Longsuffering

Gaffes

What you've cut on my deepest wound

In fact, it cuts through life

Brimless and endless

- Vishnu_

Jakarta, Vishnu-Andra

“alhamdulillah victory is on our side pak”. Vishnu really is!!, just now Andra his personal assistant was planning to join in celebrating his success to help win the Wita case with a meal with Wita and his friends. Andra had to swallow a sense of disappointment because the edict of Vishnu could not be denied. He gas-fired his four-wheeled vehicle into the capital under the pretext of an emergency meeting.

“Good, we do deserve to win”, replied Vishnu full of satisfaction.

“about our meeting this time I have prepared some documents that we must handle. Please Mr. Wisnu learn first”.

“i've learned it, but please make sure you return Ndra, AMDAL causal from the project we will work on. Ensure that an environmental impact analysis or a comprehensive assessment of environmental and social impacts prepared by us is in line with government regulations and systems. I do not want any problems in the future, such as our project in Bau-bau last year”, Vishnu asserted.

“dan... study the commercial area on the location indicated on the layout plan which refers to the design document!!”.

“well sir, I prepared everything”.

Andra became his personal assistant who handled many things related to Vishnu. He was obviously paid a lot for it, but not because of that Andra gave himself to dedicate his life to Vishnu, because Vishnu and Teh Rumi are family figures present that can not be paid by anything.

“Bu Rumi just said, afraid you forgot today there was a dinner appointment with Adhis”. Ah Vishnu almost forgot, he had to start getting used to sharing the time he had with his favorite child. Rumi Tea has even been willing to share his attention for Kang Indra and Risyad in order to help restore Adhis from all his social behavior is considered. So Vishnu should have made a great sacrifice for his little Adhis.

Three months with Adhis in the old house he dreamed in fact did give a new nuance to Vishnu. The presence of Rumi Tea gave Vishnu a little hope to rise from the slump. Rumi Tea, a figure that replaces the presence of a mother who always loved him. She never forgets to have a sweet promise that she can never fulfill. “Wita her name is bu, just graduated High School, her girl is jolly, but also unik”. Vishnu remembered very well how the happy face of his mother when Vishnu told her love for his girl. His mother became aware of the love that Vishnu had was the passion for his son's life. “It is very difficult to be invited to go for a walk or play around young people, but Vishnu likes. Three more years Vishnu promises to take him as mother”'s son-in-law.

The three years he wrote in fact cracked into a faint number. A year after Vishnu's departure to Switzerland he had to endure the pain of losing his mother without being able to see the body and take her to her final resting place. Can he judge himself as a selfless child?, mother.forgive all the weak and powerless Vishnu.

Vishnu stopped all his activities in noting some things that he will discuss at his meeting two hours ahead. “later I tried to contact Teh Rumi, we try our meeting only 3 hours. I want to take Rumi Tea and Adhis eat out”.

“well pak” replied Andra briefly. He still stared at his superiors who carefully looked at the records of his meeting preparations. The cold air presented by the air conditioning Vishnu brings a different aroma. Why did being like this live the elder brother during his lecture?. The aura of spirit and warmth a few years ago turned into ambition and anger and resentment and commonness. Then today, Vishnu seems to give up on an unending struggle at the finish point.

“what else is Ndra, there is still something I need to sign again?”, asked Vishnu without releasing his activities with his book and work bulpoint.

“enggak bang.. I really feel awkward”, replied Andra doubtful.

“what's awkward?”.

“i no longer deal with him, you don't worry about it”.

“not that Bang.. this is because...during these 3 months, during the trial, I really never saw her husband mba Wita huh?, or her son maybe. When we want to go out to eat, who picked up only his mother and sister”. Andra explained her suspicions all along, her instincts about an awkward relationship had suddenly appeared in her mind.

“hahahaha.., you have started to be interested in household affairs apparently. You don't like taking care of people's households. Enough to be an assistant and.. my brother just”, Vishnu's answer is indeed a picture of someone who started, gave up.

“forgive me bang.. have you ever talked about it?”.

“nothing we need to talk about, our business has finished”.

“if I noticed, she's a good woman, bang!”.

“hahahaha.. know what you Ndra about the meaning of good and not?”, asked Vishnu while staring full of ridicule his interlocutor. Andra, don't you know, talking about a woman named Wita is the most nauseating thing for Vishnu. “please don't talk about anything about Wita anymore, I'm done with her. There's nothing left whatsoever”.

“i don't mean so bang, that is, I just want to make sure just”.

“there is nothing you need to make sure, everything is clear to me. Ever since I met him the last time he disappeared, he had no intention of talking to me about anything. I think it was his best decision. I just have to realize that my presence in the past was just a wind then for him”.

“me.. understand bang!”, Andra bowed down with what Vishnu said to him. Let it be, this is how human life, which sometimes cannot be rationalized by reason, happens without control.

“like what you want Andra, I have to start focusing with my future”.

Yes, of course, his future with the child who was present selflessly. Settling on his empty life. He had to start rearranging his life. Designing according to the correct plan without reproach. Having Adhis is his choice, which he must account for not just commitment and anger, but realize that he is a father who must be present with love and compassion.

“i pray, may you soon find happiness”.

“hahahaha... aamiin, I've been happy Andra, don't worry about it”.

“ah yes. I have forgotten. How you are not happy Mr. Vishnu, your personal assistant is always present once twenty-four hours with plenary service”, every day Andra changed the atmosphere of his conversation a few seconds ago.

“yup. Therefore, continue to be a good assistant. Don't like belittling the past”, Vishnu's smile expands.

“ready, of course Mr. Vishnu”, replied Andra with a respectful attitude of the red and white flag. What Vishnu's assistant did, really invited Vishnu's warm smile this afternoon. Andra then breezed away from the room after Vishnu previously said, “Bros that you entrusted I have given the same mba Wita, mba Wita said thank you, and. don't worry.. I said the brooch was given by Adhis, his favorite student”.

Vishnu. what happened to you. Why is your mind and mind now incomparable to his irrational actions. No!, let's just say that the brooch he deliberately chose was a sign of his gratitude to Wita for the love and affection he gave her, no.