Longsuffering

Message of Love

Kusulam yarns long in the heart

in, groaning and quiet

so you know if my heart shawl

I will lay it on all the bodies of your love

- Vishnu

Bandung, Wita-Wisnu-Mother

Wita Pov's

This morning I opened my eyes slowly from my deep sleep last night. It was a precious night I had because I didn't have to swallow that bitter pill in order to get me to sleep. Nor must we sweat in our restless nightmare tonight.

I saw my phone lying on my palm on the pillow right next to my face. I turned on my phone and I saw a message I hadn't closed yet,

08XXX'S CHAT..

assalamualaikum Wita's..

I was at your house

said your mother was on break

I brought a cake made by Adhis

he said to Mother Wita

hope you like it..

tonight, sleep well.

dream it beautiful

Good night

Vishnu

Last night I heard the echo of his voice coming to my ear. I faintly heard the laughter that I had known a few years ago. Vishnu laughed crisply with Salim whom I knew the other day lashing a hard blow to his jaw.

No matter where the wind came from, the Salim I knew so closely to every man who was looking for me to this house suddenly offered a friendly welcome to Vishnu. Strange indeed!

My mother came to see me last night, saying that Vishnu came to see me. I can't stop thinking about my mother's way of thinking, did you forget that I received Satria's proposal the other day you asked me? And last night, I had to meet Vishnu? which is obviously asking me to re-establish a relationship between a man and a woman. Where is the norm of loyalty that has been held up high?

Until finally last night, I confidently answered mother's request, "Wita is not being bothered mom, Wita again many tasks from the office. After all, Vishnu has no business with Wita, he is no longer the guardian of Wita bu's students".

Mother then stood up from the bed to step away to the lip of the door. But I resisted when all my thoughts and heart were confused that night due to the arrival of Vishnu.

I need to put an end to all this. No one else can be hurt because of me. Not Vishnu, not Satria. Getting married soon is the right way out for me this time. So that I will no longer be haunted by deep guilt in the Vishnu mas, so that Vishnu mas can freely choose his life that is struggling with success with a beautiful celebrity named Lastri, who is also known as the, so that Satria does not become a figure that I will make the same victim as the Wisnuku mas seven years ago.

"Mother..why should Wita's marriage be postponed?", my question suddenly made the mother sculpt and then stepped to shift my work chair closer to the bed I was sitting on.

"There's a lot that you have to prepare Wit, getting married is not as easy as you think it turns out", replied the mother.

"What should be prepared again ma'am?, Wita does not need a fancy wedding. You also do not have to worry about the cost of Wita's wedding later. Wita has a mortgage house. Yes even though it is only three years but want Wita over credit, there is already someone who wants to buy yesterday. The price is quite good, enough for the wedding cost Wita bu" I said.

Yes, I suspect that the cost of the wedding is the thing that makes my mother undo my wedding plans that should have been able to take place in the next week. Because I know very well how the current condition of the mother, since the father sold our old house and the mother slammed the bones into a substitute father in supporting our family mother never showed her weakness to me.

When I asked him to stop selling porridge, the business he had started since marrying his father had been able to support me and my sister. Until I got a job and felt that I was quite able to finance my mother and sister, my mother continued to sell porridge, traces of her love history with a father who was never timeless.

"Not that", answered my mother, breaking my stubbornness. "Yes, I met your guest first yes". She smiled gently at me and walked out of my room.

That night, I don't know what the mother and Vishnu talked about. Sayup-sayup I heard the voice of Vishnu so touched the corner of my heart, do you know if I miss him too much? I then stepped open the window curtain of my room, I saw the body strapping Vishnu open the gate of my house. Vishnu has departed from my house, his voice now vanished from my hearing.

I then decided to pray before laying my body on my bed and preparing for a difficult night. Nightmares or difficulty finding drowsiness are my daily food, back.

It took me fifteen minutes to complete my prayer and preparation for my bed. Not yet complete I took off the face covering my body, the phone on my nightstand rang.

I took the phone and I put my body in bed. I opened my phone screen and I saw a number I had not yet named sending a message in my chat room.

There has never been a meeting like a couple, there is no overnight week like a man in a drunken romance, but Vishnu always occupy a special place that I always miss. I don't know why I can't translate it with my reason and logic. Then. and today,...

Therefore, a short message that landed warmly on the recesses of my heart was delivering my canteen to my eyes so sound that the air this morning greeted my body.

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Cup cake made by Adhis who every week arrived at my house is now complete I set in a jar. I put half of it in the jar I used to keep in my room.

However, there is something different from Adhis cake today, because last night his father immediately delivered him to this house, not the inter-service that always mamahnya Adhis was paid.

Adhis, until when did this sweet gesture of yours stop. Please help Mother Wita to solve everything. If you stay like this, it will be difficult for you..

This afternoon, after I came home from my new office I washed my body with soap I just bought from my salon. Since I got home from the hospital, haven't I! Maybe ever since I saw how beautiful the woman 'near'nya mas Vishnu named Lastri. Ah no!, ever since my traumatic symptoms began to strike me again, I tried to find a way to indulge, to make myself happy, to seek self-satisfaction. Then I don't know why beauty salons are my choice.

My scent is fresh this afternoon. I decided to sit at the desk and I ignored my mother's call behind the door, "i have a mother's job, tell her that Wita can't meet" I replied. Yes. mas Vishnu is now back at my house. Is there anything else about Vishnu? Please stop acting like that! Until the table adzan magrib arrived I saw behind the curtains of my room his sturdy body left my house.

Towards exactly nine o'clock my phone rang a sign of an incoming call,

SATRIA

Hello Wita, assalamu'alaikum (Satria)

Wa'alaikumussalam (Female)

Tomorrow is time? we are looking for preparations for our marriage (Satria)

Is it not too early Sat, it is still a long time the date of marriage.good later if you already want to deket. (Wita)

True, I feel uncomfortable if my wedding preparations are still fairly long it should be prepared now. Or. I don't actually have the strength to prepare for it.

Yes, I have come with you, tomorrow I will go to your house, and there is something I want to ask (Satria)

iyah, I was at home most afternoon (Wita)

Satria.., I don't know what and how I relate to her. So far I have not contacted him even I almost ignored his every request.

A few seconds later the incoming message sounded on my phone. Appeared in the message room with a name I've listed.

MAS VISHNU

Assalmua'alaikum Wita

how's it going today?

I just went to your house

there's an envelope from Adhis. Adhis has returned to Jakarta because he has to go to school, he said a letter from Adhis.

said your mom has an office job?

don't be so late for work

have a good sleep

what a beautiful dream

Vishnu

I sighed, indeed, Vishnu, my heart now feels the pain of the dagger that I crushed by myself.

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