Longsuffering

Life Choices

When anger blinds me

I forgot for a moment about God's power

I drowned in *****

I.. lost!

- Vishnu

Jakarta, Vishnu-Rumi

A tired but pleasant night for Adhis. How not, today his proud father showed him many things. Vishnu appears to be a superhero. Put a lot of basketball into the basket until he gets a pink tumbler with a tedy bear. Get a lot of dolls in the game Claw Machine, then buy him a very large confectionery. Ends with a dinner together at the place to eat with the child's play area facility. Together with Teh Rumi, Vishnu and Adhis spend a pleasant night.

“It should be like a wife, who is Adhis's mother. Meni is happy to geta anak” Rumi Tea put Adhis to sleep since the car was asleep because he was tired. Vishnu did not heed his brother's words. Rumi Tea is an everyday food. Wasn't it! more precisely his bedtime deliveryman every night.

“Teteh seriously this you Wis, when oruh want nyari wife?, kunaon you strange tea pisan tisaprak (semenjak) leave for Switzerland?”.

“Quickly tea, just pray”. Iyah, pray that he will soon be able to release everything in his past. Pray that he will find a woman he can love with all his heart.

“Prayer alone is not enough atuh Nu.., teteh mah from a long time ago also ngadoa, you who become lalakonna kudu effort, effort said mother mah!”.

True, Vishnu may forget that the axis between destiny-prayer and effort is one. He just felt helpless against it all. “iya tea.”, hopefully the short answer will become a mustajab prayer for him.

“Nu..”, between Rumi's tea when her brother settles down on Adhis's soft mattress. “Besok teteh pinjem your apartment yes! Kang Indra has a duty to Jakarta he said, teteh kangen. Want a honeymoon there for a while. hihihihi.. . Can nyak?”.

Kang Indra, the sacrifice that her brother-in-law gave her was already too perfect. He was reminded of the presence of Kang Indra in his marriage, when Teh Rumi who had to accompany a sick mother and rejected the impromptu plans Vishnu married Restari, Kang Indra actually trusted all his decisions. “Let kang Indra who came to Switzerland, I will talk to the Restari family if mom is sick, so teteh and mom can not watch your happy day”.

Vishnu can not be as selfish as this now, it may be true what Rumi said, he must begin to realize all the prayers of the surrounding people with an effort. Then who will be the choice of his heart?, Vishnu himself often lost to determine the direction of his goal. Then the phone sounded. A message comes in at the same time every day;

Pastri: sleeping?

Vishnu then breathed a long breath while closing his eyes and dropping his head on the sofa room room room. Lastri. yes, maybe he will try it first. I hope that..

*****

The road to the airport is very crowded today, hot and tired. Is the air conditioner in his car not working now?. Vishnu only hopes that the four-wheeled vehicle will reach its destination soon.

“Thank you Wis, I did not expect you.. You want to bother nganterin I”, the sweet voice of Lastri is so smooth and longing. For Pastri, today's atmosphere is like a dream. Bandrol meeting with Vishnu is very expensive to pay.

“You do not need to speed Wis”, said Lastri when the car entered the capital toll. “We are no longer chased by flight schedules. My shooting clock is also still a long time ago”, Lastri stared gently at the face of Vishnu who is still focused with the handle of the steering wheel forward control of the car to the airport where the latest film shooting Lastri this year.

“I have a meeting today. Sorry if the drive is a bit speeding”. Vishnu replied firmly.

“Duh even though I already seneng nih, can be taken with you”. Lastri just has to be patient, because this is a good start. His clear love statement he showed must indeed be taken with a struggle. Of course, he has not been able to make a single conclusion, but it looks like Vishnu has started to open up. Goodgood.

“this evening, dinner?” ask Lastri doubtfully.

“iya.. you set it up..”.

“yess!”, a smile and a tempestuous spirit emanated from the rising face of the artist. The beautiful face that always gets a contract of beauty soap ads is predicted to be one of the artists who get the best lead artist nomination this year.

A woman who is full of ambition in her career, confident and has the ability equivalent to the top artists of Indonesia. It is difficult for businessmen, fellow actors or even officials of the country to get their hearts, because their hearts have long been attached to the friend during his college, a figure who is at his golden point in the field of Indonesian arbitrators.

His dream is too simple, edited by the Vishnu his old comrades in arms in doing tasks. Strange indeed, the education he took did not necessarily realize his expertise, because since the first expertise is to become a model. But his ridiculous desire about the equestrian prince named Wisnu brings rumors about him being ambitious towards the world of entertainment, single at the age of 30 years.

Being an artist is not the last path he wants to achieve. Even if he had to quit all his career that loomed in popularity to fulfill his desire to be married by Vishnu, of course he would be ready to do so.

And today is his happy day. Finding Vishnu beside him, driving a car with him to a place that is actually common to his routine. And what was that?, dinner? Vishnu this time did not refuse his invitation?. Is this a good sign? Or mere pleasantries because of his mediocrity with his invitations that he throws almost every day.

“makasih..”, Vishnu can hear and see clearly the beautiful smile that Lastri addressed to him. “be careful on jalan”, Lastri continued his sentence before the door of Vishnu's car he closed.

Vishnu revived his private car without warning. Please Vishnu, what are you doing today?. Should he choose the path of the hermits by living in the mountains in order to escape from all the questions that make him sick. “Wife? Adhis's mother?.. BULLSHIT!!!”. Vishnu hit the steering wheel of his car with complete annoyance.

Life choices that start from tangled threads actually lead him to a thick and turbid current. He looked at his office building that was towering from a distance away. Choosing to park his vehicle in a city park, hoping to a little relieve all the madness today. Should?, he stepped back in a word “kerspusakan”?. If only the past forced him to carry a grudge in his choice of marriage, would his current helplessness let him choose the same marriage path?

He then opened his phone, opening the message Andra received a few days ago. An image that brings him to peace, soothing and soothing. “mba Wita likes he said”, a short message Andra completes the photo that her personal pity was sent. Beautiful lady with red gem rocky bross smiling beautifully.

In the sincerity he resigned himself, “Dewita Maharani.. if you have been happy today, please pray for me too. to find my life!”