his beloved daughter met her with a wedding invitation card. He could not understand what was going on.

“his head is not bumped, right Ran?” ask the mother to Rani who this afternoon took the time to visit Wita by carrying a bag of apples Wita's favorite. Although he does not know if apples can be eaten at this time, but let it be.

“i did not see the incident mah, fitting me into his room Wita already lying on the floor”.

“ya allah eta slave.” the mama just sighed while preparing some clothes that will be a change of clothes for Wita. Wita's heat has begun to fall this afternoon, he decided to wipe his body with warm water so that his body and mind feel fresher. “sok enter we ka room, he said, Wita again eat porridge just now” the word of the mama on Rani. “ada Lanis also” continued mama Wita.

Upon arriving in Wita's room, he saw his two best friends were both silent. Wita sat on the bed with a blanket on her knees that she bent. Lanis was sitting on a green folding chair while looking at Wita sharply. Slowly Rani walks and decides to sit on the edge of Wita's bed. Better he shut up, because Rani does not know what talk is being discussed by Lanis the Psychiatrist with Wita the Counselor of his school, haha?.

“ini has been 7 years Wita” a firm and sharp speech ejected from the lips Lanis break the silence of the room that is getting cold. “and yesterday was the worst event as early as your history” he continued.

Rani decides to keep quiet, as she never knows what Lanis will talk about. He has no knowledge of that. In contrast to these two friends, their intelligence really shows their identity. But Rani, keep their faithful sabahat with a little different story, married young with the choice of parents.

“me, Rani or even your family will not be able to help, if you continue to choose silence. Not all wounds you have to bury with silence, not all wounds you have to cover with silence, not all wounds will heal with silence. Sometimes you have to talk Wita, say it! Eject it! So that the burden that you feel heavy feels so light” Lanis began to weaken in his speech for a friend who is still staring at his own fingers that he linked to a thin blanket.

One second. two seconds. three seconds. four seconds..

“Wisnu Pratama, three years I will wait for him” Wita break the silence. Lanis then shifted her chair closer towards the bed, while Rani decided to hold the palm of Wita's hand that began to shake.

“I will faithfully wait for him, always.” tears began to urge in the eyes of Wita. “but, the mistakes I made were not forgiven”, Wita paused and took her breath deeply.

“unforgivable mistakes!!” he repeated his sentence again as if to convince the world that he was the center of destruction over the lives of others. Until he has responsibility for the happiness of others. What kind of love is Wita, what kind of loyalty are you maintaining?.

“i've been falling for my own feelings since the first time I saw her. We often met at the bus stop where I waited for an angkot to go to school. I often brush it off, because I believe he is the perfect figure, different from myself”.

“but Vishnu apparently chose to ask me to wait for him, 3 years! only 3 years”.

“the good man must be hurt because of my stupidity. When Tara.. when Tara proposed to me..”.

“Tara?” ask Rani. Tara's upperclassman is indeed rumored to be very close to Wita. Even without having to know the various sciences and styles he also knew that Tara really wanted Wita. But, did Wita not think Tara was special?, some even he convinced Wita about Wita's feelings. “I don't have the same taste Tara. Ran!” that's all that's ever heard in Rani's ears.

Rani's daydream came to a halt as Lanis gave a sharp look a sign of disapproving of her question. He knew he had to follow the way the doctor worked. Okelah Lanis, you are the handler here.

“I rejected Tara's proposal, for a month Tara disappeared. Then he came with a sad face and begged me one last time, accompanying him to buy his wedding goods”.

“should have been. I should have explained to Vishnu that besides him, I had a friend who had helped me out of the slump. A friend who had long positioned himself as the man beside me until I hurt him with my rejection because my love was only for Vishnu”. Wita then puffed her face and looked at Lanis wistfully.

“aku.. I received Vishnu's call while fulfilling Tara's wish for the last time. Vishnu looked disappointed, I ran outside looking for Vishnu. But that's really just my guess. Vishnu was not there, only the sound of Vishnu's anger heard from my phone that I got. Until.. a red car hits my body”,

accident 7 years ago.

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hi readers. forgive yes I just can up today.these weeks my agenda is solid.ups.

hopefully this episode can be an antidote to long for kaliaaan. don't forget to like, share and comment every episode yes... let me add allaaaat😘😘😘😘.