Longsuffering

Go away

Let's try it

Nothing's gonna go wrong, right?

-Wita

Bandung, Wita-Tarmin

The cries of his peers broke unstoppably, but not with Wita. He can give a strong smile. “We can still meet each other really, not at nagis so ah.”, pinta Wita to his friends. Fighting with them is a history that Wita will never forget. For Wita, the Gemintang Dewun school is a second home. But he must declare that from this day on, his place which used to be a field from the blossoming of the dream spirit must be left behind.

“I ask the Foundation, so that you can resign”. The statement of Ms. Tarmin a week ago hit her stuffy chest and heart. But such is the game of life, is not it?, like the boat ride by Jonah who prefers to sacrifice one crew of his ship for the safety of the vehicle they ride from the storm and imbalance. The attitude of his school Foundation who chose to dismiss him with disrespect is indeed worthy of his acceptance. Worth it!.

But the struggle of Ms. Tarmin who transformed into a mother and friend for him really makes him feel confident, that his life will still be looked at with confidence. Ms. Tarmin rejected the attitude of the Foundation which felt unfair to Wita. How could Wita get that impropriety from the school she had been fighting for. Whether the chairman of his foundation does not know or does not want to know how Wita fights for every point of the success of the school he leads.

Ms. Tarmin, even very unsure, will get another Wita figure for her Star Dew school. “Mother has friends, she needs teachers at her school. His school has grown as fast as ours, you can send him your cv. I also talked about it with him”. Ah ma'am Tarmin, that's as good as your heart. Although he always seems firm and disciplined, but he really is a figure of compassion and responsibility.

“Mother sure, this is the best way. Mothers and teachers here have never considered you to be the root cause of this incident. The Foundation should have realized that you were fighting for us. Even Fahrezan prefers to remain our student, right?. However, we do have to respect every decision that others take, including the decisions of the board of our foundation”.

Yeah, of course you are.. Wita will always respect every decision taken. Until, at this time, his resignation letter to the school he loved was right in the hands of old Miss Tarmin. “You will get what you dreamed Wita, I'm sure!”. The tight hug that Tarmin's mother gave him did not feel carried him drifting in a circle of tears. His thin sobs are really a picture of his unreality to let go of all his struggles here. He will miss the sound of his school bells, he will miss the assertiveness and discipline of his principal, he will miss the cries and laughter of his students, he said, he will miss the rest of his friends, he will miss a lot of things about what he is fighting for here.

“Small gift for you”, a piece of paper he saw as a duty letter from his school left him a little astonished. He could clearly see the date on the letter. “You should not be surprised so..” bu Tarmin smiled as she moved on her work sofa. “I purposely set your stop date working here next week. Tomorrow you can attend this class. After this class is finished you can only be declared quit this school”.

Miss Tarmin, as good as you are?, what thanks she had to say for her attention. “I know, this is your golden opportunity to search for many things in this class. From the beginning I knew you wanted it”. Said Mrs Tarmin.

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Bandung, Lanis - Wita

“I think you can do it Wit”, replied Lanis. This twilight, Wita and Lanis spent time in a restaurant with a cool natural feel. “Jakarta is not a scary place.” selorohya with a smile.

“I think you are experiencing significant progress. Being in touch with anything related to your past will help speed up your recovery Wit. We can prove it yesterday, during the trial you can even control yourself well. I think, the presence of Vishnu and anything attached to him can you tolerate with okay”. Lanis briefly explained her rational analysis of Wita's current mental development.

“So..it's good I just take it?”. Ask Wita

“Take it, just this week. You can make this moment as self healing that you do. You know very well actually, how to eliminate this one trauma is not easy, namely by remembering the traumatic event experienced, and then trying to overcome the fear that accompanies it. This can help you gradually control how you feel. Try to come to terms with the traumatic event you are experiencing. Think that you should be able to face and fight fear to restore the quality of your life”.

The real explanation is often found in the books he read during his college. But doing it is not as easy as what is stated in the writing. He even tried many things to restore his health.

“hmmzzz. I'm sure you'll be fine”.

“But.. one of the speakers.it was Wisnu Lan” said Wita hesitated.

“Leave it alone, it won't affect anything. You guys are done. Kibas.. kibas.. kibas.., all already lost”, Lanis showed both hands like driving flies in front of. Too excited to remind Wita to dispel her past. “Try to forgive Wit's past, that way you can look to a better future. After that, try to accept my friend's offer yes, you can start your life again. You still have to shift your health condition with a form of self-development that can make you more confident. Your existence in the world of counseling should not be stopped because of this problem”.

Is it true that Lanis said, that Wita's confidence has been lost? Wita certainly did not want to, passing every inch of his life with a slump. He will try it, dispelling all the claustrophobia that happened to him. Trying to prove himself that he's done.

“I will try.”

“ya, must!, you are a Wita full of dreams and confidence. You just have to remember, wherever you go the past will continue to exist. Reply to that past incident of yours by making good in the future”.

Well, tomorrow Wita will establish herself to accept the activities that Bu Tarmin calls her small gift. Attend a city to participate in a training session organized by the International Association concerned in the development of child education in Indonesia, Jakarta, the city that so feared.

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thank you for the faithful readers with Wita and Vishnu. can't wait for when Ih Vishnu can see the true side of Vita. 🙄

I myself need to get ready in this chapter, uh but kok belom nyampe also.. hopefully 1 to 2 more chapters we can meet with Wita and Vishnu who reconcile🤭🤭🤭🥰😘