Longsuffering

Should Be Happy

My soul screamed loudly

'you fell into the crumbling of your own grasp'

the sky shakes up the taste

screeching at the lunge of regret

-Wita

Jakarta, Wita-Wisnu-Lastri-Andra

Since returning from Vishnu's house yesterday, Wita's feelings are completely disheveled. His sleep was disturbed not because of nightmares or remembering the past. But a raging feeling that somehow becomes the culprit. He should just take a break tomorrow. To calm his heart. The death of Mr. Hermawan can be something logical to be used as a reason for his departure from work and rest.

However, the death of Mr. Hermawan certainly has a very big impact on the company. The temporary company is mandated to the deceased's younger brother who occupies the position of deputy director. Wita should continue to carry out his activities two days after the sad news occurred. Yes, of course, because he needs to do something before his wedding time arrives in order to give the best for the deceased. Professionalism is a dead price!

As this time, Wita is taking care of all the target file Assessment of new employees next month. He has made all his drafts and proposals today. That way, he can ask for leave on the company in the next 3 days. Just two days, yes, two days for him is enough to be back in Bandung facing the day it arrives.

He steadied his roar towards Andra's room to discuss a memorandum of understanding regarding his client's request. He faintly heard the cheerful voice and the song he often sang together.. Adhis.

Stars in the night sky 

Flashing smile friendly smile 

Stars in the night sky 

Flashing glittering so beautiful 

I can go there overnight 

Admire the power of God's creation 

I can go there overnight 

Admire the power of God's creation 

Flashing flickering natural decoration 

Flashing glitteringly inside the dark

And sure enough, he saw Adhis was struggling in the hands of his father while singing his favorite song, Adhis favorite song with him.

"Bundaaa.", cried Adhis cheerfully approaching as the child found himself from a distance.

"hi's.. Adhis.. ". Without any cue Adhis ran and hugged Wita, Wita waist to be exact.

"Hey.bu Wita, it's here?", Andra then appeared from behind the door of his room.

"What is Ndra?", asked Vishnu interjected.

"This is sir. the draft for next month's assessment" Andra replied as she read the document. "Gather here, what are you doing?"

Not yet Vishnu answered, the sweet voice of a woman was heard greeting. "hi.. again at the gathering?, Wis... how so?", he asked.

"So.", replied Vishnu. "Aphis left first with Aunt Lastri..!" the Pinta Vishnu on Adhis. A request that made Wita's heart tremble a little.

"Later to follow. I haven't been in Las long!" continued again.

Unasked, Adhis instantly obeyed his father's orders. He took off a hug on Mother Wita with a cheerful face. "Come. ayoo!, asyiik", cried Adhis.

"Yes, we have been first yes, say yes Ndra, ma'am guru.!", said Lastri while holding the hand of Adhis who had been impatient to play ball bath with his father. The truth is, taking a ball bath on a weekday?, Vishnu had to steal his lunch time ration while accompanying his son to take a ball bath. Adhis must he pamper, because from this moment his favorite daughter will really lose, lose her mother.

"In your room only Ndra, I don't have time", take Vishnu to the assistant. Vishnu now really makes things all-round short and fast. He must make sure that he does not have to linger dealing with Wita. It's not worth it!

Such attitude of Vishnu certainly slightly touched the corner of the heart of Wita. Do not know Vishnu if Wita is even still in this building in the next five days he must marry someone. What exactly is Wita doing here? Still miss the Vishnya? Is it fair to Vishnu, Wita?

Vishnu read randomly the proposal made by Wita. Then he decided to close the document, "I leave it to you Ndra, you learn, I agree. I can't stay long, Lastri's been waiting in the car".

Mba Lastri waiting in the car? going with Adhis? threesome? What them? Wita is more focused on his own mind. There is a little heart that is not willing when yesterday he asked for his Wisnya with Lastri.

"I live first yes ma'am Wita, I leave it to Andra about the proposal and draft", Vishnu smiled at Wita and left the woman who had been unmoved looking at the object of his gaze.

"have fun, sir!" yelled Andra who was answered with a nod of Vishnu as he sauntered away from Andra's room.

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Yesterday's events in the hallway of Andra's office and room have disrupted the concentration of Wita. Today he decided to revisit Vishnu's office to submit a draft revision that was agreed with Andra yesterday.

Andra, yes it is, Andra the goal is in this building. But for some reason during his time in this place, Wisnah was what he was looking for. Does he just want to let go of his yearning for the last time? Can he betray this time? on his promise that he has held fast, for his fiancee, Satria.

Jibaku with the documents he prepared with Revita made Wita busy and tired. Revita is now in Jakarta. Yesterday he had to be detained by the interim director to discuss several cooperation contracts with clients, including with the company that Vishnu led.

Occasionally Wita asked permission to go outside under the pretext of the canteen, dhuha prayers in the mosque, and. somehow let alone the illogical reasons that he mentioned to Revita. But the one he wanted to meet, wasn't he! what he wanted to see was not in front of his eyes.

Until late in the night, he decided to finish all his tasks. Hopefully by doing so he can meet the man who continues to fill his head.

"Is this really going to be resolved now? tomorrow, I think it can still be. If the end of the honney moon also seems like Mr. Vishnu will not be anything", Revita said after just typing the opening few sentences in the document report of yesterday's activities in Lembang. A few minutes ago Revita completed an Assessment program contract that will be executed next month.

"I want to finish today Rev, tomorrow I want to start inventorying the needs of Assessment, next month can go straight. It's not me who's gonna be nanganin", yeah.. Wita may intend to stop and completely go from Vishnu's life. Such is his plan, although of course what he has done today is very contrary to all his plans.

A contract document of the program is now in his hands. He breezed away towards a room that made his heart dagdigdug. The clock is at 19:00. "Said Mr. Andra today mas Vishnu there is overtime, maybe now in his room".

After rising several floors in this building, Wita finally arrived at the door of Vishnu's room. He met Vishnu's secretary and expressed his intentions and goals.

"Lho.. Bu Wita did not call Mr Andra first?", asked the Princess to him. He answered with a head. "Sir Vishnu there is a dinner event now, same Miss Lastri" said the Princess who made her heart tremble more and more. As fast as lightning he contacted Andra through his cell phone.

"Hallo. mr. Andra.. Where is Vishnu now?"

"Sky Garden Cafe mba. What's up?"

"I'm going there to ask for his signature".

As fast as lightning he ran towards the lobby and ordered a motorbike online to deliver himself to the place that Andra mentioned.

Until with no good self-control now he was on the terrace of the cafe and contacted Andra.

"Disana mba.", Andra pointed to a round table and a wooden chair occupied by Vishnu. Wita then walked slowly towards that place.

"Sir Vishnu.", said Wita. The suddenness of his speech made Adhis who was sitting sandwiched between Vishnu and Lastri run towards him.

"Bundaaa.".", Adhis embraced Wita who was replied with a smile and caress at the top of the head by the mother.

"Hi.. has it arrived? who's the same?" ask Vishnu because he knows that Wita will meet him at this time. Andra tells him if there are any documents he has to sign. Wita answered her question with a soft head.

"Himself?", asked Vishnu a little surprised. He could not imagine if the incident happened the other day repeated again.

"Yes, sit down!" pinta Vishnu to him. "Aphis sat down again in Adhis's chair huh..!! spent food! Adhis has promised" said Vishnu to the child.

"yes. here dear spend the meal!", said Lastri interjected.

Lastri's presence this time really makes Wita's breath tight! He saw the Adhis sitting next to Lastri. The boy ate his favorite food voraciously and independently. He wants to be asked back spoiled by the child to be fed. Like crying and crying until the food was spilled by the Adhis. Let it be like that, so that he can feel the warmth of the spoiled child on him.

"Is there anything else I should sign?", asked Vishnu after completing the final signature in the document that Wita had submitted just now.

Wita did not answer, he just shook his head and received the document from the hand of Vishnu.

"Have eaten?", asked Vishnu who was only answered with a gaze and silence. "I order ya.., eat first before going home!"

Vishnu ordered Wita's favorite food, because when asked what menu Wita wants to remain silent. Vishnu's initiative makes Lastri understand clearly how deep the love they have. Up to one thing that makes the artist smile faintly, Vishnu spelled aloud to the waiter, "raw onion cake ya. fry the same change.. the spicy seasoning is separated !"

Eating with the twang of a spoon, then occasionally glancing towards Adhis who looked straws with rice and vegetables, Wita was really on the verge of tightness and regret. For a moment he saw, Lastri gave sweet attention to the two humans he longed for, wrapped his wet cheeks and gave Vishnu a glass of water.

Wita was no longer able to see the scene in front of him. He then laid down his dishes and said goodbye to Vishnu.

"Send by Andra yes.. Andra was waiting at the front", Wita just nodded slowly to accept Vishnu's orders as he took his leave to go home.

"Mother teacher.happy yes, he said he wanted to get married this week. Sorry I can not attend because it has been scheduled to go abroad" said Lastri cut his step.

Wita turned her head and looked at Vishnu who smiled at her, "kaliaan... do you deliberately make my heart like this..?"

Wita smiled and continued her steps towards the car that Andra was going to drive. As strong as his energy he withstood the crying and tightness in the chest. Until you get to the car, sit down and put your seat belt on. He closed the contract document earlier and smothered his mouth which now began to sound. His tears broke in the silence of the night and drizzled the rain of Jakarta.

In the silence of that night, Andra's voice sounded to hit his chest. "if it should be diikhlaskan like this, mba Wita. Because what Mr. Vishnu wants is your happiness. mba Wita".

Her cries broke again and whimpered the whole hallway of a grievous heart.

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Want to apologize also today😔😔😔 because the next two days I want to off first. There is a task out of town, hopefully meet Vishnu there. 🤣🤣🤣

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